Itโ€™s Difficult To Be An Old School Romantic When Your Whole Generation Is Into Hookup Culture

It has always been my intent to have the love

that endured , thru time .. endless love

worthy of trying times and peace that comes

comes from knowing each matters , intimacy

is reality , 2gether in spirit …

1st – 9 months was just walking thru the motions

much like a jail sentence , I felt I had to marry

the boy , who had no idea of who I was, nor himself .

Calling me Spooky , he broke all vows , as well

as abused me .. 9 months was conformation and

affirmation …property I was not ..

I allowed him to charge me with desertion ,

and pushed thru guilt , having lost my virginity

created a compliance to a sex addict/cheater ,

which was known within my siblings

even double dates with brother in his cheating .

Letters , attested to the brotherhood of holding

secrets and lies ..

Uber close to Mother , who was law .. Cold towards

me ..

-2

2-3 Weeks ,

A very cute man, a party in Pungo Beach

brownies and instant like had him ask

me to move in …a soul mate with addictions

going nowhere , allowed me to say No

to moving in and yes to marriage .

It was a situation where he had the upper floor

of a huge home in Norfolk , his Mom

and maid downstairs …he expected I would

work and he could do …whatever .

I returned home, accepted , then broke an

engagement, moved to Richmond’s fan area

briefly, and returned , meeting , and married

within 6 months #3… 24 legal years .

I’m not sure I ever saw him in authentic self

42 years later ..

Knowing myself , I don’t sense marriage is

a reality , for the values my Granny held dear

were on her own , after her savage marriage

and divorce …

I’m not seen in the love light , as I would love

and stand for , just as I do children …

It’s taken years , years of set backs, but my

focus has been to have that experience

as my soul has searched for ..

I shall hold it within, as I continue the liberation

from all that took me way from my soul

intentions , and defined the very basic nature

of codes which I don’t feel should be received

as needy , so I hold my self .. No manual

it will be Thy Will, and I don’t feel a lack .

A simple life , of abundance in things many

take for granted , I will ever be grateful now

and the cherry on top would be the experience

of Divine Masculine …it really is Thy Will.

I’m not in limbo, searching or feel a lack

therefore …as I spend quality time , doing

what I what I require .. much in repose

knowing Peace, and Balance ..against odds

that try many souls ..

I am overjoyed that connections are being made

to that forever n ever kinda love, and foundation

we long for , exposing the renewal of the best

our hearts โ™ฅ๏ธ and souls can offer ..

It’s a wonderful sign, an affirmation .

Now I lay my head down , certainly to sleep

and dream of a reality that’s tangible , not

only in dreams ๐ŸŒˆ๐ŸŽ๐Ÿ˜˜โค๏ธยฉ๏ธ

Blessings & Peace ,

Doรฑa Luna

Patience is Prayer …๐Ÿคช๐Ÿ™๐Ÿผ๐Ÿ’ฏ

ยฉ๏ธ

I am an average millennial but when it comes to romance, Iโ€™m what you call an old school romantic. However, it is slightly difficult to survive in a world where the basic idea of love is now swiping right or left on a mobile app. I see my friends meeting people at a cafe, event or club and instead of seeing where it goes, they end up hooking up and never seeing each other again.
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High Frequency -Vibration Cures …16 examples

Personally attest to this 110%. I am Blessed to have

been gifted Buddhism 13 years ago .

I am Blessed to be networking with gifted , teachers

who freely share , and over a year ago , I was

introduced to HZ , meditations , and more

via YouTube .. Intuition , connection and repeated

information (3) reading comments …is an

an amazing resource ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿผ.. has brought me Peace

and calm as circles of completion step up.

I tend to my basic needs , aware that it’s not

going to please everyone …

Liberation , in releasing , faith in awareness of

reaching those who deserve to know hope ,

that reunification after healing ; with healing

being transforming, empowering with Self

behind the wheel, mastering generations of

deeply traumatic experiences .

As it appears the world melts down , know all

is in perfect order , surrendered to the law of

the Universe prevails …Open to receive , light

armed with knowledge on so many levels

especially primal .. That of a human beings who

has had lessons of shadow , totally out of balance

and ignored by professions whose job it was

to know , better, did not .. or supported shadow .

Which ever choice , millions of children ๐Ÿ‘ถ๐Ÿผ,

families , have experienced the adversity of

all the varied branches of a very diseased

system ..

It’s my honor to share myself with those who

wish to receive me …I urge you to further research

if anything I post resonates , for I am open to

correction ..

My reality is certainly grounded in stark reality

with 1 foot in New Earth heaven , and the other

foot on Gaia , striving to ground , motivated to

locate my Earth home , leaving my tower

(2nd floor apartment ) reposing for winter

and hitting the dirt come Spring , planting

actualized , beginning yet again .

