Our Great Illumination , Ongoing Cosmic Love

Each and every relationship , including within ourselves

is being illuminated by Cosmic Love , via protonic light.

Christ Consciousness that is the awakening required , ordained

on high , that I have come to accept .

Old souls , seemingly always living in past , present ,and future

I reviewed life enough to grasp my thwarted attempts to

live in spirit , and the culmination of adversities that forced

my surrender .

The catalyst was a boy , almost 16, who deserves to know I am

his Nona , is not crazy, but was extremely rearranged , for

he and Harper are the 2 of 6 I was allowed time within which

to bond . It was immediate , with each , as we know the old

soul, and unite in great harmony ..

I grasp how my world, rarely allowed others to know

of my deep connection , in their journey of not knowing.

My quest is ongoing , however I have reached a plateau

of spiritually that has allowed me to see the Divinity in each

experience . Given that , and my residence to invite the

adversities inherent in awareness, that have abused me

profoundly in the past.

Coming to a place of acceptance that the closing of a cycle

of separation and abuse , is allowing that what is to be in

my highest good is upon me. For each of us this is so.

While I have had so many examples of others who have

” split” in trauma , that we are healing on some level

unfortunately there are those who won’t awaken..

Accepting this has been life long in its teaching , with

my greatest earth teacher , as he exited , was my Dad .

There was nothing but love between us as we acknowledged

that far before he lost ” contact ” with our world . In our

love was forgiveness an understanding that we were not

ourselves in anger . So his rages , rudeness interspersed

were but reflecting his helplessness at the forces that were

draining him of his life’s chi.

He waffled in his moods , surely influenced by the RX , but

one on one our communications were never deeper

never more profound .

The disruption of his divine exit , of course angered me , as

I was abused by 2 brothers , whose grief was exhibited as

self preservation and power trips , never openly exited .

Heartbreaking but it exampled that of my marriage’s ending .

I had to accept Dad had a blue print of his own, his experience

in his exit was Divinely his own, and I could only do my part.

My eyes and heart were opened and fractured with his exit,

however my awareness of Dad not being able to bear up

as these years unfolded to bring us to this evolutionary leap.

His job done , Dad , James Abner father of light , is shining

his light on me for sure, with Mom popping in , for parts

of my healing and clearing is theirs as well.

Much celebration ๐Ÿพ as well as sage , and sobering , realities

of how much determination and resolve is required , that

being in spirit as much as possible , as grandly designed plans

from oh high ( our highest self ) reveal themselves .

Much will try to take me away from spirit , however tested

beyond my measure , has allowed my cellular knowledge

and acceptance of a love that is infinite , that is my home,

my foundation , and nothing deters my walk with spirit .

Woman is here to lead man to spirit

Man is here to make the world safe

That she may do so.

In unison

Side by Side

Not In front of

Not behind .

4Either .

It does seem I have been alone much of my life , physically

and mentally , as I spent so much time in deep disconnect

from harsher realities as a child . Like Mother Earth ๐ŸŒ

is currently doing , I bobbled …

Spirit is individual, unseen , heard , unseen , the mystery

that Old Souls ” hold” and that doesn’t always present

as such, certainly with a consciousness that’s always in

fear of said Spirit , and wars against acceptance , and

integration , which in marriage , never happened ..

So, I have accepted the mysteries of life , and given

that there are resonances within the messages contained

within the following video .

www.youtube.com/watch

Author: GreatCosmicMothersUnited

I have joined with many parents affected with the surreal , yet accepted issue of child abuse via Pathogenic Parenting / Domestic abuse. As a survivor of Domestic Abuse, denial abounded that 3 sons were not affected. In my desire to be family to those who have found me lacking . As a survivor of psychiatric abuse, therapist who abused also and toxic prescribed medications took me to hell on earth with few moments of heaven. I will share my life, my experiences and my studies and research.. I will talk to small circles and I will council ; as targeted parents , grandparents , aunts , uncles etc. , are denied contact with a child for reasons that serve the abuser ...further abusing the child. I grasp the trauma and I have looked at the lost connection to a higher power.. I grasp when one is accustomed to privilege, equality can feel like discrimination.. Shame and affluence silences a lot of facts , truths that have been labeled "negative". It is about liberation of the soul from projections of a alienator , and abuser ..

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