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I personally had no idea of these facts , and heard each
sound , and knew it.. Did I then ?
I fought hard , and long to be there for our children .
The effort to just get along was thick with discrimination
like a 1940s , black and white . Nothing about me
had merit , I was a poor house keeper , did not bring
in revenue , but spent , a bookkeepers , accountant mentality
who did not participate in her drama.
I had her property, her creation , and so it was each
son was an asset to carry the family name.
That our sons where experiencing a targeted Mom
did affect them, as judgements , detachment were
normal in the contacts for networking .
So nurture was a sitter, school and tons of
activity and I was so not that.
Shunned doesn’t quite describe my experience
and perhaps I exposed myself , as rejecting it.
However , the professionals were educating
on detached parenting, as in allowing crying
for 15 minutes .
So , yea, I released a lot of regrets for not knowing
and allowing anything or anyone to guide me,
that wisdoms of ancients are best , when in
receiver ship of one’s highest self .
The adverse child experiences thus , come from
not knowing ?
We transcend that by knowing . I released my wounds
to the Universe , so many times and so many ways
I am weak , physically which is normal , in
a world in transition to the natural order
where babies have been coming in with ancient
wisdoms , that need no verbalization.. We are learning
that language, for those who have been induced in
varied mental states , by chemicals , made by
humans who profit on induction , rather that prevention
and cures that in harmony with our individual needs ,
survivors, of all that is dear, children , home, finances
the negative , catastrophic ripple is absorbed in all
of society that accepts this as normal..
As simple as hearing your new born, grasping what
harm is being done , on a soul level, but pushed
by a profession who did not know , or choose
not to know .
A huge question was answered , one I have researched
without success which I will discuss , in depth
This is a delicious Divine gift , my Moon 🌝 is in Taurus
and Mother gave me a huge gift 🎁.
WOW , a great day to receive , and release
as rain lightly sprays my windows like tears from
Blessings & Peace ,
Universal Sounds Babies Make, 2006
The song I was listening to on Pandora
Inner Journey – A path of Compassion
-Karunch couldn’t be found .
This is a sample of her Satam Kaur
Jealous is what I believe drove him to rape
6 days after the birth of child.
Marking his territory ; witnessing a profound
love and attachment .
Having to be told , to pick up his child.
None of this was normal..9 months of
his seething , feeling betrayed ..taking
no joy, only obligation in becoming a Dad
Acknowledging this in recent years , how
much he loves that word , in his mind clears
all of what’s discussed in this video.
Apologies , owing responsibility , healing
are not going to happen; nothing moves him
and that scared me silent ..
I have never ever witness anyone so void , so
self destructive, so holding his trauma .
A feminine version of this showed up for one
last lesson, in his alter masculine/feminine
recently and it was extremely enlightening
to grasp the inner views …
Adult children , witnessed addiction, co-dependency
alcoholic and co -dependence , ignored PTSD in
a highly superior , educated , successful maternal
for whom money is everything . No communication
about these major life efforts ,to her sons , with
holding ..friends instead , walking a fine line
having no support in lieu of a repeated lesson
of exactly the same amount of time.
Hearing this renewal on steroids ,after 6 years
where I would suddenly be blasted with negativity
that was so low energy , I gave er a go.
My reward was the takeaway , Understanding
the detailed thinking , planning , timing in
order to carry out plans , in exiting a current
situation ..Draining , yes .. the dynamics brought
my very essence up for a review by a toxic trauma
laden person , stuck, fear-filled , negative and
Hours of phone , getting in a time warp
that I found disgusting , the afternoon came
and it ended .
Trusting in change , for her blueprint , is
close , I took myself out of the equation.
I have been on the receiving end of this
hysteria , shame and blame projected
you’re it, because I say so, from folks
who have no idea of the harm to self
and others . I was that person , medicated
floundering in what I sense ( time has ✅)
how my body, the whole of me responded
in core wounds that were not all mine,
but empathically felt..Add that to generations
of abuse in DNA ..I forgave myself, surrendered
all, and live a quiet peace-love-joy, balanced
Jealousy for this, not understand the personal
power advantage of being in this place , fears
of the harsh lessons inherit in non supported
states of change , like death .
Reviewing this, intensified this attack on me,
I get that..
I have great empathy and support , and know
what is desired in heart and head and soul
will win out , over who will take care of me.
I was forced to nurture myself .. ongoing , yes
and sacred ..
No one has permission to speak to me , in such
a manner, read my blogs . Bother to hear me
over your own inner voice, speak up at the time
of the infraction I might have made or trigger .
Puking those toxins out , spewing me as a target
give me a pretty good idea , of where your coming
from , but silencing ..and I cannot afford to be
anywhere in that space with anyone .
Saying so much about inner thinking , I did
not mourn the failure , or lay in hope
of a reunification .
It is what it is..
I aim higher , shake it off and move forward .
Stirred , Shaken, but moving on..
Resolved to step out of the matrix that allows
one sniff of behaviors to be present ,
20 plus years is quite enough , 42, excessive
but so understood now , in all it’s tentacles
given the tools to rise above .
Gratitude to be on my way..
Sun is Shining , Birds are singing
as I step in to fresh food market day , 1st this
year , intent of bliss , seeing old friends
listening to music , a simple , drama
and abuse free heaven on earth..
Blessings & Peace ,
I totally get this .
Mom lost her chi, her health began to be affected
adversely and I am sure she experienced psychological
side effects , and I personally decided I would
not embrace the AMA protocols of my body , even
My years of communication , and research
attest to the abuse of women in AMA , due to
the removal of women masters of all that
should be involved in the art of healing .
My doctor convinced me that I needed a total hysterectomy and bilateral salpingo oophorectomy. I did not and 40 years later and I live with the consequences of the decision to trust her.
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This guy is so correct , I am triggered , at what
I must acknowledge.
I must retain my conciseness, acknowledging
watching the mentoring of this upon sons
the imprint, the demand and perhaps secrets
I cannot libel myself for , or insight ..
that this is trauma . Deeply held Trauma
vulnerable is not something they do.
Needs , are abused early on, utilized
by the parent , in love.
Our sons parked all that in me, as I was
induced into mental illness.. Awareness of
the AMA , induces , disease , A to Z
and I am going to grab a hot shower ,
Detox these truths of shadow
and head out into the Sunshine .
Days away from the writings of such clarity
and release, I am weak.
Blessings & Peace ,
It’s a smart move , too many adverse effects
associated for Mom as well as infant , including
immune system , and bonding . It’s major surgery
done largely for Dr convenience, and added profit
over natural ..
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