My Grandmother’s Desperate Choice | The New Yorker

This should not be allowed to continue to

be a political issue brought up for torment

blaming and shaming , by less that conscious

faith based folks who do not take into account

all the factors in making a choice that is individual.

As a form of gender preference , or a mode of

birth control , should be monitored , perhaps .

All in all autonomy of one’s body , instead of

judgments by uninformed , uneducated ,

oppositional power hungry leaders , steeped

in rhetoric and moving backwards in an effort

to control .

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Blessings & Peace

Doña Luna

Kate Daloz writes about her grandmother’s death, which occurred after she attempted to self-induce an abortion during the Second World War.
— Read on www.newyorker.com/culture/personal-history/my-grandmothers-desperate-choice

Coming Out – SuperPowers Of Empathy

Today I rejoice in total acceptance, of all that

got me here .. Ancestors whom were perceived

as this or that, labeled forever negatively

as well as some living had/mask their sensitivities .

My current research has graced me , beyond

measure , in a true liberation that has resulted

in so much love ❤️ and liberation I am weak

with it .. Truths convey so much lightness

of being and where I must dwell.

While I am mindful of others energies , I

have amassed armor that shields me , or I

can transmute quickly , in large part due to

final exams, that signify that graduation has

allowed me mastership, and anyone who

is threatened by me , is not .. I decide how

much energy I wish to put in any situation

and in doing so have reduced repeated drains

as I live as quietly and peaceful as possible .

‘Tis only a facet of being multi-dimensional

a result of so many experiences good/bad

and all between , of many life’s .

Our conditioning, and social denial of

our essential self , has failed as we witness the

evolutionary leap forward , and the knowledge

and acceptance of our many gifts , will be

exposed .

The insanity of repression , thus depression

is the shadow being revealed that much can

be transmuted , rejected , and eliminated .

Exits will increase of those who can move on

and those whose nature is shadow , denial

greed , abuse , etc .. our Leap forward threatens

their status quo , steeped in failure to own

their power to heal their own wounds …

I honor both , I honor I have made all efforts

possible in many cases , and I release and forgive

myself if I erred, in ignorance, and I release

my responsibility , in honor of the individual

choice of one’s destiny .

©️😘🧳💯🎁🌹❤️

Blessings & Peace ,

Doña Luna

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Ancient ayahuasca found in 1,000-year-old shamanic pouch

OMG , How cool is this ?

The ritual container, made of three fox snouts, contains the earliest known evidence of ayahuasca preparation.
— Read on www.nationalgeographic.com/culture/2019/05/ancient-hallucinogens-oldest-ayahuasca-found-shaman-pouch/

A releasing of what I was not knowing . 2006 Language of Babies

I personally had no idea of these facts , and heard each

sound , and knew it.. Did I then ?

I fought hard , and long to be there for our children .

The effort to just get along was thick with discrimination

like a 1940s , black and white . Nothing about me

had merit , I was a poor house keeper , did not bring

in revenue , but spent , a bookkeepers , accountant mentality

who did not participate in her drama.

I had her property, her creation , and so it was each

son was an asset to carry the family name.

That our sons where experiencing a targeted Mom

did affect them, as judgements , detachment were

normal in the contacts for networking .

So nurture was a sitter, school and tons of

activity and I was so not that.

Shunned doesn’t quite describe my experience

and perhaps I exposed myself , as rejecting it.

However , the professionals were educating

on detached parenting, as in allowing crying

for 15 minutes .

So , yea, I released a lot of regrets for not knowing

and allowing anything or anyone to guide me,

that wisdoms of ancients are best , when in

receiver ship of one’s highest self .

The adverse child experiences thus , come from

not knowing ?

We transcend that by knowing . I released my wounds

to the Universe , so many times and so many ways

I am weak , physically which is normal , in

a world in transition to the natural order

where babies have been coming in with ancient

wisdoms , that need no verbalization.. We are learning

that language, for those who have been induced in

varied mental states , by chemicals , made by

humans who profit on induction , rather that prevention

and cures that in harmony with our individual needs ,

survivors, of all that is dear, children , home, finances

the negative , catastrophic ripple is absorbed in all

of society that accepts this as normal..

As simple as hearing your new born, grasping what

harm is being done , on a soul level, but pushed

by a profession who did not know , or choose

not to know .

A huge question was answered , one I have researched

without success which I will discuss , in depth

ASAP.

This is a delicious Divine gift , my Moon 🌝 is in Taurus

and Mother gave me a huge gift 🎁.

WOW , a great day to receive , and release

as rain lightly sprays my windows like tears from

heaven. 🙏🏼👼🏼👼🏼👼🏼🙏🏼♥️♥️♥️🥰💡

Blessings & Peace ,

Doña Luna

Universal Sounds Babies Make, 2006

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The song I was listening to on Pandora

Inner Journey – A path of Compassion

-Karunch couldn’t be found .

This is a sample of her Satam Kaur

https://youtu.be/5MrmmONT3bM

Sons of Narcissistic Father’s

Jealous is what I believe drove him to rape

6 days after the birth of child.

