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Opsoclonus-myoclonus syndrome | Genetic and Rare Diseases Information Center (GARD) – an NCATS Program
2nd grandson, whom I have met once , was born with
a cancer in his spine . *Please note 📝, I have never had
a discussion with son or DIL about his health.
Former stated last year , that gs was born with 1 kidney.
He is doing well, just care of diet etc ..
The treatment was initially to implant chemo at tumor site **
He was prescribed a common steroid for whatever reason,
as he was loosing leg motor control , along with eye twitching .
I have scant 1 person information , but I was studying many
brain related issues .
Vaccine damage , RX damage , and the unknown by far too many
medical folks.. that’s scary .
I read of Dr Moulin, and he spoke of brains on fire 🔥 from
the inflammatory induced by toxic chemicals in vaccines ,
and shared with son, via email.
I have no idea if there was cause and effect, but a Dr was
found in Springfield , Ill. who treats this , even more finite
vaccine damage effect that autism , as I read of the 75
diagnosis per year, reference was made that so few medical
were aware of what it is . 11 or so years ago when I researched.
There were 5 protocols offered , and gs responded to one ☝️
He has a supportive , loving family . Meeting him around age
3 , he was non verbal, focused on the climbing inside Mcdonald’s.
As I sat with elder gs , I watched as he climbed to the top .
Son was on phone , and responded that this was the 1st time
he had climbed alone to the top !
Of course it took some effort to get him down !
@ 3 he had Indian blue eyes, and blond hair that was a tad past
his ears . Brother and I teased about school, and his having
a girlfriend 😘. It seemed all to short , very uncomfortable
for son, I was walking on glass chards , trying not to trip
son up , and having no freaking idea what ..
Now , I do know better..and I am doing better , even
through the legacy of Domestic Abuse/ChildAbuse .
And both gs are beautiful young teens who have not
been allowed to know me, or I them .
I look forward to meeting them, sooner than later .
Below OMS
A collection of disease information resources and questions answered by our Genetic and Rare Diseases Information Specialists for Opsoclonus-myoclonus syndrome
— Read on rarediseases.info.nih.gov/diseases/10009/opsoclonus-myoclonus-syndrome
Top of The World – Dixie Chicks grieving release 🙏🏼
This song applies to men in my life, Beloved’s,
so many who have been separated from their life
as beings vs doers…Devalued , as Spiritual,
Sensitive , In all manner of ways in the
culture of suicide , I certainly noted in Mama
who did not hear me, to Dad who did , and
checked into it .. He researched, read , watched
informative programs on his own time , which
was precious little. His inability to correctly
articulate his feelings , was awkward , funny
teasing and enduring .. I had no problem
being honest with him , and that was paramount
as I came to in 2003 , and in that heightened inducement
of mania , I picked up the gauntlet to insure
his last years would witness his Divine Rebirth
Of Spirit and out of the Shadow .
So intensely independent , I had not been allowed
to have an awareness of his personal stuff. He
discussed health issues , lack of care therein ,
concerned about cost, government, etc
and I watched the diminishment, intensify
having no clue of his RX which were guided
by a NP family add on who rescued him
often out her stash.. It’s common , both
having wads Of prescriptions as is common
if you’re in the business…of AMA death ..
Dad spent many years out of it , doing his
coping , self care , holed up in his home
in his BarcaLounger , content in his world.
Blocked grief was slowly and gently released
as I healed and as he began his in / out ,
I was allowed the gift of recalling him of
both his Mom and his wife , whom he
had openly mourned in a culture of society
that withdrew from him , in the pain
associated with another’s grief , and pain.
Only his youngest sister whom called every
Sunday , cared deeply and heard him
when I was unable by psychiatry, DA ,
and loss of our children’s faith and love.
I put it together in those last years , with
an awareness in the last 18 months , foretold
and put into motion to create the most
deserved Divine exit, including releasing
him from guilt , shame, all the lower energy
which were evoked by those caretakers
who profited in many ways , including
the Karmic fallout , they were ill prepared
for.
Releasing with him was freaking hard, but
I stood, even as I was shamed . I walked
away , in my not being allowed to know
his diagnosis .
