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Tag: Addictive RX
The Challenge of Going Off Psychiatric Drugs | The New Yorker
Far more to it than the induced addiction
the fall out #ErasesFamliesTargetsVictiums
Rachel Aviv on what happens when it’s time for patients to stop taking antidepressants and other psychiatric drugs.
— Read on www.newyorker.com/magazine/2019/04/08/the-challenge-of-going-off-psychiatric-drugs
Codependency and Your Reaction Style? – Esteemology
A knowing , since childhood that negative emotions
were emotionally wounded triggered into acting
a way that lacked empathy. Ie: they were not being
who they are supposed to be . I did not see or feel
it as choice ..Never the less it had a cumulative effect
that was a landslide upon grasping upon announcing
our 1st , any light left him towards me , as he felt
betrayed . He heard this from his true life partner
who failed to note my light or worth to his 3 sons.
Co-Dependency, was the rat wheel, of trying to
maintain , which was fractured by my chemically
induced nervous breakdown, which totally denied
the Domestic Abuse , the RX induced reaction ,
any and all spiritual connection . Sensitivity of
course is noted .
I felt I deserved emotional support , as well as
a roof over my head .The very bound Connection
with his Mom , was never healed, never communicated
deeply ..closeted to be the monster in his closet that
I became the target for , like the sleeping bears that
our Prez has opened to kill, their union, power and money
influenced their win, with psychiatry and chemical companies
along came his Karmic twin , who was treated to the same
behaviors as I, resulting in illness, extremely unprepared
to battle the committee. Admiralty , extremely successful
in her tenure as a member -leader-mastermind of
said committee , consumed with the income I receive
she inferred as his , thus hers , which would allow
luxuries , such as island home, travel , cars , and
stylish cloths…
Jealous and cheap and demanding , a Mom of 2
aided and encourage incoming “family” that I
was not to be included , in the either/or
and of course the mother adored that and gave her
the open lead , as did he , while demurring from
open displays of abuse , which are savage one on
one .
Co-dependent ?
Hardly !
I have a great appreciation for the influence of secretive
relationships, false mask, for the money powered favor
that exist on every level , and a culture of suicide and
abuse accepted , believe what they see.. What was real
was the induction of my walking dead “Stepford”
surrogate , who with out my permission or understanding
was targeted for the simple fact of shutting me up
to not be believed in truth.
Co-Dependent ?
The abuse allowed by legal professionals, who seemingly
enjoy the kill and holding secrets while destroying families
by targeted rulings , indeed , continuing the Domestic
Abuse .
Co-Dependent ? To be considered that I had information
of any truths , or could make informed , intelligent
choices as a mental patient . That I was treated fairly ,
impacting my income by allowing his total control
of my finances , along side his mom whom he represents
now financially .
Co-Dependent ? Expecting a partner , whom would have
my back , as I would have his , became their ever lasting
desire to compete , and win .
Destroying a family by targeting 1 is evil accepted and
normal in the matrix I feel I have exited .
Interdependence, has way more appeal
and part of my mission .
There are far too many who have far too
much ego , which revealed is inclusive of
abuse .. some mask.
Its revelation time folks …
I’m more than ready to put the past 20
to dust , as a way of telling the #Me2WifeMomChildrenErased
for who stands in solidarity for family unity .
Blessings & Peace
Doña Luna
Codependency and Your Reaction Style? – Esteemology
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Releasing Old Contracts , Expansion..New Beginnings
Time lines are collapsing in order to surrender to
new beginnings from the inside out.
My vast amount of me time , once I to Truths
explained , I knew too the force that shadow had
in my life, secret societies ,and my awareness
reinforced with fear and horror as legal and
professions ignored my efforts to expose the
illegal , ill-moral, unprofessional , disconnected
religious support mirrored in each child , each
relative , and in my self .. and shame enveloped
me , as I began to understand it. Why I held so
much shame .
To acknowledge , I was no more , no less that a
surrogate , a maid , a concubine , a servant
in the soul of a family that has done so much
harm , as Christians , demanded acknowledgement
of 3 young souls who watched the deconstruct of
their Mom. Legalized addiction, drugged to
submission , that a human being of male
dominance’s , fearing he might loose money
or be exposed in his darkness of abuse , allowed
doing nothing save make his own plans of
stepping out of a contracted marriage for happiness.
That’s all I know..
His every intent , to avenge me for my failure
as a homemaker, servant , companion , whatever
he needed , in order for his property to be his
bearing out the Me NOT We..
