Evoked so much love ❤️ by her audience .. No better high 👁🥰🎁
This beautiful song of a father’s love for child
as Mom and Dad split . It’s reality of deep shadow
and great love .
I found my CD of this Poo based album, in my car
and knew immediately how much I needed to
hear it , intensively therapy alone ..And I did
a deep cry , soul level but no longer the depleting
arm throbbing experiences as revelations rapid
fired upon waking …
A morning that spoke to me of connection of
my abuses , so causally dismissed in house
were possibly deeper abuses to our sons .
No boundaries , means no boundaries and
I have no reason to believe that our sons were
subject to whatever he wanted , especially when
I wasn’t there …
This does show up in the psychology side effects
of children forced to loyalty to 1 parent , ignored
until recently .
A collection of secrets , opening for the gift of
awakening to Christ Consciousness within , is
free will , choice . I do not know his connection
for he never does deep in spirit , ever ..
Shadow has me doubt the authentic fact of his
family lineage …
It shows in each baby, mine and each grandchild
but why hold that secret ?
Like memberships , clubs , secrets ?
Sleeping with the Enemy , with Julia Roberts
depicts this relationship, fortunately she was
able to get out early , intact …
Civility , will be normalized , for I have much to
reveal of such progress , in the clearing of this
erasure of family , of ignorance , control
of a child … conscious parenting , seeing
hearing , protecting the guide , and the God
Mother connection , the union of Men who
are allowed to nurture , as testament to their
Balanced consciousness , denied in their
nature as loving compassionate creatures with
deep and worthy emotions . Hear them ..
If this consciousness is lacking it’s their revelation
and could be even more toxic .
I’m clear as to my harvest , and the effects that
will ripple , but at the end of the day , it’s over .
The past that creeps in every day , is there in each
of us , and I’m choosing the liberation of owning
my stuff , allowing influences and inducements
that created motherless children .
One voice , 1 experience shared , concluding
factually can aide 1 more , and that is enough ..
Stuck In The Middle With You –
The energy of the past few days has been strange
with realities , that create a need for , a demand for
solitude ..One that I am beginning to consider my
life time commitment to.😎
I certainly understand people being people , and
into their own stuff .. I have enjoyed some nature
time with a few friends , who rarely initiate , and
I have chosen to not participate , any longer .
With a 40 plus cycle ending , that included many
jokers , clowns and masked people who may as
well be aliens for the advantage and abuses
against me , our children and grandchildren .
Today , I feel on my own , certainly guided by Divine
and note it’s always been so, and I accept it shall ever be.
I have known higher love, and have allowed higher love
to heal me .. Almost since my heart accepted Jesus , and
I sang , this little light , a force began to test that my light .
Today , I know it , I own it , without force , but great joy
and acceptance , that in removing all from me , Spirit
still remained and guided my recovery . I learned through
much heartache and heart break, lessons so freakish , so
out there , so inhumane …while hardly anyone else noted
or mumbled dismissal of blatant abuses , that seemed destined
to continue with each breath of the one whose focus is my
physical death ..
That I , survived cruelties that were allowed as an example
of my worth, my value to 3 souls .. times 6 now to appease
an elder of funds thus power , and her child who brutally
abused and used me as leverage with each other , a surrogate
for male heirs , an appearance of normalcy to the outside
The shame and blame were omnipresent , as if a religion
projections of not being good enough that was perfection
by the time psychiatry gifted them , my induced Bipolar
which signaled a get out of marriage , family , as free
as possible ..
Bodies do talk and mine screamed , internally , for not
one word , was heard , nor mattered once I became
a legalized Big Pharma addict .. Malleable that an end
should be as former wished , indeed taking 5 years to
enact an exit .
Little of it was lost on me, only the Devil and his Details
a new beginning for happiness , and no concerns or
worry or love lost as he promised friendship , that never
actually was a reality .
That reality and happy faded very quickly but an investment
had been made , and barely a shadow of her former self , she
left …Kudos .. However , I never blamed her totally , as she too
was casually used to produce abuses , which included my
not being allowed in any space she might be , especially
where our sons were concerned . Her image was of wife
and mother of our sons , whom she screamed at me found
me fat, lazy, crazy and wanted nothing to do with me .
Trauma that existed , was enhanced living a life of detachment
that was and always be self absorbed , lacking consciousness
or love .. Embarking yet again , for a cup that is never full .
The Monkey and his circus are endangered .. our sons as are
many are awakening to the facts , which indeed can be pain-filled.
We are made for these times ..
I released the eternal partiers , the non reciprocal friends , the hug-less
the bound , restricted take no prisoner projectionist , who have
nada to offer me , as I did the earth family , that remained after
the vulgar display of family values …as I long ago rejected
that I was unfit , but lacking in blind support of an immorality
in a marriage that has been spun in shadow so dank , and dark
an exhumation is demanded , a requirement for stepping out
of the nightmare of abuses , with desire to continue until my
last breath .
Tonight I sit alone , I will sleep alone , but I feel no lack only
comfort that I am not stuck in the middle of anything .
My place is not in the middle .
I am ever grateful to the Karmic ladies , those whose
goal, game effort are to possess the man I favor
for they take on the whole of that dark matter
and rarely last .. Former was done way before she
became ill, but held on. His causal , fun , rover life
style didn’t change , he had a home that deceived
irregular , non normal people and activities.
