Tag: foundations-home

Losses : Reverb of Retaliatory Landlord Eviction

Bags of cloths , I’m ready to release . There was no energy nor time to do so at eviction time .

July 28th 2020.

Almost 1 week ago , Austin and I met an earth angel , who has stored what I kept ❤ for free; and what we could load in my 98 4Runner made it to my temporary place .

Sadly I lost lots of expensive naturals, foods etc .

It’s a challenge in this time of transition to be relocating .

Legally unable to discuss what is currently, my reality , suffice it to say , shadow keeps nipping at my toes , but spirit says ” I got your back ” .

I have not been able to post as much as I want .

Internet was shut down December 14th . Certainly a challenge to work from a cell phone ,lol.

Combined with my daily duties and my need for restoration of my health are priorities.

My beloved tribe is being created , and it’s delicious to be able to participate reciprocaly.

Authenic, is so much easier and so I feel a peace as closure on many generational and ancestral clearings has been confirmed .

As the formation and creation of my next phase evolves, the trials and tribulations have had significant impact and my reactions have been realistic .

With Complex Post Traumatic Stress Disorder , I did not have a melt down. Knowing shadow as I do , my awareness , I was somewhat prepared for the break down that leads to the breakthrough , and fortunately I know better that to allow negative influences ,degrade my personal energy . I am not shocked by the persistent lack of change and growth in others , even loved ones , as I understand the fall out of resisting surrender to a power higher than one’s self .

Ego is a passenger, never the driver; yet every day we see EGO in actions that do much harm.

I’m in a good place , even though things are so unsure, prices of building materials is dropping , the buying frenzy is slowing down.

I have faith , that my earth home awaits, and my garden will grow ,and my peace will be enriched .

Peace ✌☮🕊& Blessings

Dona Luna

Corp Landlords Benifiting

Corporate landlord Blackstone reported its highest net income on record last year— $5.9 billion—after hiding behind inflation to raise rent on hardworking families.

We need to loosen private equity’s grip on the housing market.

https://qz.com/2118625/corporate-landlords-are-benefiting-from-inflation/

MCC shares sacred New Year Wisdoms

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I’ve always been conflicted about resolutions at New Year’s, because I believe that we ought to be able to start over any day of the year. All we have to do is wake up on any given morning and say “right then, here we go”. But the turning of the year holds a lot of symbolism, and has its own powerful tilt, and it’s a good thing to harness —so here are a few thoughts to share this night.

Instead of resolving to improve something in the future, or leave behind something in the past, I want to pay more attention to the present. Here, where I am. The things that give me purpose and meaning, identity and joy are all here with me, now. Not yesterday and not tomorrow.
Here, now. They are just waiting to be noticed.

So are the small things: the smell of rain, the anticipation of a new book, the look in Angus’ eyes. These are gifts-And a gift of the pandemic is that it has allowed me to truly observe all 4 seasons here at the farm. It has been strange to realize that until I stopped traveling, I had never seen how utterly glorious that maple tree turns in the yard in October. Or how green the fields are in late June. And the slant of light on a fall twilight.
Or how the birdsong in spring in the early morning is a musical overture. I know how lucky I am to have these…I want to see more, listen more closely. These small things are my peace & inspiration and help me to be more fully myself in the world.

When it’s time to bid 2021 farewell, I hope that you too can tally the small things that are the lights of your days, the rhythms that you set your inner clock to, the quiet that we can invite into our noisy heads.

Every time that I crack open a fresh, new journal of blank pages I write the same thing on the first page, as a mantra: keep it simple.
And I should probably add Ms Dickinson’s wisdom as well, given that I already borrowed it for a song called New Year’s Day: I Dwell in Possibility…whispering that life is about creativity, expression, hope.

“In dreams or in our waking
It’s just enough to say
Love and grace and endless flowers
Be ours on New Year’s Day”

See you next year 💐
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Update

My intent to write more than repost has been

challenged in what I regonise as spiritual war-

far that has delayed me in my journey .

