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Top of The World – Dixie Chicks grieving release 🙏🏼
This song applies to men in my life, Beloved’s,
so many who have been separated from their life
as beings vs doers…Devalued , as Spiritual,
Sensitive , In all manner of ways in the
culture of suicide , I certainly noted in Mama
who did not hear me, to Dad who did , and
checked into it .. He researched, read , watched
informative programs on his own time , which
was precious little. His inability to correctly
articulate his feelings , was awkward , funny
teasing and enduring .. I had no problem
being honest with him , and that was paramount
as I came to in 2003 , and in that heightened inducement
of mania , I picked up the gauntlet to insure
his last years would witness his Divine Rebirth
Of Spirit and out of the Shadow .
So intensely independent , I had not been allowed
to have an awareness of his personal stuff. He
discussed health issues , lack of care therein ,
concerned about cost, government, etc
and I watched the diminishment, intensify
having no clue of his RX which were guided
by a NP family add on who rescued him
often out her stash.. It’s common , both
having wads Of prescriptions as is common
if you’re in the business…of AMA death ..
Dad spent many years out of it , doing his
coping , self care , holed up in his home
in his BarcaLounger , content in his world.
Blocked grief was slowly and gently released
as I healed and as he began his in / out ,
I was allowed the gift of recalling him of
both his Mom and his wife , whom he
had openly mourned in a culture of society
that withdrew from him , in the pain
associated with another’s grief , and pain.
Only his youngest sister whom called every
Sunday , cared deeply and heard him
when I was unable by psychiatry, DA ,
and loss of our children’s faith and love.
I put it together in those last years , with
an awareness in the last 18 months , foretold
and put into motion to create the most
deserved Divine exit, including releasing
him from guilt , shame, all the lower energy
which were evoked by those caretakers
who profited in many ways , including
the Karmic fallout , they were ill prepared
for.
Releasing with him was freaking hard, but
I stood, even as I was shamed . I walked
away , in my not being allowed to know
his diagnosis .
Until the very end …
However , I realized that like the child he was
to my mother , and vice verse , I had to gift him
by letting him go, in my consciousness .
I allowed my heart to break open at his
bravery , for being my guide , in grieving
as I was unable to as Mim exited in 99
and scream at the denial, due psychiatry
shadow and the gift in that because her exit
would have triggered so many traumas
as an unhealed survivor , I could have lost
myself permanently in the matrix ..
She had hung in until sister Bonnie , her
1st joined her in a portal of welcome as they
both crossed .
Mom was waiting , undone , watching over
each of us since 1999.. Dad held in until
2012, as he openly expressed his concern for
“How would I be without him”. I touched my
heart , then my head , I assured him he
would always and forever be , as would Mom.
The pain associated with my childhood
was by then tempered , reviewed , reduced
in such a way to make it all about him.
Ideally , but without support , I was unable
due to his concern of burning through his
estate , and leaving me nothing .
As I had been disadvantaged in my marriage
as he reviewed his loss , he was StockholmEd
as revenge and greed in real time allowed
me to know I was out of that matrix for sure
as threats rained from mouths of womb mates
I realized my error in judgement of masculine
energy was an in-house filter , that created
my ability to sense that in men , totally
missing the narcissist who is the trauma
victim often forever and ever .
As this song denotes the standard masculine
concept of his worth , upheld by an unconscious
family/partner/society is relegated to an end
such as it was.
Proudly Dad labored toward his open portal
towards Divine that I witnessed over the hours
and he did resists , drugged into submission
morphined that there were no words to be
exchanged .
Our connection was such , that words
were not necessary .
I requested and received music to aid him
for hours , his music .. Amongst the lowest
of low for this Beloved Father Of Light
(Abner) I watched as he rose , to join his
angels and spirit guide , witnessed his seeing
them at least 6 times and I was eased
into releasing him into the loving arms
he so deserved .
What was negative in the exit was external
energy of lower consciousness that did not
deflect the Divinity . The sibling abuses
continued with legal abuse , financial abuse
threats and control ..Spewing their toxic
emotions, I was aware of the finality of Dads
earth existence was ending the abusive
sibling contract , and that was indeed
a gift as a elder responsible Old Soul .
