My instincts were dismissed, observing much of
whats discussed within, much to the detriment
of 3 sons .
My instincts were dismissed, observing much of
whats discussed within, much to the detriment
of 3 sons .
Source: Matt KahnTo round out today’s day of poetry, I’m sharing one I wrote years’ ago as my open letter to the spiritual ego. Both the one I faced in myself and in others. Its incredible how relevant it is in today’s current landscape. May we all learn to lead with love. Connecting instead of correcting. Please enjoy:
Oh Sweet Soul Oh sweet soul, who’s learned so muchYour triggers ignited through the words you clutchRehearsals are done, your performance is setTo overemphasize what you’re meant to forgetHow much you’ve survived, you’ve come so farBut correcting others is not who you areYou’re desperate to feed a world with no bowlPlease open your eyes – oh sweet soul Oh sweet soul, who can’t see pastEach aha moment that cannot lastYou’re not in charge of what needs to be knownBut here to inspire throughout actions shownInsight was gathered, you’ve become well-equippedTo notice new patterns, while control still grippedYou’ll encounter so many throughout fate’s playAnd fight for the chance to have your sayIs projecting your ideas a part of the goal?Please think again – oh sweet soul Oh sweet soul, why do you suggestYour concepts to those who act as your testYou’ve looked within and found the DivineClarity kindled, but you’re calling it “Mine”And now you debate to correct who you seeNot seeing your shadow – a spiritual “me”It’s not liberation till you’re free of the thoughtThat forces you to speak just to see where you’re caughtYou say ‘all is one’ like a truth no one knewAnd if there’s only one – who are you speaking to?Intentions are so pure, while blinded by a roleCorrecting all your critics – oh sweet soul Oh sweet soul, it’s time to open upAnd bring forth the love that overflows your cupThere’s much to consider and many to embraceBut no one to correct – no matter who you faceI welcome every judgment, regardless how unclearTo see the one I’m facing and know that God is hereSilence makes one humble and humble helps you seeSince there’s only one, we’re free to disagreeI welcome each projection, as if you know my pathYou need it more than I do to validate your wrathYou’re free to misperceive me and have the final wordI thank you for the practice to let your voice be heardWhy hide from your freedom, just let it takes its tollAnd break apart your certainty – oh sweet soul Oh sweet soul, may you come to realizeYou need not affirm what another one deniesIn a world of so much wisdom, there’s no end to what is trueYou’re free to do your dance and watch what captures youRepeating every concept, as if it meant a thingPerformance never-ending for those who pull your stringAnd even as I say this, you’ll turn it back on meAs if the truth is hidden and only you can seeI love the light within you, thank God it can’t preventA chance to love you deeper despite the package sentPoint out every fragment and misperceive the wholeYour innocence respected – oh sweet soul Matt Kahn
The knowing, not knowing began with my awakening
from the density and oppression of induced mental
illness , that much of what this man discusses is reality
for me .
Therefore it is with great pleasure and strengthened
faith that I now have a lovely home in the mountains
as has been my dream , my soul for decades …in this
life . All that’s connected with this house divinity are
bringing Heaven to earth , which is the foundation
peace of a stable home life .. a gated community reduces
drop ins and drive by as the beauty blesses me each day.
Life is not perfection , as the mountains rest , the
stark baren trees , certainly shadow, but do allow the
Sun shine and light abounds which i am grateful for .
I have been here since Dec 1st , and a few days ago I
felt a variance in my body that was improvement .
I am working hard, very slowly unpacking, packing up
things to give away and settling in…The bulk of my
things are not here , and so its been nice having the
time to be slow ..
This is rather therapeutic, and grounding as I do chores
and get my home in alignment.
Letting go , all but business to conclude , I look towards
Spring and growing , as I create my new life, using the
discernment that with my heart and head have held
me through many life lessons , many adverse that I may
know better and do better . With these experiences
research and education , I can aide in the process of
families , in particular the child ..
Blessings & Peace
Before you know what kindness really isyou must lose things,feel the future dissolve in a momentlike salt in a weakened broth.What you held in your hand,what you counted and carefully saved,all this must go so you knowhow desolate the landscape can bebetween the regions of kindness.How you ride and ridethinking the bus will never stop,the passengers eating maize and chickenwill stare out the window forever.
Before you learn the tender gravity of kindness,you must travel where the Indian in a white poncho lies dead by the side of the road.You must see how this could be you,how he too was someonewho journeyed through the night with plans and the simple breath that kept him alive.
Before you know kindness as the deepest thing inside, you must know sorrow as the other deepest thing. You must wake up with sorrow.You must speak to it till your voicecatches the thread of all sorrowsand you see the size of the cloth.