Authentic Leap Year , in real years , reaching

17, and this time , I know more truths

( Janis Ian) https://youtu.be/TNW5vL_WKok

and stepping out of the casual

sex , offered …I began my 10 th year of my

rural homeland , and celibacy , awaiting unification

of spiritual awakening with more of my tribe

totally in synch with this sacred evolutionary

leap..

I am honored to represent earth family , including

Mom and Bonnie , who held their pain deeply

and lost their lives prematurely in total

alignment with AMA , as LPNs ..

I am honored to represent both grandmothers

who , like me , were induced by psychiatric

medications, into states of mind altering,

normalcy, inducing trauma , misdiagnosed

as a mental illness.

So yes, by error after error in my personal

experience , years experience of witness

of others , including both parents , it

was necessary to leave the matrix of

AMA, APA, Behavioral Health , Psychology

The Pharmaceuticals/Chemical Corps

Hospital Corps , and I have faired so

much better .

The influx of fake information , implanting

anger,fear, hostility , Discrimination etc

only serves the shadow , so I DO, aim

higher …

Liberation is so close , the grand design rooted

in faith , that correctness would resurrect what

should , elimination of all that is no longer

serving dreams refined , of lifetimes of efforts

standing , within the present ๐Ÿ’, owning change .

Offering all I can , in aiding awareness and

navigation , that seeds you if it’s supposed to .

Resonates, like Gaia ‘s frequency is rather varied

these days of great change .

Buckle Up sweeties , it could be bumpy ..

Tons of FAKE – FearFul Implanting –

Personally hanging closer to my current home .

ยฉ๏ธ๐Ÿค“๐ŸŽถ๐ŸŽ

Blessings & Peace , โ˜ฎ๏ธ

Doรฑa Luna ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿผ๐ŸŒโ™ฅ๏ธ๐Ÿ’ฏ

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Nepalโ€™s โ€˜Mother Teresaโ€™ Has Rescued Over 18,000 Girls from Sex Trafficking

Nepalโ€™s โ€˜Mother Teresaโ€™ Has Rescued Over 18,000 Girls from Sex Trafficking
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Shania with Allison & Union Station – Youโ€™re Still the One ~ From this Moment

Evoked so much love โค๏ธ by her audience .. No better high ๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿฅฐ๐ŸŽ

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She sings a part of me – Things are about to get Good @Shania Twain

Music and Music makers were integral to my healing .

Therapy.. So I rocked to Shania’s high energy stuff , strong

wo man , kick ass , unique , artful videos .

I also noted the public betrayal of her Beloved , only

to rise with the reverb of her outpouring of love

Her gift of self , is the very heart and soul, vulnerable

High Priestess..

So much more precious is her Beloved who met her in

a stay of high vibration in heaven on earth .

Blessed ?

So He’ll abide

Any Man of Mine , got it ? I Do โ™ฅ๏ธ๐Ÿ˜Ž๐Ÿ’ฏ๐ŸŒˆ๐Ÿ‘๐ŸŽถ

So with this offering , I weep for joy , as she sings

for many , gender does not factor ..

Blessings Abound, Harvest Indeed

Revelations has opened the flood

gates of ๐ŸŽ and its only Gratitude

that I am here , a tad worn and weary

but by damn … whew ๐Ÿ’ฅ๐Ÿงš๐Ÿฝโ€โ™€๏ธ๐ŸŽถ

3 days sleep would require a ” lude”

Let’s Go Out …be a woman

Have fun ..even at home alone

Just do it .

Like this new video, slower , savor

intimacy , feel what you feel in feminine

and hold a piece of this always

just an idea , conjure of what supports

your quest ๐ŸŒˆ๐Ÿ‘

www.youtube.com/watch

Truth , Kenny Loggins

This beautiful song of a father’s love for child

as Mom and Dad split . It’s reality of deep shadow

and great love .

I found my CD of this Poo based album, in my car

and knew immediately how much I needed to

hear it , intensively therapy alone ..And I did

a deep cry , soul level but no longer the depleting

arm throbbing experiences as revelations rapid

fired upon waking …

A morning that spoke to me of connection of

my abuses , so causally dismissed in house

were possibly deeper abuses to our sons .

No boundaries , means no boundaries and

I have no reason to believe that our sons were

subject to whatever he wanted , especially when

I wasn’t there …

This does show up in the psychology side effects

of children forced to loyalty to 1 parent , ignored

until recently .

A collection of secrets , opening for the gift of

awakening to Christ Consciousness within , is

free will , choice . I do not know his connection

for he never does deep in spirit , ever ..

Shadow has me doubt the authentic fact of his

family lineage …

It shows in each baby, mine and each grandchild

but why hold that secret ?

Like memberships , clubs , secrets ?

Sleeping with the Enemy , with Julia Roberts

depicts this relationship, fortunately she was

able to get out early , intact …

Civility , will be normalized , for I have much to

reveal of such progress , in the clearing of this

erasure of family , of ignorance , control

of a child … conscious parenting , seeing

hearing , protecting the guide , and the God

Mother connection , the union of Men who

are allowed to nurture , as testament to their

Balanced consciousness , denied in their

nature as loving compassionate creatures with

deep and worthy emotions . Hear them ..

