I adore this song , it’s very descriptive of my life experience and I adore turning people on to new things…
So I enjoyed this man’s experience .
I shared this song , these words as a message of love too many years ago.
I screamed these words in a padded room , after electrodes had raised the ” mania” that resulted from the chemicals in my brain 🧠 Totally rearranged by trauma , not mental illness , abuse , not mental illness, chemicals that induced behaviors of trauma ..DSM has that down as a mental illness .A very Corporate choice , so many prescription drugs , so many billable codes .
Destroying the social structure of society …
It’s ending .
I claimed and climbed my mountain ..I remain true to my core goals and ideals though I’m learning new things , less shadow is involved and quickly dispersed.
My challenges of home and heart will be resolved .
I reached the summit, I am home . I am grateful 🙏 🥲 for all that got me here but miniscule trauma nor drama will be allowed .
I trust each individual to reach their summit as they wake to love and end the cycles of shadow challenges .
“The black sheep are the artists, visionaries and healers of our culture, because they are the ones willing to call into question those places which feel stale, obsolete, or without integrity. The black sheep stirs up the good kind of trouble. Her very life is a confrontation with all that has been assumed as tradition. Her being different serves to bring the family or group to consciousness where it has been living too long in the dark. As the idiom implies, she is the wayward one in the flock. Her life’s destiny is to stand apart. But paradoxically, it’s only when she honors that apartness that she finally fits in. The world needs your rebellion and the true song of your exile. In what has been banned from your life, you find a medicine to heal all that has been kept from our world. We must find the place within where things have been muted and give that a voice. Until those things are spoken, no truth can find its way forward. The world needs your unbelonging. It needs your disagreements, your exclusion, your ache to tear the false constructions down, to find the world behind this one.” ~Toko-pa Turner “The Prophetess” • 2017/2020