Experimenting with lives is risky

An Illness, or Risky Experimentation?

By Ron Unger, LCSW

When deciding how to organize treatment for “psychosis” we face a crucial question. Should we defer to mainstream views and assume that “psychotic” experiences must be part of an illness? Or should we stay open to the possibility that the confusion and distress we witness may be resulting, not from something wrong with the brain, but from people experimenting with sometimes extreme strategies to cope with difficulties in their lives? And that possibly the confusion and distress we see is created when people experiment with strategies that may backfire in ways they do not understand at the time?


The Collapsed Narcissist

I have been aware that though I explain there is no understanding in the part of folks who block me ( blocking feelings , trauma , healing ) and keep false witness to soothe their own needs .

Helping one who has done much harm and still harbors ill feelings and abusive intentions blocks my progress . It’s as if I were compliant and accepting when I’m trying balance within and out and the other is still playing games and wearing a smile throughout .

So I’ve had the force that brought change and much was not my choice and educated choices are much better in the long run .

Separating myself from all attachments to be that 3rd person ; and observing along with research ,experience and dedication to knowing myself , being true to myself and surrendering to Divine ; Thy Will Be Done ✅

Others have Free Will ; I try to provide facts and my thoughts which have repelled by children and I’m surrendered to that .

I’m dedicated to balance in my life and folks who have no agenda and show respect , and love ❤️ and trust 🎁

That’s my Heaven On Earth

My physical home , and peace to be … to cook my meals, bake and alchemy with healing natural methods . Gardening , preserving food , writing ( I’m a poet at heart ❤️) and walking , plus a pet or 2 . It’s been since 2017 since I had space that welcomed pets without a great deal of money and conditions that were not safe for me , nor a pet .

2016 I had a natural habitat for what developed 3 dogs and 2 cats ; an eviction cost me all but 1 who moved with me twice and finally died of what I believe was Lyme related .

It’s been hard but that’s part of Retaliatory Landlord Abuse .

I learned retaliatory at the hands of a master to whom I have detached from long ago .He has not received the message,not accepted that I don’t belong to him .


Smart Meters , EMF & Bill Gates ( wants 2 rule the world)

Opting out of Smart Meters is a reality in Virginia . I had a protective kit on the smart meter when I learned the homeowner could opt out .

I told my ” landlord ” who did contact APCO and the smart meter was removed !

I had an adverse reaction in August as I worked outside and sweat ensued , in all those places I sweat , I blistered big time . There was a transformer in the front yard area emitting enough radiation to poison me and cause the blisters .

This is very serious and I’m very concerned for loved ones health and well being , especially children .

Moisture draws the radiation ☢️!

I’m not fond of utilities who gouge folks for profit and as part of the experimental services that are utilized and adversely affect many people who are unaware .

Children’s well being deserves more attention .

Big Daddy watches over the usage of electricity and can lower or even cut it off ?

No freaking way should this be allowed !

Bill Gates has a huge Karmic lesson coming .

Blessings 🙏 & Peace ☮️

Dona Luna 👁❤️


Murder of Old People

Just as COVID became a reality ,I arrived at an appointment with an healer of 9/10 years .

She sat across the room and spoke of just being contacted by our state on COVID which they were told was attributable to folks over 60 and how that was 90% of their patient load

I could not be seen or treated

I left and stopped by a local health food store where this person was in conversation with someone their age and they were less that 2 foot apart !

I have not returned to that healer and won’t for the discrimination of that day up front and very personal .

Of course I was evicted July 28

2020 and little has been “normal ” since


Judge Fines 650 Million in opioids suit


Former psychiatric patient speaks up

I just need somewhere to vent my feelings about both psychiatry & allopathic medicine in general (some fields more than others but there are a LOT more lies than just the field of psychiatry).

Without getting into too many details (I’ve spoken about it elsewhere), the level of anger, rage, and betrayal that I feel towards psychiatrists and other medical professionals is quite unreal. I was so young, innocent, and naive when doctors decided to push their bullsh*t drugs on me, and at the time I did not realize such levels of hatred which I feel were even possible. I also didn’t realize such evil existed in our corrupted medical system, which many people blindly accept as being fantastic.

The entire field of psychiatry is inhumane, barbaric, dishonest, and abusive beyond belief. The amount of death, suffering, and pain that these humans have caused (working in tandem with dishonest drug companies) is on a level most people can’t comprehend because it far exceeds the deaths/injuries from many other causes.