My awareness and faith allows me to continue

despite the very low energy of eviction as a

retaliation , the seizure of my bank account

which has been horrid in and of itself , yet

another rental that followed 5 months of

having to spend my income on correction of

that seizure , shelter that varied from great to

a 30 stay at a 1 room cabin with no running

water and a low to the ground vehicle who

broke struts .

But I was learning what it’s like to be * middle

class * female and of some age that is invisible

to society ..I did have help with my legal and

filed a lawsuit against the evictors who watched

me struggle to load my small car observed by

a carload of lord’s and ladies of the rentals , 2

children under 8 watching my trauma . Drama

fueled distortions created 4 officers who were

observing and ready to act as 1 lord changed

the locks , my friend was typing up my law

suit , and after searching and holding my things

after my exit , a decision was made to ” allow”

me 24 hours to get my office and living space

cleared .

As a survivor of Intimate Partner Violence , and

3 retaliation efforts legally , using the same

lawyer by lord’s and ladies and not being

respected nor heard in judgement that honors

the distorted accounting that’s intended to

distroy my credibility and shut me up.

Lord’s and Ladies on a recommended list now

extend leases that include a clause stating

they cannot be sued .

My lawsuit was dropped , angling for * without

prejusdist ” by opposing council to whit I did not

agree , but decisions were made from the get go

pushing my case through as I was ravaged by

conditions adverse to my physical health , 3

years of witnessing and experiencing folks

who live in a distortion of acting as if they are

capabiblle , but are not and withhold repairs

etc to force a negative situation . Ignoring my

request for civility , deep soul reasons why force

is not a good 8dea . Suggesting a spot must be

gleemed in a snatch of yard , ignoring my

depleted health , the petty behaviors clarified

much in the crisis of COVID on July 28th I

was legally evicted , my home and office open

to anyone in a group of 6 that showed

retatortoty abuse that was traumatic as ex

husband was exactly the same in his distorted

behaviors . He too decided what I would have

giving no thought to my health , my induced

mental illness served him in winning all.

My dear friend who tried to help , was “off”

yet hard to discern and upon an accident was

found to have a brain tumor the size of a

grapefruit. Her story is her’s , in amazing near

death , and she has healed , making major life

changes . With her permission I will blog her

accounting of her experience .

I was offered a dream , which came late

November which was. a 2 bedroom with a

great view and assurances of my safety

promises of repairs and of course dropping in

without notice.

Lease withheld after I wàs in, promise to sell

to me and the distortions began to accumulate .

Again I was warned not to talk to a certain

individual .

As I moved out in late July the anniversary of

my eviction in my head , a chain of events

led a force with blood pressure off the chart

forcing medical treatment which includes

anti psychotics. The truth that there was never

going to be a sale of house in that distortion.

Keeping these life long distortions in a bond

with a partner who allowed abuses has finally

exposed the mental illness and liberated a few

folks .

I am safe , having moved across town

Spring of 2022 I plan to build on 3 private

acres .

Very positive things have resulted , which I will

share as soon as possible.

The past is being addressed , is healing

Blessings &Peace

Dona Luna

Watch “Emergency Landlord Preparedness: Prepare Like a Pilot” on YouTube

Far from what has been my experience which will be clarified as partner has handled our property and rental experience has been similar in total abstinence of facts and reality .

My personal experiences have exposed the holes that deserve attention that benifit the 28 million in the flow of this energy .

I was told to go to my bedroom to accept workers in on a bogus leak that Thankfully I refused until I had a friend show up as witness and certainly triggered at the absolute force behind what I have to do negating any responsibility at all .

Not happening .

I Don’t Drink !

Eastern healing notes the Yin or Feminine energy of the pancreas ; where in imbalances of emotions cause distortions .

Fear driven energy has harsh karmic lessons in these abuses .