Marking his territory ; witnessing a profound

love and attachment .

Having to be told , to pick up his child.

None of this was normal..9 months of

his seething , feeling betrayed ..taking

no joy, only obligation in becoming a Dad

Acknowledging this in recent years , how

much he loves that word , in his mind clears

all of what’s discussed in this video.

Apologies , owing responsibility , healing

are not going to happen; nothing moves him

and that scared me silent ..

I have never ever witness anyone so void , so

self destructive, so holding his trauma .

A feminine version of this showed up for one

last lesson, in his alter masculine/feminine

recently and it was extremely enlightening

to grasp the inner views …

Adult children , witnessed addiction, co-dependency

alcoholic and co -dependence , ignored PTSD in

a highly superior , educated , successful maternal

for whom money is everything . No communication

about these major life efforts ,to her sons , with

holding ..friends instead , walking a fine line

having no support in lieu of a repeated lesson

of exactly the same amount of time.

Hearing this renewal on steroids ,after 6 years

where I would suddenly be blasted with negativity

that was so low energy , I gave er a go.

My reward was the takeaway , Understanding

the detailed thinking , planning , timing in

order to carry out plans , in exiting a current

situation ..Draining , yes .. the dynamics brought

my very essence up for a review by a toxic trauma

laden person , stuck, fear-filled , negative and

projecting .

Hours of phone , getting in a time warp

that I found disgusting , the afternoon came

and it ended .

Trusting in change , for her blueprint , is

close , I took myself out of the equation.

I have been on the receiving end of this

hysteria , shame and blame projected

you’re it, because I say so, from folks

who have no idea of the harm to self

and others . I was that person , medicated

floundering in what I sense ( time has ✅)

how my body, the whole of me responded

in core wounds that were not all mine,

but empathically felt..Add that to generations

of abuse in DNA ..I forgave myself, surrendered

all, and live a quiet peace-love-joy, balanced

life ..

Jealousy for this, not understand the personal

power advantage of being in this place , fears

of the harsh lessons inherit in non supported

states of change , like death .

Reviewing this, intensified this attack on me,

I get that..

I have great empathy and support , and know

what is desired in heart and head and soul

will win out , over who will take care of me.

I was forced to nurture myself .. ongoing , yes

and sacred ..

No one has permission to speak to me , in such

a manner, read my blogs . Bother to hear me

over your own inner voice, speak up at the time

of the infraction I might have made or trigger .

Puking those toxins out , spewing me as a target

give me a pretty good idea , of where your coming

from , but silencing ..and I cannot afford to be

anywhere in that space with anyone .

Ever again

Saying so much about inner thinking , I did

not mourn the failure , or lay in hope

of a reunification .

It is what it is..

I aim higher , shake it off and move forward .

Stirred , Shaken, but moving on..

Resolved to step out of the matrix that allows

one sniff of behaviors to be present ,

20 plus years is quite enough , 42, excessive

but so understood now , in all it’s tentacles

given the tools to rise above .

Gratitude to be on my way..

Sun is Shining , Birds are singing

as I step in to fresh food market day , 1st this

year , intent of bliss , seeing old friends

listening to music , a simple , drama

and abuse free heaven on earth..

©️

Blessings & Peace ,

Doña Luna

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Oh Mary Magdalene

On Mary Magdalene in Honor of Easter ~

“While {Mary Magdalene} has often been sentimentalized or sexualized, there has not until recently been the slightest threat of her being divinized, and her intact humanness is her saving grace.

Now that a new generation of bible scholarship has corrected the glaring inaccuracy of her earlier portrayal as prostitute and is steadily laying the groundwork by which we will sooner or later be able to fully reclaim her role as Jesus’s spiritual partner and lineage bearer, what presents itself to us is an accessible and entirely believable portrait of “one who got there”.

Applying the teachings that Jesus showed her, she did her inner work and emerged through the eye of the needle into singleness {wholeness or union with the Divine}. If Jesus shows us what the completed human being looks like in male form, she models it for us in its female version; together they become the Christosophia, the androgynous archetype of human wholeness.

And because her human heart and lover’s passion are so central to this transformation, she teaches us that we need not be afraid of these things in our own spiritual striving; the path to the fullness of being lies *through* human intimacy, not away from it. She binds the icon of the human heart to the angel of Holy Sophia.”

Cynthia Bourgeault

Art | Mary Magdalene by Dante Gabriel Rossetti

Change , via knowledge

I prayed for Change, so I changed my mind.
 I prayed for Guidance and learned to trust myself.
 I prayed for Happiness and realized I am not my ego.
 I prayed for Peace and learned to accept others unconditionally….
 I prayed for Abundance and realized my doubt kept it out.
 I prayed for Wealth and realized it is my health.
 I prayed for a Miracle and realized I AM the Miracle.
 I prayed for a Soul mate and realized I am the One.
 I prayed for LOVE and realized it’s always knocking, but I have to allow it in…
 ~Jackson Kiddard