More consideration to this , in all aspects
of my life , which will be legally addressed
that I am not inflicted with an inability
to be authenticity realistic in fact .. Every
Effort exhausted , as am I , rejuvenating
to greet the finale , Divine has this .
Thy Will Be Done 🙏🏼💯😘
Blessings & Peace ,
The UK is sentencing a minimum of 5 years
for the child abuse that parental Alienation
Child Abuse .
The “side effects ” are the same as sexual
abuse , which what it has felt like to be
as a survivor of child sexual abuse at 5
and Domestic Abuse .
It took Psychiatric Abuse to shut my
mouth , invalidating my as living
dead , unfit Mother , as a divorce and
financial covered it up, until all the proof
Action , is stepping out of abusers matrix
shining the light of truth , having rising
above the shadow, that remains in darkness
and fake facts .
Blessings & Peace ,
There may need to be consequences for a “parentectomy,” but criminalization is not the best route.
— Read on www.psychologytoday.com/gb/blog/inside-the-criminal-mind/201905/should-parental-alienation-be-criminalized
Lots of proof of this, being extremely enjoyable for him
Adores the game defenseless gratifies greatly .
Spouses uber vulnerable, as a “mental patient”
I was disabled .. from evaluating my legal council
with clarity .
My home state ..Virginia
I have no words
She will incarnate and return quickly
never to face such abuses ever again..
A promise I made out loud as I spoke
to Harper under construction ..
Her Mom and I have shared very bonded
exchanges , tears ….then expansive
Richmond police are investigating the death of a toddler at a motel on Midlothian Turnpike last week.
— Read on www.wdbj7.com/content/news/Family-Virginia-toddler-dies-after-reported-sexual-assault-at-motel-509916801.html
Parental Alienation Syndrome (PAS) is the unhealthy coalition between a narcissistic parent and his or her children against the targeted, non-narcissistic, non
— Read on pro.psychcentral.com/recovery-expert/2016/06/children-with-narcissistic-parental-alienation-syndrome/
Jealous is what I believe drove him to rape
6 days after the birth of child.
Marking his territory ; witnessing a profound
love and attachment .
Having to be told , to pick up his child.
None of this was normal..9 months of
his seething , feeling betrayed ..taking
no joy, only obligation in becoming a Dad
Acknowledging this in recent years , how
much he loves that word , in his mind clears
all of what’s discussed in this video.
Apologies , owing responsibility , healing
are not going to happen; nothing moves him
and that scared me silent ..
I have never ever witness anyone so void , so
self destructive, so holding his trauma .
A feminine version of this showed up for one
last lesson, in his alter masculine/feminine
recently and it was extremely enlightening
to grasp the inner views …
Adult children , witnessed addiction, co-dependency
alcoholic and co -dependence , ignored PTSD in
a highly superior , educated , successful maternal
for whom money is everything . No communication
about these major life efforts ,to her sons , with
holding ..friends instead , walking a fine line
having no support in lieu of a repeated lesson
of exactly the same amount of time.
Hearing this renewal on steroids ,after 6 years
where I would suddenly be blasted with negativity
that was so low energy , I gave er a go.
My reward was the takeaway , Understanding
the detailed thinking , planning , timing in
order to carry out plans , in exiting a current
situation ..Draining , yes .. the dynamics brought
my very essence up for a review by a toxic trauma
laden person , stuck, fear-filled , negative and
Hours of phone , getting in a time warp
that I found disgusting , the afternoon came
and it ended .
Trusting in change , for her blueprint , is
close , I took myself out of the equation.
I have been on the receiving end of this
hysteria , shame and blame projected
you’re it, because I say so, from folks
who have no idea of the harm to self
and others . I was that person , medicated
floundering in what I sense ( time has ✅)
how my body, the whole of me responded
in core wounds that were not all mine,
but empathically felt..Add that to generations
of abuse in DNA ..I forgave myself, surrendered
all, and live a quiet peace-love-joy, balanced
Jealousy for this, not understand the personal
power advantage of being in this place , fears
of the harsh lessons inherit in non supported
states of change , like death .
Reviewing this, intensified this attack on me,
I get that..
I have great empathy and support , and know
what is desired in heart and head and soul
will win out , over who will take care of me.
I was forced to nurture myself .. ongoing , yes
and sacred ..
No one has permission to speak to me , in such
a manner, read my blogs . Bother to hear me
over your own inner voice, speak up at the time
of the infraction I might have made or trigger .
Puking those toxins out , spewing me as a target
give me a pretty good idea , of where your coming
from , but silencing ..and I cannot afford to be
anywhere in that space with anyone .
Saying so much about inner thinking , I did
not mourn the failure , or lay in hope
of a reunification .
It is what it is..
I aim higher , shake it off and move forward .
Stirred , Shaken, but moving on..
Resolved to step out of the matrix that allows
one sniff of behaviors to be present ,
20 plus years is quite enough , 42, excessive
but so understood now , in all it’s tentacles
given the tools to rise above .
Gratitude to be on my way..
Sun is Shining , Birds are singing
as I step in to fresh food market day , 1st this
year , intent of bliss , seeing old friends
listening to music , a simple , drama
and abuse free heaven on earth..
Blessings & Peace ,
This guy is so correct , I am triggered , at what
I must acknowledge.
I must retain my conciseness, acknowledging
watching the mentoring of this upon sons
the imprint, the demand and perhaps secrets
I cannot libel myself for , or insight ..
that this is trauma . Deeply held Trauma
vulnerable is not something they do.
Needs , are abused early on, utilized
by the parent , in love.
Our sons parked all that in me, as I was
induced into mental illness.. Awareness of
the AMA , induces , disease , A to Z
and I am going to grab a hot shower ,
Detox these truths of shadow
and head out into the Sunshine .
Days away from the writings of such clarity
and release, I am weak.
Blessings & Peace ,
Imagine , if you can, the 9 signs ,
when under the induced influence
of RX , to a state beyond description ..
Repeated cycles of this until , all the
validation shows up in others writing
and experience .
In a blog discussion , there was the question
of timing ..Narks adore an effort to blow
you out of the water emotionally , creating
drama , of some kind to remove any celebration
that are his exclusively ..
All a Nark sees is his or should be.
Releasing control is very difficult .
Religion is a cover ..
9 Things People Don’t Realize You’re Doing Because You’ve Been Abused By A Narcissist | Thought Catalog
— Read on thoughtcatalog.com/shahida-arabi/2018/03/9-things-people-dont-realize-youre-doing-because-youve-been-abused-by-a-narcissist/