Then it is only kindness that makes sense anymore,only kindness that ties your shoesand sends you out into the day to mail letters and purchase bread,only kindness that raises its headfrom the crowd of the world to sayit is I you have been looking for,and then goes with you every wherelike a shadow or a friend. –
Naomi Shihab Nyefrom The Words Under the Words: Selected Poems
NO one is coming to save you, but it is not because you are unloved. To the contrary: You are so revered, so adored, so magnificent, that to send to you a savior would be to destroy your opportunity to become what you are in truth, to realize yourself fully, in the glory of your divine humanity.
It is true, there are those who need surrogate representatives to protect their interests: the children, the elderly, the sick, the caged, the oppressed, and the mad, and there are not enough heroines to care for them all.
No one is coming to save you because you are the hero, the heroine who has come to free up life here. Yours must come first. There is no other way.
If you were not required to save yourself, you would not know what it takes, your compassion would be shallow, your eyes would be dull and cloudy, your strength would not hold out.
If you refuse to save yourself, you condemn creation to incompletion. Those you might have healed, might have protected, might have represented, might have loved back into wholeness, may not fulfill their own destinies either. For some of these unknown persons, you may have been the last dry match in the the world, and it would be enough to set them ablaze by your example.
You don’t need the white knight. You are the wild horse racing the wind.
You don’t need the holy man. You are already holy.
You don’t need the medicine. You are the medicine.
You don’t need magic. You are a living miracle.
You don’t need acceptance. You are loved and adored beyond measure.
You don’t need courage. You need faith.
There is nothing wrong with you. Be who you are: who you really are underneath all the lies inside you.
You are the return of the promise. The peacekeeper. The grace giver. The redemptive force of Creation here to uplift the broken-hearted.
No one is more qualified than you are to do your holy work.Apply all that secret knowledge. Set it in motion. Give it form in the world, and become the living gift that never empties.
Alison Nappi Author ❤
“I don’t know if I’ve learned anything yet! I did learn how to have a happy home, but I consider myself fortunate in that regard because I could’ve rolled right by it. Everybody has a superficial side and a deep side, but this culture doesn’t place much value on depth — we don’t have shamans or soothsayers, and depth isn’t encouraged or understood. Surrounded by this shallow, glossy society we develop a shallow side, too, and we become attracted to fluff. That’s reflected in the fact that this culture sets up an addiction to romance based on insecurity — the uncertainty of whether or not you’re truly united with the object of your obsession is the rush people get hooked on. I’ve seen this pattern so much in myself and my friends and some people never get off that line.But along with developing my superficial side, I always nurtured a deeper longing, so even when I was falling into the trap of that other kind of love, I was hip to what I was doing. I recently read an article in Esquire magazine called ‘The End of Sex,’ that said something that struck me as very true. It said: “If you want endless repetition, see a lot of different people. If you want infinite variety, stay with one.” What happens when you date is you run all your best moves and tell all your best stories — and in a way, that routine is a method for falling in love with yourself over and over.You can’t do that with a longtime mate because he knows all that old material. With a long relationship, things die then are rekindled, and that shared process of rebirth deepens the love. It’s hard work, though, and a lot of people run at the first sign of trouble. You’re with this person, and suddenly you look like an asshole to them or they look like an asshole to you — it’s unpleasant, but if you can get through it you get closer and you learn a way of loving that’s different from the neurotic love enshrined in movies. It’s warmer and has more padding to it.”Joni Mitchell
Saint Laurent/photoShe knows this truth intimately. Joni has always been and will forever be an extraordinarily remarkable human being. I’ve said many times before she helps me feel very proud to be a member of this human family.
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Stay Healthy! CLEAN UP YOUR TOXIC ATTITUDES AND AVOID TOXIC PLACES! 🤔
Consider the possibility…..
The COVID virus has a vibration of 5.5hz and dies above 25.5hz.For humans with a higher vibration, the virus infection is a minor irritant that will soon go away!The reasons for not having a high vibration could be:FatigueFearNervous tension.RageHate*And so……we have to vibrate high so that the frequency does not lower our immune system.*The frequency of the earth today is 27.4hz. but there are places that vibrate very low like:HospitalsAssistance Centers.JailsUndergroundBarsWalmartIt is where the vibration drops to 20hz or less.For humans with low vibration, the virus becomes dangerous.Pain 0.1 to 2hz.Fear 0.2 to 2.2hz.Irritation 0.9 to 6.8hz.Noise 0.6 to 2.2hz.Pride 0.8 Hz.Superiority 1.9 Hz.A higher vibration, on the other hand, is the outcome of the following behaviour -Generosity 95hzGratitude 150 HzCompassion 150 Hz or more.Love and compassion for all living beings 150 Hz and more.Unconditional and universal love from 205hzSo…Come on …*Vibrate Higher!!!*What helps us vibrate high?Loving, Smiling, Blessing, Thanking, Playing, Painting, Singing, Dancing, Meditating, Yoga, Tai Chi, Walking in the Sun Exercising, Enjoying nature. Eating food that the Earth gives us: seeds, grains, cereals, legumes, fruits and vegetablesDrinking spring water. These will help us vibrate high.*The vibration of prayer alone goes from 120 to 350hz*So sing, laugh, love, meditate, play, give thanks and live! Let’s vibrate high
The original source of this information is from the book Power Vs Force.Based on David R Hawkins’ Doctoral Thesis.#BeyondEarth #beherenowInspired by Annette Wilfordthank you Jason Micheal Maloney!!
