Bags of cloths , I’m ready to release . There was no energy nor time to do so at eviction time .
July 28th 2020.
Almost 1 week ago , Austin and I met an earth angel , who has stored what I kept ❤ for free; and what we could load in my 98 4Runner made it to my temporary place .
Sadly I lost lots of expensive naturals, foods etc .
It’s a challenge in this time of transition to be relocating .
Legally unable to discuss what is currently, my reality , suffice it to say , shadow keeps nipping at my toes , but spirit says ” I got your back ” .
I have not been able to post as much as I want .
Internet was shut down December 14th . Certainly a challenge to work from a cell phone ,lol.
Combined with my daily duties and my need for restoration of my health are priorities.
My beloved tribe is being created , and it’s delicious to be able to participate reciprocaly.
Authenic, is so much easier and so I feel a peace as closure on many generational and ancestral clearings has been confirmed .
As the formation and creation of my next phase evolves, the trials and tribulations have had significant impact and my reactions have been realistic .
With Complex Post Traumatic Stress Disorder , I did not have a melt down. Knowing shadow as I do , my awareness , I was somewhat prepared for the break down that leads to the breakthrough , and fortunately I know better that to allow negative influences ,degrade my personal energy . I am not shocked by the persistent lack of change and growth in others , even loved ones , as I understand the fall out of resisting surrender to a power higher than one’s self .
Ego is a passenger, never the driver; yet every day we see EGO in actions that do much harm.
I’m in a good place , even though things are so unsure, prices of building materials is dropping , the buying frenzy is slowing down.
I have faith , that my earth home awaits, and my garden will grow ,and my peace will be enriched .
Peace ✌☮🕊& Blessings