I am your mother

From the moment you were born,

I’ve made mistakes.

Despite my best intentions,

I mess up π‘œπ‘£π‘’π‘Ÿ π‘Žπ‘›π‘‘ π‘œπ‘£π‘’π‘Ÿ π‘Žπ‘”π‘Žπ‘–π‘›.

No matter how much I love you,

I will never get it all right.

𝑰 π’‚π’Ž π’‰π’–π’Žπ’‚π’.

From the moment you were born,

you have seen me frazzled.

You have seen me overwhelmed π‘šπ‘œπ‘Ÿπ‘’ π‘‘π‘–π‘šπ‘’π‘  π‘‘β„Žπ‘Žπ‘› 𝐼 π‘π‘Žπ‘› π‘π‘œπ‘’π‘›π‘‘.

You have seen me frustrated when I should have been more patient.

You have seen me speak when I should have listened.

You have seen me uncertain and second guess my choices.

𝑰 π’‚π’Ž π’‰π’–π’Žπ’‚π’.

From the moment you were born,

𝐼 β„Žπ‘Žπ‘£π‘’ π‘™π‘œπ‘£π‘’π‘‘ π‘¦π‘œπ‘’ π‘€π‘–π‘‘β„Ž π‘’π‘£π‘’π‘Ÿπ‘¦ π‘œπ‘’π‘›π‘π‘’ π‘œπ‘“ π‘šπ‘¦ 𝑏𝑒𝑖𝑛𝑔.

I will always try to do right by you.

I will always get back up, no matter how many times I may fall down.

I will always apologize to you when I’ve done something wrong.

I will always put one foot in front of the other, no matter my uncertainty.

I will never get it all right,

𝑏𝑒𝑑 𝐼 𝑀𝑖𝑙𝑙 π‘Žπ‘™π‘€π‘Žπ‘¦π‘  π‘˜π‘’π‘’π‘ π‘‘π‘Ÿπ‘¦π‘–π‘›π‘”.

𝑰 π’‚π’Ž 𝒂 π’Žπ’π’•π’‰π’†π’“.

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New Energy Grids

“New Earth Energy Grids”

The 9D Arcturian Council,

through Daniel Scranton

We have been watching and waiting for the perfect timing to give you this transmission of energy, and now is that time. You are ready to receive so much more because of the wonderful work you have been doing there on yourselves, and you who are awake know exactly what we mean by “work.” You did not sign up for the easy path because you wanted to experience exponential growth. Therefore, all of you who are spiritual masters decided that you would shroud that truth from yourselves,

especially early on in your lives.

You chose heartache and heartbreak, and you chose trauma and disappointment and all kinds of things that you knew would catapult you into being awake.

You wanted to take this part of your journey consciously, and you knew that you needed something to awaken you, to get you to go on a different path than others who would be more interested in the physical trappings of planet Earth. And there’s plenty there that you could be focusing on instead of your spirituality. Perhaps some of you even went down that path initially when you found out that you create your reality with your thoughts, your words, your emotions, and more importantly, your vibration. But everything will eventually lead to you facing all of the challenges head on, because you know those challenges help you to grow.

Now, getting back to the timing of this transmission. There are energies being presented to Mother Earth in every corner, in every nook and cranny, that will be giving those who connect to her everything that you need. Mother Earth, like your sun, can give you activations, can heal you, can provide for you upgrades, attunements, downloads.

They are all available to you all the time, but at certain times, like right now,

Earth herself is getting more to balance and align her energy systems, her grids, her poles, her electromagnetic field. There is so much for you to tap into that is right beneath your feet at this time that will assist you, empower you and give you everything that you need to move forward into this next phase of your ascension, this next phase of your evolution.

You are ready to take life on planet Earth further than it is has ever been before, because this is the time of ascension there on Earth, and you are ready as the ground crew, to receive more not only from above, but also from below. And when you mix those energies together within you, that’s when you understand why you incarnated on Earth at this time.

You are there to be those who can access energies from both the sky the ground, the physical and the nonphysical, the masculine and the feminine. And you are there to integrate and harmonize those energies within yourselves to know yourselves more completely and fully as you truly are.

