Rocking this , I am the abuser, whore, unworthy snake
and he is long suffering victim .. Family and friends supporting
him, have heard the lies , enjoyed his favor , in black and white
that has been fabricated …like a spiral it just gathers momentum
the shaming and blaming , sick punishment as the gloating pride
often laughing at the win ,the power, the control, often stating
the blame was mine ..
Flying Monkeys , His Monkeys encourage attacks , by all around
him, in his circus towards his target .
I stepped out of this energetic , business and liberating our family
and generations of Domestic & Child Abuse . WE are many …mighty
and Divinely Guided …🙏🥰💗
Come to think of it , I’m no damn Domestic
Blessings & Peace ,
With more plays and twist and turns than an Agatha Christie novel
the stories he believed in so deeply , and still does …I became aware
early on of the deep sensitivity and unknowing, revealing little , but
projecting the strength of a consciousness man . Very quickly
After I Do’s and baby announcement , sensitively vacated .
Sharing this fear and toxicity of shame unhealed , influenced daily
by his main female teammate , I was the outsider .. My respect for him
was threatened , a year in quashed and my nightmare masked
for reasons I am going to post later .. secrets he considered worthy
of my death after destruction …as his energy ebbs, he continues
Revelations of truths , the lies and actions that destroyed 4 others right
to love , in peace and Harmony .
Huge breach of Universal Law
All of the volunteers at Erasing Family wish Everyone a Safe and blessed holiday! We encourage you to send a thoughtful note and invitation to your child; underneath their pain your children still love you. For children who have been erased, your parents love you. No matter how long it has been, it’s never too late to start fresh. We know how painful it is for kids to miss a parent and their family; and for parents to miss their children. It’s time to heal! Join us in shining light and solutions to awaken the world. Everyone needs more love and children need the love of both parents; let’s do this!❤️🙏❤️
This song came to mind , upon an update from a deserving
soul , who is liberating themselves today …
In homage to those who have been empowered to remove
themselves from harms way , and those who deserve support
derived from this soul who had to do it the hard way
but today feels nothing but independence from generations
of abuse .. Supported by spirit , by ancestors who did not
fare well in matters of children and marriage , finances
home , and AMA APA …socially …clearing this is amazing .
My intent was for a clearing for my earth family , each
unique son Divine graced me with , as well as myself .
I mourned for what I missed, what I lost , what was abused
and Bless my former self , whose fragments are less tragic
in lieu of the many gifts I have received and many of those
are intangible .
I would have never knowingly married anyone who was
masking trauma, addiction, etc who would harm me
or our children . My deepest , darkest pain has been
transformed , resulting in a purity of love and promise
the life I dreamed of , on my own with Beloved’s
love and respect ..new year , new beginnings ..
Truth is Light that is Love
Blessings & Peace
Honoring a very long goodbye 👋
Independence Day ,
A new decade , Thankfully the veil is being lifted from many
horrific , #erasingfamlies influences , including the parent
who must win at all cost.
Walked away Dec 27th 1998
Feb 28 th 1999, I had an *induced* suicide attempt .
* He still prefers to think I wanted to die over loosing him.
Fact : Shrink prescribed 3600 mg of an opiate per day *inducing suicide
My Mom died April 9th 1999, after 5 years of heart disease .
Our middle son graduated from high school in 1999.
I was removed from our family home , which he held on to for 2 more
years , so our youngest had a home base to finish high school , and not
live with him in his new gals place ..( one fact that never came up )
I agreed to a condo, to avoid a rental apartment . Stating there was no
equity from our home , denying me a home of my own , I settled for 4
levels , and mourned in deep medicated grief until 2003 , when our 1st
grandson was born ..Red flags , began to assail me…I had to wake
from the chemical straight jacket , and abuse .
In 1999, our Christmas was drastically altered , 21 years of tradition
of which due to my very ill state , I missed the last 5 years . Celebration
with my adult abusers just did not resonate in any form of Christianity
that I knew to be just.
He chose to spend his Christmas with his new gal and her children..
Much like a wake, our grief tangible , our 3 sons and I were guest
via my younger sister , for a buffet . Normal was blown .. in addition
to my medicated toxic state , the experience was a trauma revisited
from my childhood , when age 11/12 my parents , split at Christmas.
He was aware of this but , determined to be happy , after putting a roof
over my head for 21 years and 3 sons , I was disposed of , like the Persian
cat , he dumped a few years before .. on top of my mountain.
The mountain , we visited 20 years ago , in such shadow , has been
my home for 9 solid years .. I have grown in an environment that allows
me the freedom of not being followed or watched .. I’m a possession,
a threat to his past , that he chooses to keep skipping out of …a life’s work.
Bankrupting me , encouraging by demise , utilizing our sons/family
shame, finances , law, he contractually made promises ..The facts are clear
and still present danger that he has no intention of stopping his
party ever waiting , his happiness , his awakening or not .
Holidays were met by silence ….While my personal grief is real
I am shown , I am defiantly on my own , little more than a surrogate
a mother long since dead to her sons ..
I’m left to complete this cycle on my own as well, as I expose the
many reasons , why I have been forced , induced by my abuser
to stay quiet until I had enough , which Thankfully has been exposed
in this finale of ChildAbuse , Domestic Abuse , being excused
and supported ..
So there is no party, only acceptance that my very survival depends on
stepping out of this triangulation, still supported by Mother/Son partners
till infinity.. pushing I am not family for 43 years , I was allowed to
marry him that he could better fit in …
Blessings & Peace ,