It’s Difficult To Be An Old School Romantic When Your Whole Generation Is Into Hookup Culture

It has always been my intent to have the love

that endured , thru time .. endless love

worthy of trying times and peace that comes

comes from knowing each matters , intimacy

is reality , 2gether in spirit …

1st – 9 months was just walking thru the motions

much like a jail sentence , I felt I had to marry

the boy , who had no idea of who I was, nor himself .

Calling me Spooky , he broke all vows , as well

as abused me .. 9 months was conformation and

affirmation …property I was not ..

I allowed him to charge me with desertion ,

and pushed thru guilt , having lost my virginity

created a compliance to a sex addict/cheater ,

which was known within my siblings

even double dates with brother in his cheating .

Letters , attested to the brotherhood of holding

secrets and lies ..

Uber close to Mother , who was law .. Cold towards

me ..

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2-3 Weeks ,

A very cute man, a party in Pungo Beach

brownies and instant like had him ask

me to move in …a soul mate with addictions

going nowhere , allowed me to say No

to moving in and yes to marriage .

It was a situation where he had the upper floor

of a huge home in Norfolk , his Mom

and maid downstairs …he expected I would

work and he could do …whatever .

I returned home, accepted , then broke an

engagement, moved to Richmond’s fan area

briefly, and returned , meeting , and married

within 6 months #3… 24 legal years .

I’m not sure I ever saw him in authentic self

42 years later ..

Knowing myself , I don’t sense marriage is

a reality , for the values my Granny held dear

were on her own , after her savage marriage

and divorce …

I’m not seen in the love light , as I would love

and stand for , just as I do children …

It’s taken years , years of set backs, but my

focus has been to have that experience

as my soul has searched for ..

I shall hold it within, as I continue the liberation

from all that took me way from my soul

intentions , and defined the very basic nature

of codes which I don’t feel should be received

as needy , so I hold my self .. No manual

it will be Thy Will, and I don’t feel a lack .

A simple life , of abundance in things many

take for granted , I will ever be grateful now

and the cherry on top would be the experience

of Divine Masculine …it really is Thy Will.

I’m not in limbo, searching or feel a lack

therefore …as I spend quality time , doing

what I what I require .. much in repose

knowing Peace, and Balance ..against odds

that try many souls ..

I am overjoyed that connections are being made

to that forever n ever kinda love, and foundation

we long for , exposing the renewal of the best

our hearts ♥️ and souls can offer ..

It’s a wonderful sign, an affirmation .

Now I lay my head down , certainly to sleep

and dream of a reality that’s tangible , not

only in dreams 🌈🎁😘❤️©️

Blessings & Peace ,

Doña Luna

Patience is Prayer …🤪🙏🏼💯

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I am an average millennial but when it comes to romance, I’m what you call an old school romantic. However, it is slightly difficult to survive in a world where the basic idea of love is now swiping right or left on a mobile app. I see my friends meeting people at a cafe, event or club and instead of seeing where it goes, they end up hooking up and never seeing each other again.
— Read on m.indiatimes.com/lifestyle/it-s-difficult-to-be-an-old-school-romantic-when-your-whole-generation-is-into-hookup-culture-360515.html

Colorado mother tried for 15 months to protect murdered son from ex, but ‘nobody wanted to investigate’

Heartbreaking outcome for a protective Mom in Colorado this week. It’s good to see the Governor’s office paying attention to this investigation. Prayers up for Jing Tesoriero who fought hard in the courts for 15 months to protect her child from his violent father who repeatedly violated his protective order against the Mom without consequence. Her 10 yo son Ty was just murdered by his father in a vengeful murder suicide that took place less than one day AFTER the family court judge granted custody of Ty to his mother. COME ON people. Why can’t these judges get some f’ing common sense, and yes, some actual training to become “trauma- informed” in their judging.

In what parallel universe is it ever smart to hand a child over for the weekend to a grieving, violent, abusive father who just lost custody of his child? Douglas Co, Colorado Family Court has some serious ‘splaining to do. Our hearts go out to Jing and all who loved Ty. This was a CLEARLY preventable homicide if child safety had been the top priority in the judge’s decision-making. Rest in peace, sweet Ty. Another senseless tragedy, when will it ever cease?

