Tag: grandchildren

9 Things People Don’t Realize You’re Doing Because You’ve Been Abused By A Narcissist | Thought Catalog

Imagine , if you can, the 9 signs ,

when under the induced influence

of RX , to a state beyond description ..

Repeated cycles of this until , all the

validation shows up in others writing

and experience .

In a blog discussion , there was the question

of timing ..Narks adore an effort to blow

you out of the water emotionally , creating

drama , of some kind to remove any celebration

that are his exclusively ..

All a Nark sees is his or should be.

Releasing control is very difficult .

Religion is a cover ..

9 Things People Don’t Realize You’re Doing Because You’ve Been Abused By A Narcissist | Thought Catalog
— Read on thoughtcatalog.com/shahida-arabi/2018/03/9-things-people-dont-realize-youre-doing-because-youve-been-abused-by-a-narcissist/

What developmental trauma disorder looks like in kids

Developmental trauma impacts the physical development of a child’s brain, affecting their mental health and more. But there are ways to help deal with it.
— Read on www.todaysparent.com/family/special-needs/how-developmental-trauma-disorder-affects-kids/

Opsoclonus-myoclonus syndrome | Genetic and Rare Diseases Information Center (GARD) – an NCATS Program

2nd grandson, whom I have met once , was born with

a cancer in his spine . *Please note 📝, I have never had

a discussion with son or DIL about his health.

Former stated last year , that gs was born with 1 kidney.

He is doing well, just care of diet etc ..

The treatment was initially to implant chemo at tumor site **

He was prescribed a common steroid for whatever reason,

as he was loosing leg motor control , along with eye twitching .

I have scant 1 person information , but I was studying many

brain related issues .

Vaccine damage , RX damage , and the unknown by far too many

medical folks.. that’s scary .

I read of Dr Moulin, and he spoke of brains on fire 🔥 from

the inflammatory induced by toxic chemicals in vaccines ,

and shared with son, via email.

I have no idea if there was cause and effect, but a Dr was

found in Springfield , Ill. who treats this , even more finite

vaccine damage effect that autism , as I read of the 75

diagnosis per year, reference was made that so few medical

were aware of what it is . 11 or so years ago when I researched.

There were 5 protocols offered , and gs responded to one ☝️

He has a supportive , loving family . Meeting him around age

3 , he was non verbal, focused on the climbing inside Mcdonald’s.

As I sat with elder gs , I watched as he climbed to the top .

Son was on phone , and responded that this was the 1st time

he had climbed alone to the top !

Of course it took some effort to get him down !

@ 3 he had Indian blue eyes, and blond hair that was a tad past

his ears . Brother and I teased about school, and his having

a girlfriend 😘. It seemed all to short , very uncomfortable

for son, I was walking on glass chards , trying not to trip

son up , and having no freaking idea what ..

Now , I do know better..and I am doing better , even

through the legacy of Domestic Abuse/ChildAbuse .

And both gs are beautiful young teens who have not

been allowed to know me, or I them .

I look forward to meeting them, sooner than later .

Below OMS

A collection of disease information resources and questions answered by our Genetic and Rare Diseases Information Specialists for Opsoclonus-myoclonus syndrome
— Read on rarediseases.info.nih.gov/diseases/10009/opsoclonus-myoclonus-syndrome

Codependency and Your Reaction Style? – Esteemology

A knowing , since childhood that negative emotions

were emotionally wounded triggered into acting

a way that lacked empathy. Ie: they were not being

who they are supposed to be . I did not see or feel

it as choice ..Never the less it had a cumulative effect

that was a landslide upon grasping upon announcing

our 1st , any light left him towards me , as he felt

betrayed . He heard this from his true life partner

who failed to note my light or worth to his 3 sons.

Co-Dependency, was the rat wheel, of trying to

maintain , which was fractured by my chemically

induced nervous breakdown, which totally denied

the Domestic Abuse , the RX induced reaction ,

any and all spiritual connection . Sensitivity of

course is noted .

