Narcissist Love Watching You Crumble

Frankly , I have had too many examples of this

in Brothers, Lovers & Beloved’s , and ” Misses”

who example deeply profound trauma ,that

continued retention of , like a toxic waste

site , will blow up…What that is , totally

individual , but with my various experiences

I am currently at peace with each person

begin totally in charge and responsible for

their Karmic lessons and destiny .

That’s my take after completion of 20 years

of toxic examples of projected and induced

insanities , immoralities , and rupture that

did not curtail my ongoing personal evolution

to the degree that I gave up.

Nothing or nothing will, and ego is driving to

thing otherwise . Physical death would not

end the corrections taking place , for this

is much more than me .. I have died many

times over spiritually to be lifted .

Ego might tell you I do not need nor love

enough .. my love is infinite …

My desire for peace and harmony , balanced

within is threatening to those who require

total obedience, power and control.. Daddy ?

Umm No He received and accepted that

aged 5 I would not allow his abuse of my body.

Brother ? Karmic lessons are releasing at

increased intensity .

The truths have been there all along , it’s the

picking up of crumbs . I am Blessed to be in a

place of receivership , and trusting what’s

guidance in the ever deadly silence of insular

ego or indescribable trauma , like a power

keg..You have the matches …strike or no strike

its choice …

The crumbling is done …no more not ever

again .

#EgoIsAnObserverOnly

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Author: GreatCosmicMothersUnited

I have joined with many parents affected with the surreal , yet accepted issue of child abuse via Pathogenic Parenting / Domestic abuse. As a survivor of Domestic Abuse, denial abounded that 3 sons were not affected. In my desire to be family to those who have found me lacking . As a survivor of psychiatric abuse, therapist who abused also and toxic prescribed medications took me to hell on earth with few moments of heaven. I will share my life, my experiences and my studies and research.. I will talk to small circles and I will council ; as targeted parents , grandparents , aunts , uncles etc. , are denied contact with a child for reasons that serve the abuser ...further abusing the child. I grasp the trauma and I have looked at the lost connection to a higher power.. I grasp when one is accustomed to privilege, equality can feel like discrimination.. Shame and affluence silences a lot of facts , truths that have been labeled "negative". It is about liberation of the soul from projections of a alienator , and abuser ..

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