In Spirit , I became aware of closure of a 20 year
Cycle, a 50 year cycle , and of ending generational
trauma , that I have personally reviewed in a
consciousness that says if I don’t , I must repeat
2018 energy…
Now , while it was a very teaching year, of great
importance , an imbalance rose up enough , to
not want to address it again. I have addressed it as
best I can, often met with silent energy that can be
perceived in various ways, intent on messaging
which increased my inner work, which led me to
multidimensional awareness. In peaceful surrender
I note that , in crossing over , transitioning out of negatives
and leaning into positives , I accept that there will be
changes, ie losses.
It’s a graduation Spiritually , that allows hope to motivate
me , despite fears , or lack that may nudge me in old 3D
negativity , for I have traveled far and have further yet to go.
Still my hearts awareness that one heart struggles , as did
in trust, in surrender , not acknowledging the universal
” test” that do not cease until surrendered to one’s destiny
and grand design. I understand , I support self journalism
quest in healing, self empowerment , accountability ,
responsibility , acceptance , moving forward , growth
at whatever rate , with whatever resources in what ever
mode of spirit.
Aware that a cut off exist , and turning backwards is not
an option , that stepping out of stuck, painful shadow
lacking trust and faith is difficult. Plus we want to rest,
have fun, enjoy ourself. Reward for job well done.
Unsure of what is…fear , is not enough for me to not
accept the mission, the challenge with in spirit that
closes one door and opens a multitude of others , that
I must roll with .. Love & Always and Forever is worthy
of standing for, of holding space for..Ordained , yet free
willed ..clarity would note the balance , ending competition
doubts , lack of trust , and tradition that doesn’t resonate
any longer ..
So indeed , despite the adversity, the gifts š have been amazing
Adoration I shall carry silently , deeply , as I leap towards
the trinity that is my #3 …
Seals n Croft – We May Never Pass This Way Again