I felt I deserved emotional support , as well as

a roof over my head .The very bound Connection

with his Mom , was never healed, never communicated

deeply ..closeted to be the monster in his closet that

I became the target for , like the sleeping bears that

our Prez has opened to kill, their union, power and money

influenced their win, with psychiatry and chemical companies

along came his Karmic twin , who was treated to the same

behaviors as I, resulting in illness, extremely unprepared

to battle the committee. Admiralty , extremely successful

in her tenure as a member -leader-mastermind of

said committee , consumed with the income I receive

she inferred as his , thus hers , which would allow

luxuries , such as island home, travel , cars , and

stylish cloths…

Jealous and cheap and demanding , a Mom of 2

aided and encourage incoming “family” that I

was not to be included , in the either/or

and of course the mother adored that and gave her

the open lead , as did he , while demurring from

open displays of abuse , which are savage one on

one .

Co-dependent ?

Hardly !

I have a great appreciation for the influence of secretive

relationships, false mask, for the money powered favor

that exist on every level , and a culture of suicide and

abuse accepted , believe what they see.. What was real

was the induction of my walking dead “Stepford”

surrogate , who with out my permission or understanding

was targeted for the simple fact of shutting me up

to not be believed in truth.

Co-Dependent ?

The abuse allowed by legal professionals, who seemingly

enjoy the kill and holding secrets while destroying families

by targeted rulings , indeed , continuing the Domestic

Abuse .

Co-Dependent ? To be considered that I had information

of any truths , or could make informed , intelligent

choices as a mental patient . That I was treated fairly ,

impacting my income by allowing his total control

of my finances , along side his mom whom he represents

now financially .

Co-Dependent ? Expecting a partner , whom would have

my back , as I would have his , became their ever lasting

desire to compete , and win .

Destroying a family by targeting 1 is evil accepted and

normal in the matrix I feel I have exited .

Interdependence, has way more appeal

and part of my mission .

There are far too many who have far too

much ego , which revealed is inclusive of

abuse .. some mask.

Its revelation time folks …

I’m more than ready to put the past 20

to dust , as a way of telling the #Me2WifeMomChildrenErased

for who stands in solidarity for family unity .

Blessings & Peace

Doña Luna

Codependency and Your Reaction Style? – Esteemology
— Read on esteemology.com/codependency-and-your-reaction-style/

Standards of Practice: 2007 Documentation of Child Therapy Session – Dr. Craig Childress: Attachment Based “Parental Alienation” (AB-PA)

This is an actual therapy progress note from February of 2007.  It’s from the intern doing child therapy with a foster care child now adopted, probably about the 3 to 4 year-old age range judging by the treatment interventions being described. These de-identified treatment notes I’m sharing come from a time before I was involved…
— Read on drcraigchildressblog.com/2019/03/30/standards-of-practice-2007-documentation-of-child-therapy-session/

WHO considers adding ‘parental alienation’ to new diagnostic guide | CTV News

Contact Craig Childress , he knows it’s already there.

Known by other code, it’s there .

This however is freaking huge !

A true gift 🎁 for myself , morally , legally and in my

soul, that this horrific abuse be exposed , educating

those who desire it, and creating a society that does

not allow children to be used as ammo against a targeted

parent .

The emerging mental health issue of ‘parental alienation,’ in which one parent turns a child against the other parent, could be added to International Classification of Diseases when the World Health Organization votes to accept the 11th revision of the tool in May.
— Read on www.ctvnews.ca/health/who-considers-adding-parental-alienation-to-new-diagnostic-guide-1.4359286

Psychological manipulation: An expert explains parental alienation to “48 Hours” – CBS News

She’s good, charging over $1500 per hour, unobtainable for many

the humongous need for education is vital . Thwarted by the

control of all involved professionals who must stick to government

guidelines is not the best thing for families , being erased largely

for profit and control .

Ms Baker is expert , and does have truths to educate the public

who has accepted the abuse normal.

How can one parent turn a child against the other parent? Amy Baker, Ph.D, a researcher and author, explains parental alienation.
— Read on www.cbsnews.com/video/psychological-manipulation-an-expert-explains-parental-alienation-to-48-hours/

Standard of Practice: 2007 Documentation of Court-Involved Case Management – Dr. Craig Childress: Attachment Based “Parental Alienation” (AB-PA)

I want to share something with you. Actual progress notes from therapy, not with this pathology of complex family conflict surrounding divorce, but from therapy with abused children in the foster care system.  The physical and sexual abuse of these children was confirmed by the Department of Children’s Services, and they had placed these children…
— Read on drcraigchildressblog.com/2019/03/30/standard-of-practice-2007-documentation-of-court-involved-case-management/

Releasing Old Contracts , Expansion..New Beginnings

Time lines are collapsing in order to surrender to

new beginnings from the inside out.