Being targeted has major impact though I take all precautions possible getting zapped spiritually is debilitating when intentional and with out merit or consciousness .

Intentions to get to Dr this week ..Quick trip as sister offered to get me there for treatment .

😇Blessings & Peace 🙏✌

Dona Luna 🐸😘❤

https://www.verywellhealth.com/acute-or-chronic-pancreatitis-symptoms-and-treatments-3520426

Rent Housing Assistance Petition

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When Bullies Exceed Universal Boundaries

As a survivor who co owns property that was becoming extremely run down in mutual property as well as leased that’s Mom’s which is essentially his , perhaps also illegally .

The extent of financial abuse is yet unclear .

I did protest and he told me to shut up during 6 consecutive phone calls after I left lawyer #3 in disgust upon the suggestion that I sell my property to stop the abuse .

Legal Fees and Medical were made my responsibility in his version of truths ..

I was chemically straight jacketed by a ” brother” MD who cut away from his brilliant wife after her help in his foundation and birthing his 4 children who were pictured across his wall like the trophies they are .

Brothers

I have endured this component and it’s weaponry as I healed and studied and experience and it’s much easier to discern .

I am keeping my promise to myself to know and do better but rejecting Christ Consciousness and growth which is compassionate and communicative and supportive rather than neglecting, negative or ignored behavior is glaringly apparent and begs highlighting to end this extremely low energy .

Character assination .

Masking abuses , openly shaming and creating drama in a get you at all cost is clearly reality .

This energy is being cleared Thankfully and I hope to be a warning that creates a better flow in foundations , without the negatives winning due to a tradition that has never had the light in far too much shadow .

Resistance clarifies what I found the legal system has begun to wake to in conscious lawyers ..

Landlords do domestically abuse as I well know from a marriage contract with my Landlord as he continues to avoid the truths that come through experiences that teach adversity . Trauma shows up in anger and rage and get even ; death to me to end the conflict or accusing me of being a crazy maker..

I’m not the judge nor jury but I am concluding the harsh lessons of not having a force outside myself rule my life so adversely .

My work has been delayed but not stopped and with increased involvement locally that is of higher energy and respectful and loving , I plant seeds and listen to your shadows and I throw as much light on that as I can .

Then it’s you !! Create your life , lighter .

When the student is ready the teacher shows up and vice versa.

So Blessed , which conflicts many I conclude the effects of wars on others which can and does bedevil them and spewing rather that taking ownership delays and compounds the Negative which does feel like hell.

Keep going

Don’t Look back .

Heaven on Earth is here .shadow is not pleased .

Trying to reason or avert or council or pray have not received favor so I surrender to what is .

I am counting on not going into further decline with a pancreatic attack which I have managed to do these last few days .

I am not seeking medical help until after ..Perhaps a week for the office will be closed the last week of July .

Have to have the strength to move and not invite congestive heart failure to the mix . I will prevail.

I have friends and clients and in between due with babies or Moms who need council and survivors that would benefit as I hear in my groups and this site builds , I am very thankful to be able to respond on many levels and I am held in higher consideration that does not test me but leaves me feeling the Divines hand on my back .

So I shall rise tomorrow , on my own..And ask for time to present ..

For US. I stand for this is far too common .

3 weeks ago I received text from the Mom of 4 sons aged 3 and under who lived below .

I was in council with her husband who responded as deeply as he could ; feeling totally over whelmed .

I saw improvement but was unaware of how he shared my council with his wife .

Her text was an affirmation of success in creating a foundation that had given her the space to reunite with spirit and she was very gracious in her Thanks and requested more guidance .🙏🎆😇🐸❤

I also received a call from out of state from a friend of 15 years who left her abuser .

And I discovered those who evoke harm or ill or disadvantage another have had challenges to nudge them as I did .

They do get easier and gratitude for all that is or will ever be replaces grief for each mistake or transgression authentic or masked or manufactured ; lighten your load.

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Blessings & Peace

Dona Luna