Erasing me, allowing all is my fault , he was guilt
free and holding a lot of repressed and depressed
within , and there it remains . The Karmic he chose
to align with , holding the same energy met him
equally to participate in abusing me , and have
had at it , wide open legally and socially, enjoying
the experience of shame and abuse in our
culture of suicide . This has been his example
to our children and grandchildren ..
Trust does not exist between our sons and I.
This could show up in continued abuse through my
inheritance as one son referred to my partnership
that is his rulership . The experience of learning
of a near 300k liability against our shared property
and contracts I signed in induced compliance
allows my grave concerns about the facts , opposed
to his word as the time line crushes , exposing
what is , not what he says.
So yea , I failed , failed to acknowledge the truth
earlier , and involve myself socially , responsibly
exiting the matrix that made every effort to
destroy me, by removal of all I held dear .
I am very honoring and grateful for every
lesson, every shadow , every shame filled
projection , as I rejected the false for the truths
that are the air I breathe , the blood in my veins
the electric magnetic heart that is
multidimensional , which is unknown to
those who cannot see, cannot hear , cannot see
me.
Endings are very painful , the separation heralded
as permanent, having no empathy , no desire
to move forwards as responsible compassionate
mindful folks , who take care of their mind
body and spirit . who live to reduce , avenge
overpower , Abuse , using children and soul
connections and connectedness as weapons ?
I stepped out of that long ago, and a review
only intensified as a 3rd generation is
indoctrinated to hold the judgement and
shame , Clarity is the priceless gift 🎁 I
present , in light and in love, no fear as
it is this clarity that’s so needed , I but
pray for the words that convey the urgency
for the messages with what we all must
transcend , from a fear based ideology and
life model to one of pure light and love.
That I have a deeply traumatic life story
has issued my living death , leaving
3 souls whose light was drained of me
as I was created to exhibit the dankest darkest
evil projected at me .. a mirror or hatred and fear
reduced to a state of helplessness , which fed
him , served him.
Deserving of redemption , as each resolution
has been been rejected , the clearing of financial,
demanding money to counteract , along with
tangible truths , to off set his clinging to his
falsehoods and mask , demand action , now
for as mentioned here , a lot of folks are not
packed ( mind body spirit) for this train .
and it shows .
Mourning has been ongoing for far too many
years for what has no light no life as I’m
affirmed by free wills who choose to
shame, reject and falsify , project blame
etc .. I surrendered to my highest good
my bags are packed .
I am worthy .
As are you 😘💯🎁🎉🎶🌈☮️❤️♥️💕
Listen as she explains in her way , nuancing
much of what I know in my heart and soul
words that were strange in my unknowing
as they might be with you ..
The message will come to you in the way you
require , if you but surrender to your highest good.
I am a seer , I am aware , I release that I may never
physically , or spiritually reconnect with sons .
I have been forced to accept this loss each and
every minute , beyond endurance , without
compassion, or support , but a Divine support
and love that has been they’re all along , guiding
me , and I’ll honor that Divinity as a humane
Being in knowing and doing better .
Joy in my heart ❤️, I celebrate ..thankful for
the truths that liberated me from the dark
that consumes far too many .
I had no other choice
Survival breakthrough to Thriving .
I am rich in heart , Thankful ! Amazed !
Dr Peter Gøtzsche exposes big pharma as organized crime – Prepare For Change
The “EVENT” is the moment of the “Compression Breakthrough” on earth. COBRA guides us to prepare for change, for the Event and disclosure.
— Read on prepareforchange.net/2019/03/20/dr-peter-gotzsche-exposes-big-pharma-as-organized-crime/
White Men Have Committed More Mass Shootings than Any Other Group
Stats bear this out, as well as coming from
broken homes , and medications of psychotropic
origin.. feed em hatred , show em lots of ways
to seek revenge , supported by unconscious
criteria and bam , a mind controlled killer
results .
Professionals are lacking the infinite abilities
to diagnosis .. I am well aware of this with
13 years of recorded notes in my charts ..
It’s unbelievable what is passed off as professional
in mental health , is too often a deadly fail ..
The perpetrator of the Las Vegas shooting was a white male.
— Read on www.newsweek.com/white-men-have-committed-more-mass-shootings-any-other-group-675602
The Narcissist’s Defining Feature: A Lack of Empathy – 💯✔️✔️✔️
It was a heavy burden , holding the manifestations
of a definite lack of all natural emotions. Empathy
was so lacking , I was often triggered .