It was much like a labor, a birth in
witnessing Dad’s exit , regretting Mama
did not have the same experience ..letting
go..allowing light to heal the shadow , but
NOT ONCE regretful of his much delayed
exit.
He exited as he was assured I was ok.
He was aware and is of what went down
and will guide and protect me in my truth
and revelations , finding my voice even
as my heart pounds , to STAND for the
more conscious choices in child rearing
divine masculine of balanced natures
and nurture ..
Knowing you are enough is essential
Not allowing anyone to abuse that , in any
manner will cost ya, dearly …
Dad left here knowing better , as I give
Thanks each day for his essential light
and love ,
For each man ready to receive the message
Top of the World bringing heaven to earth
requires effort you are worthy and capable
of , and the Beloved awaits your tempered
fire and return to love , ever lasting
ever and ever more .
Blessings & Peace ,
Doña Luna
Releasing Old Contracts , Expansion..New Beginnings
Time lines are collapsing in order to surrender to
new beginnings from the inside out.
My vast amount of me time , once I to Truths
explained , I knew too the force that shadow had
in my life, secret societies ,and my awareness
reinforced with fear and horror as legal and
professions ignored my efforts to expose the
illegal , ill-moral, unprofessional , disconnected
religious support mirrored in each child , each
relative , and in my self .. and shame enveloped
me , as I began to understand it. Why I held so
much shame .
To acknowledge , I was no more , no less that a
surrogate , a maid , a concubine , a servant
in the soul of a family that has done so much
harm , as Christians , demanded acknowledgement
of 3 young souls who watched the deconstruct of
their Mom. Legalized addiction, drugged to
submission , that a human being of male
dominance’s , fearing he might loose money
or be exposed in his darkness of abuse , allowed
doing nothing save make his own plans of
stepping out of a contracted marriage for happiness.
That’s all I know..
His every intent , to avenge me for my failure
as a homemaker, servant , companion , whatever
he needed , in order for his property to be his
bearing out the Me NOT We..
Erasing me, allowing all is my fault , he was guilt
free and holding a lot of repressed and depressed
within , and there it remains . The Karmic he chose
to align with , holding the same energy met him
equally to participate in abusing me , and have
had at it , wide open legally and socially, enjoying
the experience of shame and abuse in our
culture of suicide . This has been his example
to our children and grandchildren ..
Trust does not exist between our sons and I.
This could show up in continued abuse through my
inheritance as one son referred to my partnership
that is his rulership . The experience of learning
of a near 300k liability against our shared property
and contracts I signed in induced compliance
allows my grave concerns about the facts , opposed
to his word as the time line crushes , exposing
what is , not what he says.
So yea , I failed , failed to acknowledge the truth
earlier , and involve myself socially , responsibly
exiting the matrix that made every effort to
destroy me, by removal of all I held dear .
I am very honoring and grateful for every
lesson, every shadow , every shame filled
projection , as I rejected the false for the truths
that are the air I breathe , the blood in my veins
the electric magnetic heart that is
multidimensional , which is unknown to
those who cannot see, cannot hear , cannot see
me.
Endings are very painful , the separation heralded
as permanent, having no empathy , no desire
to move forwards as responsible compassionate
mindful folks , who take care of their mind
body and spirit . who live to reduce , avenge
overpower , Abuse , using children and soul
connections and connectedness as weapons ?
I stepped out of that long ago, and a review
only intensified as a 3rd generation is
indoctrinated to hold the judgement and
shame , Clarity is the priceless gift 🎁 I
present , in light and in love, no fear as
it is this clarity that’s so needed , I but
pray for the words that convey the urgency
for the messages with what we all must
transcend , from a fear based ideology and
life model to one of pure light and love.
That I have a deeply traumatic life story
has issued my living death , leaving
3 souls whose light was drained of me
as I was created to exhibit the dankest darkest
evil projected at me .. a mirror or hatred and fear
reduced to a state of helplessness , which fed
him , served him.
Deserving of redemption , as each resolution
has been been rejected , the clearing of financial,
demanding money to counteract , along with
tangible truths , to off set his clinging to his
falsehoods and mask , demand action , now
for as mentioned here , a lot of folks are not
packed ( mind body spirit) for this train .
and it shows .
