Healing the Mother Wound , Lisa has a lot of great info within

There were a few blips , but very valuable .

Thanks Lisa , opening your life and education to aide

so many ..

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Twilight Sleep, A painless Birth , producing an drugged baby and mother common until 1970

I found an article on this , common drug combo, which carried

enough horror , at what I knew was Mom’s experience

after , her 1st child at 17, and bonding dis not happen,

rather shame for not being wed.

She was ignored in her labor with Dad and her 1st born

whom she spontaneously birthed dead and in early

decomposition . Post Traumatic Stress Disorder was not

acknowledged , perhaps seen as hysteria , so I have

no doubt that Mom was drugged with this lethal cocktail

of hypnotic /addictive pharmaceuticals .

Which resulted in my rejecting Mom’s milk , which imprinted

both of us , and led to my new born self , being sent home

with a Mom who was having latch problems ( my tongue

was clipped ) having rejected Mom, who is uber sensitive

only to return after 5 days so dehydrated , near death

which must have felt like another failure to her , that she took

very deeply .

After acknowledging, this , I released so much pain of not

knowing and any separation that may have existed , was

vapor and only love remains .

This was a huge gift for my healing on Mother’s Day ,

as well as I will post on how each of our sons was

also drugged with adverse effects that are passed off as

an issue of baby or mom and not the toxicity or addictive

reality that does much harm.

I have had to take the time to process this , as well

as withholding , in mindfulness of catalyzing

memory or truth for others .

I have have been awash in gratitude for the knowing

and in total awe and surrender of a Mother , a wife

a nurse and so much more who lost much , eventually

her life to AMA medicine , in her trust of what she knew

to be true , socially, religiously , and in her acceptance

which has been a force within me , and the effect of

a Mother – Daughter dynamic seen by Psychiatric as

a foundation for , if not a Behavioral Disorder .

As are the adverse effects of vaccines .

As are adverse effects of dental mercury .

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Blessings & Peace ,

Doña Luna

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Children with Attachment Based Narcissistic “Parental Alienation Syndrome”

Parental Alienation Syndrome (PAS) is the unhealthy coalition between a narcissistic parent and his or her children against the targeted, non-narcissistic, non
— Read on pro.psychcentral.com/recovery-expert/2016/06/children-with-narcissistic-parental-alienation-syndrome/

Scapegoat : I had no idea it would go so far , trounce another generation 2 as well.

Ending this , is difficult, given the length and intensity

of the acceptance of erroneous information, drama

and hysteria , that lacks reason.. effectively having

revealed it self , and there is naught to do, but see

it through ..

Will I be heard ? Will I trigger some? Will retaliation be

the normal response ?

All is in perfect order ..

Revelations , open the wound to be healed , the best choice

and the free will to do what one chooses .

It was part of my experience in becoming

myself , interested , instead of the fractured , dislocated

disposed of , I know my dimensions ..And

what’s brought me to my knees time and time

again is love .

And light .

I am ever Thankful for this post of truth , the

Shadow , the deep study , taking time and

responsibility in transforming his life

as aiding others by sharing his experience .

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Blessings & Peace ,

Doña Luna

narcsite.com/2019/04/24/scapegoat-10/

Sons of Narcissistic Father’s

Jealous is what I believe drove him to rape

6 days after the birth of child.

Marking his territory ; witnessing a profound

love and attachment .

Having to be told , to pick up his child.

None of this was normal..9 months of

his seething , feeling betrayed ..taking

no joy, only obligation in becoming a Dad

Acknowledging this in recent years , how

much he loves that word , in his mind clears

all of what’s discussed in this video.

Apologies , owing responsibility , healing

are not going to happen; nothing moves him

and that scared me silent ..

I have never ever witness anyone so void , so

self destructive, so holding his trauma .

