Human Safari
Transforming this is very necessary .
A pregnant woman killed by Seattle police officers earlier this year was shot seven times, according to an autopsy report.
— Read on www.nydailynews.com/news/national/pregnant-seattle-mother-killed-seattle-cops-shot-7-times-article-1.3457822
One reason I stayed , frying pan into fire kinda thing
My awareness , had me consider raising 3 kids
on my own . Another man around our sons totally
repelled me , then again there no good examples
in our friends , acquaintances..
Compliancy , praying for his healing, at 6 years in.
Brazenly announcing his trip to Germany for a week
with his addict best friend currently on his 5th
partner ..whom he bragged he cruised the prostitution
area of town , as I spent 2 miserable days at the
beach with his tribes girlfriends at the beach .
I felt asleep on the beach , did not skip , but
was pregnant .
You’re kidding 3 x
Detached for the next 9 months , upon
arrival home , a few days after bringing
baby home, as usual he picked up his
news paper .
I got righteous ! I took the newspaper out
of his hands , ” you have a son , pick him
up, talk to him ” .
He did and I took a few pictures , that
with the lighting , looked like they totally
connected . Basically baby was 2-3, when
he showed interest ..
It was heartbreaking .
Baby #2 brought us joy and family . He was
designated at birth as “brother” .
3rd was lovely bonus , he’s very proud
of his children ..
About 20-25 percent of children of divorce – and later, remarriage – will struggle academically, behaviorally and socially. That’s twice as likely as children of first-marriage families, according to a range of research.
— Read on www.phillyvoice.com/child-abuse-single-parenting-divorce-marriage-new-partners-advice/
Horrible ! Transforming ✔️
A national ban on the practice was struck down, and Trump’s DOJ isn’t defending it.
— Read on news.vice.com/en_us/article/gy48vj/female-genital-mutilation-is-happening-in-the-us-these-survivors-are-fighting-to-stop-it
I did not grow up with parents who drank .
On one occasion , parents had an intense exchange
at a dance hall , and in her 🔥 Aries mode Mom
threw her wedding rings out into the grass.
No doubt , drink was involved and she took
siblings and I to hunt for her rings . As I recall
we located them✔️💯
Perhaps lessons were learned , for an occasional
beer , or wine was our normal . Dad called a cab
for Mom’s eldest brother after he brought his
drunkenness to our home .O tolerance .
Both Mom and Dad smoked , and had poor
diets , and lack of restorative sleep and job
related stress . Mom’s fire was smoldered
rarely submerging within our home as
she became compliant and accepted her
responsibility, reading was her escape hatch
as was her trust in God ..evangelical god .
Dad resisted , but had a very strong foundation
as I suspect alcohol was part of his upbringing
as was abuse of his Mom , who was accused
of infidelity , ran off in a rage threatened
with weapons by his Dad for being seen having
a beverage in a public place with a male !
With only what she managed to run for her life
with , off the farm and away from him , she
was supported in court by a son , but was denied
justice for contesting his petition for divorce .
Until near puberty Dad made efforts , and
finally threw in the towel to honor the connection
of which I have no knowledge , or recall.
We ended visits to the farm , the replacement
intent on seizing all and conveying her assets
to her children as GF wasted away , dying
of COPD , emphysema and perhaps spiritual
denial ..I am not aware of any profound
religious connection , nor of attending his
funeral.
His energy was not enjoyable , so I roamed
the farm , and the house , drawn to a bedroom
that housed hats , cloths , shoes , pocketbooks
Jewery , which I honored as mystical playthings
heaped upon the floor .. I was to discover much
later they were Granny’s , and mourned with her
trauma and loss that left an ever present haunting
even in her laughter .. She deserved so much more.
That divorce was final in 53, my 1 st year of life
and brother’s birth year . We both have the
experience of partnerships that abuse , extort
using us to procreate , produce , receive emotional
abuse and blackmail by our children , targets
where in we are responsible for not being
enough . Far from aiding , or healing ..abuses
that have forced our faith beyond measure
our burdens remain via separation and hostilities
while our health suffers , unnoticed in
continued trauma and abuse . I’m not sure
where brother is on his journey , kidney
disease has challenged him , forcing him
to retire prematurely ..Another example
of chemicals in the automotive industry
taking their toll , along with fear/anger/stress
and diet .. Being in his home , was stark
and austere , demanded that all was in
perfect order .. it was depressive as were lacks
in simple social skills that create an awareness
of being welcome or wanted as a guest .
Trauma at the core for each , recreated
and unhealthy for each , however she
has prevailed within her home, work
and health with 70 years, her 2 children
and 3 grandchildren , she holds honor
manipulating with funding , and intensive
time, support and love as she honored her
Mom, having tolerance for her Dad ..
