A releasing of what I was not knowing . 2006 Language of Babies

I personally had no idea of these facts , and heard each

sound , and knew it.. Did I then ?

I fought hard , and long to be there for our children .

The effort to just get along was thick with discrimination

like a 1940s , black and white . Nothing about me

had merit , I was a poor house keeper , did not bring

in revenue , but spent , a bookkeepers , accountant mentality

who did not participate in her drama.

I had her property, her creation , and so it was each

son was an asset to carry the family name.

That our sons where experiencing a targeted Mom

did affect them, as judgements , detachment were

normal in the contacts for networking .

So nurture was a sitter, school and tons of

activity and I was so not that.

Shunned doesn’t quite describe my experience

and perhaps I exposed myself , as rejecting it.

However , the professionals were educating

on detached parenting, as in allowing crying

for 15 minutes .

So , yea, I released a lot of regrets for not knowing

and allowing anything or anyone to guide me,

that wisdoms of ancients are best , when in

receiver ship of one’s highest self .

The adverse child experiences thus , come from

not knowing ?

We transcend that by knowing . I released my wounds

to the Universe , so many times and so many ways

I am weak , physically which is normal , in

a world in transition to the natural order

where babies have been coming in with ancient

wisdoms , that need no verbalization.. We are learning

that language, for those who have been induced in

varied mental states , by chemicals , made by

humans who profit on induction , rather that prevention

and cures that in harmony with our individual needs ,

survivors, of all that is dear, children , home, finances

the negative , catastrophic ripple is absorbed in all

of society that accepts this as normal..

As simple as hearing your new born, grasping what

harm is being done , on a soul level, but pushed

by a profession who did not know , or choose

not to know .

A huge question was answered , one I have researched

without success which I will discuss , in depth

ASAP.

This is a delicious Divine gift , my Moon 🌝 is in Taurus

and Mother gave me a huge gift 🎁.

WOW , a great day to receive , and release

as rain lightly sprays my windows like tears from

heaven. 🙏🏼👼🏼👼🏼👼🏼🙏🏼♥️♥️♥️🥰💡

Blessings & Peace ,

Doña Luna

Universal Sounds Babies Make, 2006

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The song I was listening to on Pandora

Inner Journey – A path of Compassion

-Karunch couldn’t be found .

This is a sample of her Satam Kaur

https://youtu.be/5MrmmONT3bM

Sons of Narcissistic Father’s

Jealous is what I believe drove him to rape

6 days after the birth of child.

Marking his territory ; witnessing a profound

love and attachment .

Having to be told , to pick up his child.

None of this was normal..9 months of

his seething , feeling betrayed ..taking

no joy, only obligation in becoming a Dad

Acknowledging this in recent years , how

much he loves that word , in his mind clears

all of what’s discussed in this video.

Apologies , owing responsibility , healing

are not going to happen; nothing moves him

and that scared me silent ..

I have never ever witness anyone so void , so

self destructive, so holding his trauma .

A feminine version of this showed up for one

last lesson, in his alter masculine/feminine

recently and it was extremely enlightening

to grasp the inner views …

Adult children , witnessed addiction, co-dependency

alcoholic and co -dependence , ignored PTSD in

a highly superior , educated , successful maternal

for whom money is everything . No communication

about these major life efforts ,to her sons , with

holding ..friends instead , walking a fine line

having no support in lieu of a repeated lesson

of exactly the same amount of time.

Hearing this renewal on steroids ,after 6 years

where I would suddenly be blasted with negativity

that was so low energy , I gave er a go.

My reward was the takeaway , Understanding

the detailed thinking , planning , timing in

order to carry out plans , in exiting a current

situation ..Draining , yes .. the dynamics brought

my very essence up for a review by a toxic trauma

laden person , stuck, fear-filled , negative and

projecting .

Hours of phone , getting in a time warp

that I found disgusting , the afternoon came

and it ended .

Trusting in change , for her blueprint , is

close , I took myself out of the equation.

I have been on the receiving end of this

hysteria , shame and blame projected

you’re it, because I say so, from folks

who have no idea of the harm to self

and others . I was that person , medicated

floundering in what I sense ( time has ✅)

how my body, the whole of me responded

in core wounds that were not all mine,

but empathically felt..Add that to generations

of abuse in DNA ..I forgave myself, surrendered

all, and live a quiet peace-love-joy, balanced

life ..

Jealousy for this, not understand the personal

power advantage of being in this place , fears

of the harsh lessons inherit in non supported

states of change , like death .

Reviewing this, intensified this attack on me,

I get that..

I have great empathy and support , and know

what is desired in heart and head and soul

will win out , over who will take care of me.

I was forced to nurture myself .. ongoing , yes

and sacred ..

No one has permission to speak to me , in such

a manner, read my blogs . Bother to hear me

over your own inner voice, speak up at the time

of the infraction I might have made or trigger .

Puking those toxins out , spewing me as a target

give me a pretty good idea , of where your coming

from , but silencing ..and I cannot afford to be

anywhere in that space with anyone .

