Chris Stapleton has my attention ! He’s way chill 🎁
As a target of weaponized silence I am aware when anyone uses this against me .
As such I’m aware of the distortion within the heart mind and soul of such an individual whose actions do not keep pace with their words . Or these words are omitted thus a feeling of correctness for not having truth within and challenged resort to covert acts .
Years have passed since I felt the loss of a marriage that did not serve higher ground .
Coming to I knew that pills , drink , sex etc we’re not the antidote for the pain of what this marriage did to our sons .
Secrets are still unraveling but long ago when I mourned and ruminated , I can more objectively experience life ; many remedies and healing modalities await the ardent seeker .
So memories dim as does pain that I know will never fully abate , but will never be manipulated to abuse me or our children .
Circle has closed never to be unbroken again .
I’d adore anyone out there who could translate this song that speaks to my soul !
Heart ❤️ is doing ok these days ; still adore Allison’s gift 🎁
Simply living with knowledge of enough .
Ending drama and trauma from all sources .
December has been challenging in childhood and at the official end of marriage .
A very extreme test occurred this past December and no plans to repeat any part of it