My intent to write more than repost has been
challenged in what I regonise as spiritual war-
far that has delayed me in my journey .
My awareness and faith allows me to continue
despite the very low energy of eviction as a
retaliation , the seizure of my bank account
which has been horrid in and of itself , yet
another rental that followed 5 months of
having to spend my income on correction of
that seizure , shelter that varied from great to
a 30 stay at a 1 room cabin with no running
water and a low to the ground vehicle who
broke struts .
But I was learning what it’s like to be * middle
class * female and of some age that is invisible
to society ..I did have help with my legal and
filed a lawsuit against the evictors who watched
me struggle to load my small car observed by
a carload of lord’s and ladies of the rentals , 2
children under 8 watching my trauma . Drama
fueled distortions created 4 officers who were
observing and ready to act as 1 lord changed
the locks , my friend was typing up my law
suit , and after searching and holding my things
after my exit , a decision was made to ” allow”
me 24 hours to get my office and living space
cleared .
As a survivor of Intimate Partner Violence , and
3 retaliation efforts legally , using the same
lawyer by lord’s and ladies and not being
respected nor heard in judgement that honors
the distorted accounting that’s intended to
distroy my credibility and shut me up.
Lord’s and Ladies on a recommended list now
extend leases that include a clause stating
they cannot be sued .
My lawsuit was dropped , angling for * without
prejusdist ” by opposing council to whit I did not
agree , but decisions were made from the get go
pushing my case through as I was ravaged by
conditions adverse to my physical health , 3
years of witnessing and experiencing folks
who live in a distortion of acting as if they are
capabiblle , but are not and withhold repairs
etc to force a negative situation . Ignoring my
request for civility , deep soul reasons why force
is not a good 8dea . Suggesting a spot must be
gleemed in a snatch of yard , ignoring my
depleted health , the petty behaviors clarified
much in the crisis of COVID on July 28th I
was legally evicted , my home and office open
to anyone in a group of 6 that showed
retatortoty abuse that was traumatic as ex
husband was exactly the same in his distorted
behaviors . He too decided what I would have
giving no thought to my health , my induced
mental illness served him in winning all.
My dear friend who tried to help , was “off”
yet hard to discern and upon an accident was
found to have a brain tumor the size of a
grapefruit. Her story is her’s , in amazing near
death , and she has healed , making major life
changes . With her permission I will blog her
accounting of her experience .
I was offered a dream , which came late
November which was. a 2 bedroom with a
great view and assurances of my safety
promises of repairs and of course dropping in
without notice.
Lease withheld after I wàs in, promise to sell
to me and the distortions began to accumulate .
Again I was warned not to talk to a certain
individual .
As I moved out in late July the anniversary of
my eviction in my head , a chain of events
led a force with blood pressure off the chart
forcing medical treatment which includes
anti psychotics. The truth that there was never
going to be a sale of house in that distortion.
Keeping these life long distortions in a bond
with a partner who allowed abuses has finally
exposed the mental illness and liberated a few
folks .
I am safe , having moved across town
Spring of 2022 I plan to build on 3 private
acres .
Very positive things have resulted , which I will
share as soon as possible.
The past is being addressed , is healing
Blessings &Peace
Dona Luna