❤Shared by: Azurae Windwalker
The New Sacred Masculine Revolution PART I
There are a group of men on this planet who are preparing to explode all previously-held notions of what ‘being a man on Earth’ means.
These men are being contacted by supreme forces of destined evolution for our planet. Most of them have been treading a gently-opening path of growth and change for many years. They are aware that they are ‘different’ at a core level. They are hyper-aware that they do not seem to fit into established or traditional roles, inhabited by their own fathers, and forefathers.In many ways, these men have been standing alone since childhood.
These are men that have always been vibrating at a deep level of higher consciousness, but they have not always been able to see it that way. Early on in this lifetime, they were born with a new directive that began ‘awakening’ them right from the beginning. These men have always been conscious that they were different. They were conscious of being pulled in directions that they did not fully understand, but being only shown one way of living ‘as a man’, continued to mould themselves into roles and relationships that were prescribed for them by culture and society.
These men always wanted to succeed. They always wanted to live up to their potential as potent wands of creative energy. They knew they had engines full of power and intelligence, fuelled up and ready to drive them into a purposeful life in the world. Some of them lived from this source of energy and power with recognisable success, and this was something that they could proudly tell their fathers. For a few moments, they could relax and know that their father approved of them; they were a ‘good boy’, a worthy man. This gave them a few more years of oxygen, a few more years of capability to keep being alive, despite the gnawing ache in their bones, the growing psychic sensitivity to being out in the ‘normal’ world, the inability to move with the herd, and feel satisfied with what all other men seemed to be content with.
Some of these men have never felt a sense of being a success. Some of them were so sensitive, so spiritually-anchored even from birth, that they ‘failed’ to reach the established societal goalposts almost from the beginning. Feeling an almost intangible alienation from everything they saw their friends, brothers, fathers, uncles and even admired role-models doing…some of these men may even have ‘dropped out’ of the net, sabotaged their own inner creative fire, numbed themselves to their spiritual acuity and extreme sensitivity. Obviously, many of the routes to doing this ‘dropping out’ involve what can become addictive behaviours; drugs & alcohol, non-emotionally or spiritually present sex, over-working or refusing to work, hiding and numbing within relationships or marriages that are not growth-inspired.
Most of these men – these actual pioneers of a new chapter in masculine energy evolution – have veered in-between these two extreme states. None of them have ever found what their deepest Soul-knowing would describe as ‘home’.
The New Age has arrived, and with it, some tolerable life-choice options for men like this who do not fit into the old patterns. Being ‘on a spiritual path’ has become a theme that can give some of these men permission to go and ‘just be’; to find themselves and escape the toxicity, the unbearable noise, the cacophony of voices that scream at them daily to achieve, conquer, strengthen, make money and more money no matter what human & natural destruction ensues, to dominate with ruthlessness and no heart, to crush all that lies in the way of owning everything at the expense of everyone.
No wonder they crave escape and a sunshine-covered beach full of the feminine-energy of Nature. Or a cave, where hermit-like, they sit and commune with the Divine: the higher freedoms of their lifelong-depleted spirits. No wonder they run for the hills, maybe even rejecting intimate relationships and sexual interaction, in the name of pursuing God, of pursuing a Real Objective, of pursuing their Hearts.
These men need a time-out from all this pressure to be what they never were in the first place.They need a time-out from their father’s voice in their head.They need to detox, to recover, to re-align.They need to be….alone.And yet in the nothingness, in the aloneness, in the silence, in the playful immersion into nature, in the blissful escape – in whatever form it takes in their lives – these men have come to feel that their existential restlessness – the one they have had since childhood – has not been alleviated.
In fact, it may have even increased in recent months and weeks.There is something that they must do. Something that they must embody, rise up to, explode through, penetrate, seed creative potential to.
It involves their Hearts, they know that much, because their hearts are on fire with….what is it? Is it passion? Is it desire? Is it urgency? Is it Love?
It involves their Spirits, they know that much, because recently there has been such a Call to Spirit, so much synchronicity, so much divine alignment in their lives…it is definitely Spirit moving.Are they capable of taking this risk, this jump?Right into the heart of their beautiful, mighty, pulsating Soul’s Mission?