My vast amount of me time , once I to Truths

explained , I knew too the force that shadow had

in my life, secret societies ,and my awareness

reinforced with fear and horror as legal and

professions ignored my efforts to expose the

illegal , ill-moral, unprofessional , disconnected

religious support mirrored in each child , each

relative , and in my self .. and shame enveloped

me , as I began to understand it. Why I held so

much shame .

To acknowledge , I was no more , no less that a

surrogate , a maid , a concubine , a servant

in the soul of a family that has done so much

harm , as Christians , demanded acknowledgement

of 3 young souls who watched the deconstruct of

their Mom. Legalized addiction, drugged to

submission , that a human being of male

dominance’s , fearing he might loose money

or be exposed in his darkness of abuse , allowed

doing nothing save make his own plans of

stepping out of a contracted marriage for happiness.

That’s all I know..

His every intent , to avenge me for my failure

as a homemaker, servant , companion , whatever

he needed , in order for his property to be his

bearing out the Me NOT We..

Erasing me, allowing all is my fault , he was guilt

free and holding a lot of repressed and depressed

within , and there it remains . The Karmic he chose

to align with , holding the same energy met him

equally to participate in abusing me , and have

had at it , wide open legally and socially, enjoying

the experience of shame and abuse in our

culture of suicide . This has been his example

to our children and grandchildren ..

Trust does not exist between our sons and I.

This could show up in continued abuse through my

inheritance as one son referred to my partnership

that is his rulership . The experience of learning

of a near 300k liability against our shared property

and contracts I signed in induced compliance

allows my grave concerns about the facts , opposed

to his word as the time line crushes , exposing

what is , not what he says.

So yea , I failed , failed to acknowledge the truth

earlier , and involve myself socially , responsibly

exiting the matrix that made every effort to

destroy me, by removal of all I held dear .

I am very honoring and grateful for every

lesson, every shadow , every shame filled

projection , as I rejected the false for the truths

that are the air I breathe , the blood in my veins

the electric magnetic heart that is

multidimensional , which is unknown to

those who cannot see, cannot hear , cannot see

me.

Endings are very painful , the separation heralded

as permanent, having no empathy , no desire

to move forwards as responsible compassionate

mindful folks , who take care of their mind

body and spirit . who live to reduce , avenge

overpower , Abuse , using children and soul

connections and connectedness as weapons ?

I stepped out of that long ago, and a review

only intensified as a 3rd generation is

indoctrinated to hold the judgement and

shame , Clarity is the priceless gift 🎁 I

present , in light and in love, no fear as

it is this clarity that’s so needed , I but

pray for the words that convey the urgency

for the messages with what we all must

transcend , from a fear based ideology and

life model to one of pure light and love.

That I have a deeply traumatic life story

has issued my living death , leaving

3 souls whose light was drained of me

as I was created to exhibit the dankest darkest

evil projected at me .. a mirror or hatred and fear

reduced to a state of helplessness , which fed

him , served him.

Deserving of redemption , as each resolution

has been been rejected , the clearing of financial,

demanding money to counteract , along with

tangible truths , to off set his clinging to his

falsehoods and mask , demand action , now

for as mentioned here , a lot of folks are not

packed ( mind body spirit) for this train .

and it shows .

Mourning has been ongoing for far too many

years for what has no light no life as I’m

affirmed by free wills who choose to

shame, reject and falsify , project blame

etc .. I surrendered to my highest good

my bags are packed .

I am worthy .

As are you 😘💯🎁🎉🎶🌈☮️❤️♥️💕

Listen as she explains in her way , nuancing

much of what I know in my heart and soul

words that were strange in my unknowing

as they might be with you ..

The message will come to you in the way you

require , if you but surrender to your highest good.

I am a seer , I am aware , I release that I may never

physically , or spiritually reconnect with sons .

I have been forced to accept this loss each and

every minute , beyond endurance , without

compassion, or support , but a Divine support

and love that has been they’re all along , guiding

me , and I’ll honor that Divinity as a humane

Being in knowing and doing better .

Joy in my heart ❤️, I celebrate ..thankful for

the truths that liberated me from the dark

that consumes far too many .

I had no other choice

Survival breakthrough to Thriving .

I am rich in heart , Thankful ! Amazed !

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