4 Sensitive : How to Protect Yourself From Narcissistic Energy

It has been very difficult as a Highly Sensitive

Person, to protect myself energetically , from

a “partner ” whose covert ability to lie , buy or

threaten his way through an entire life , as

recently as 2 years ago slammed me in court

and a connection through our co owned property

of when he dominates and abuses me, is the

only connection to him , in his mind.

I cut any cords with him a long time ago,

however I had the Complex – PTSD that no

one acknowledged (4 Virginia Licensed

MDs specializing in psychiatry) , gobs Of Therapist

and networking with mental health groups for

many years …it freaking never came up.

ChiChing ..What a Blessing that Education..

I took a test, in 2006, 100% over Ex..

Masculine energy has a tendency not to have

adapted to forgiveness .. indeed holding unforgivenes

lifelong and projecting that out after the glow

wears off, when threatened perhaps the trigger

misses that step ? Holding it , having been trained

to be tuff…and often experience support wearing

mask..

It’s dealing like death to transform this, to surrender

I had a lot of masculine energy , and I feel that

was affected by the psychiatric RXs and my absorption

of males in negative energy .. Zeroing in on their

soft spots , triggering them , mothering them

which is nurture , not mother in my output.

I fuss over myself , and am kind to myself , as I

wish to receive ..So many folks never adapt to that

of which I have made an art form.. it’s extremely

necessary , and I am centered .

I have had no voice in relationships with many

folks and sometimes I gave up my power .

Beyond Court adventures , I have housing issues

which again trigger old energy of foundations

etc , but I am confidant that’s clearing and transforming.

I have found my voice on various levels , and won

the respect and balance in several tested relationships.

Many more person to person affirmations and love

exchanges have been challenged by cruel test of

repeated outside critics influence ..not on me

but on others , and the trickle down, that I

chose to sit out… I trust the process , and have

learned my miss is my mercy or blessing .

In that I have held certain dreams , closer to my

heart , but related to return to love , integration

harmony restored for so many , and that love

field of positive light expands …it is a blessing

given all that has been, that resolution is at

hand , which totally liberates me , finically ,

old business and cycle ends , thus I am secured

to step out of the targeted human , fully

responsible, and creatively moving forward

with no limits to my vision ..

It is infinite possibilities, not an abusive energy

or negative person or ideology that draws me

closer …

That which has been painful with each child

and grandchild , has assured of healing and

protection in this clearing , which as grown

men, can finally be assured voice and choice

in light of truths , that release each of us.

Control is very hard to release , but very

necessary , and I refuse to be seen as controlling

or vindictive , by a former , who prefers to

continue to treat me as his wife , his property .

Gee , where is his power of attorney over

my finances ? Why is that supported legally?

He feels secure in his record of wins ….

Pretty sure a transformation shall correct that,

sooner .

My gut responds negatively to these times , but

I hunkered down, and treating myself well,

limiting news , phone contact etc ..

I’m so ready ..I know each son is as well..

Blessings & Peace ,

Doña Luna

* she has some great mantras on her website .

www.youtube.com/watch

Author: GreatCosmicMothersUnited

I have joined with many parents affected with the surreal , yet accepted issue of child abuse via Pathogenic Parenting / Domestic abuse. As a survivor of Domestic Abuse, denial abounded that 3 sons were not affected. In my desire to be family to those who have found me lacking . As a survivor of psychiatric abuse, therapist who abused also and toxic prescribed medications took me to hell on earth with few moments of heaven. I will share my life, my experiences and my studies and research.. I will talk to small circles and I will council ; as targeted parents , grandparents , aunts , uncles etc. , are denied contact with a child for reasons that serve the abuser ...further abusing the child. I grasp the trauma and I have looked at the lost connection to a higher power.. I grasp when one is accustomed to privilege, equality can feel like discrimination.. Shame and affluence silences a lot of facts , truths that have been labeled "negative". It is about liberation of the soul from projections of a alienator , and abuser ..

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