I am not a candidate for any vaccine as I
experienced double vaccines in 2005 in a low
state of immunity and lost several days , coupled
with now decades of research and 1st hand
life stories .
I have experienced the side effects of “shedding”
and felt it best to be safer than sorry so I have
doubled my efforts to provide my body with
rest , great nutrition , less stress and faith in
the products I use and the years of building these
essential alternatives in my “tool box ” which I
fully credit to my very existence on this planet .
Lacking funds during this slow transition of
settling in another temporary home , while plans
gel towards building; a reality I’ve lived with
for 4 decades of financial insecurity in a partner-
ship that wasn’t ….should be totally resolved
by the holidays ..2 decades of every effort to
hold the distortions as the truths , of my not
deserving family interaction during the holidays.
The vulgarity shone brightest during holidays
as competition ruled and our sons and I received
token gifts while “family” was treated on high .
It was a demand performance , never missed
on Christmas Day , each year a replay of food
gossip and blatant alienation /abuse .
I will be sharing valid info as I network with
a genius who is sharing their experience as well.
I have had radiation poisoning, which we are
all are experiencing and it was pretty nasty .
Physically vunerable with moving etc , I worked
outside on a very hot day and sweating amps
up the radiation side effects , which began with
a knot or lump on my right neck . Very soon I had
blisters which spread in areas where I had
perspired and so I treated it with Poison Oak
Salve and began internal clearing as well.
I used a Black Drawing Salve , Chickweed
and topical Ozone and realized with a
transformer in the front yard and a possible5G
my highly sensitive body had absorbed radiation.
Everything is dried up, but the experience
woke some dormant health issues and injuries
and that’s had to be addressed as well.
So I am extremely behind but I have great faith
I can provide information that’s going to make
a difference in someone’s life …if only one
I am content ..
I’ll be back with pictures and lable will be Jab.
Blessings & Much Peace ,
My intent to write more than repost has been
challenged in what I regonise as spiritual war-
far that has delayed me in my journey .
My awareness and faith allows me to continue
despite the very low energy of eviction as a
retaliation , the seizure of my bank account
which has been horrid in and of itself , yet
another rental that followed 5 months of
having to spend my income on correction of
that seizure , shelter that varied from great to
a 30 stay at a 1 room cabin with no running
water and a low to the ground vehicle who
broke struts .
But I was learning what it’s like to be * middle
class * female and of some age that is invisible
to society ..I did have help with my legal and
filed a lawsuit against the evictors who watched
me struggle to load my small car observed by
a carload of lord’s and ladies of the rentals , 2
children under 8 watching my trauma . Drama
fueled distortions created 4 officers who were
observing and ready to act as 1 lord changed
the locks , my friend was typing up my law
suit , and after searching and holding my things
after my exit , a decision was made to ” allow”
me 24 hours to get my office and living space
As a survivor of Intimate Partner Violence , and
3 retaliation efforts legally , using the same
lawyer by lord’s and ladies and not being
respected nor heard in judgement that honors
the distorted accounting that’s intended to
distroy my credibility and shut me up.
Lord’s and Ladies on a recommended list now
extend leases that include a clause stating
they cannot be sued .
My lawsuit was dropped , angling for * without
prejusdist ” by opposing council to whit I did not
agree , but decisions were made from the get go
pushing my case through as I was ravaged by
conditions adverse to my physical health , 3
years of witnessing and experiencing folks
who live in a distortion of acting as if they are
capabiblle , but are not and withhold repairs
etc to force a negative situation . Ignoring my
request for civility , deep soul reasons why force
is not a good 8dea . Suggesting a spot must be
gleemed in a snatch of yard , ignoring my
depleted health , the petty behaviors clarified
much in the crisis of COVID on July 28th I
was legally evicted , my home and office open
to anyone in a group of 6 that showed
retatortoty abuse that was traumatic as ex
husband was exactly the same in his distorted
behaviors . He too decided what I would have
giving no thought to my health , my induced
mental illness served him in winning all.
My dear friend who tried to help , was “off”
yet hard to discern and upon an accident was
found to have a brain tumor the size of a
grapefruit. Her story is her’s , in amazing near
death , and she has healed , making major life
changes . With her permission I will blog her
accounting of her experience .
I was offered a dream , which came late
November which was. a 2 bedroom with a
great view and assurances of my safety
promises of repairs and of course dropping in
Lease withheld after I wàs in, promise to sell
to me and the distortions began to accumulate .
Again I was warned not to talk to a certain
As I moved out in late July the anniversary of
my eviction in my head , a chain of events
led a force with blood pressure off the chart
forcing medical treatment which includes
anti psychotics. The truth that there was never
going to be a sale of house in that distortion.
