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Our Body , Ourselves
I’ve enjoyed Drs work since
Our Body , Ourselves
So true !
The last 5 years in family was a freaking Hell on earth and I watched the effects on our sons .
Of course I let him down , not doing my part to keep a house , tend to ALL the things he didn’t and did not serve his personal needs .
Of course knowing ALL he did not educate himself or sons ; excusing my not being with them as my being ” sick ” .
It seemed to be just what he needed ; a ” crazy ” wife , and absolutely no light shown on his abuse , neglect etc . He’s the injured one ; the Victim 💯
Money is his Super Power and he used it against me before and after marriage and still denies he has embezzled my income .
The facts are facts and cannot be denied . A contract handwritten to resolve this with help with a home and purchase of a new SUV was just more of his plot 4 years ago when we signed the lease agreement and I let him , knowing I can and will prove the facts .
Sending him home listings with no reply , he has his form of Justice by my homelessness. And loss of time and property as much more money goes out to accommodate homelessness , challenging health issues , all delight him and he feels proves me to be bad at finances !
Money is weaponized when it comes to our children
That’s why he feels I deserve less because having a home or money would entice male friends and possibly sons to connect with me .
That’s not going to happen .
His ever present greed is revolting , as much as his denial that he is in any way responsible for anything ever .
What part does MONEY play in PARENTAL ALIENATION?
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Money often motivates alienating behaviours. If there’s a personality disorder too, it’s a double whammy. Alienators are controlling, and money is a system of control too. Mind control is subtle, and it coercively nudges and persuades and influences, it changes thoughts and beliefs, but it’s entirely invisible. All anyone might see is the pretence of protection, best intentions, and care while, in truth it’s all about profit and power. Entirely selfish behaviours. This is how governments work too, and a debt-based financial system which is in itself disordered and broken. So, money and alienation often go hand in hand, a nightmare partnership, controlling and manipulating. The child might feel they are acting autonomously. They may believe the ‘grass is greener’ with the alienating parent. They may have been induced with bribes by a ‘Disneyland Parent’. Deep down, the child will know they are being played, but children, especially at a certain stage, are more selfish, and pliable, and try to spread their wings more anyway. But if there were years of a good, loving relationship with you and your alienated child/ren, despite all the rubbish the alienating parent says and does, the love will still exist between you and your child/ren. It may take time, but the relationship can be repaired
“In order to deal with the feelings related to the absent parent, children often make the assumption that they are to blame. This is the only way they can make sense of it- if the adult isn’t loving, it must be because we are ‘unworthy’. After all, “Rachel’s father spends a lot of time with her”, and “Michael’s mother always hugs and kisses him in public”, so if yours doesn’t, it must be because there is something wrong with you, something not enough, something not worthy of love. Thus begins the internalized shame and self-blame cycle, often reflected in the disdain we feel for our bodies, our creations, our very existence. Of course our unworthiness is entirely untrue, but it is experienced as deeply true for the child self. And if the bitter parent actually told you that you are unworthy, or bad, or a mistake or anything that undermines your sense of self, then you have literal evidence of your own valuelessness. Who do we believe if not the parent? Who defines us before we are ready to define ourselves? It then becomes very difficult to recognize and call out abuse and neglect, because you move through the world certain of only one thing- your inherent unworthiness. If you are constantly seeking validation and approval, if you are not yet at an egoic stage where you can recognize your own value, on what basis do you stand up to those who abuse you? I think one of the reasons I didn’t call out my mother in my early adulthood was because I had taken her negative message to heart. If I was a bad person, how could I demand her to treat me with respect? If I was ‘persona non grata’ on Mother Earth, on what basis would I fight for my right to the light?”
(~an excerpt from my affordable “Inner Child Rising: Healing the Effects of Unawakened Parents” course. This simple and easy-to-follow downloadable audio course will show you how to transform wounds and patterns, and move forward in your life. If curious, check it out at the link below…
GAWD. Was this ever taught me and resulted in celibacy!
I met a young man who said the same thing .
I just wanted to clear that energy and I’m surely vested in ending the horrors that can and does traumatize and psychologically affect children .
These boys who am sure look different today or I would not share .
Neighbors in a complex that was 2 boys under 2 and then the twins arrived early .
This couple was up against it in every way possible and knew no one .
My council was agreeable to the owner – landlord until it wasn’t .
The eldest 2 were on the spectrum and I shared what I knew .