A feminine version of this showed up for one

last lesson, in his alter masculine/feminine

recently and it was extremely enlightening

to grasp the inner views …

Adult children , witnessed addiction, co-dependency

alcoholic and co -dependence , ignored PTSD in

a highly superior , educated , successful maternal

for whom money is everything . No communication

about these major life efforts ,to her sons , with

holding ..friends instead , walking a fine line

having no support in lieu of a repeated lesson

of exactly the same amount of time.

Hearing this renewal on steroids ,after 6 years

where I would suddenly be blasted with negativity

that was so low energy , I gave er a go.

My reward was the takeaway , Understanding

the detailed thinking , planning , timing in

order to carry out plans , in exiting a current

situation ..Draining , yes .. the dynamics brought

my very essence up for a review by a toxic trauma

laden person , stuck, fear-filled , negative and

projecting .

Hours of phone , getting in a time warp

that I found disgusting , the afternoon came

and it ended .

Trusting in change , for her blueprint , is

close , I took myself out of the equation.

I have been on the receiving end of this

hysteria , shame and blame projected

you’re it, because I say so, from folks

who have no idea of the harm to self

and others . I was that person , medicated

floundering in what I sense ( time has ✅)

how my body, the whole of me responded

in core wounds that were not all mine,

but empathically felt..Add that to generations

of abuse in DNA ..I forgave myself, surrendered

all, and live a quiet peace-love-joy, balanced

life ..

Jealousy for this, not understand the personal

power advantage of being in this place , fears

of the harsh lessons inherit in non supported

states of change , like death .

Reviewing this, intensified this attack on me,

I get that..

I have great empathy and support , and know

what is desired in heart and head and soul

will win out , over who will take care of me.

I was forced to nurture myself .. ongoing , yes

and sacred ..

No one has permission to speak to me , in such

a manner, read my blogs . Bother to hear me

over your own inner voice, speak up at the time

of the infraction I might have made or trigger .

Puking those toxins out , spewing me as a target

give me a pretty good idea , of where your coming

from , but silencing ..and I cannot afford to be

anywhere in that space with anyone .

Ever again

Saying so much about inner thinking , I did

not mourn the failure , or lay in hope

of a reunification .

It is what it is..

I aim higher , shake it off and move forward .

Stirred , Shaken, but moving on..

Resolved to step out of the matrix that allows

one sniff of behaviors to be present ,

20 plus years is quite enough , 42, excessive

but so understood now , in all it’s tentacles

given the tools to rise above .

Gratitude to be on my way..

Sun is Shining , Birds are singing

as I step in to fresh food market day , 1st this

year , intent of bliss , seeing old friends

listening to music , a simple , drama

and abuse free heaven on earth..

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Blessings & Peace ,

Doña Luna

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Adverse Childhood Trauma Attracts Narcissistic :Moth2Flame

Body symptoms are a reality , psychological

survival ,Flight or Fight , are real.

Finding aide mainstream , is repeated insanity .

Finding those who know what it is and

self empowered modalities are a choice to

exit an abusive situation , and thrive .

#WeCanDoBetter

#RisingFromGenerationalTrauma 🐵

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Blessings & Peace ,

Doña Luna

How Childhood Trauma Makes Us Susceptible to

Narcissist.

Melanie Tonia Evans

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Narcissistic Financial Abuse

I can really get behind her on much of

what she speaks of.

What does it say about this going down

when one is induced into an inability

to discern if finances are equitable ?

I wasn’t privy to his secrets , which were

many , in the evolution of this ongoing

abuse.

I am not heard , it is exampled each time

I’m required to respond .

It’s clear intent , is for me to sale my half

of property to him ..Children, grandchildren,

finances , whatever it takes , winning is

everything to Shallow Hal..

Transforming this required acknowledging

this with proof that cannot be ignored .

Not by those in awareness , as so many

are .. enlightening up , for many is very

difficult ..guilt anger fear .

Fear , not for doing, but for getting caught .

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Blessings & Peace ,

Doña Luna 😘🙏🏼

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