Shania with Allison & Union Station – Youโ€™re Still the One ~ From this Moment

Evoked so much love โค๏ธ by her audience .. No better high ๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿฅฐ๐ŸŽ

Truth , Kenny Loggins

This beautiful song of a father’s love for child

as Mom and Dad split . It’s reality of deep shadow

and great love .

I found my CD of this Poo based album, in my car

and knew immediately how much I needed to

hear it , intensively therapy alone ..And I did

a deep cry , soul level but no longer the depleting

arm throbbing experiences as revelations rapid

fired upon waking …

A morning that spoke to me of connection of

my abuses , so causally dismissed in house

were possibly deeper abuses to our sons .

No boundaries , means no boundaries and

I have no reason to believe that our sons were

subject to whatever he wanted , especially when

I wasn’t there …

This does show up in the psychology side effects

of children forced to loyalty to 1 parent , ignored

until recently .

A collection of secrets , opening for the gift of

awakening to Christ Consciousness within , is

free will , choice . I do not know his connection

for he never does deep in spirit , ever ..

Shadow has me doubt the authentic fact of his

family lineage …

It shows in each baby, mine and each grandchild

but why hold that secret ?

Like memberships , clubs , secrets ?

Sleeping with the Enemy , with Julia Roberts

depicts this relationship, fortunately she was

able to get out early , intact …

Civility , will be normalized , for I have much to

reveal of such progress , in the clearing of this

erasure of family , of ignorance , control

of a child … conscious parenting , seeing

hearing , protecting the guide , and the God

Mother connection , the union of Men who

are allowed to nurture , as testament to their

Balanced consciousness , denied in their

nature as loving compassionate creatures with

deep and worthy emotions . Hear them ..

If this consciousness is lacking it’s their revelation

and could be even more toxic .

I’m clear as to my harvest , and the effects that

will ripple , but at the end of the day , it’s over .

The past that creeps in every day , is there in each

of us , and I’m choosing the liberation of owning

my stuff , allowing influences and inducements

that created motherless children .

One voice , 1 experience shared , concluding

factually can aide 1 more , and that is enough ..



Stuck ?! : No More. No more Middles ๐Ÿ‘โ˜ฎ๏ธ๐ŸŒˆ๐Ÿ”ฅ

Stuck In The Middle With You –

The energy of the past few days has been strange

with realities , that create a need for , a demand for

solitude ..One that I am beginning to consider my

life time commitment to.๐Ÿ˜Ž

I certainly understand people being people , and

into their own stuff .. I have enjoyed some nature

time with a few friends , who rarely initiate , and

I have chosen to not participate , any longer .

With a 40 plus cycle ending , that included many

jokers , clowns and masked people who may as

well be aliens for the advantage and abuses

against me , our children and grandchildren .

Today , I feel on my own , certainly guided by Divine

and note it’s always been so, and I accept it shall ever be.

I have known higher love, and have allowed higher love

to heal me .. Almost since my heart accepted Jesus , and

I sang , this little light , a force began to test that my light .

Today , I know it , I own it , without force , but great joy

and acceptance , that in removing all from me , Spirit

still remained and guided my recovery . I learned through

much heartache and heart break, lessons so freakish , so

out there , so inhumane …while hardly anyone else noted

or mumbled dismissal of blatant abuses , that seemed destined

to continue with each breath of the one whose focus is my

physical death ..

That I , survived cruelties that were allowed as an example

of my worth, my value to 3 souls .. times 6 now to appease

an elder of funds thus power , and her child who brutally

abused and used me as leverage with each other , a surrogate

for male heirs , an appearance of normalcy to the outside

world .

The shame and blame were omnipresent , as if a religion

projections of not being good enough that was perfection

by the time psychiatry gifted them , my induced Bipolar

which signaled a get out of marriage , family , as free

as possible ..

Bodies do talk and mine screamed , internally , for not

one word , was heard , nor mattered once I became

a legalized Big Pharma addict .. Malleable that an end

should be as former wished , indeed taking 5 years to

enact an exit .

