Of 27 Deadliest Mass Shooters, 26 of Them Were Fatherless | RealClearPolitics

Indisputable evidence as is the Psychiatric RX influence .

Of 27 Deadliest Mass Shooters, 26 of Them Were Fatherless | RealClearPolitics
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No greater joy than hearing your grand babies say I Love You

No greater grief , adding to the fractured loss of

sons , as I acknowledged it was part of the ever

present abuse . Our grandchildren are of course his.

Judgement that aligns with this , has been exampled

by the culture of suicide , where in domestic abuse

is accepted , often lost in the corporate greed to

profit , ignoring the true needs of children ,

in a competitive hell on earth .

Transforming this , that children are allowed

to love their erased grandparents , with whom

they were seeds , wisdoms and peace-filled

honoring love exchanges such as I have been

allowed , then not .. Excommunicated, by a judgement

that is dominate , abusive and deadly without

thought to grandchild .

Closer to stepping out of this dynamic

and very grateful 💯

So much gratitude to those babies , toddlers

etc , who teach me healthy love , fully present

who are allowed..it’s healed me beyond measure

to have these exchanges of Divine pure love

uncorrupted.🙏🏼😘👼🏼♥️©️

Blessings & Peace ,

Doña Luna

No greater joy than hearing your grand babies say I Love You
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Alcohol and Spirituality Why it’s called SPIRIT – video dailymotion

I did not grow up with parents who drank .

On one occasion , parents had an intense exchange

at a dance hall , and in her 🔥 Aries mode Mom

threw her wedding rings out into the grass.

No doubt , drink was involved and she took

siblings and I to hunt for her rings . As I recall

we located them✔️💯

Perhaps lessons were learned , for an occasional

beer , or wine was our normal . Dad called a cab

for Mom’s eldest brother after he brought his

drunkenness to our home .O tolerance .

Both Mom and Dad smoked , and had poor

diets , and lack of restorative sleep and job

related stress . Mom’s fire was smoldered

rarely submerging within our home as

she became compliant and accepted her

responsibility, reading was her escape hatch

as was her trust in God ..evangelical god .

Dad resisted , but had a very strong foundation

as I suspect alcohol was part of his upbringing

as was abuse of his Mom , who was accused

of infidelity , ran off in a rage threatened

with weapons by his Dad for being seen having

a beverage in a public place with a male !

With only what she managed to run for her life

with , off the farm and away from him , she

was supported in court by a son , but was denied

justice for contesting his petition for divorce .

Until near puberty Dad made efforts , and

finally threw in the towel to honor the connection

of which I have no knowledge , or recall.

We ended visits to the farm , the replacement

intent on seizing all and conveying her assets

to her children as GF wasted away , dying

of COPD , emphysema and perhaps spiritual

denial ..I am not aware of any profound

religious connection , nor of attending his

funeral.

His energy was not enjoyable , so I roamed

the farm , and the house , drawn to a bedroom

that housed hats , cloths , shoes , pocketbooks

Jewery , which I honored as mystical playthings

heaped upon the floor .. I was to discover much

later they were Granny’s , and mourned with her

trauma and loss that left an ever present haunting

even in her laughter .. She deserved so much more.

That divorce was final in 53, my 1 st year of life

and brother’s birth year . We both have the

experience of partnerships that abuse , extort

using us to procreate , produce , receive emotional

abuse and blackmail by our children , targets

where in we are responsible for not being

enough . Far from aiding , or healing ..abuses

that have forced our faith beyond measure

our burdens remain via separation and hostilities

while our health suffers , unnoticed in

continued trauma and abuse . I’m not sure

where brother is on his journey , kidney

disease has challenged him , forcing him

to retire prematurely ..Another example

of chemicals in the automotive industry

taking their toll , along with fear/anger/stress

and diet .. Being in his home , was stark

and austere , demanded that all was in

perfect order .. it was depressive as were lacks

in simple social skills that create an awareness

of being welcome or wanted as a guest .

Trauma at the core for each , recreated

and unhealthy for each , however she

has prevailed within her home, work

and health with 70 years, her 2 children

and 3 grandchildren , she holds honor

manipulating with funding , and intensive

time, support and love as she honored her

Mom, having tolerance for her Dad ..

I had no sense that excessive alcohol consumption

was part of the equation, and I’m aware of

a few very harsh martial abuses of his creation

as a survivor of C-PTSD , not acknowledged

continued Domestic Abuse , which is not

exposed , nor healed . Sending him

messages , after words failed of encouragement

that he locate his truth thus light , ending

the disconnect between he and his Divinity.

I am encouraged by positive signs of many

males in my life awakening.. Anger is a huge

component in catalyst, but very dangerous to

the process , and much like any addiction

support often is from internal sensitive,

guidance from spirt and elders as Divine

urges us to get to the heart of the matter .

