Adore this lady and her approach , is direct and born of experience
and facts .
It was noted that our timelines correspond , 11-12 years of marriage
that is not balanced to say the least . We each had 3 children
we each have officially been divorced for 20 years .
Realized long ago I did not have a marriage , only
a mask , a surrogate , normalizer ….
More over , I knew the lack of self love and self worth
as shadow that exploded, with no warning …it only
became more intense , as he worked out of town
unavailability was normal even if in house .
Detached , withdrawn silent
I felt the oppression 3 months
in , but had brothers and a society/religion that is a brotherhood
that allows a feminine to serve , with minimal support ..As a caregiver
from age 14 months , which is part of my character , as I was induced
to have experiences to forge my education .
The non responsive , non responsible deeply traumatized figure , knows
deep shame , rage from cumulative sources , but targets his spouse , thus
children and will never own it …regrets will stated , always the victims
always projecting . Lacking the support, ability , desire , in denial , missing
any and all signs from Divine , that stepping from the shadow , laying
burdens down begins with truth/light …It’s an inner job , and as I witnessed
the regressive , depressive , silence for 20 years , it has intensified with my
departure from a fabricated life of smoke and mirrors ..
Completion has long since occurred , for I am not bound in twinning our sons
as he does, bound to his trauma and secrets and abuses , as too often
occurs … it is so complete that despite attempts to keep the old cycle
are ongoing , often recycling the trauma of past , has no effect .
Only attesting to the closure at hand , in matters of business , which
will clarify the intent for the Abuse continued was and is financial ..
calculating , vengeful and locked in a maze of never ending anger
rage ….I let go of any connection in 2006…over ex.
Get over our sons ? Not happening Nor is the abuse of holding them
in shadow with the poison fed them , in order to win.
However , it is their choice , mine is to step out of a matrix
of brothers and sisters who feel I am unworthy , from
their shadow perspective of self preservation above all
Nope , I was induced into energies that have denied
my place at the table , doing much harm ; I have long
since delved into my shadow , heard extensive versions
of why I didn’t deserve to live ..
Fear , anger ..being bound , silent …death of spirit ..
I have noted that , recycling until finally other
experiences brought me to review …
I did, now weary … Freed to be me ..
Respect for that energy was chipped away, as my consciousness
and fear , inherent in loosing my life , did happen .
Making sure that happened , augmented by a brother MD
I was induced into submission , witnessed by 3 young men
who deserve , as I do , to be liberated from the falsehoods
and brotherhoods that wish to have us bound forever in
trauma .. repeating this in matters of finances , veiling
some pretty deep offenses , will not carry into 2020.
Of course , there is no response but silence , negational
approaches lost , the force that demands clarity will not
be denied …©️
Thy Will Be Done ♐️👁🌏✊
Blessings & Peace 🌈🎁
Doña Luna 🥰
Amy is a young Mom of 5, who is a powerful advocate .
She began a cause ,not to medicate pregnant women
with Psychiatric RX . Amy was awarded her efforts .
For years enduring a false intent that allows ex to
have primary custody , and still coming at her for
Amy is through and brilliant in her efforts .. Educated
to practice law, in Texas , she was traumatized and pregnant
years ago , failing the bar test just as Court loomed and
their 2 sons were awarded to ex… like mine never stops the
abuse , total destruct of Amy …
I’ll share her new Facebook page , towards Mother-Child Rights
also. Perhaps worthy for any parent , as rulings teach us
of court systems …
©️ Doña Luna
Blessings & Peace
Weaponized Children , can and does #eraseFamiles , in the competing
of winner take all, secrets , lies , financial issues and adultery normalized
until now ..
Children deserve much better ..
Narcissists see their children as possessions rather than people, according to a psychologist.
— Read on www.businessinsider.com/narcissists-cannot-love-their-children-2017-7
Heartbreaking outcome for a protective Mom in Colorado this week. It’s good to see the Governor’s office paying attention to this investigation. Prayers up for Jing Tesoriero who fought hard in the courts for 15 months to protect her child from his violent father who repeatedly violated his protective order against the Mom without consequence. Her 10 yo son Ty was just murdered by his father in a vengeful murder suicide that took place less than one day AFTER the family court judge granted custody of Ty to his mother. COME ON people. Why can’t these judges get some f’ing common sense, and yes, some actual training to become “trauma- informed” in their judging.
In what parallel universe is it ever smart to hand a child over for the weekend to a grieving, violent, abusive father who just lost custody of his child? Douglas Co, Colorado Family Court has some serious ‘splaining to do. Our hearts go out to Jing and all who loved Ty. This was a CLEARLY preventable homicide if child safety had been the top priority in the judge’s decision-making. Rest in peace, sweet Ty. Another senseless tragedy, when will it ever cease?
Jing Tesoriero and her attorney had tried for more than a year to alert authorities that her husband was violating court orders over the custody of their son, according to new emails obtained by Denver7 on Thursday.
— Read on http://www.thedenverchannel.com/news/local-news/colorado-mother-tried-for-15-months-to-protect-murdered-son-from-ex-but-nobody-wanted-to-investigate
The insanity of Domestic Abusers
The Government Spends 10 Times More on Foster Care and Adoption Than Reuniting Families
— Read on talkpoverty.org/2019/08/23/government-more-foster-adoption-reuniting/
Many are survivors of abuse, being abused , induced to a state
that appears as mental illness , disappearing in a matrix that
discriminates in most unholy ways ..
The concept of mental illness has no basis in science. The diagnostic manual is a dictionary of symptoms with no underlying principles or processes. The disease categories are fictitious entities created by a small group of “experts,’ not by scientific research.
— Read on drzwig.com/blog/detail/Psychologys_Fake_Science_and_How_to_Fix_It