This morning out side of my
room , I am blessed with no
one here at the moment ! The
basic deal yesterday and I
chose to do very little .
The birds are joy filled and
singing on high and there are
moments when there is no
traffic and the singing sounds
are pure ! Heaven on Earth
includes non disturbed nature
sight and sound ; and sound
will be at my discretion and
mostly my discernment 🙏🏡
As will be guest ie visitors
who notify me as to their
intention to see me .
I deserve the peace and I
have grasp the continued
attempts to alienate me
are they indeed war between
shadow and light that ends
the choke hold of behaviors
such as narcissistic for several
reasons to intend to expound
on .
So I was only present a few
times when my abuser , took
the low road , became the
victim who was entitled to
walk out on his family , and
his ” partner ” , quickly co
habitat with his new supply
and all the horrific abuses
targeting me in intensified
and I was not allowed to be
in her airspace . The times
I was she childishly had to
pointy place me far away
or behind her ( as with
3rd son’s high school
graduation)
I wasn’t allowed to attend his
college graduation , nor his
wedding , nor have I met his
2 sons .
I did not pay towards these life
events so I did not deserve to
attend .
So the wedding pictures have
the newer supply , who split
after almost same year span
and nearly dead .
She called as I visited , heard
my voice and I heard her
screaming !?!?!
So this is his life or was .,,
Not being a man of change
or communication with
honesty , I have noted the
signs of implosion .
I am not the example , I was
the warning ; it would not
serve me to make any
efforts towards helping him
as the last example I
experienced was the end of
any more test .
Legal business matters are
more urgent , for several
reasons and as usual he goes
silent and disconnected ;
not an ounce of cooperation
as our sons hold tight, the
past is present . I again can
do nor say anything .
I am resting a lot , mentally
holding peace and faith , but
my body has other
experiences.
A 1st partner , contractually
owned me through the laws
of a Common Wealth that up
holds the standard quo in
patriarchal abuses that’s
gained clarity as we
experience, the country of
men, not a country of law .
That paradigm is domestic
abuse and domestic terror
and has no place on New
Earth !
It’s way past time ; I
surrendered to the path both
the marital partnership and
the resent attempt to partner
while doing business as well
as my living space and
reducing my income income
as indicated this is his business
and his faith upholds these
acts !
Both feel chosen and enabled
to target me , attempting to
leave me very little . Age ,
health, and a conscious that
says this is wrong or illegal.
The repeated lessons of not
finding legal assistance , left
no doubts who did not have
an interest in my situation
and as such cost me the truth
towards getting charges ;
same repetitive lack of
concern and consciousness
that’s a red flag 🚩
Neither are interested in doing
the right thing . This is the
energy that sucked up our
sons , and we all know
we have free will… eventually.
Healing is supported , choices
are made , resolutions do
exist , and I’m quite sure I am
not responsible nor deserving
of being targeted by anyone
for any reason ; it does say
more about the other person
but for now I’m safe , seizing
the restorative aspects of
this fraudulent attempt at
divestment; while assured
I was invested and would
not know I was being taken
and that no one would care .
Excellent response by Deputies
magistrates and Agency on
Aging , as well as Austin
who has my back and for Spirit
who assures me , all is coming
together in true liberation
of any energies who do not
support me and I am grateful
to be closing out ancestral
trauma for both sides of my
family ; that our grandchildren
as well as we , never have to
have these abuses come up
for replay , repeating the
trauma .
Blood Lines are cleared and
new again for New Earth and
New Beginnings !
Blessings on this 4th
Let freedom / Liberation and
Unity rock & roll
Dona Luna
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