Little of it was lost on me, only the Devil and his Details

a new beginning for happiness , and no concerns or

worry or love lost as he promised friendship , that never

actually was a reality .

That reality and happy faded very quickly but an investment

had been made , and barely a shadow of her former self , she

left …Kudos .. However , I never blamed her totally , as she too

was casually used to produce abuses , which included my

not being allowed in any space she might be , especially

where our sons were concerned . Her image was of wife

and mother of our sons , whom she screamed at me found

me fat, lazy, crazy and wanted nothing to do with me .

Trauma that existed , was enhanced living a life of detachment

that was and always be self absorbed , lacking consciousness

or love .. Embarking yet again , for a cup that is never full .

The Monkey and his circus are endangered .. our sons as are

many are awakening to the facts , which indeed can be pain-filled.

We are made for these times ..

I released the eternal partiers , the non reciprocal friends , the hug-less

the bound , restricted take no prisoner projectionist , who have

nada to offer me , as I did the earth family , that remained after

the vulgar display of family values …as I long ago rejected

that I was unfit , but lacking in blind support of an immorality

in a marriage that has been spun in shadow so dank , and dark

an exhumation is demanded , a requirement for stepping out

of the nightmare of abuses , with desire to continue until my

last breath .

Tonight I sit alone , I will sleep alone , but I feel no lack only

comfort that I am not stuck in the middle of anything .

My place is not in the middle .

I am ever grateful to the Karmic ladies , those whose

goal, game effort are to possess the man I favor

for they take on the whole of that dark matter

and rarely last .. Former was done way before she

became ill, but held on. His causal , fun , rover life

style didn’t change , he had a home that deceived

irregular , non normal people and activities.

His secret clubs , still secret .. A double life , always

With dire results , an ending is justified ; closure

and all the masked , all the deceits , all the abuses

are Karmic boomerangs…

I am lucky to have noted long ago , when I went

against Divine , Karmic lessons followed often

so heart and head co joined , I am patient

as thy will be done , surrendered to all that

is , all that will be . Love , and Heaven on Earth

are here .. Seeing that in another , his witness

of mine … Meeting delicious new soul connections

as residence reveals change is not an option

for others …๐Ÿ™๐Ÿผ

Our train, our bags , our faith is not in

others but of our selves .

Non Delusional Pisces โ™“๏ธ


The month of July brought gifts I have

held close as signs of positive forward

movement .

June brought a huge lesson , of which

while successful, culminated in my body

reacting unfavorably . Restoration has

demanded balanced quiet time , contact

with few , as I am rewarded each and every

time I do go out favorably , if not lovingly

and it’s food for my soul, right now it is

enough .

Angelic 6 year girls have just stopped me

separately , as if knowing me, complimented

me and I them , in an exchange I would have

with Harper if she were allowed .. it fills my

heart โค๏ธ deeply .

July , gifted me 2 “clients” , who received my

council , requiring intense short term support as

they powered through , receiving gifts on high

grateful , blessed to be liberated from high

conflict , 24/7 and quickly transforming to

a place of surrender, peace , self respect ,

and faith .. slaying dragons … I am so proud

of each, proud of myself for following my path ,

my way, due to non support , forced me to seek

alternatives … So many years , have taught me how

to get right to it , or accept what’s apparent , as refining

it , took time …it’s exhausting , and unnecessary to

healing in light of what I am aware of .. So the successful

new beginnings for beloved’s so deserving , were gifts ๐ŸŽ

in light of shadow , setbacks that are transforming .

So restoration of my physical is priority , as I open my

life deeply as fishes do, knowing I will submerge quickly ,

to the dank, dark shadow , and will quickly emerge to

to light ๐Ÿ’ก

The natural acceptance of my ” therapy ” certainly validated

my methods , but I realize I will be aware of individual need

and adjust as much as possible . My way included many

things that soothe , and support me , tangible and spiritual.