Jing Tesoriero and her attorney had tried for more than a year to alert authorities that her husband was violating court orders over the custody of their son, according to new emails obtained by Denver7 on Thursday.
— Read on http://www.thedenverchannel.com/news/local-news/colorado-mother-tried-for-15-months-to-protect-murdered-son-from-ex-but-nobody-wanted-to-investigate

Pauline Hanson wins fight to launch inquiry into Family Court

The US , should have someone vested in doing the same .

#ErasingFamilies for power/profit should cease .

Far more murder /homicide / suicide , or quietly muted

live the slow death of continued Domestic Abuse/ChildAbuse.

The grief is cellular , it is there every day , day in day out .

Winner takes all, never looks back, never stops targeting

Spiritually, Physically , Mentally and Financially, feeling

nothing but a desire to avenge a target 🎯that’s the focus

of all unresolved trauma, pain , anger , stemming from

lack of control ..bound in trauma , seeing no liberation

Rage, seethe , mask on for the public, for rage has its place

behind closed doors.

Nobody Sees? No one Knows ? Knowing too much in secretive

societies , they focus on destroying target .. Death the objective .

Let’s create a system in the US that does care ..

I’d love Virginia to lead the way ..

#StateForLovers?WhatAboutLove?

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Blessings & Peace ,

Doña Luna

Pauline Hanson wins fight to launch inquiry into Family Court
— Read on www.2gb.com/pauline-hanson-wins-fight-to-launch-inquiry-into-family-court/

I’m not here for the entitlement of Kavanaugh and Graham – The Washington Post

As the mask unveiled, this sense of entitlement

ramped to undeniable examples , which were

supported in his world .

These entities have the hardest time in reality

in authentic, in authority, projecting it’s the other .

So glad an awareness has developed , and the

dank shadow has been revealed ..

in my experience this has no place in our New

Earth , and so is highlighted by examples

like Kavanaugh that it ENDs .

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Blessings & Peace ,

Doña Luna

I’m not here for the entitlement of Kavanaugh and Graham.
— Read on www.washingtonpost.com/blogs/post-partisan/wp/2018/09/28/im-not-here-for-the-entitlement-of-kavanaugh-and-graham/

Narcissist Abuses vs Spatial Disorienting

This was an eye opener, and I felt

more compassion for Donna , who

had the chemical straight jacket

of induced addiction / mental

illness, CPTSD , bonus along with

Spatial Disorientation, grief every

minute with loss of sons ..

So Blessed Doña Luna , made it ,

certainly does not please abuser .

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😘🙏🏼🎁

Blessings & Peace ,

Doña Luna

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As Successful Finds Survivor, Narcissist Reacts

More consideration to this , in all aspects

of my life , which will be legally addressed

that I am not inflicted with an inability

to be authenticity realistic in fact .. Every

Effort exhausted , as am I , rejuvenating

to greet the finale , Divine has this .

Thy Will Be Done 🙏🏼💯😘

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Blessings & Peace ,

Doña Luna

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• Chart: The U.S. Has the Most Expensive Healthcare System in the World | Statista

Being made responsible for my own health

care without my knowledge or participation

incurring debt after signing up with 4/5

agencies who dropped me after receiving

1st billing .

Finally a $1000 per month , based on pre

existing , that did not cover dental , nor eye

glasses . I paid 3 k to sign up with the Blue

an insurance company of my childhood

of trust ..

Receiving 1st month bill was for 3k, which

triggered me , so much I just stopped ..

UNCLE

The company kept my 3k, which I had found

was normal for the other companies .

A phone call , speaking to a gal who chastised

me , for failing to get my money ; that I had 5

years ….it’s been 12.

I will write a letter to the CEO..

Insurance is not a comfort , as cost climb

for health care , that does not care , but

for profit ..Corp at its greediest . Medical

and Insurers .

Incentive to Holistic Integrated Mind Body

Spirit Healing

Nutrition -PreventionFactual

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Blessings & Peace ,

Doña Luna

This chart shows health spending per capita in selected countries.
— Read on www.statista.com/chart/8658/health-spending-per-capita/