One of the worst things about this injustice is that it is never recognized anywhere in the mainstream. All doctors (including psychiatrists) are praised as heroes in white coats, respected, even revered. Most see them in a God-like manner, where they can do no wrong. Thus, when you try to explain that a doctor harmed you / lied to you, nobody will believe you – it’s always the victim who gets blamed.

I know for a fact that my doctor lied to me about the effects and risks of the psych meds I was put on, because I clearly remember the conversation – and every single other patient has said the same exact thing. The American Psychiatric association has been systemically misinforming patients for decades, as an organized mafia selling drugs. Yet nobody believes me when I say that my psychiatrist told me these drugs were safe, non-addictive, didn’t harm the brain, and don’t have any long-lasting effects. Everyone blames ME for taking them, saying it was “my fault” for not knowing, and even gaslighting me for not being warned about the risks.

The amount of abuse and gaslighting I’ve received from psychiatrists and other doctors is downright disgusting. It’s as if they have taken NLP training courses to learn how to manipulate you, and narcissistic abuse / emotional abuser courses to learn how to gaslight you. They are masters at it. Every single one of them without fail has blamed me for the symptoms I developed, instead of their toxic drugs. They defend drugs, not patients. Their egos are larger than life, they cannot listen, admit they are wrong, or realize they have caused you harm. They act in a way that makes you question your own sense of reality, even though you know that they have lied to you and caused you harm.

I still have a hard time comprehending how these people can be such abusive human beings, masquerading as “helpers”. Many of them are likely just clueless idiots, but some of them are psychopaths who only care about money and enjoy being able to control and manipulate others via mind-altering chemicals and a position of authority which gives them a power trip.

I hate these people more than anything, and I feel that many of them deserve a life sentence for the way they’ve harmed so many of us. Unfortunately, the reality is that justice will never be served, but I can only hope that the scandal of modern-day psychiatry will one day be recognized for what it is: disgustingly evil.
Thanks for listening. F*** these lying psychos and I’m sorry for everyone harmed, abused, and gaslit by a psychiatrist/doctor.

Trauma & Psychological Abuse

Some of the ways alienators will abuse and manipulate their children is by making them believe lies that will become foundational to their control.

Here are a few:

Your other parent is dangerous.

Your other parent doesn’t care for you.

Your other parent is unavailable for you.

Your other parent is a bad influence.

Which then leads to the abuser being the “better” choice:

I am the only parent who truly loves you.

I am the only parent who keeps you safe.

I am the only parent who is here for you.

I am the parent who sacrifices everything for you.

And results in the child having feelings of:

Betrayal (towards the alienator) for still desiring their “bad” parent.

Feeling guilty when they talk to or communicate with their “bad” parent.

Only being able to love and interact with their abuser.

Making Light of the Dark

IT WAS WOMEN – “It was not witches who burned.

It was women.

Women who were seen as

Too beautiful

Too outspoken

Had too much water in the well (yes, seriously)

Who had a birthmark

Women who were too skilled with herbal medicine

Too loud

Too quiet

Too much red in her hair

Women who had a strong nature connection

Women who danced

Women who sung

or anything else, really.


Sisters testified and turned on each other when their babies were held under ice.

Children were tortured to confess their experiences with “witches” by being fake executed in ovens.

Women were held under water and if they float, they were guilty and executed.

If they sunk and drowned they were innocent.

Women were thrown off cliffs.

Women were put in deep holes in the ground.

The start of this madness was years of famine, war between religions and lots of fear. The churches said that witches, demons and the devil did exist and women were nothing but trouble. As we see even today, there is often a scapegoat created, and the chaos escalated in Sweden when the Bible became law and everything that did not line up with what the church said became lethal. The Bible fanaticism killed thousands of women.

Everything connected to a women became feared, especially her sexuality. It became labeled as dark and dangerous and was the core of the witch trials through out the world.

Why do I write this?

Because I think the usage of words are important, especially when we are doing the work to pull these murky, repressed and forgotten about stories to the surface. Because knowing our history is important when we are building the new world. When we are doing the healing work of our lineages and as women. To give the women who were slaughtered a voice, to give them redress and a chance of peace.

It was not witches who burned.

It was women.”~

~Fia Forsström

MY STORY: Horror of Family Court, Religion & Burning Witches