No one is exempt or undeserving , as the

knowing or unknowing co dependent , survivor

of a soul still searching for his happiness

dependent on continuing to target ,ignoring

unhealthy side effects to 3 souls , we co created

and failed ..

In honor of the adversity, of exiting the matrix

I stand , for families , children , for each

to have foundations of security , and honor .

©️💯

Blessings & Peace ,

Doña Luna

This video is based on an article from Zahrah Sita The words “alembic” and “alcohol”, both metaphors for aqua vitae or “life water” and “spirit”, often refer to a distilled liquid that came from magical explorations in Middle Eastern alchemy. In the words of writer and health enthusiast, Jason Christoff – “In alchemy, alcohol is used to extract the soul essence of an entity. Hence its’ use in extracting essences for essential oils, and the sterilization of medical instruments. By consuming alcohol into the body, it in effect extracts the very essence of the soul, allowing the body to be more susceptible to neighboring entities most of which are of low frequencies (why do you think we call certain alcoholic beverages “SPIRITS?”). That is why people who consume excessive amounts of alcohol often black out, not remembering what happened. This happens when the good soul (we were sent here with) leaves because the living conditions are too polluted and too traumatic to tolerate. The good soul jettisons the body, staying connected to a tether, and a dark entity takes the body for a joy ride around the block, often in a hedonistic and self-serving illogical rampage. Our bodies are cars for spirits. If one leaves, another can take the car for a ride. Essentially when someone goes dark after drinking alcohol or polluting themselves in many other ways, their body often becomes possessed by another entity.” Daily videos on interesting topics like psychology, philosophy, spirituality and much more. Join us and expand your knowledge !
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Fetal Alcohol Syndrome: Causes, Symptoms & Diagnosis

I suspect that this is misdiagnosed , and symptoms attributed

to other , diagnosed falsely , RXed , and problematic for life.

I have heard stores of rage from 2 year olds , that indicates

an addiction in Mom, or Dad , or both , denied in accessing

an issue like rage that results …mood swings .. it’s dicey

knowing what’s a stage, a reaction to something deeper .

None of our 3 were subject to act or react so , but I have

no idea what may have transpired with time with Dad

which I kept to a minimum, his parents , accepting the power

of adults , and the pointed inflections that I wasn’t good

enough as a wife, homemaker, a drain unworthy Mom .

Piercing eyes with each movement , especially if eating ,

comments with dismissive demands , watching and listen

as SIL , were talked to as if the dearest of hearts . Always

supportive and gooey with her partner-son ..Still ..

Surrogates are allowed , attachment in truth & love

are not .. Temporary & Mercenary .

©️

Blessings & Peace ,

Doña Luna

He was of drink , I think it did effect our children .

I was undereducated of the whole of alcohol

addiction , secret groups , sex addiction ..

Truths were often , exposed by it being

the experience of a friend or employee.

Discrimination was over rode by need

addiction …

When a pregnant woman drinks alcohol, some of it passes to the fetus. Alcohol can prevent enough nutrition and oxygen from getting to the fetus’s vital organs. Fetal alcohol syndrome can result. We’ll explain the symptoms of fetal alcohol syndrome, treatment options, and long-term outlook.
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Narcissist & Money – Controlling Children & Grandchildren

Spouses uber vulnerable, as a “mental patient”

I was disabled .. from evaluating my legal council

with clarity .

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A new helpline for male victims of domestic abuse has been launched today

Having my doubts of this being the best thing

as shelters are seldom as healthy , as I envision

anymore than the jail like Psychiatric ward

I was incarcerated in …

When I spoke to the Dad , guiding him to get his

13 daughter out , and wrote Senator Deeds , I

spoke of the lifelessness and lack of color

and hope , in like with a jail cell.

Years later as my abuser lied in court , and I

was jailed , did I experience the trauma

and surreal shame of being unjustly incarcerated

as well as discriminated by 2 female officers of

color . Cell mate across the way , believed she

knifed her old man, as a repeat offender , would

do hard time .

Alcohol and RX ..

I ran the statistic , I had read , of prisons and

jails being full of mentally ill.

I was trying , learning the hard way that addiction

to prescribed medications was no easy habit to

break.. Behavior modification , layer after layer

of peeling off what was not mine, healing

what was , as best I could ..accepting and

surrendering that which I carry as grief

Omni Present ..

Men deserve to be protected, heard , have justice

and healing , as do women.. it’s a freaking battle

field that allows me great comfort to not

participate in .

Celibacy has become in style with youth consciousness

as well. Intimacy and honor , romance will make

resurgence as well as poetry , in our New

Earth .. Writers of great works, art , music

Oh Happy Days ..,

Divine Masculine , I walk beside you in Faith

and Light and Love , brighten your path always .

©️

😘 Blessings & Love

Doña Luna

Domestic abuse can be physical, emotional or financial.
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