Until the very end …
However , I realized that like the child he was
to my mother , and vice verse , I had to gift him
by letting him go, in my consciousness .
I allowed my heart to break open at his
bravery , for being my guide , in grieving
as I was unable to as Mim exited in 99
and scream at the denial, due psychiatry
shadow and the gift in that because her exit
would have triggered so many traumas
as an unhealed survivor , I could have lost
myself permanently in the matrix ..
She had hung in until sister Bonnie , her
1st joined her in a portal of welcome as they
both crossed .
Mom was waiting , undone , watching over
each of us since 1999.. Dad held in until
2012, as he openly expressed his concern for
“How would I be without him”. I touched my
heart , then my head , I assured him he
would always and forever be , as would Mom.
The pain associated with my childhood
was by then tempered , reviewed , reduced
in such a way to make it all about him.
Ideally , but without support , I was unable
due to his concern of burning through his
estate , and leaving me nothing .
As I had been disadvantaged in my marriage
as he reviewed his loss , he was StockholmEd
as revenge and greed in real time allowed
me to know I was out of that matrix for sure
as threats rained from mouths of womb mates
I realized my error in judgement of masculine
energy was an in-house filter , that created
my ability to sense that in men , totally
missing the narcissist who is the trauma
victim often forever and ever .
As this song denotes the standard masculine
concept of his worth , upheld by an unconscious
family/partner/society is relegated to an end
such as it was.
Proudly Dad labored toward his open portal
towards Divine that I witnessed over the hours
and he did resists , drugged into submission
morphined that there were no words to be
exchanged .
Our connection was such , that words
were not necessary .
I requested and received music to aid him
for hours , his music .. Amongst the lowest
of low for this Beloved Father Of Light
(Abner) I watched as he rose , to join his
angels and spirit guide , witnessed his seeing
them at least 6 times and I was eased
into releasing him into the loving arms
he so deserved .
What was negative in the exit was external
energy of lower consciousness that did not
deflect the Divinity . The sibling abuses
continued with legal abuse , financial abuse
threats and control ..Spewing their toxic
emotions, I was aware of the finality of Dads
earth existence was ending the abusive
sibling contract , and that was indeed
a gift as a elder responsible Old Soul .
It was much like a labor, a birth in
witnessing Dad’s exit , regretting Mama
did not have the same experience ..letting
go..allowing light to heal the shadow , but
NOT ONCE regretful of his much delayed
exit.
He exited as he was assured I was ok.
He was aware and is of what went down
and will guide and protect me in my truth
and revelations , finding my voice even
as my heart pounds , to STAND for the
more conscious choices in child rearing
divine masculine of balanced natures
and nurture ..
Knowing you are enough is essential
Not allowing anyone to abuse that , in any
manner will cost ya, dearly …
Dad left here knowing better , as I give
Thanks each day for his essential light
and love ,
For each man ready to receive the message
Top of the World bringing heaven to earth
requires effort you are worthy and capable
of , and the Beloved awaits your tempered
fire and return to love , ever lasting
ever and ever more .
Blessings & Peace ,
Doña Luna
Standards of Practice: 2007 Documentation of Child Therapy Session – Dr. Craig Childress: Attachment Based “Parental Alienation” (AB-PA)
This is an actual therapy progress note from February of 2007. It’s from the intern doing child therapy with a foster care child now adopted, probably about the 3 to 4 year-old age range judging by the treatment interventions being described. These de-identified treatment notes I’m sharing come from a time before I was involved…
— Read on drcraigchildressblog.com/2019/03/30/standards-of-practice-2007-documentation-of-child-therapy-session/
WHO considers adding ‘parental alienation’ to new diagnostic guide | CTV News
Contact Craig Childress , he knows it’s already there.
Known by other code, it’s there .
This however is freaking huge !
A true gift 🎁 for myself , morally , legally and in my
soul, that this horrific abuse be exposed , educating
those who desire it, and creating a society that does
not allow children to be used as ammo against a targeted
parent .
The emerging mental health issue of ‘parental alienation,’ in which one parent turns a child against the other parent, could be added to International Classification of Diseases when the World Health Organization votes to accept the 11th revision of the tool in May.