As the anniversary of our eldest’s birth is celebrated
by child and family , I am holding space , and allowing
to feel what is ..
The harshest experience followed 6 days after delivery .
Apparently marking his territory, after nursing
and joining him in bed , I was raped .
Through my pain, my compliance necessary
for safety .
My 1st fear was of another pregnancy .
My 2nd was my awareness , that I would not
finically be able to care for our new born, and
he was too ” married ” to his social status and his
money.
It was the 2nd time in marriage that he forced
sex , and later in therapy these rapes were dismissed.
It was difficult to understand , but he had a free
pass kinda life …Parents and money always got
him out of trouble ; his network included
Sports Car Club members , as well as groups I was
not aware of until 2007.
Shadow was his normal, laughter induced by alcohol
and in the 11 th year , in my breakthrough-breakdown
I accepted the abuse , returned from a hellish 17
days away from our children , determined to
shine my mother light , but became the wife
he wanted ..forsaking our sons .
Stepford ” wife” thus addicted to RX drugs legally,
sick beyond belief , for 5 extremely long years
I was so incapable , so reduced mentally and
physically , I often witnessed his dispassionate
disposal , horrified at the model for our children ,
all teens , each bearing the shame of his abuse.
And dependent as I was , on this man who grows
worse with time.
With the ending of what appeared for all to see,
his perfect fun relationship with a sweetie he
duped for 20 years , recreating the same karma
and with her reduced health , unable to work
she also knew the disposal of a man who values
only your output as it applies to him.
Think about boys who model this accepted ,
into manhood , affluent and connected , who
have a very shaky foundation , induced into
joining Dad , or loose his approval and connection.
It happened …
His compassion has allowed him to create many
illegal , inhumanities that have been absolved
by our state . By our society , by friends , and
family .
His .
That said , in his belief he would not be held
responsible for anything denies the facts .
It’s really been traumatic to fully accept his
disconnected self , over 42 years now ,
given the to god long ago.
I understand I am his target in his mind ,
and his every failure in 1 person , for several
reasons. Certainly it’s about money , however
his detachment spiritually , bonding with our
children , parenting being uber casual made
me the heavy. Responsible for every failure
in his victim status ..
Winner takes all , gravely abuses families
in the brother sister hood that ignored abusers .
And yes , lack of compassion is common in
securing legal support , psychological , medical
support , because it’s painfully traumatic to hear
the horror stories of C-PTSD , who’ve been duped
into believing they are mentally ill, induced into
mental physical states that render them
incapacitated, that they may be yet further
disadvantaged by their abuser .
Compassion ? Even basic humanity , is only
for show. Our sons have never witnessed his
abuse towards me ..only his dramatic lies
twisted , mangled lies in Family for 42 years .
Destroying all but him, a family fractured
for his happiness and ability to begin again
virginal , a path of abused and neglected souls
left in his return to mother .
Always mother who holds his heart, and compassion
and calm. Anger , rage and abuses never allowed
towards her , are missives to his beloved’s .
Holding these beliefs are his choice as not being
a silent scape goat is mine . In light of the
personal experience being far too common ,
and normalized in this country , acknowledging
the existence of the characteristics of a person
who does so much harm , will know universal
law , where human kind has become law.
The Narcissist’s Defining Feature: A Lack of Empathy – Esteemology
— Read on esteemology.com/the-narcissists-defining-feature-a-lack-of-empathy/
Pharma’s disease mongering continues
Drug companies regularly pathologize everyday experiences and market diseases in order to sell new drugs. Disease mongering is among the pharmaceutical industry’s most effective, and least understood, marketing tactics. Experts say it plays a large role in a prescription drug epidemic in the U.S. today
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SSRI Antidepressant Alters Brain Structure After Just One Dose | Nutrition Review
Duh🤪 An addiction is created .
A single dose of antidepressant is enough to produce dramatic changes in the functional architecture of the human brain. Brain scans taken of people before and
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‘I own you’: psychiatrist Keith Ablow accused of sexually exploiting patients – The Boston Globe
Tip of an iceberg , far too many psychiatrist
consider themselves God .
A prominent North Shore psychiatrist is facing lawsuits from three female patients who say he lured them into degrading sexual relationships.
— Read on www.bostonglobe.com/metro/2019/02/21/own-you-psychiatrist-keith-ablow-accused-sexually-exploiting-patients/kL9rl6ti7eFFeMPRPAMZvJ/story.html
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