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Deputy Mefferd’s War on Parental Alienation – parental alienation speaks
Deputy Mefferd survived 7,200 volts and over 20 surgeries, yet not even that prepared him for parental alienation.
— Read on parentalalienationspeaks.com/2019/04/02/deputy-mefferds-war-on-parental-alienation/
Top of The World – Dixie Chicks grieving release 🙏🏼
This song applies to men in my life, Beloved’s,
so many who have been separated from their life
as beings vs doers…Devalued , as Spiritual,
Sensitive , In all manner of ways in the
culture of suicide , I certainly noted in Mama
who did not hear me, to Dad who did , and
checked into it .. He researched, read , watched
informative programs on his own time , which
was precious little. His inability to correctly
articulate his feelings , was awkward , funny
teasing and enduring .. I had no problem
being honest with him , and that was paramount
as I came to in 2003 , and in that heightened inducement
of mania , I picked up the gauntlet to insure
his last years would witness his Divine Rebirth
Of Spirit and out of the Shadow .
So intensely independent , I had not been allowed
to have an awareness of his personal stuff. He
discussed health issues , lack of care therein ,
concerned about cost, government, etc
and I watched the diminishment, intensify
having no clue of his RX which were guided
by a NP family add on who rescued him
often out her stash.. It’s common , both
having wads Of prescriptions as is common
if you’re in the business…of AMA death ..
Dad spent many years out of it , doing his
coping , self care , holed up in his home
in his BarcaLounger , content in his world.
Blocked grief was slowly and gently released
as I healed and as he began his in / out ,
I was allowed the gift of recalling him of
both his Mom and his wife , whom he
had openly mourned in a culture of society
that withdrew from him , in the pain
associated with another’s grief , and pain.
Only his youngest sister whom called every
Sunday , cared deeply and heard him
when I was unable by psychiatry, DA ,
and loss of our children’s faith and love.
I put it together in those last years , with
an awareness in the last 18 months , foretold
and put into motion to create the most
deserved Divine exit, including releasing
him from guilt , shame, all the lower energy
which were evoked by those caretakers
who profited in many ways , including
the Karmic fallout , they were ill prepared
for.
Releasing with him was freaking hard, but
I stood, even as I was shamed . I walked
away , in my not being allowed to know
his diagnosis .
Until the very end …
However , I realized that like the child he was
to my mother , and vice verse , I had to gift him
by letting him go, in my consciousness .
I allowed my heart to break open at his
bravery , for being my guide , in grieving
as I was unable to as Mim exited in 99
and scream at the denial, due psychiatry
shadow and the gift in that because her exit
would have triggered so many traumas
as an unhealed survivor , I could have lost
myself permanently in the matrix ..
She had hung in until sister Bonnie , her
1st joined her in a portal of welcome as they
both crossed .
Mom was waiting , undone , watching over
each of us since 1999.. Dad held in until
2012, as he openly expressed his concern for
“How would I be without him”. I touched my
heart , then my head , I assured him he
would always and forever be , as would Mom.
The pain associated with my childhood
was by then tempered , reviewed , reduced
in such a way to make it all about him.
Ideally , but without support , I was unable
due to his concern of burning through his
estate , and leaving me nothing .
As I had been disadvantaged in my marriage
as he reviewed his loss , he was StockholmEd
as revenge and greed in real time allowed
me to know I was out of that matrix for sure
as threats rained from mouths of womb mates
I realized my error in judgement of masculine
energy was an in-house filter , that created
my ability to sense that in men , totally
missing the narcissist who is the trauma
victim often forever and ever .
As this song denotes the standard masculine
concept of his worth , upheld by an unconscious
family/partner/society is relegated to an end
such as it was.
Proudly Dad labored toward his open portal
towards Divine that I witnessed over the hours
and he did resists , drugged into submission
morphined that there were no words to be
exchanged .
Our connection was such , that words
were not necessary .
I requested and received music to aid him
for hours , his music .. Amongst the lowest
of low for this Beloved Father Of Light
(Abner) I watched as he rose , to join his
angels and spirit guide , witnessed his seeing
them at least 6 times and I was eased
into releasing him into the loving arms
he so deserved .