I had no sense that excessive alcohol consumption
was part of the equation, and I’m aware of
a few very harsh martial abuses of his creation
as a survivor of C-PTSD , not acknowledged
continued Domestic Abuse , which is not
exposed , nor healed . Sending him
messages , after words failed of encouragement
that he locate his truth thus light , ending
the disconnect between he and his Divinity.
I am encouraged by positive signs of many
males in my life awakening.. Anger is a huge
component in catalyst, but very dangerous to
the process , and much like any addiction
support often is from internal sensitive,
guidance from spirt and elders as Divine
urges us to get to the heart of the matter .
No one is exempt or undeserving , as the
knowing or unknowing co dependent , survivor
of a soul still searching for his happiness
dependent on continuing to target ,ignoring
unhealthy side effects to 3 souls , we co created
and failed ..
In honor of the adversity, of exiting the matrix
I stand , for families , children , for each
to have foundations of security , and honor .
©️💯
Blessings & Peace ,
Doña Luna
This video is based on an article from Zahrah Sita The words “alembic” and “alcohol”, both metaphors for aqua vitae or “life water” and “spirit”, often refer to a distilled liquid that came from magical explorations in Middle Eastern alchemy. In the words of writer and health enthusiast, Jason Christoff – “In alchemy, alcohol is used to extract the soul essence of an entity. Hence its’ use in extracting essences for essential oils, and the sterilization of medical instruments. By consuming alcohol into the body, it in effect extracts the very essence of the soul, allowing the body to be more susceptible to neighboring entities most of which are of low frequencies (why do you think we call certain alcoholic beverages “SPIRITS?”). That is why people who consume excessive amounts of alcohol often black out, not remembering what happened. This happens when the good soul (we were sent here with) leaves because the living conditions are too polluted and too traumatic to tolerate. The good soul jettisons the body, staying connected to a tether, and a dark entity takes the body for a joy ride around the block, often in a hedonistic and self-serving illogical rampage. Our bodies are cars for spirits. If one leaves, another can take the car for a ride. Essentially when someone goes dark after drinking alcohol or polluting themselves in many other ways, their body often becomes possessed by another entity.” Daily videos on interesting topics like psychology, philosophy, spirituality and much more. Join us and expand your knowledge !
— Read on www.dailymotion.com/video/x630xd6
Unfortunate in a culture of suicide , that Rape
is dismissed for any gender ..
WASHINGTON (SBG) – Mike and Cindy Rondini were devastated when their daughter Megan called from college. She’d been raped. But the worst came months later when Megan took her own life. Courtesy: Sinclair Broadcast Group. “The bottom fell out. I don’t know what hell’s like, but it’s pretty damn close to that. ” The Rondini’s believe Megan’s case wasn’t thoroughly investigated because the alleged assailant claimed the sex was consensual.
— Read on wjla.com/news/inside-your-world/rape-is-the-least-investigated-violent-crime-in-america
Totally an experience that was shocking to become aware through
varied life experiences how separated he was from reality .
Threatened by anything that brought change he did not
control , a change in his monies being always and ever
the 1st priority . A 1st year of major change , with a pregnancy
3 months in , altered his world with total disregard to wife
or infant . It encouraged his retreat , seemingly apparent
disappointment that I would not support his extremely
detachment , or his zero to rage .. Trying to be all baby needed,
run his house , doing all that he could come home when he
chose , spend a few hours , bed at 11pm no matter what , up
at 6, living for Friday night, Sat night socializing , drinking
being seen at the right place .
Business conversation dominated visits with his parents
discussions of folks I did not know , so after a cursory
acknowledge of myself , then our 1st born I withdrew
a bit ..It only became more pronounced as I noted
a tolerance only in public , but missed that he was
only in our marriage as part of the mask required
to round out his social image .. My pedigree was definitely
not in alignment with the MIL, and there were many
vulgar reminders of that ; in contact critical eyes that took in
every bite of food, every word, every action or non
action . I did not fall in , morphing into her … as he increasingly
bore increasing financial responsibility, both projected
my unworthiness as a stay at home Mom to 3 sons our
6 years .. His place assured in business/social, having to
show up for a few family functions , refusing any participation
in any spiritual practice , peppered with flash rages that
hit their target , when ever he chose in his house .
Apologies , promises but always a next time , increasingly
more harmful and shaming , in abuse that disregarded
my highly sensitive nature , high spiritual faith ,lacking
empathy for not only me , but infants ..
I could not deny with our 3rd son , MIL and son saw me
as a surrogate for propagation of the family name
and not measuring up as a wife , nor mother .