Now is the time for these energies, and now is the time for those of you who are awake and aware to truly benefit from all that is being given to you and to Mother Earth from those of us who care, from those of us who are watching and waiting and calibrating energies that will catapult you into the fifth dimension.

The Healing Journey

Being raised in drama, trauma and dysfunction can leave us, as adults, continuing the patterns of pain.

We often don’t know who we are.

We don’t know what we like or what we want for ourselves.

We may feel like a chameleon…always changing to our circumstances and surroundings.

Eager to jump into situations where we are focused on keeping others happy without knowing what might make US happy.

We know we don’t feel right but don’t know how to feel better.

Staying safe and sacrificing β€œme” to stay safe was how we survived but now we want to do more than survive…we want to learn how to live.

We can begin by recognizing this dynamic of the dysfunction and start taking ownership of how we feel, what we think and what we do.

We are no longer slaves to the past as we begin to consider our future.

We may only have a sense of knowing that we don’t like how we are being treated.

So we begin by asking β€œwhat do I like?”

β€œI know I don’t like feeling like this so what might I like instead?”

We can make a list of things we find pleasure in and purposing to invite more of that into our days.

As we find our sense of self that is separate from those around us we may notice that we start to feel better about ourselves.

Oftentimes this improvement helps us to see that staying with those who continue to berate us is no longer serving us.

This empowers us to continue to ask those questions…

What do I like?

What do I not like?

What do I want?

We begin to see that we no longer have the need to sacrifice ourselves to stay safe.

We begin to dream about what could be as we let go of what was.

We begin to shape ourselves into the person we needed all along.

We begin to smile more.

We laugh more.

We begin to feel freedom from the pain and invite the pleasures that come with knowing who we are and that this is more than who they told us we were.

We begin to hope and trust that we do indeed know what’s best for ”me” as we let go of survival and learn how to live.



Full Moon – Energetic until August

“Full Moon in Leo” By Samantha Orthlieb

(Senses of the Soul)

Intense and powerful transformation continues in your lower chakras before, during and after this Full Moon Gateway! The Ascension coding of this gateway starts on February 5 and closes during the Full Moon on August 16, 2023.

The power of this gateway shapes your sense of deservingness (1st chakra), your sovereignty (2nd) and the essence of your authentic power. You are being guided by these energies to ask for what you need to have a balanced lifestyle, thus knowing that you deserve abundance in all its forms to lead a joyful and prosperous fulfilled life.

No more sense of drudgery, needing to overwork, perfectionism, control, or lack of faith is necessary (or allowed) to prove your worth in the New Earth paradigm of living! That is an old wounded masculine value system that is dissolving in the collective.

You are allowed to release the past and moving into a whole new way of being. This new sense of yourself is building creative energy inside of you in preparation for a new stage of your Ascension process – one that is filled with freedom and choice. So know that you are capable of creating what you desire, and that the help you need to do so will be there.

You are now attracting better, healthy relationships and bountiful circumstances into your life as your power center, your manifestation skills and your creative juices are coming into ripe alignment!

Infinite potential and possibilities are in the ethers coming to you, miracles are becoming normalcies! So stay committed to what it is you want to create for yourself and others.

This increase in internal vital force may be showing itself as more intense emotions (anger, frustration, crabbiness, fatigue, depression, lethargy), tension and soreness in the muscles, digestive disturbance, sore solar plexus, shoulder blade pain, skin issues such as rashes and hives, poor quality sleep, intense dreams and anxiety.

As you pass through this Moon portal, you will take a deeper dive to release that which is no longer needed. So keep flowing, be committed to transmuting your emotions, to caring for your health, finding more balance and shifting your mindset to release patterns that keep you in a lesser version of yourself.

There is powerful magic in the air, so bravely continue onward and know you are heading in the right direction.

And so it is!


David Seay -Being My Best

In order to be my best,
I cannot let everything I see slide.

I also have to choose my battles,
As every situation is unique,
And deeply more complex than the eye can see;
But I have come to understand how difficult it can be to make better choices for ourselves.

Sometimes it is not as easy as just a choice.

As one of my first examples growing up;
The β€œfood” me and my family ate as a kid was the first thing that affected me in later years,
And as I become aware and made more conscious choices around the food I was eating,
The more I tried to make my family aware.

