I post this over my grave concern that existing government agencies have
failed in areas of mental health , trauma, addiction , as co joined with
corporate chemical companies .. RX are part of the big picture .
Children who suffer from child traumatic stress are those who have been exposed to one or more traumas over the course of their lives and develop reactions that persist and affect their daily lives after the events have ended.
— Read on www.nctsn.org/what-is-child-trauma/about-child-trauma
Noted this , as he began to parent, of course abuse presented towards
eldest , early on ..Targeted eldest and myself bore the brunt , though
none of us escaped ..aware and unable to step away ..
Awareness that no end to this abuse but exposure , incites his rage and need
to get even.
Triangulation, Abuse , Detached puppet master who feels my death serves him
best, and has never put our children , or family above himself .
Blessings & Peace ,
The popular term points toward very real problems of male violence and sexism. But it risks misrepresenting what actually causes them.
— Read on amp.theatlantic.com/amp/article/583411/
20 years later,, initially I knew she was enjoying her victory
and targeted me in union with him .
I sensed , as well as aware of his methods by then , or beginning to
that the relationship was floundering early on..but they were pledged
towards the end, certainly as he aged.. Surprised, not surprised
after her vile hatred was still there as I attended an appointment
and signing of a business lease that lasted 4 hours .. She called
and upon hearing my voice , became violent on the phone , screaming .
His twin, his outer self .
It took everything I had to get through that day , and I learned so much .
I am very thankful for that day… he rose to the challenge , despite being
near death ,looking fitter than I had seen him, I allowed his glory ..
Until that call. And his total and complete act to get his way .
I said good bye that day to faith that he would ever have awareness of his
decisions affects on his sons , grandsons, as he signed a contract in their name
with their not knowing …which I have slowly learned is constant .
Truth his way, not facts.
Gifted those , closure is neigh 🎁
©️Blessings & Peace ,
Rocking this , I am the abuser, whore, unworthy snake
and he is long suffering victim .. Family and friends supporting
him, have heard the lies , enjoyed his favor , in black and white
that has been fabricated …like a spiral it just gathers momentum
the shaming and blaming , sick punishment as the gloating pride
often laughing at the win ,the power, the control, often stating
the blame was mine ..
Flying Monkeys , His Monkeys encourage attacks , by all around
him, in his circus towards his target .
I stepped out of this energetic , business and liberating our family
and generations of Domestic & Child Abuse . WE are many …mighty
and Divinely Guided …🙏🥰💗
Come to think of it , I’m no damn Domestic
Blessings & Peace ,
Awareness of this , enlisting our children , their children , family members ,
friends, business …it’s self punishment projected outward … Mass destruction
that Pete’s and Repeats , in lesson after lesson , until healing or death
as I’m given to understand can and does happen at the last breaths are drawn.
Witnessing my Dad it was the softness , the return to Mother , pushing through
the drugged induced death , lacking dignity from others , owing this truth
We both in unison joined his guides and angels with love and surrender
that he was safe and born again , as he reentered the womb , safe again
and would be my guide , my angel , my support ever more .. No fear , no
separation , he is always in my heart , my head as I assured him months
I would prefer that this be so with all, who can recreate a brand new life
on New Earth , to know Heaven on Earth .. Messy yes, but so much lighter
in body, in mind, in heart , we all have a song and should sing 🎵 it .
What took that music 🎶 away, what stilled that voice , deserves exposure
healing , a forgiving send off…. that creation , and manifesting songs
may once again be …..
Awareness , of the deep and profound strengths and wisdoms of 3 year
olds , who asked why, why, why …it’s time for their questions of heart
to be answered .
Blessings & Peace ,