Each and every relationship , including within ourselves
is being illuminated by Cosmic Love , via protonic light.
Christ Consciousness that is the awakening required , ordained
on high , that I have come to accept .
Old souls , seemingly always living in past , present ,and future
I reviewed life enough to grasp my thwarted attempts to
live in spirit , and the culmination of adversities that forced
my surrender .
The catalyst was a boy , almost 16, who deserves to know I am
his Nona , is not crazy, but was extremely rearranged , for
he and Harper are the 2 of 6 I was allowed time within which
to bond . It was immediate , with each , as we know the old
soul, and unite in great harmony ..
I grasp how my world, rarely allowed others to know
of my deep connection , in their journey of not knowing.
My quest is ongoing , however I have reached a plateau
of spiritually that has allowed me to see the Divinity in each
experience . Given that , and my residence to invite the
adversities inherent in awareness, that have abused me
profoundly in the past.
Coming to a place of acceptance that the closing of a cycle
of separation and abuse , is allowing that what is to be in
my highest good is upon me. For each of us this is so.
While I have had so many examples of others who have
” split” in trauma , that we are healing on some level
unfortunately there are those who won’t awaken..
Accepting this has been life long in its teaching , with
my greatest earth teacher , as he exited , was my Dad .
There was nothing but love between us as we acknowledged
that far before he lost ” contact ” with our world . In our
love was forgiveness an understanding that we were not
ourselves in anger . So his rages , rudeness interspersed
were but reflecting his helplessness at the forces that were
draining him of his life’s chi.
He waffled in his moods , surely influenced by the RX , but
one on one our communications were never deeper
never more profound .
The disruption of his divine exit , of course angered me , as
I was abused by 2 brothers , whose grief was exhibited as
self preservation and power trips , never openly exited .
Heartbreaking but it exampled that of my marriage’s ending .
I had to accept Dad had a blue print of his own, his experience
in his exit was Divinely his own, and I could only do my part.
My eyes and heart were opened and fractured with his exit,
however my awareness of Dad not being able to bear up
as these years unfolded to bring us to this evolutionary leap.
His job done , Dad , James Abner father of light , is shining
his light on me for sure, with Mom popping in , for parts
of my healing and clearing is theirs as well.
Much celebration 🍾 as well as sage , and sobering , realities
of how much determination and resolve is required , that
being in spirit as much as possible , as grandly designed plans
from oh high ( our highest self ) reveal themselves .
Much will try to take me away from spirit , however tested
beyond my measure , has allowed my cellular knowledge
and acceptance of a love that is infinite , that is my home,
my foundation , and nothing deters my walk with spirit .
Woman is here to lead man to spirit
Man is here to make the world safe
That she may do so.
Side by Side
Not In front of
Not behind .
It does seem I have been alone much of my life , physically
and mentally , as I spent so much time in deep disconnect
from harsher realities as a child . Like Mother Earth 🌏
is currently doing , I bobbled …
Spirit is individual, unseen , heard , unseen , the mystery
that Old Souls ” hold” and that doesn’t always present
as such, certainly with a consciousness that’s always in
fear of said Spirit , and wars against acceptance , and
integration , which in marriage , never happened ..
So, I have accepted the mysteries of life , and given
that there are resonances within the messages contained
within the following video .