If this consciousness is lacking it’s their revelation

and could be even more toxic .

I’m clear as to my harvest , and the effects that

will ripple , but at the end of the day , it’s over .

The past that creeps in every day , is there in each

of us , and I’m choosing the liberation of owning

my stuff , allowing influences and inducements

that created motherless children .

One voice , 1 experience shared , concluding

factually can aide 1 more , and that is enough ..

ยฉ๏ธ

โค๏ธ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿผ๐Ÿ˜˜

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Stuck ?! : No More. No more Middles ๐Ÿ‘โ˜ฎ๏ธ๐ŸŒˆ๐Ÿ”ฅ

Stuck In The Middle With You –

The energy of the past few days has been strange

with realities , that create a need for , a demand for

solitude ..One that I am beginning to consider my

life time commitment to.๐Ÿ˜Ž

I certainly understand people being people , and

into their own stuff .. I have enjoyed some nature

time with a few friends , who rarely initiate , and

I have chosen to not participate , any longer .

With a 40 plus cycle ending , that included many

jokers , clowns and masked people who may as

well be aliens for the advantage and abuses

against me , our children and grandchildren .

Today , I feel on my own , certainly guided by Divine

and note it’s always been so, and I accept it shall ever be.

I have known higher love, and have allowed higher love

to heal me .. Almost since my heart accepted Jesus , and

I sang , this little light , a force began to test that my light .

Today , I know it , I own it , without force , but great joy

and acceptance , that in removing all from me , Spirit

still remained and guided my recovery . I learned through

much heartache and heart break, lessons so freakish , so

out there , so inhumane …while hardly anyone else noted

or mumbled dismissal of blatant abuses , that seemed destined

to continue with each breath of the one whose focus is my

physical death ..

That I , survived cruelties that were allowed as an example

of my worth, my value to 3 souls .. times 6 now to appease

an elder of funds thus power , and her child who brutally

abused and used me as leverage with each other , a surrogate

for male heirs , an appearance of normalcy to the outside

world .

The shame and blame were omnipresent , as if a religion

projections of not being good enough that was perfection

by the time psychiatry gifted them , my induced Bipolar

which signaled a get out of marriage , family , as free

as possible ..

Bodies do talk and mine screamed , internally , for not

one word , was heard , nor mattered once I became

a legalized Big Pharma addict .. Malleable that an end

should be as former wished , indeed taking 5 years to

enact an exit .

Little of it was lost on me, only the Devil and his Details

a new beginning for happiness , and no concerns or

worry or love lost as he promised friendship , that never

actually was a reality .

That reality and happy faded very quickly but an investment

had been made , and barely a shadow of her former self , she

left …Kudos .. However , I never blamed her totally , as she too

was casually used to produce abuses , which included my

not being allowed in any space she might be , especially

where our sons were concerned . Her image was of wife

and mother of our sons , whom she screamed at me found

me fat, lazy, crazy and wanted nothing to do with me .

Trauma that existed , was enhanced living a life of detachment

that was and always be self absorbed , lacking consciousness

or love .. Embarking yet again , for a cup that is never full .

The Monkey and his circus are endangered .. our sons as are

many are awakening to the facts , which indeed can be pain-filled.

We are made for these times ..

I released the eternal partiers , the non reciprocal friends , the hug-less

the bound , restricted take no prisoner projectionist , who have

nada to offer me , as I did the earth family , that remained after

the vulgar display of family values …as I long ago rejected

that I was unfit , but lacking in blind support of an immorality

in a marriage that has been spun in shadow so dank , and dark

an exhumation is demanded , a requirement for stepping out

of the nightmare of abuses , with desire to continue until my

last breath .

Tonight I sit alone , I will sleep alone , but I feel no lack only

comfort that I am not stuck in the middle of anything .

My place is not in the middle .

I am ever grateful to the Karmic ladies , those whose

goal, game effort are to possess the man I favor

for they take on the whole of that dark matter

and rarely last .. Former was done way before she

became ill, but held on. His causal , fun , rover life

style didn’t change , he had a home that deceived

irregular , non normal people and activities.

His secret clubs , still secret .. A double life , always

With dire results , an ending is justified ; closure

and all the masked , all the deceits , all the abuses

are Karmic boomerangs…

I am lucky to have noted long ago , when I went

against Divine , Karmic lessons followed often

so heart and head co joined , I am patient

as thy will be done , surrendered to all that

is , all that will be . Love , and Heaven on Earth

are here .. Seeing that in another , his witness

of mine … Meeting delicious new soul connections

as residence reveals change is not an option

for others …๐Ÿ™๐Ÿผ

Our train, our bags , our faith is not in

others but of our selves .

Non Delusional Pisces โ™“๏ธ

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