This kicked up a lot of dirt in our relationships,
And as they clung to their lifestyle,
I further branched off into a different path.

After many years of battling this,
It eventually became clear that,
Even though it affects their health,
They won’t be able to make a change until their lives are at an even greater risk with their health.οΏΌ

That was and is easier/better for them,
Until it’s not anymore.

I love them to death and don’t treat them any differently than anyone else,
and we now have a great relationship once I found a balance within myself,
And stopped trying to change everyone.

Living as an example is truly more power than trying to convince anyone of anything.
Though words have their moments to shine.

It’s because of this pattern though,
that I used to think that people just didn’t care about their health
But it’s far deeper than that,
And much more difficult to address,
Without addressing deeper societal roots.

Most people are addicted to the societal lifestyle that we were born into,
even though we may have leaned to a different extreme within that in our later years.

We are deeply apart of what is killing us,
And we think it it is okay on some level.

It is easy to feel that way,
But the deeper I look,
The more I realize,
Something has to give.

I am not talking about just one area of life,
But all areas that can be improved.
(And all areas CAN be improved).
In fact for anything to improve fully,
All areas have to οΏΌchange.

To care is to change everything,
And the truth is,
Once you start pulling roots;
There is no going back.
So most stay right where they are,
In the comfort zone.

It hurts so much to see people I love doing harm to themselves without a willingness to even look at it,
And after years of being laughed at (even by my own family) because I wanted to do better,
And being in conflict with myself for years over the way my life has had to go for me to gain proper perspective in my ability to create lasting change;
I can now stand in the testimony that my desire for that change has created in my life and others.

I can say with confidence that οΏΌI have helped prevent a significant number of suicides,
and can directly see how affective we can be when we believe in ourselves and our influence in the world.

It is easier to stay in the same old rut,
Than it is to start to see and become different;
And until we catch a spark of inspiration from somewhere to shift the tides of our lives;
We can easily and unknowingly remain in that rut.

I say all of this,
Not because I am better than anyone out there making any kind of choices,
or that I need any type of credibility;
But because it hurts to see my people causing harm to themselves and each other.
It is difficult to stand by to witness, feel, and bear the pain of our ignorance.

I look into the dark tunnel and see why it is this way,
I have no question as to why we are like this.
Which is why I can’t set integrity aside,
So that we can continue down the same path.

I am not here to save the world,
But while I am alive and affecting it,
I am going to leave the biggest imprint I can.

I have to.

I was created for it.

My choices are my own,
And I am doing my best;
Watching every pattern I can get my eyes on,
And still make enough mistakes that it worries me even more that some people don’t even try.

Though therein lies the mystery,
That even the person we would judge as the absolutely most asleep person,
Can be far more than we see,
And can turn around to change everything.

I have seen it happen.

SO! If you see something so clearly that can make this world even an ounce better than it is,
and it is calling you to pursue it;
answer that call despite how difficult the odds look.

It is easy to fall back into complacency,
And most will support you in it;
That is all too clear.

Talking to myself when I say;
Put down the phone,
Turn off the T.V.
And address the deeper layers of yourself,
And the world we live in.

I forgive myself,
And get on with it. οΏΌ

Sing a song while you rebuild,
And have some fun.

Our time here is truly significant,
and whether we realize it or not,
It doesn’t matter if we are killing each other,
or helping each other;
we are still doing it together.

Breaking trauma cycles

Breaking the Cycle: How I Overcame Intergenerational Trauma to Become a Peer Advocate

By Angela ColΓ³n-Rentas

You may wonder: How did that young Puerto Rican girl who very much disliked seeing a therapist when locked up in the juvenile system end up working in the mental health field as an adult? Simple answer: I wanted to help youth in crisis. And it was meant to be.


