A knowing , since childhood that negative emotions
were emotionally wounded triggered into acting
a way that lacked empathy. Ie: they were not being
who they are supposed to be . I did not see or feel
it as choice ..Never the less it had a cumulative effect
that was a landslide upon grasping upon announcing
our 1st , any light left him towards me , as he felt
betrayed . He heard this from his true life partner
who failed to note my light or worth to his 3 sons.
Co-Dependency, was the rat wheel, of trying to
maintain , which was fractured by my chemically
induced nervous breakdown, which totally denied
the Domestic Abuse , the RX induced reaction ,
any and all spiritual connection . Sensitivity of
course is noted .
I felt I deserved emotional support , as well as
a roof over my head .The very bound Connection
with his Mom , was never healed, never communicated
deeply ..closeted to be the monster in his closet that
I became the target for , like the sleeping bears that
our Prez has opened to kill, their union, power and money
influenced their win, with psychiatry and chemical companies
along came his Karmic twin , who was treated to the same
behaviors as I, resulting in illness, extremely unprepared
to battle the committee. Admiralty , extremely successful
in her tenure as a member -leader-mastermind of
said committee , consumed with the income I receive
she inferred as his , thus hers , which would allow
luxuries , such as island home, travel , cars , and
Jealous and cheap and demanding , a Mom of 2
aided and encourage incoming “family” that I
was not to be included , in the either/or
and of course the mother adored that and gave her
the open lead , as did he , while demurring from
open displays of abuse , which are savage one on
I have a great appreciation for the influence of secretive
relationships, false mask, for the money powered favor
that exist on every level , and a culture of suicide and
abuse accepted , believe what they see.. What was real
was the induction of my walking dead “Stepford”
surrogate , who with out my permission or understanding
was targeted for the simple fact of shutting me up
to not be believed in truth.
The abuse allowed by legal professionals, who seemingly
enjoy the kill and holding secrets while destroying families
by targeted rulings , indeed , continuing the Domestic
Co-Dependent ? To be considered that I had information
of any truths , or could make informed , intelligent
choices as a mental patient . That I was treated fairly ,
impacting my income by allowing his total control
of my finances , along side his mom whom he represents
now financially .
Co-Dependent ? Expecting a partner , whom would have
my back , as I would have his , became their ever lasting
desire to compete , and win .
Destroying a family by targeting 1 is evil accepted and
normal in the matrix I feel I have exited .
Interdependence, has way more appeal
and part of my mission .
There are far too many who have far too
much ego , which revealed is inclusive of
abuse .. some mask.
Its revelation time folks …
I’m more than ready to put the past 20
to dust , as a way of telling the #Me2WifeMomChildrenErased
for who stands in solidarity for family unity .
Blessings & Peace
Codependency and Your Reaction Style? – Esteemology
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