His secret clubs , still secret .. A double life , always
With dire results , an ending is justified ; closure
and all the masked , all the deceits , all the abuses
are Karmic boomerangs…
I am lucky to have noted long ago , when I went
against Divine , Karmic lessons followed often
so heart and head co joined , I am patient
as thy will be done , surrendered to all that
is , all that will be . Love , and Heaven on Earth
are here .. Seeing that in another , his witness
of mine … Meeting delicious new soul connections
as residence reveals change is not an option
for others …🙏🏼
Our train, our bags , our faith is not in
others but of our selves .
Non Delusional Pisces ♓️
The month of July brought gifts I have
held close as signs of positive forward
June brought a huge lesson , of which
while successful, culminated in my body
reacting unfavorably . Restoration has
demanded balanced quiet time , contact
with few , as I am rewarded each and every
time I do go out favorably , if not lovingly
and it’s food for my soul, right now it is
Angelic 6 year girls have just stopped me
separately , as if knowing me, complimented
me and I them , in an exchange I would have
with Harper if she were allowed .. it fills my
heart ❤️ deeply .
July , gifted me 2 “clients” , who received my
council , requiring intense short term support as
they powered through , receiving gifts on high
grateful , blessed to be liberated from high
conflict , 24/7 and quickly transforming to
a place of surrender, peace , self respect ,
and faith .. slaying dragons … I am so proud
of each, proud of myself for following my path ,
my way, due to non support , forced me to seek
alternatives … So many years , have taught me how
to get right to it , or accept what’s apparent , as refining
it , took time …it’s exhausting , and unnecessary to
healing in light of what I am aware of .. So the successful
new beginnings for beloved’s so deserving , were gifts 🎁
in light of shadow , setbacks that are transforming .
So restoration of my physical is priority , as I open my
life deeply as fishes do, knowing I will submerge quickly ,
to the dank, dark shadow , and will quickly emerge to
to light 💡
The natural acceptance of my ” therapy ” certainly validated
my methods , but I realize I will be aware of individual need
and adjust as much as possible . My way included many
things that soothe , and support me , tangible and spiritual.
Of course I am receiving , from client as well , and as I
intended no charge .. As long as I can, barter works locally .
One was a referral , which was so dang cool …
Affirmation to keep moving forward …with discernment
and faith ❤️😘🌈💯
Walking into a store a week ago, a man I have
communicated with before , visualizes out of
no where , and says “I could smell you aisles
away “! I replied it that a good thing ? He
said yes …
Now it’s not uncommon , for a female to stop
me and remark on my essential oil perfume
that I blend for myself and plan to sell . A beloved
friend who retails is test driving it , after telling
me for months how she loves it as well.
Men , seldom do, and 1 gal rudely points out
her allergy to 1 of the oils .. excuse me .
As we talked , asking about family etc , at the
store , he suggested lunch at an upscale
restaurant, saying he did not smoke , drink
etc … So kind , so simple , so sweet , I said of
course I would , and I will.
Life is unfolding deliciously , shadows are much less
rest is required , balance is restored , and it’s
raining light and love ❤️.
Blessings & Peace ,
Doña Luna 😘
I certainly have benefited from music , especially ” coming to”.
Music has proven time and again to be an important component of human culture and is now being seen as music therapy in many medical environments.
— Read on didgeproject.com/therapeutics/doctors-now-prescribing-music-for-heart-ailments-brain-dysfunction-learning-disabilities-depression-ptsd-alzheimers-and-more/
My most favorite Prince song , hot sexy , and so authentic .
I reserve this , song to play as my personal mantra
due to the men in my life , who abuse my vulnerable
side emotionally, seldom kiss , or demonstrate anything
that would tend to allow my surrender … Shaky ground
has been resolved on my end , relationships are sacred
and intimacy is the ultimate ..
Courage , caregiving , response and being responsible
speaking from my heart , can be , and often is a catalyst
that aides or deflects , and it’s not unusual that my support
is given another , a 3rd party benefits , from my teachings .
I have tired of these Karmic lessons , and don’t plan to
accept or deny the indications that bubble up , early on,
for any reason ..
Reviewing my own personal experiences, has brought added
awakenings , and deeper understanding of myself .
I don’t dance in the dark of shadow , I dance in the dark
safe from that which has not allowed me the safety of
dancing , releasing essences of myself , I have never ever
shared with another , certainly not a Beloved .
Life has left us all with wounds to heal , the whole of Chiron
as Beloved self has taken this journey , alone physically
has the look of depression , repression , lack , rage etc
I savor my space , in which I do allow myself to be what
I feel at anytime I feel it .
Kiss , is one of my sexy expressions .. and Prince who integrated
his sexuality beautifully staged , bonuses his music .
I’m gonna replay ,and dance , like no one is watching .
Laughing my wicked laugh , knowing without a doubt
spirit guides are enjoying this as much as witnessing
my uninhibited child self dancing with door jams
or refrigerator doors ..
Imagination , Choosing to see my cup half full has
served me well as the
get out of Hell gift 🎁, that keeps
on giving 😎✔️🌈👁🎁
Not everyone is gonna get me, or accept me
and I hang tight , riding the wave with
those who do✊🏽🎓☮️❤️💰♋️🌺🦀
Blurred lines , are like mask in a hall of
mirrors , a mirage , a desert..
Been dying of thirst , journey led
me to plenty ..
Water abounds ..
Home, Kissing 😘😎 and feeling such Love ❤️
and gratitude .
Prince ; Shall See and hear ya again , sooner
than later 👁🔥✊🏽😇
Bang The Drum Slowly