Keeping these life long distortions in a bond
with a partner who allowed abuses has finally
exposed the mental illness and liberated a few
I am safe , having moved across town
Spring of 2022 I plan to build on 3 private
Very positive things have resulted , which I will
share as soon as possible.
The past is being addressed , is healing
Love this song , living it …truth n light
Blessings & Peace
“Quan Yin represents the presence that listens deeply to our prayers spoken from the heart. Quan Yin is known as the goddess of mercy and is considered to be the most beloved Buddhist deity. Her name translates in Chinese as “the one who perceives the cries of the world.” She is often compared to the Virgin Mary in Christianity because she intercedes on behalf of those who call out to her with humility and sincerity. Scholars believe that the Buddhist monk Kumarajiva was the first to refer to the female
Quan Yin was originally worshipped as a male deity. But at some point during the Northern Sung Dynasty (960-1126) Quan Yin began to be worshipped as a female. Miao Shan is believed to be the cause of this transformation. The legends of Miao Shan contain beautiful accounts of her saving sailors from drowning in rough seas. Quan Yin is associated with jade because of its protective properties. In this case it’s said to help with
going under water both literally and figuratively—drowning in the ocean or in a flood of emotions.
When your soul selects her card:
Quan Yin is about the deep medicine that comes simply from being willing to bear witness to someone else’s pain. To really listen we have to move from the ego to the soul so that the story we are listening to doesn’t become about us, or trigger us. This also applies to the moments when we are listening to the story we tell ourselves about who we
are. We are often far harsher and more unforgiving to ourselves than we would ever be to someone else. Quan Yin suggests that we listen simply with curiosity. Curiosity allows us to detach from needing to take the suffering of someone we love personally. Curiosity is a door that leads to compassion. It frees us from feeling as though
we have to react to what we hear, or defend and explain our part in their suffering. We can just perceive the pain that they are in. Or we can finally hear our own cries of despair and not seek to judge or justify them. We can just be present to what needs to be heard.
Quan Yin is the powerful energy of giving witness to our own or to someone else’s suffering. Often, just a calm abiding presence of compassion is all that is needed to transform that suffering into clear light.”
-From “The Divine Feminine Oracle” by Meggan Watterson, Art by Lisbeth Cheever-Gessaman
We are currently being hit with some very powerful cosmic energies and planetary alignments as we move towards the Galactic New Year on the 26th. The Galactic New Year marks the completion of our sun’s orbit around the centre of the Milky Way. It opens up a powerful portal of cosmic energies which will allow for a dramatic increase in the light and energy coming in the planet. The heaviness we are feeling is preparing us for the energies that will come through the Galactic New Year.
The energetic atmosphere is causing restlessness, anxiety, and frustration and what is safe and familiar may seem more attractive. However, you are still being urged to continue to explore the new. You may sense that something deep is emerging from within and as a result, old wounds may surface. What is being exposed is what needs to still be healed, transformed, and cleared. There is an excessive of energy currently which may cause you to feel restless and more impatient. Use this energy to exert yourself is some way physically as this will help to disburse the excess energy
© 2021 Kate Spreckley http://www.spirit-pathways.com
😝 Narcissists don’t co-parent. They don’t want to fall in line and do the right thing. They don’t want to be held accountable, follow the rules and regulations, and don’t want to be harmonious. They don’t want to play on a team.
The only thing a narcissist is interested in – is narcissistic supply. This means, “I can affect other people significantly enough to know that I exist.” It’s the attention they crave more than anything else.
So, when you are attempting to co-parent with a narcissist, they are going to trigger you. They’re going to be uncooperative. They’re going to say one thing and do another. They will use the children as pawns, absolutely to trigger you to get a reaction, which means – I’m significant enough to affect you.
A narcissist wants to play games and use all of these tactics to punish you. How dare you leave them? Or how dare you try and get on with your life? Or how dare you tell other people what they are or how they behave? How dare you?
The false self can’t deal with that. So, punishing you by using the children as pawns is a very, very common tactic.
For an answer to all this – have a look at these resources –
Parallel Parenting – https://bit.ly/3bmz9ZO.
All People Co-Parenting With A Narcissist Needs These Tools – https://bit.ly/3k1maRd.
The Thriver’s Guide To Co-Parenting With A Narcissist – https://bit.ly/3k1HWnT.
Like so many other Thrivers – use the Narcissistic Abuse Recovery Program (NARP) to detox from the narcissist to give you the strength and empowerment to give yourself and your children a brighter future.
Full details of NARP can be found here – https://bit.ly/33bIGyY.
Much love xo ❤️
This made great sense …