Losses : Reverb of Retaliatory Landlord Eviction

Bags of cloths , I’m ready to release . There was no energy nor time to do so at eviction time .

July 28th 2020.

Almost 1 week ago , Austin and I met an earth angel , who has stored what I kept ❤ for free; and what we could load in my 98 4Runner made it to my temporary place .

Sadly I lost lots of expensive naturals, foods etc .

It’s a challenge in this time of transition to be relocating .

Legally unable to discuss what is currently, my reality , suffice it to say , shadow keeps nipping at my toes , but spirit says ” I got your back ” .

I have not been able to post as much as I want .

Internet was shut down December 14th . Certainly a challenge to work from a cell phone ,lol.

Combined with my daily duties and my need for restoration of my health are priorities.

My beloved tribe is being created , and it’s delicious to be able to participate reciprocaly.

Authenic, is so much easier and so I feel a peace as closure on many generational and ancestral clearings has been confirmed .

As the formation and creation of my next phase evolves, the trials and tribulations have had significant impact and my reactions have been realistic .

With Complex Post Traumatic Stress Disorder , I did not have a melt down. Knowing shadow as I do , my awareness , I was somewhat prepared for the break down that leads to the breakthrough , and fortunately I know better that to allow negative influences ,degrade my personal energy . I am not shocked by the persistent lack of change and growth in others , even loved ones , as I understand the fall out of resisting surrender to a power higher than one’s self .

Ego is a passenger, never the driver; yet every day we see EGO in actions that do much harm.

I’m in a good place , even though things are so unsure, prices of building materials is dropping , the buying frenzy is slowing down.

I have faith , that my earth home awaits, and my garden will grow ,and my peace will be enriched .

Peace ✌☮🕊& Blessings

Dona Luna

Author: GreatCosmicMothersUnited

I have joined with many parents affected with the surreal , yet accepted issue of child abuse via Pathogenic Parenting / Domestic abuse. As a survivor of Domestic Abuse, denial abounded that 3 sons were not affected. In my desire to be family to those who have found me lacking . As a survivor of psychiatric abuse, therapist who abused also and toxic prescribed medications took me to hell on earth with few moments of heaven. I will share my life, my experiences and my studies and research.. I will talk to small circles and I will council ; as targeted parents , grandparents , aunts , uncles etc. , are denied contact with a child for reasons that serve the abuser ...further abusing the child. I grasp the trauma and I have looked at the lost connection to a higher power.. I grasp when one is accustomed to privilege, equality can feel like discrimination.. Shame and affluence silences a lot of facts , truths that have been labeled "negative". It is about liberation of the soul from projections of a alienator , and abuser ..

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