No greater joy than hearing your grand babies say I Love You

No greater grief , adding to the fractured loss of

sons , as I acknowledged it was part of the ever

present abuse . Our grandchildren are of course his.

Judgement that aligns with this , has been exampled

by the culture of suicide , where in domestic abuse

is accepted , often lost in the corporate greed to

profit , ignoring the true needs of children ,

in a competitive hell on earth .

Transforming this , that children are allowed

to love their erased grandparents , with whom

they were seeds , wisdoms and peace-filled

honoring love exchanges such as I have been

allowed , then not .. Excommunicated, by a judgement

that is dominate , abusive and deadly without

thought to grandchild .

Closer to stepping out of this dynamic

and very grateful 💯

So much gratitude to those babies , toddlers

etc , who teach me healthy love , fully present

who are allowed..it’s healed me beyond measure

to have these exchanges of Divine pure love

uncorrupted.🙏🏼😘👼🏼♥️©️

Blessings & Peace ,

Doña Luna

No greater joy than hearing your grand babies say I Love You
— Read on www.truthfollower.com/2019/04/no-greater-joy-than-hearing-your-grand.html

More Dads Are Fighting for Custody of Their Kids — and Winning | Babble

50/50 is the Best Thing for the child when abuse

is not a factor to the child .

Heath Eckstein and Philippe Morgese share their stories about fighting for custody of their children and how the laws are changing to better support kids.
— Read on www.babble.com/parenting/fathers-who-fight-for-child-custody/

Children 40 times more likely to be sexually or physically abused when single parents find new partners | PhillyVoice

One reason I stayed , frying pan into fire kinda thing

My awareness , had me consider raising 3 kids

on my own . Another man around our sons totally

repelled me , then again there no good examples

in our friends , acquaintances..

Compliancy , praying for his healing, at 6 years in.

Brazenly announcing his trip to Germany for a week

with his addict best friend currently on his 5th

partner ..whom he bragged he cruised the prostitution

area of town , as I spent 2 miserable days at the

beach with his tribes girlfriends at the beach .

I felt asleep on the beach , did not skip , but

was pregnant .

You’re kidding 3 x

Detached for the next 9 months , upon

arrival home , a few days after bringing

baby home, as usual he picked up his

news paper .

I got righteous ! I took the newspaper out

of his hands , ” you have a son , pick him

up, talk to him ” .

He did and I took a few pictures , that

with the lighting , looked like they totally

connected . Basically baby was 2-3, when

he showed interest ..

It was heartbreaking .

Baby #2 brought us joy and family . He was

designated at birth as “brother” .

3rd was lovely bonus , he’s very proud

of his children ..

About 20-25 percent of children of divorce – and later, remarriage – will struggle academically, behaviorally and socially. That’s twice as likely as children of first-marriage families, according to a range of research.

— Read on www.phillyvoice.com/child-abuse-single-parenting-divorce-marriage-new-partners-advice/

8 Signs You Are Suffering From Narcissistic Abuse | Melanie Tonia Evans | Melanie Tonia Evans

The chemical straight jacket of APA , AMA

insured my voice would never be heard as fact

and he could and would divorce his way , retaining

his sons , his abuses , his character , ignoring

the abuses and trauma of 4 , that he be happy .

He masked that , in the stark reality of what

he united with , his twin , on his level

who was and still is consumed by hatred of me.

I am accused of living in the past that is their

ever present mind set ..

I’m so glad for the upcoming release he demands .

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Blessings & Peace ,

Doña Luna

These eight signs are VITAL indicators to determine if you’ve been abused by a narcissist. Learn what they are and what you can do about it.
— Read on blog.melanietoniaevans.com/8-signs-you-are-suffering-from-narcissistic-abuse

Alcohol and Spirituality Why it’s called SPIRIT – video dailymotion

I did not grow up with parents who drank .

On one occasion , parents had an intense exchange

at a dance hall , and in her 🔥 Aries mode Mom

threw her wedding rings out into the grass.

No doubt , drink was involved and she took

siblings and I to hunt for her rings . As I recall

we located them✔️💯

Perhaps lessons were learned , for an occasional

beer , or wine was our normal . Dad called a cab

for Mom’s eldest brother after he brought his

drunkenness to our home .O tolerance .

Both Mom and Dad smoked , and had poor

diets , and lack of restorative sleep and job

related stress . Mom’s fire was smoldered

rarely submerging within our home as

she became compliant and accepted her

responsibility, reading was her escape hatch

as was her trust in God ..evangelical god .

Dad resisted , but had a very strong foundation

as I suspect alcohol was part of his upbringing

as was abuse of his Mom , who was accused

of infidelity , ran off in a rage threatened

with weapons by his Dad for being seen having

a beverage in a public place with a male !

With only what she managed to run for her life

with , off the farm and away from him , she

was supported in court by a son , but was denied

justice for contesting his petition for divorce .

Until near puberty Dad made efforts , and

finally threw in the towel to honor the connection

of which I have no knowledge , or recall.

We ended visits to the farm , the replacement

intent on seizing all and conveying her assets

to her children as GF wasted away , dying

of COPD , emphysema and perhaps spiritual

denial ..I am not aware of any profound

religious connection , nor of attending his

funeral.