— Read on www.ctvnews.ca/health/who-considers-adding-parental-alienation-to-new-diagnostic-guide-1.4359286
Psychological manipulation: An expert explains parental alienation to “48 Hours” – CBS News
She’s good, charging over $1500 per hour, unobtainable for many
the humongous need for education is vital . Thwarted by the
control of all involved professionals who must stick to government
guidelines is not the best thing for families , being erased largely
for profit and control .
Ms Baker is expert , and does have truths to educate the public
who has accepted the abuse normal.
How can one parent turn a child against the other parent? Amy Baker, Ph.D, a researcher and author, explains parental alienation.
— Read on www.cbsnews.com/video/psychological-manipulation-an-expert-explains-parental-alienation-to-48-hours/
Standard of Practice: 2007 Documentation of Court-Involved Case Management – Dr. Craig Childress: Attachment Based “Parental Alienation” (AB-PA)
I want to share something with you. Actual progress notes from therapy, not with this pathology of complex family conflict surrounding divorce, but from therapy with abused children in the foster care system. The physical and sexual abuse of these children was confirmed by the Department of Children’s Services, and they had placed these children…
— Read on drcraigchildressblog.com/2019/03/30/standard-of-practice-2007-documentation-of-court-involved-case-management/
Releasing Old Contracts , Expansion..New Beginnings
Time lines are collapsing in order to surrender to
new beginnings from the inside out.
My vast amount of me time , once I to Truths
explained , I knew too the force that shadow had
in my life, secret societies ,and my awareness
reinforced with fear and horror as legal and
professions ignored my efforts to expose the
illegal , ill-moral, unprofessional , disconnected
religious support mirrored in each child , each
relative , and in my self .. and shame enveloped
me , as I began to understand it. Why I held so
much shame .
To acknowledge , I was no more , no less that a
surrogate , a maid , a concubine , a servant
in the soul of a family that has done so much
harm , as Christians , demanded acknowledgement
of 3 young souls who watched the deconstruct of
their Mom. Legalized addiction, drugged to
submission , that a human being of male
dominance’s , fearing he might loose money
or be exposed in his darkness of abuse , allowed
doing nothing save make his own plans of
stepping out of a contracted marriage for happiness.
That’s all I know..
His every intent , to avenge me for my failure
as a homemaker, servant , companion , whatever
he needed , in order for his property to be his
bearing out the Me NOT We..
Erasing me, allowing all is my fault , he was guilt
free and holding a lot of repressed and depressed
within , and there it remains . The Karmic he chose
to align with , holding the same energy met him
equally to participate in abusing me , and have
had at it , wide open legally and socially, enjoying
the experience of shame and abuse in our
culture of suicide . This has been his example
to our children and grandchildren ..
Trust does not exist between our sons and I.
This could show up in continued abuse through my
inheritance as one son referred to my partnership
that is his rulership . The experience of learning
of a near 300k liability against our shared property
and contracts I signed in induced compliance
allows my grave concerns about the facts , opposed
to his word as the time line crushes , exposing
what is , not what he says.
So yea , I failed , failed to acknowledge the truth
earlier , and involve myself socially , responsibly
exiting the matrix that made every effort to
destroy me, by removal of all I held dear .
I am very honoring and grateful for every
lesson, every shadow , every shame filled
projection , as I rejected the false for the truths
that are the air I breathe , the blood in my veins
the electric magnetic heart that is
multidimensional , which is unknown to
those who cannot see, cannot hear , cannot see
me.
Endings are very painful , the separation heralded
as permanent, having no empathy , no desire
to move forwards as responsible compassionate
mindful folks , who take care of their mind
body and spirit . who live to reduce , avenge
overpower , Abuse , using children and soul
connections and connectedness as weapons ?
I stepped out of that long ago, and a review
only intensified as a 3rd generation is
indoctrinated to hold the judgement and
shame , Clarity is the priceless gift 🎁 I
present , in light and in love, no fear as
it is this clarity that’s so needed , I but
pray for the words that convey the urgency
for the messages with what we all must
transcend , from a fear based ideology and
life model to one of pure light and love.
