I post this over my grave concern that existing government agencies have
failed in areas of mental health , trauma, addiction , as co joined with
corporate chemical companies .. RX are part of the big picture .
Children who suffer from child traumatic stress are those who have been exposed to one or more traumas over the course of their lives and develop reactions that persist and affect their daily lives after the events have ended.
— Read on www.nctsn.org/what-is-child-trauma/about-child-trauma
Noted this , as he began to parent, of course abuse presented towards
eldest , early on ..Targeted eldest and myself bore the brunt , though
none of us escaped ..aware and unable to step away ..
Awareness that no end to this abuse but exposure , incites his rage and need
to get even.
Triangulation, Abuse , Detached puppet master who feels my death serves him
best, and has never put our children , or family above himself .
Blessings & Peace ,
20 years later,, initially I knew she was enjoying her victory
and targeted me in union with him .
I sensed , as well as aware of his methods by then , or beginning to
that the relationship was floundering early on..but they were pledged
towards the end, certainly as he aged.. Surprised, not surprised
after her vile hatred was still there as I attended an appointment
and signing of a business lease that lasted 4 hours .. She called
and upon hearing my voice , became violent on the phone , screaming .
His twin, his outer self .
It took everything I had to get through that day , and I learned so much .
I am very thankful for that day… he rose to the challenge , despite being
near death ,looking fitter than I had seen him, I allowed his glory ..
Until that call. And his total and complete act to get his way .
I said good bye that day to faith that he would ever have awareness of his
decisions affects on his sons , grandsons, as he signed a contract in their name
with their not knowing …which I have slowly learned is constant .
Truth his way, not facts.
Gifted those , closure is neigh 🎁
©️Blessings & Peace ,
Rocking this , I am the abuser, whore, unworthy snake
and he is long suffering victim .. Family and friends supporting
him, have heard the lies , enjoyed his favor , in black and white
that has been fabricated …like a spiral it just gathers momentum
the shaming and blaming , sick punishment as the gloating pride
often laughing at the win ,the power, the control, often stating
the blame was mine ..
Flying Monkeys , His Monkeys encourage attacks , by all around
him, in his circus towards his target .
I stepped out of this energetic , business and liberating our family
and generations of Domestic & Child Abuse . WE are many …mighty
and Divinely Guided …🙏🥰💗
Come to think of it , I’m no damn Domestic
Blessings & Peace ,
With more plays and twist and turns than an Agatha Christie novel
the stories he believed in so deeply , and still does …I became aware
early on of the deep sensitivity and unknowing, revealing little , but
projecting the strength of a consciousness man . Very quickly
After I Do’s and baby announcement , sensitively vacated .
Sharing this fear and toxicity of shame unhealed , influenced daily
by his main female teammate , I was the outsider .. My respect for him
was threatened , a year in quashed and my nightmare masked
for reasons I am going to post later .. secrets he considered worthy
of my death after destruction …as his energy ebbs, he continues
Revelations of truths , the lies and actions that destroyed 4 others right
to love , in peace and Harmony .
Huge breach of Universal Law