Ever again

Saying so much about inner thinking , I did

not mourn the failure , or lay in hope

of a reunification .

It is what it is..

I aim higher , shake it off and move forward .

Stirred , Shaken, but moving on..

Resolved to step out of the matrix that allows

one sniff of behaviors to be present ,

20 plus years is quite enough , 42, excessive

but so understood now , in all it’s tentacles

given the tools to rise above .

Gratitude to be on my way..

Sun is Shining , Birds are singing

as I step in to fresh food market day , 1st this

year , intent of bliss , seeing old friends

listening to music , a simple , drama

and abuse free heaven on earth..

©️

Blessings & Peace ,

Doña Luna

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3 Powerful Steps to overcome Trauma Triggers & Shame~Lisa A Romano

I appreciate her shared experiences , and

common sense , combined with educated

knowledge 💝

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A Shamans View of Mental Illness – Forever Conscious

Totally correct , in my experience and study ..

A Shamans View of Mental Illness – Forever Conscious
— Read on foreverconscious.com/a-shamans-view-of-mental-illness

The Fewer Toys Children Have, The More They Play – Raised Good

Agree

We’re lead to be believe that if a little is good, then more is better. But, the irony is when it comes to toys, the fewer kids have the more they play.
— Read on raisedgood.com/toys-children-less-play/

‘It’s a man’s problem’: Patrick Stewart and the men fighting to end domestic violence | Society | The Guardian

I have so much admiration for men like Patrick Stewart

who have witnessed Domestic Violence as children

accepted the abuse of his Mom has worthy of

honoring and transforming in himself , and

sharing openly …

A worthy example of integrated healing action.

©️

Blessings & Peace,

Doña Luna

Stewart, David Challen and the Hart brothers know the devastation abuse can wreak – and are challenging the idea that it is a women’s issue
— Read on www.theguardian.com/society/2018/dec/04/domestic-violence-abuse-patrick-stewart-david-challen-hart-brothers

More: Competition, Shaming, Entrapping, Territorial , Christian Committees, #LostInTranslatiin #Asleep@theWheel, Vulturesp

America’s Elderly Are Twice as Likely to Work Now Than in 1985 – Bloomberg

Retirement is not a word , I use ..

that said my ” golden years ” have been manipulated

by former DA continues as a result..

Transforming , having received validity

this Am .

Back up arrived , as it were ..

major news coming ..

©️

Blessings & Peace,

Doña Luna

Twenty percent of those age 65 and up haven’t retired. Many can’t afford to.
— Read on www.bloomberg.com/news/articles/2019-04-22/america-s-elderly-are-twice-as-likely-to-work-now-than-in-1985

Between Here & Gone – Mary Chaplin Carpenter

Mary has a home in Virginia , in fact born here ,

and as her unique artist self exhibits her deep

sensitivity , and was diagnosed as Bipolar

Manic Depressive, as many creative folks are .

As I was ..lights out .

Lights back and one thing I realized early on

I would connect with artist , musicians,

as I have in delicious ways for 9 years .

I wear sunglasses , for many reasons , other

than hiding . I am a writer, an observer , not

in judgement , but it aides me in my understanding

of human nature . It shakes some folks up , and

2 recently brought it up . One figured out given

my separation from our children , the other

asked me to remove them . She prefers to see eye

to eye , as do I , and I adore her authenticity.

Eyes are the window to the soul , and I can dig

that , however when triggered , or sensitive to the

situation , or need to just chill , I like my sunglasses .

I do have sensitive eyes , and wear sunglasses over

transition lenses .

I haven’t traditionally been a joiner , and avoided

being a leader though I have been encouraged to

speak , YouTube and write a book , by Carole

Carbon , my mentor/councilor/family , from 2010

until 2017 . Her home town experienced , what she

said was horror from fires , and I haven’t had extra

funds for counseling. She was a major liberator

and Certified me as a Intuitive Councilor

in 2013 .. I have not charged anyone yet.

I am no longer Between Here and Gone ,

nor do I not know where I belong .

All is perfect order , Angels 👼🏼 and so much

more , has given light that speaks of alchemy

and an ever after , that are the stuff dreams are

made of..holding dreams of a life time , centered

in my faith and my hope ..

Weak with this , giddy, weepy , laughing ,

sleeping deeply as heaven in all it’s beauty

and renewal , come to earth ..

I intend to see here this year 2019.

©️

Blessings & Peace ,

Doña Luna

Between Here & Gone

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Scientists Explain that You Need to Nap More: It Boosts Heart and Brain Health, Reduces Stress and Much More! – Healthy Food House

Totally Get This 🤩🌈🎁

Scientists Explain that You Need to Nap More: It Boosts Heart and Brain Health, Reduces Stress and Much More! – Healthy Food House
— Read on www.healthyfoodhouse.com/scientists-explain-that-you-need-to-nap-more-it-boosts-heart-and-brain-health-reduces-stress-and-much-more