I am comfortable with true intimacy , which was highjacked
by porn which does not support my spiritual beliefs .
An intuitive knowledge that was apparent in my physical
world of indiscriminate sex , very early . Patterned by a
half sister , a victim of childhood sexual abuse , I evaded
becoming remotely of that shadow . From aged 6 to 52
that shadow haunted me, as if grieving that so few had
an awareness , then I began to receive affirmations , only
1 in the physical that convinced me that a time out was
Council with many masculine energies , concurs with the
implantation of expectations , of manhood beyond their
knowing .. Sex is one area that has been adulterated with
miss-information, socially shamed as well , and exposed
in school to horrific power plays in peer groups . That
becomes the cult like demand in college fraternity’s ,
that offers infinite support .. For those of affluent homes
connections prohibit growth from life lessons , character
skills , because they are bailed out, time after time.
Traumas of childhood , the horror of becoming adulted
at 13/14 without any true education , the college or a
work place that subjects them to servitude or high elevation
much harm is done ..
The sex sells everything , performance is all , missed
the depth and breath of truth in honesty , and trust
that creates a foundation that allows the blossom
of intimacy .. of being home , of safety , of connection
that would not allow abuse as it would be as if self
Porno is dank shadow fakery to me , it does not jive
with my code .
Masking my essence of this , evoked many harsh lessons
as I missed the connection that I knew exist . Sharing
within , deeply accepting myself , nurturing always
healing through my work , offering my truths in word
is all I can do, or be and it’s enough 🥰👁🌹♥️🎁©️
Blessings & Peace ,
Pornography is moulding and conditioning the sexual behaviours and attitudes of boys, and girls are being left without the resources to deal with these porn-saturated boys.
— Read on www.abc.net.au/religion/growing-up-in-pornland-girls-have-had-it-with-porn-conditioned-b/10097244