That I have a deeply traumatic life story
has issued my living death , leaving
3 souls whose light was drained of me
as I was created to exhibit the dankest darkest
evil projected at me .. a mirror or hatred and fear
reduced to a state of helplessness , which fed
him , served him.
Deserving of redemption , as each resolution
has been been rejected , the clearing of financial,
demanding money to counteract , along with
tangible truths , to off set his clinging to his
falsehoods and mask , demand action , now
for as mentioned here , a lot of folks are not
packed ( mind body spirit) for this train .
and it shows .
Mourning has been ongoing for far too many
years for what has no light no life as I’m
affirmed by free wills who choose to
shame, reject and falsify , project blame
etc .. I surrendered to my highest good
my bags are packed .
I am worthy .
As are you 😘💯🎁🎉🎶🌈☮️❤️♥️💕
Listen as she explains in her way , nuancing
much of what I know in my heart and soul
words that were strange in my unknowing
as they might be with you ..
The message will come to you in the way you
require , if you but surrender to your highest good.
I am a seer , I am aware , I release that I may never
physically , or spiritually reconnect with sons .
I have been forced to accept this loss each and
every minute , beyond endurance , without
compassion, or support , but a Divine support
and love that has been they’re all along , guiding
me , and I’ll honor that Divinity as a humane
Being in knowing and doing better .
Joy in my heart ❤️, I celebrate ..thankful for
the truths that liberated me from the dark
that consumes far too many .
I had no other choice
Survival breakthrough to Thriving .
I am rich in heart , Thankful ! Amazed !
Montana Legislator Calls for $1K a Day Fines and Jail for CPS Workers who Kidnap Children
James White of Northwest Liberty News out of Montana recently interviewed Representative Rodney Garcia, who has proposed legislation to punish CPS workers who
— Read on medicalkidnap.com/2019/03/15/montana-legislator-calls-for-1k-a-day-fines-and-jail-for-cps-workers-who-kidnap-children/
Ascension , Abused , Addicted : Used & Formally Induced Into a Matrix I had to exit to thrive n survive .
This guy was so in point , and so freaking cool
in his delivery, I felt I must post it.
As I began my latest cycle of waking , I discovered a gal named
Karen Bishop , who wrote ” What’s Up on Planet Earth?
I wasn’t in awareness of her terminology, or experiences
but her strength of conviction, her open chatter of her moving
around , state to state , as her quest led her to the desert and
contact with her star folks increased , life happened.
Her daughter had twins , equally 3 and she moved closer
to her to assist in nurturing her grandchildren and supporting
her daughter. North Carolina , last I heard , Karen dropped
out of her blog , and books , as far as I know , but her wisdoms
as an Aussie , a younger woman , augmented the wisdoms
of women I have come into awareness of since the late 80’s .
and most profound to me was it only takes 11% of the world’s
population to effect change . Now I’m especially attached
to the number 11, for reasons that have been accumulating
in supporting my total and divine connection to god , having
been allowed the experience of being the mother vessel for
our eldest son Ivey …His birthday is a major event for me , as
I quietly celebrated this year , for he has long felt it necessary
to deaden our relationship. I have great compassion for his
personal experience and respect for his quest , and long ago
prayed for divine intervention , that he might waken .
I am assured we are all in stages of ascension , and that I
must share myself with those who need me , for I have
had more positive than adverse since I began to own
my past , and clearing as much as I possibly could.
Time has been a healer , and armed with my trio of
past, present and further , my visions align with much
of what this man articulates ..Being it ! Which has lovingly
been mirrored to me enough , that I’m releasing amazingly
calm, surrendered to my higher self, yet determined to
balance via the facts , the past 20 years , and of being a
silent partner by demand of a former whose still in
abuse mode after 42 years .
#Enough
I am therefore determined to go higher with my story
and hopefully not have to speak of it , unless I choose
and am prepared . I choose to do this in a 3rd person
having moved past the repeat, repeat, repeat in my soul
that released in various ways, not all positive until……
Stages , all of life is a stage lol. Perhaps BoneZee369
speaks to you in some way.
I am feeling so much peace and calm today ! Sleeping
is off, however , as well as my gut, but I’m on it !
Blessings & Peace ,
Doña Luna
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