His energy was not enjoyable , so I roamed

the farm , and the house , drawn to a bedroom

that housed hats , cloths , shoes , pocketbooks

Jewery , which I honored as mystical playthings

heaped upon the floor .. I was to discover much

later they were Granny’s , and mourned with her

trauma and loss that left an ever present haunting

even in her laughter .. She deserved so much more.

That divorce was final in 53, my 1 st year of life

and brother’s birth year . We both have the

experience of partnerships that abuse , extort

using us to procreate , produce , receive emotional

abuse and blackmail by our children , targets

where in we are responsible for not being

enough . Far from aiding , or healing ..abuses

that have forced our faith beyond measure

our burdens remain via separation and hostilities

while our health suffers , unnoticed in

continued trauma and abuse . I’m not sure

where brother is on his journey , kidney

disease has challenged him , forcing him

to retire prematurely ..Another example

of chemicals in the automotive industry

taking their toll , along with fear/anger/stress

and diet .. Being in his home , was stark

and austere , demanded that all was in

perfect order .. it was depressive as were lacks

in simple social skills that create an awareness

of being welcome or wanted as a guest .

Trauma at the core for each , recreated

and unhealthy for each , however she

has prevailed within her home, work

and health with 70 years, her 2 children

and 3 grandchildren , she holds honor

manipulating with funding , and intensive

time, support and love as she honored her

Mom, having tolerance for her Dad ..

I had no sense that excessive alcohol consumption

was part of the equation, and I’m aware of

a few very harsh martial abuses of his creation

as a survivor of C-PTSD , not acknowledged

continued Domestic Abuse , which is not

exposed , nor healed . Sending him

messages , after words failed of encouragement

that he locate his truth thus light , ending

the disconnect between he and his Divinity.

I am encouraged by positive signs of many

males in my life awakening.. Anger is a huge

component in catalyst, but very dangerous to

the process , and much like any addiction

support often is from internal sensitive,

guidance from spirt and elders as Divine

urges us to get to the heart of the matter .

No one is exempt or undeserving , as the

knowing or unknowing co dependent , survivor

of a soul still searching for his happiness

dependent on continuing to target ,ignoring

unhealthy side effects to 3 souls , we co created

and failed ..

In honor of the adversity, of exiting the matrix

I stand , for families , children , for each

to have foundations of security , and honor .

©️💯

Blessings & Peace ,

Doña Luna

This video is based on an article from Zahrah Sita The words “alembic” and “alcohol”, both metaphors for aqua vitae or “life water” and “spirit”, often refer to a distilled liquid that came from magical explorations in Middle Eastern alchemy. In the words of writer and health enthusiast, Jason Christoff – “In alchemy, alcohol is used to extract the soul essence of an entity. Hence its’ use in extracting essences for essential oils, and the sterilization of medical instruments. By consuming alcohol into the body, it in effect extracts the very essence of the soul, allowing the body to be more susceptible to neighboring entities most of which are of low frequencies (why do you think we call certain alcoholic beverages “SPIRITS?”). That is why people who consume excessive amounts of alcohol often black out, not remembering what happened. This happens when the good soul (we were sent here with) leaves because the living conditions are too polluted and too traumatic to tolerate. The good soul jettisons the body, staying connected to a tether, and a dark entity takes the body for a joy ride around the block, often in a hedonistic and self-serving illogical rampage. Our bodies are cars for spirits. If one leaves, another can take the car for a ride. Essentially when someone goes dark after drinking alcohol or polluting themselves in many other ways, their body often becomes possessed by another entity.” Daily videos on interesting topics like psychology, philosophy, spirituality and much more. Join us and expand your knowledge !
— Read on www.dailymotion.com/video/x630xd6

It’s Not a Child’s Job to Heal Their Wounded Mother

Mother’s are not alone in creating “emotional

partners of children”, Uncle Dad’s ghost wife

as well as children wearing mask that aren’t

revealed to the world . Brothers , Friends

skirting fatherhood , projecting blame always

towards anything that threatens a house of cards

which is seldom acknowledged or healed .

Pushing detachment and disposal of me as part

of a past , demanded total honor of my living

death , without any consideration to the trauma

or damage this dispassionate of character that still

feels justified .,threatened by my every breath

and raging at being exposed , not the offenses

always running .

#RunningOnSpiritualEmpytness💰🏆🤬

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Blessings & Peace ,

Doña Luna

Childhood shouldn’t come with the responsibility of helping your mom cope with her emotional burdens. But for Tyler, it did — all the way into adulthood.
— Read on humanparts.medium.com/its-not-a-child-s-job-to-heal-their-wounded-mother-34d89cd9d24b

Family Court Judges Could Be making Serious Mistakes In Their Judgments | Researching Reform

Family court judges can’t produce judgments immediately after each hearing as they move from case to case with no time in between each sitting to write up their rulings, a court of appeal judge said. The revelation raises serious questions about the accuracy of judgments in the family courts, where judges find themselves writing up…
— Read on researchingreform.net/2019/06/04/family-court-judges-could-be-making-serious-mistakes-in-their-judgments/