Their minds do not know what to do. Nothing is being laid out or revealed as concrete evidence. There are no guarantees, and whatever it is that is leading these men is so far away from the landscape of what their father has ever risked his heart or reputation for, that it almost makes these men want to curl up and die. Just stay in the comfort zone forever – even if that comfort zone looks like a New Age paradise.
What these men may, or may not, know – is that the Goddess pantheon is with them, so deeply, so profoundly, so revolutionarily, that they will not have to wonder about the pros and cons of taking a risk on themselves for much longer.
All of these men who will resonate with the energy of these words have been touched by the Hand of the Goddess, and the resurrection of High Feminine consciousness.
Some of these men have been re-initiated into the ancient temples of the divine feminine and ignited into new active sacred purpose.
What the Goddess knows is that there is Work to do, and that these men have been in-filled with new source-codes of direction.The New Directions for these men – those who have a Contract to Return to uphold the Altar of the Sacred Feminine – are directions that involve taking their hearts into new territories. In some ways, they are risking it all, because they now have to stand up and be seen as the true warriors of Love that they Are.
And this means, demonstrating that Love in active purpose, in creative, meaningful, applied ways. It means being in relationships that are not allowing them to avoid the healing power of sacred intimacy – intimacy that requires their depth and their presence.This Sacred Purpose is not about running.It is about Staying.It is about showing up, opening up, growing up and stepping up.
It is about moving into all the voids, all the empty spaces, all the terrifyingly uncharted plains of existence that these men’s fathers, and fathers before them, could not reach into.
It is about finally coming home to the unheard, un-noticed, un-witnessed, even un-loved, parts of themselves – and being admired, appreciated, welcomed and trusted for their spiritual uniqueness.
All of these rare and deeply-needed men are being held by the Great Goddess, and contacted by the Great Gods, and their emissaries.
This is their time.
This is the Time of Total Trust being extended to the Pioneers of the New Masculine Paradigm.
Sophie Bashford ❤
During the time of Patriarchy, the Male Dominance wanted to literally write out all the women out of the history books, out of the all Knowledge and the application thereof, and more than this out of all that was seeming leading humanity, in whatever form.In this they cut out half of themselves, and even to the degree of dishonoring their own mothers and sisters.Now, with the Return of the Divine Feminine, and balance, more and more of the Ancient Knowledge the Divine Feminine holds, is being returned. In fact, the Divine Feminine holds the Cosmic Keys and Codes, as well the Tree of Life (thus the All–Knowing, the All-Seeing, the All-Being).The very Tree of Life was taken away from the planet, because of the severe persecution and suppression of the Feminine Divine.When you look closely and delve into the depths of HIDDEN meaning into the story of Adam and Eve, the latter is given all the blame, for she fell for the trick of the serpent. Nowhere does it tell you the hidden meaning of that serpent (kundalini Energy) and the abuse the Male created with the self-same powers. Indeed he FEARED the Feminine side of this self-same power so much, that he wished to annihilate her. Indeed he blamed her for his own Fall.So, what was what he feared?Now, this is what I have asked myself time and again in my own set of awakening, as lifetime after lifetime memory banks to severe persecution came to the fore.Well, interestingly this has led me on path of discovery, which truly is at the core of all the Divine Knowledge of Co-creation, at its deepest Mysterium.And interestingly – it is the Divine Feminine which holds that Mystery and the Power within herself!When the Male cuts off his own Feminine side, and then persecutes the Feminine in all her forms and expressions, he is divorcing himself at a deep level from the Godhead itself: – thus intense separation, and then his destructive side emerges, more than his co-creative and loving side. He created a deep VOID within himself, which eats him in the end. No matter how hard he tries to fill the void with power play and games, he cannot ever fill that void. He divorced his mind from his heart. Interestingly the mind will create more chaos than equilibrium, until it finally gets balanced out by the Heart. With the balance now returning, the male is now embracing his Feminine side in order to find that inner and deep connection to the Godhead, the Divine once more WITHIN Himself.The Female, now has to embrace her own Masculine and destructive side too – yes, it is there in all which the mind conjures up, when the mind is divorced from the heart. She holds that Heart energy – and she holds the whole of the Feminine Powers within her too. But when she closes off her heart – she is closing off herself from the core of the All-knowing, All-Seeing and All-Being within herself – her own co-creative force.We will only experience the full return of the Tree of Life itself, when the Masculine and Feminine are finally and beautiful balanced and in harmony with each other again.Yet, gradually the ancient knowledge is being returned to those who are open to fully do the inner work, in order to be opened up to the highest degree.The Mysterium only ever reveals her most profound face, to those who are willing to walk that path: – no matter what, and then with utmost truth, integrity and authenticity.