I only glanced at this offering, one of many as trauma
healing and experts abound ..
I have learned in council that folks take advice that’s
distorted and very scary , leaning to hopelessness.
I made it a mission to wake and heal with little idea
of the fall out .
I just knew how much damage had been done to serve
those who devalued me , even to 3 sons , no regard to
their emotional wellbeing , creating much more to
my efforts to explain , which he could not or would not
understand , becoming the victim and victor .
Secrets , lies , safe ,. Traumas ignored , healing ignored
facts ignored , only more of the same …holding to what
feeds the manipulator
Be very careful when buying into anything until careful
It is well know that trauma distorts the brain in shape
etc ..abuse \trauma as well..
I personally walked back a lot , for years accessing
memories and asking for help from family after waking
from 13 years of induced mental illness. I had lots of
time for this as years rolled by and and all was forgiven
and excused , psychiatric drugs adversely effected other
family members and children, but denial continued .
I had much memory come back , and over the years of
emesshment in someone else’s trauma,/ drama and
opinion , being targeted for daring to speak truth , to be
spiritual, to be responsible for everything and everybody
and be targeted for failing to serve the family , as I’ve
been told cost me rights with 2 innocent grandchildren .
This family code was forced , I was lulled , I fell in line to
a point and have found myself accused of all manner of
attrosities . Lots of details I cannot share at this time .
I have asked questions , studied , been counciled, isolate
from folks in huge increments of time to learn all I could
and I totally understand the dynamics of traumatic
memory etc , and denial of such has side effects . I made
many errors , in addiction to psychiatric drugs but I
might be a street addict for the judgements made and
carried out and judged for lack of awareness or other
The results cost children of healthy parents by legal
lethal addictions and stressors of being somebody are
erasing families .
Blessings & Peace