
Signs of Covert Narcissistic Behavior

Its a reality unfortunately , an epidemic ..
Distorted and very Distructive.
This truth came when I was 5 years unto induced bipolar.
He had 5 years to plan , his escape to happiness.
Nothing to stop the distorted stories, drama, and damage done..
Still projecting blame , still distorted about many illegal acts, and universal blasphems ..
In addition to his logical uses of me , in marriage , I was leverage , to use successfully to please his true trauma bonded Master.
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Totally there
To the victor go the spoils .
I have had a few challenges
and certainly failed or
floundered , as humans do.
I have had the critical judge
ment of a granny I lack
bonding with which I have
gathered enough info and
guidance to honor her as
deeply as possible and
release it , thus allowing
a peaceful easy feeling.
For the truths that have
been revealed in critics I
have ignored the high
conflicts types , or missed
the mask high conflict
superior projector that
targets me , striving to
destroy me .
Spirit assures me to work
hard and hold course
for faith in my intentions
is redemption while I
am alive and a less
congested life .
More ease .
Better health
Balance in my foundation.
Writing and Service to
my creation .
I’m directed to not share
too much of my essential
self and never really have
for the negatively received
twisted or ignored .
I realize that no one ever
will for my many layers
tend to overwhelm
or trigger a response that
requires stepping away
from .
It could be transformative
and reunions are possible
or it may be the conclusion
for the best good .
Thy Will be Done No More
Excuses .
Ends or Beginnings
Force or Choice
Force Never Ever Was
My choice is Not Force
But the Light & Truth
Blessings & Peace
Dona Luna ππΈπβ€β
We know trauma can change the brain.
We know the imprint of a parent or trusted parent .
I noted before and after .
Noted the unwillingness to heal and target me 4ever .
Can’t do that .
Blessings & Peace
Dona Luna
Dona Luna
That’s become very very clear .
Sadly he never knew me or loved me , nor himself in healthy self love .
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I have prayed , fought , reasoned and held faith only to witness denial from Beloveds which I have surrendered over and over and accept what is .
Escaping that matrix was compounded ..
Liberated and Resting