Beyond belief …
A man from outside Scranton had his scrotum torn open by an angry ex-girlfriend who was waiting in his house when he came home from a bar
— Read on www.nydailynews.com/news/crime/ny-scrotum-scranton-girlfriend-testicle-bleeding-arrest-20190516-sb52difnczhfja25fmyernqg34-story.html
Having my doubts of this being the best thing
as shelters are seldom as healthy , as I envision
anymore than the jail like Psychiatric ward
I was incarcerated in …
When I spoke to the Dad , guiding him to get his
13 daughter out , and wrote Senator Deeds , I
spoke of the lifelessness and lack of color
and hope , in like with a jail cell.
Years later as my abuser lied in court , and I
was jailed , did I experience the trauma
and surreal shame of being unjustly incarcerated
as well as discriminated by 2 female officers of
color . Cell mate across the way , believed she
knifed her old man, as a repeat offender , would
do hard time .
Alcohol and RX ..
I ran the statistic , I had read , of prisons and
jails being full of mentally ill.
I was trying , learning the hard way that addiction
to prescribed medications was no easy habit to
break.. Behavior modification , layer after layer
of peeling off what was not mine, healing
what was , as best I could ..accepting and
surrendering that which I carry as grief
Omni Present ..
Men deserve to be protected, heard , have justice
and healing , as do women.. it’s a freaking battle
field that allows me great comfort to not
participate in .
Celibacy has become in style with youth consciousness
as well. Intimacy and honor , romance will make
resurgence as well as poetry , in our New
Earth .. Writers of great works, art , music
Oh Happy Days ..,
Divine Masculine , I walk beside you in Faith
and Light and Love , brighten your path always .
😘 Blessings & Love
Domestic abuse can be physical, emotional or financial.
— Read on www.thejournal.ie/male-victims-domestic-abuse-helpline-4643294-May2019/
There were a few blips , but very valuable .
Thanks Lisa , opening your life and education to aide
so many ..
This should not be allowed to continue to
be a political issue brought up for torment
blaming and shaming , by less that conscious
faith based folks who do not take into account
all the factors in making a choice that is individual.
As a form of gender preference , or a mode of
birth control , should be monitored , perhaps .
All in all autonomy of one’s body , instead of
judgments by uninformed , uneducated ,
oppositional power hungry leaders , steeped
in rhetoric and moving backwards in an effort
to control .
Blessings & Peace
Kate Daloz writes about her grandmother’s death, which occurred after she attempted to self-induce an abortion during the Second World War.
— Read on www.newyorker.com/culture/personal-history/my-grandmothers-desperate-choice
I found an article on this , common drug combo, which carried
enough horror , at what I knew was Mom’s experience
after , her 1st child at 17, and bonding dis not happen,
rather shame for not being wed.
She was ignored in her labor with Dad and her 1st born
whom she spontaneously birthed dead and in early
decomposition . Post Traumatic Stress Disorder was not
acknowledged , perhaps seen as hysteria , so I have
no doubt that Mom was drugged with this lethal cocktail
of hypnotic /addictive pharmaceuticals .
Which resulted in my rejecting Mom’s milk , which imprinted
both of us , and led to my new born self , being sent home
with a Mom who was having latch problems ( my tongue
was clipped ) having rejected Mom, who is uber sensitive
only to return after 5 days so dehydrated , near death
which must have felt like another failure to her , that she took
very deeply .
After acknowledging, this , I released so much pain of not
knowing and any separation that may have existed , was
vapor and only love remains .
This was a huge gift for my healing on Mother’s Day ,
as well as I will post on how each of our sons was
also drugged with adverse effects that are passed off as
an issue of baby or mom and not the toxicity or addictive
reality that does much harm.
I have had to take the time to process this , as well
as withholding , in mindfulness of catalyzing
memory or truth for others .
I have have been awash in gratitude for the knowing
and in total awe and surrender of a Mother , a wife
a nurse and so much more who lost much , eventually
her life to AMA medicine , in her trust of what she knew
to be true , socially, religiously , and in her acceptance
which has been a force within me , and the effect of
a Mother – Daughter dynamic seen by Psychiatric as
a foundation for , if not a Behavioral Disorder .
As are the adverse effects of vaccines .
As are adverse effects of dental mercury .
Blessings & Peace ,