They left , no court for anyone else in these situations; just me .
Deputies were called many times to that unit where environmental toxins were hard to keep at bay and kids were adversely affected .
I asked for help on my local group on Facebook and an angelic couple did respond .
I sat with the gentle man with the boys while his wife took Mom to clear some legal issues.
When they returned I had the infant twins in my arms and each was sleeping !!!
How’d you do that ? I smiled and just glowed inside because I do know and don’t diagnose it .
There were many rumors about this couple but I didn’t witness illegal acts and my focus was on the boys .
I learned later that though my council of the Dad ,Mom had surrendered to her spiritual journey and that was super great news !!
Moving out of Virginia was the very best thing these parents could do for their sons and themselves .
The owner – landlord was knowing before this couple moved in and had a record as well… I feel I had a right to know but things went from very bad to worse as I became weaker and learned more that insured my eviction as COVID gave landlord the opportunity to retaliate.
Blessings & Peace
ATTENTION TO ALL PARENTS WHO NEED TO TELL THE TRUTH ABOUT SANTA 🎅
Son: “Dad, I think I’m old enough now. Is there a Santa Claus?.”
Dad: “Ok, I agree that your old enough. But before I tell you, I have a question for you. You see, the “truth” is a dangerous gift. Once you know something, you can’t unknow it. Once you know the truth about Santa Claus, you will never again understand and relate to him as you do now. So my question is: Are you sure you want to know?”
Son: “Yes, I want to know”
Dad: “Ok, I’ll tell you: Yes there is a Santa Claus”
Dad: Yes, really, but he’s not an old man with a beard in a red suit. That’s just what we tell kids. You see, kids are too young to understand the true nature of Santa Claus, so we explain it to them in a way that they can understand. The truth about Santa Claus is that he’s not a person at all; he’s an idea. Think of all those presents Santa gave you over the years. I actually bought those myself. I watched you open them. And did it bother me that you didn’t thank me? Of course not! In fact it gave me great pleasure. You see, Santa Claus is THE IDEA OF GIVING FOR THE SAKE OF GIVING, without thought of thanks or acknowledgement.
When I saw that woman collapse on the subway last week and called for help, I knew that she’d never know that it was me that summoned the ambulance. I was being Santa Claus when I did that.”
Dad: “So now that you know, you’re part of it. You have to be Santa Claus too now. That means you can never tell a young kid the secret, and you have to help us select Santa presents for them, and most important, you have to look for opportunities to help people. Got it?”
Help each other this Christmas🎄🎅 and…be kind ❤💕
Labeled a ” mental disorder ”
or trauma response ?
Being subjected to a
perfectionist as a child can and
does create ” Patty Perfect ”
ends up in overwhelming
life situations, burdened with
responsibilities and many
negatives can result .
Alcoholism is just one response
but expecting all around you
to be perfect is a heavy burden
especially when one does not
strive for perfection perhaps
having laid that burden down !
Qualifying behaviors, as just
” my OCD” kicking in doesn’t
resonate when it’s a place for
blame , or projected blame
always pointing out the lack
in another . It’s a stressful
situation and personally I
don’t do well under such
I had ” family ” members via
marriage that were always
exclusive in their bond , found
me less than desirable and a
partner who did not ever have
my back , but rather joined in
the ladies constant criticism
and judgment which was
highly toxic and really affected
me as a newly wed , mother
the 1st year and for several
decades . I did not want to be
in their company as it became
more intense and flagrantly
I was not fully aware that our
sons had adapted to this , and
with those last 5 years in toxic
treatment for ” bipolar ” it
was a mantra of ex and his
family that I chose to be
Bipolar and gravely ill to get
out of my duties as Mom .
I’m sure ex felt the loss of my
inability to do my ” jobs”
and further neglected the
horrific situation and it’s effect
on our sons .
He was busy making plans to
exit with as much as possible
and covertly blame all
failures on me .
Of course it’s always been and
always will be his job to heal
that childhood desire or
pressure for perfection but I’m
keenly aware of what a toll
that takes on everyone in his
world as he always is in that
mode and never really
enjoying the moment and that
radiates to others negatively .
It’s the ” bar” expected of those
around him ; Great
Expectations that I could not
meet which made me less
than in his opinion!
I realize how it drained him
and noted how scheduled he
was concerning his personal
He had no idea , nor did he
care how anything affected