Of course I am receiving , from client as well , and as I

intended no charge .. As long as I can, barter works locally .

One was a referral , which was so dang cool …

Affirmation to keep moving forward …with discernment

and faith โค๏ธ๐Ÿ˜˜๐ŸŒˆ๐Ÿ’ฏ

Walking into a store a week ago, a man I have

communicated with before , visualizes out of

no where , and says “I could smell you aisles

away “! I replied it that a good thing ? He

said yes …

Now it’s not uncommon , for a female to stop

me and remark on my essential oil perfume

that I blend for myself and plan to sell . A beloved

friend who retails is test driving it , after telling

me for months how she loves it as well.

Men , seldom do, and 1 gal rudely points out

her allergy to 1 of the oils .. excuse me .

As we talked , asking about family etc , at the

store , he suggested lunch at an upscale

restaurant, saying he did not smoke , drink

etc … So kind , so simple , so sweet , I said of

course I would , and I will.

Life is unfolding deliciously , shadows are much less

rest is required , balance is restored , and it’s

raining light and love โค๏ธ.

Blessings & Peace ,

Doรฑa Luna ๐Ÿ˜˜

Doctors Now Prescribing Music Therapy for Heart Ailments, Brain Dysfunction, Learning Disabilities, Depression, PTSD, Alzheimers, Childhood Development and More – Didge Project

I certainly have benefited from music , especially ” coming to”.

Music has proven time and again to be an important component of human culture and is now being seen as music therapy in many medical environments.
โ€” Read on

Prince , Kiss

My most favorite Prince song , hot sexy , and so authentic .

I reserve this , song to play as my personal mantra

due to the men in my life , who abuse my vulnerable

side emotionally, seldom kiss , or demonstrate anything

that would tend to allow my surrender … Shaky ground

has been resolved on my end , relationships are sacred

and intimacy is the ultimate ..

Courage , caregiving , response and being responsible

speaking from my heart , can be , and often is a catalyst

that aides or deflects , and it’s not unusual that my support

is given another , a 3rd party benefits , from my teachings .

I have tired of these Karmic lessons , and don’t plan to

accept or deny the indications that bubble up , early on,

for any reason ..

Reviewing my own personal experiences, has brought added

awakenings , and deeper understanding of myself .

I don’t dance in the dark of shadow , I dance in the dark

safe from that which has not allowed me the safety of

dancing , releasing essences of myself , I have never ever

shared with another , certainly not a Beloved .

Life has left us all with wounds to heal , the whole of Chiron

as Beloved self has taken this journey , alone physically

has the look of depression , repression , lack , rage etc

I savor my space , in which I do allow myself to be what

I feel at anytime I feel it .

Kiss , is one of my sexy expressions .. and Prince who integrated

his sexuality beautifully staged , bonuses his music .

I’m gonna replay ,and dance , like no one is watching .

Laughing my wicked laugh , knowing without a doubt

spirit guides are enjoying this as much as witnessing

my uninhibited child self dancing with door jams

or refrigerator doors ..

Imagination , Choosing to see my cup half full has

served me well as the

get out of Hell gift ๐ŸŽ, that keeps

on giving ๐Ÿ˜Žโœ”๏ธ๐ŸŒˆ๐Ÿ‘๐ŸŽ

Not everyone is gonna get me, or accept me

and I hang tight , riding the wave with

those who doโœŠ๐Ÿฝ๐ŸŽ“โ˜ฎ๏ธโค๏ธ๐Ÿ’ฐโ™‹๏ธ๐ŸŒบ๐Ÿฆ€

Blurred lines , are like mask in a hall of

mirrors , a mirage , a desert..

Been dying of thirst , journey led

me to plenty ..

Water abounds ..

Home, Kissing ๐Ÿ˜˜๐Ÿ˜Ž and feeling such Love โค๏ธ

and gratitude .

Prince ; Shall See and hear ya again , sooner

than later ๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿ”ฅโœŠ๐Ÿฝ๐Ÿ˜‡