Leo Full Moon

Full Moon Leoβ™ŒοΈπŸŒ•

Leo is the sign of the lion, fiery, fixed and ruled by the Sun. The Moon is in Leo, and the Sun is opposite, in the sign of Aquarius (an intellectual sign).βœ”οΈ

Leo stands for courage, confidence, loyalty, warmth, creativity and self-expression. The sign of the heart is about your deepest desires.βœ”οΈ

Uranus, the planet of radical change, is involved (square) with the Full Moon in Leo – expect the unexpected.βœ”οΈ

Those who do not move do not notice their chains.βœ”οΈ

It is in our nature to want to expand, grow, evolve and go to place – in short – move.βœ”οΈ

And it is also in our nature to be challenged by feelings of not being good enough, fears and worries.βœ”οΈ

And those arise when we try to do things, move, grow and expand.βœ”οΈ

This Full Moon in Leo invites us to confront those fears. To channel the confidence and courage of Leo to choose not to be bound by them.βœ”οΈ

Because courage is the choice and willingness to confront fear, pain, and uncertainty. It is a choice you always have.βœ”οΈ

Uranus’ quest for freedom will bring insights and sudden realisations to this Full Moon to help you break those chains.βœ”οΈ

What would you do if you knew you could solve any obstacle?

Allow Leo’s energy of confidence to fill you up to guide you and awaken any desires you might have dismissed.⚑️

And keep feeding your lion’s energy with daily affirmations like

I am capable, and I choose courage.⚑️

If you want something you have never had,

You must be willing to do something that you have never done.βœ”οΈ

Full moons are times of culmination and releasing what we are full of. When the limits of our cage come to light, so you can find a way to trespass them.

As the Moon wanes after the Full Moon, it is time to let go.βœ”οΈ

Use the end of this Moon cycle to let go of any fear that stops you from making that courageous choice in preparation for the next Moon cycle, Pisces, the last one of the astrological year.βœ”οΈ

And overcome with courage any fear that stops you from walking in confidence and pride in who you are.⚑️

Like the lion, embrace your uniqueness – courageously.⭐️


The Witch from Eastern Europe


StarSeeds – All heals with Love

Starseed Warriors are Advanced Souls who aren’t Just born, they’re forged in the fires that tried to destroy them and all they have had to walk through in life

They are warriors with hearts of gold.

For those that were dragged through hell this year, Hold on Tight You’re Slowly Coming Back to Life.

Because you have been doing the inner work and you are doing everything right.

You’re learning to love yourself more,

you’re increasing your gratitude,

you’re restoring your faith; there isn’t a single part of your soul you haven’t wanted to nurture , recover and heal from .

Don’t let your mind convince you

that you’re not where you’re supposed to be because you are inside the blessing.

Ground your current energy so deeply in this moment that your past self has no other choice but to finally walk away.

Having the ability to grow and be at peace in the same environment that tested you the very most is why your energy is very different today .

You’re becoming invincible , it’s time to Drown out the noise of negative energies and tune into the higher self of your own intuition.

The Universe always supports our ascension in soul growth and metaphysical evolution .

Starseed Warriors are In the act of self-liberation from their fears, anxieties ,doubts, small mindedness, and limiting beliefs

They are In service to the world as path makers and spiritual leaders of a global shift in consciousness and world transformation.

They can face danger, fear, pain, and uncertainty on the path to spiritual mastery.

Spiritual warriors press on when confronted with adversity, doubt, or the inconsistencies or irrationality of their beliefs and behavior.

This doesn’t mean they don’t feel the fear;

it means they feel it and keep going.

Deep down they know that the enlightenment they seek is worth enduring the temporary discomfort of the journey.

The spiritual warrior knows there will be obstacles on the journey, but when those occur, self-discipline keeps them going when others are content to quit.

To the Starseed warrior love is all that is.

It is the core of their being and the core of all that is real and from creator source energy .

Removing the veils of love is the starseed warrior’s quest.

They exist within love energy source, but often it can remain hidden beneath unresolved anger, trauma, or Expanding the field of love for both themselves and others is the ultimate goal of the starseed warrior.

Love heals all wounds. It is that transformative power that can change the world.

The spiritual warrior shines the light of their love into the darkness of ignorance, not to destroy it, but to transmute it into higher knowledge and collective awareness .

In loving and devoted service

Ascension LightWorkers

Ceremony; I believe in this

When girls become women, there is an elaborate ceremony and all the women who are in the girls life are invited to attend. Making this day special for both the girl and her mother are important whether you are a Native person or not. The boys recognition in becoming a man is a ceremony that is quite different but also needs to be acknowledged. Indigenous people have been doing these ceremonies for hundreds of years – everyone should learn from this ❀

(Art by David Joaquin)