Mourning has been ongoing for far too many
years for what has no light no life as I’m
affirmed by free wills who choose to
shame, reject and falsify , project blame
etc .. I surrendered to my highest good
my bags are packed .
I am worthy .
As are you 😘💯🎁🎉🎶🌈☮️❤️♥️💕
Listen as she explains in her way , nuancing
much of what I know in my heart and soul
words that were strange in my unknowing
as they might be with you ..
The message will come to you in the way you
require , if you but surrender to your highest good.
I am a seer , I am aware , I release that I may never
physically , or spiritually reconnect with sons .
I have been forced to accept this loss each and
every minute , beyond endurance , without
compassion, or support , but a Divine support
and love that has been they’re all along , guiding
me , and I’ll honor that Divinity as a humane
Being in knowing and doing better .
Joy in my heart ❤️, I celebrate ..thankful for
the truths that liberated me from the dark
that consumes far too many .
I had no other choice
Survival breakthrough to Thriving .
I am rich in heart , Thankful ! Amazed !
The Ancient Mountain Practice of “Water Witching” | Appalachian Magazine
As the foreperson of the family home
I met the well drillers and walked the property
where it sloped slightly towards 221, facing the
BR parkway . The set price began at $1500
these guys came from Bedford , and dang if
they didn’t hit a spring that more than perked
within 15 minutes ….
I forgot and had time to review positive
due to the ever present unworthiness
projected @ Me … it’s really kind of cool 😎
#MagicIntuitionSpiritGifts🙏🏼💯
The Ancient Mountain Practice of “Water Witching” | Appalachian Magazine
— Read on appalachianmagazine.com/2019/01/25/the-ancient-mountain-practice-of-water-witching/
Redirect On Ego – Energy Update
Our Great Illumination , Ongoing Cosmic Love
Each and every relationship , including within ourselves
is being illuminated by Cosmic Love , via protonic light.
Christ Consciousness that is the awakening required , ordained
on high , that I have come to accept .
Old souls , seemingly always living in past , present ,and future
I reviewed life enough to grasp my thwarted attempts to
live in spirit , and the culmination of adversities that forced
my surrender .
The catalyst was a boy , almost 16, who deserves to know I am
his Nona , is not crazy, but was extremely rearranged , for
he and Harper are the 2 of 6 I was allowed time within which
to bond . It was immediate , with each , as we know the old
soul, and unite in great harmony ..
I grasp how my world, rarely allowed others to know
of my deep connection , in their journey of not knowing.
My quest is ongoing , however I have reached a plateau
of spiritually that has allowed me to see the Divinity in each
experience . Given that , and my residence to invite the
adversities inherent in awareness, that have abused me
profoundly in the past.
Coming to a place of acceptance that the closing of a cycle
of separation and abuse , is allowing that what is to be in
my highest good is upon me. For each of us this is so.
While I have had so many examples of others who have
” split” in trauma , that we are healing on some level
unfortunately there are those who won’t awaken..
Accepting this has been life long in its teaching , with
my greatest earth teacher , as he exited , was my Dad .
There was nothing but love between us as we acknowledged
that far before he lost ” contact ” with our world . In our
love was forgiveness an understanding that we were not
ourselves in anger . So his rages , rudeness interspersed
were but reflecting his helplessness at the forces that were
draining him of his life’s chi.
He waffled in his moods , surely influenced by the RX , but
one on one our communications were never deeper
never more profound .
The disruption of his divine exit , of course angered me , as
I was abused by 2 brothers , whose grief was exhibited as
self preservation and power trips , never openly exited .
Heartbreaking but it exampled that of my marriage’s ending .
I had to accept Dad had a blue print of his own, his experience
in his exit was Divinely his own, and I could only do my part.
My eyes and heart were opened and fractured with his exit,
however my awareness of Dad not being able to bear up
as these years unfolded to bring us to this evolutionary leap.
His job done , Dad , James Abner father of light , is shining
his light on me for sure, with Mom popping in , for parts
of my healing and clearing is theirs as well.
Much celebration 🍾 as well as sage , and sobering , realities
of how much determination and resolve is required , that
being in spirit as much as possible , as grandly designed plans
from oh high ( our highest self ) reveal themselves .