Secrets were dominate in their world , as I became
more vulnerable, depleted and extremely concerned
for our family , I took the responsibility to find resolutions
though my faith , trust ..my very soul knew how abusive
I did not grasp that a profession that offered healing ,
was indeed the gift , with the guise of psychiatry-medicine
that addicted me , calling my deeply adverse reactions as
manifestations of a disease , instead of Domestic Abuse-Child
Abuse , totally missing Complex Post Traumatic Stress Disorder
or the physical reactions of toxicity to the deadly chemicals .
I was silenced , shut up.. securing secrets , abuses beyond
comprehension, that have been accepted as he mask a normal
that allowed him to push forward with his new life, new supply
as my living grief and that of our sons was ignored , and still
is to a degree that has been impossible in my healing ,
impossible to ignore ..
Professionals are certainly challenged by the many abuses
within the whole of it, as this has been normalized
and very profitable . Change is accepting responsibility
and that’s taught in many profound ways , it’s not
lying that is the issue , covering the lies , abuses is the
only issue ….
My realization personally , my failure to listen to my inner
spirit warnings , and to have been compliant with his
being #1..not making our son, my only focus and leaving on
his 6 th day outside my body … Certainly I acted as survivors
do, and I had faith, and I stayed , well aware of how harsh
extracting myself and our son, later 3 sons , from his world
of favors and shadows ; connections that always supported
his need ..lawful or not ..he had an in .. that clarity took
30 years to actualize with FILs death .. it’s been a freaking
landslide of falsehoods that I am sure are not all of the
nightmare of marriage and divorce , where my
physical death , with his retaining his shadow , his property
his sons, his grandchildren and his money 💰 insure
his new life , new supply dominate . 🙈🙊🙉
The “new” supply of “happy” he ran to 20 years
ago , again reduced to a very low , her Mom died ,she
became vulnerable, very very ill ,thus more aware of
her place, or lack thereof blatant discrimination, an
unhealthy waste due to inability to produce revenue , targeted
as I was by MIL, then son …was abled to walk out ..and
his carefully laid plans to triumph , trophies 🏆intact ,
his purchase of a high performance car, self care intensive ,
diseases disappearing , discovering his new happy gal
with an intensive to woo her , gain her love and trust
and come after me …
counting on our sons support , he continues
as I shall ever be his target of
failures , his consciousness..that I survived horror threatens
all.
that I should thrive is very clearly has not been
supported as will be made clear , very soon.
I have faith , that I will be heard , and I am Thankful to
all the voices raised in saying enough ..
That he signed documents , made promises to
negotiate , that his character is unmasking
in his highest good , as he does a review of
his successes , always in denial of his failures
that I and our sons shall be liberated from
sooner than later .
More than a few indicators of the necessary truths
and awareness of how to create a flow of understanding
in systems that have been duped , as I was …
Change requires acceptance that shadow does exist .
Yea, though you walk through the shadow of death
I am with you as you are with me , comforted me
as a child … My awareness is now surrendered to
my highest good .. my intentions of being of service
is ongoing .
A safe haven shall exist for mother’s & Children , to
heal from abuse and trauma , that’s dishonored in our
current social acceptance. Men shall have theirs , and
with new awareness and respect we rise never to repeat
this insanity as normal .
The family shall be honored , supported , redefined as abuses
are few , and integrity and character , replace high education
accreditation, money , lineage , zip code , religion, clubs
etc .. Who you are, How you are authentic with yourself
and others , Your Benevolence.
My awareness allows knowledge that the train arriving does
not include all, many have not packed for this train ,
which evokes fear/anger … I pray constantly, sending healing
energy’s, Faith , a yes you can… I accept free will, free choice
as I unravel the unfitness projected by many shadows
that are worthy of light ..the adversity of the human spirit
worthy of rejoicing, reunions , and recreating my new earth
with so many conscious of the vital role of each spirit that
can aide in the transformation . For me , a lot of that involves
networking within the age groups of professionals and brilliant
conscious youth ..elders in agreement, we can and we shall
do better ..we are all children , worthy of having our needs
safely secured , our homes havens of Peace , foundations
that feed our every need that we are less likely to allow
abuse of mind, body nor spirit .. 💯
Thankful for the empowering healing process offered to
families , children , parents , professions , families that
has no addiction attached …
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Blessings & Peace 🙏🏼🌹😘♥️
Doña Luna
The demands of providing the best life you can for your children can be stressful and often complicated. It’s even more difficult when your husband isn’t…
— Read on dailyhealthpost.com/husbands-stress-women-twice-as-much-as-children/
United Nations report warns “far more” girls being trafficked, with sexual exploitation seen as the primary motivation of gangs, terror groups
— Read on www.cbsnews.com/news/human-trafficking-girls-un-report-sexual-exploitation-primary-motivation/