Much will try to take me away from spirit , however tested
beyond my measure , has allowed my cellular knowledge
and acceptance of a love that is infinite , that is my home,
my foundation , and nothing deters my walk with spirit .
Woman is here to lead man to spirit
Man is here to make the world safe
That she may do so.
In unison
Side by Side
Not In front of
Not behind .
4Either .
It does seem I have been alone much of my life , physically
and mentally , as I spent so much time in deep disconnect
from harsher realities as a child . Like Mother Earth 🌏
is currently doing , I bobbled …
Spirit is individual, unseen , heard , unseen , the mystery
that Old Souls ” hold” and that doesn’t always present
as such, certainly with a consciousness that’s always in
fear of said Spirit , and wars against acceptance , and
integration , which in marriage , never happened ..
So, I have accepted the mysteries of life , and given
that there are resonances within the messages contained
within the following video .
Narcissist Love Watching You Crumble
Frankly , I have had too many examples of this
in Brothers, Lovers & Beloved’s , and ” Misses”
who example deeply profound trauma ,that
continued retention of , like a toxic waste
site , will blow up…What that is , totally
individual , but with my various experiences
I am currently at peace with each person
begin totally in charge and responsible for
their Karmic lessons and destiny .
That’s my take after completion of 20 years
of toxic examples of projected and induced
insanities , immoralities , and rupture that
did not curtail my ongoing personal evolution
to the degree that I gave up.
Nothing or nothing will, and ego is driving to
thing otherwise . Physical death would not
end the corrections taking place , for this
is much more than me .. I have died many
times over spiritually to be lifted .
Ego might tell you I do not need nor love
enough .. my love is infinite …
My desire for peace and harmony , balanced
within is threatening to those who require
total obedience, power and control.. Daddy ?
Umm No He received and accepted that
aged 5 I would not allow his abuse of my body.
Brother ? Karmic lessons are releasing at
increased intensity .
The truths have been there all along , it’s the
picking up of crumbs . I am Blessed to be in a
place of receivership , and trusting what’s
guidance in the ever deadly silence of insular
ego or indescribable trauma , like a power
keg..You have the matches …strike or no strike
its choice …
The crumbling is done …no more not ever
again .
#EgoIsAnObserverOnly
Women’s History Month: Black feminism, misogynoir, and attempts to erase black women’s voices
Women of faith, of spirit , of courage , are often considered insane.
History is full of these abuses .
I honor the life efforts of this human being, her gender , her race,
her sexual , religious , medical, spiritual , choices are individual
and worthy of acknowledgment .
I empathize with this multidimensional being and her struggles
to honor many of those dimensions , even the fragmented , dank
and dark shadow.
Bonus is that she’s a poet ! I consider myself a poet at heart
and long to write that which often sounds of music .
That longing is manifesting , very nicely ..
Blessings & Peace
Doña Luna
Women’s History Month: Black feminism, misogynoir, and attempts to erase black women’s voices
— Read on www.dailykos.com/stories/2019/3/10/1839038/-Women-s-History-Month-Black-feminism-misogynoir-and-attempts-to-erase-black-women-s-voices
He explains , in terms easily understood of the possibilities ahead energetically ..
Neuroscience Reveals How Gratitude Literally Changes Your Brain to be Happier
Saying Thank You when someone let me out in traffic.
Or when the light changed .
For each and everything thing good , but when I finally
was abled to say Thank You for adversity, I felt liberated.
I began to believe that when I went into a place I would
find what I was looking for . The 1st time , it was a very
decent file cabinet at Goodwill.
Now it’s more common , and it’s worked in offerings for
others . It’s a reality if one just invest in belief in magic
and worthiness to receive ..
We often hear about the power of gratitude for creating a more positive and happy mental state. But did you know that gratitude literally transforms your brain? According to UCLA’s Mindfulness Awareness Research Center, regularly expressing gratitude literally changes the molecular structure of the brain, keeps the gray matter functioning, and makes us healthier and happier. When you feel happiness, the central nervous system is affected. You are more peaceful, less reactive, and less resistant. And gratitude is the most effective practice for stimulating feelings of happiness.
— Read on ideapod.com/neuroscience-reveals-gratitude-literally-changes-brain-happier/
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