What was negative in the exit was external
energy of lower consciousness that did not
deflect the Divinity . The sibling abuses
continued with legal abuse , financial abuse
threats and control ..Spewing their toxic
emotions, I was aware of the finality of Dads
earth existence was ending the abusive
sibling contract , and that was indeed
a gift as a elder responsible Old Soul .
It was much like a labor, a birth in
witnessing Dad’s exit , regretting Mama
did not have the same experience ..letting
go..allowing light to heal the shadow , but
NOT ONCE regretful of his much delayed
exit.
He exited as he was assured I was ok.
He was aware and is of what went down
and will guide and protect me in my truth
and revelations , finding my voice even
as my heart pounds , to STAND for the
more conscious choices in child rearing
divine masculine of balanced natures
and nurture ..
Knowing you are enough is essential
Not allowing anyone to abuse that , in any
manner will cost ya, dearly …
Dad left here knowing better , as I give
Thanks each day for his essential light
and love ,
For each man ready to receive the message
Top of the World bringing heaven to earth
requires effort you are worthy and capable
of , and the Beloved awaits your tempered
fire and return to love , ever lasting
ever and ever more .
Blessings & Peace ,
Doña Luna
Buddhism and “The Matrix”
A gift, I am so Divinely receiving , in loving
acceptance of some of the adversities that
make my Buddhism practice a party of 1
not unlike most of my deepest core beliefs
-life skills , was the inducement to leave
my Baptist Faith .
My gift was from an Sgi-Buddhist , who has
Japanese origins and a President Ikeda and
of course there was shadow.
My experience was liberating in mind and
spirit as nothing before or since and my go
to for solace and release .
So reading the article below, after weeks of
receiving this new to me website , I receive
this gift !
I will watch the Matrix again , to refresh my
memory , though I may have seen it , its
not my favorite genera so it does not come
up in memory recall.
I’m excited upon this information , knowing
my practice of Buddhism , on my own
which brought so many releases , will
one day have others on my mountain
who join me , in the practice of peace
that does not back down from polishing
one’s heart of gold or the rights of each human
being to exit the inhumane suffering , and
to except the flow, the natural life experience
cycles , transitions of changing form .
How that form is determined , like
all else is by faith , hope , intention
(Seed Planting) and chanting ( prayer or
singing meditation ) and patience in waiting
and not deviating from the plan.
Much like bearing a child , there are good/bad,
high/low points , but a knowing of what’s
Divinely taking place within , and all that
is endured or incurred along the way is
worth it. As I have come to know the past
life included my male cycles , as well as
feminine , males who are balanced in theirs
tap into the process. Many resist or were trained
or omitted in life teachings early on that that
wasn’t part of necessary life skills . Unbonded
to their own Mom or bound in trauma , the
inability to see or feel deeply is scary .
New or adverse information contracts anything
known and becomes a blockage .
Buddhism practice liberated me from stuckness
tangibly proving the high low, as on Sunday I
received my ceremony of acceptance only
miles from Virginia Tech , who on April 16
experienced a preventable mass shooting
the Monday after where 33 died including
the shooter. I can get deeper into that narrative
later ; suffice it to say .. my heart and soul
are lightened by this new to me knowledge .
Buddhism and “The Matrix”
— Read on mailchi.mp/lionsroar/buddhism-and-the-matrix
People don’t become ‘adults’ until they’re in their 30s, say scientists
I totally concur , in the family who fails to consciously
and spiritually educated a child ; the adulting can be
in mid 30s after careers and families are established ,
spirituality begins to tug at the near 40 year old , who
reviews their life so far. Feeling the need to stand for
something , as if unaccomplished can motivate unnecessarily
instead of simply reviewing , setting intentions , and
enjoying the journey .
It was at 37 , as our youngest was 6 , that my mothering
was challenged by RX addiction , 17 days in hell that is
a psychiatric unit , establishing the matrix of domestic
abuse ignored in lieu of mental illness.
I tried to go with the flow for the next 5, allowing I was
mentally ill, as no one supported domestic abuse, hearing
or seeing the truth .
A definite hindered effort to mature …
Experts say it’s “increasingly absurd” to say we move instantly from childhood to adulthood
— Read on www.yahoo.com/lifestyle/people-don-apos-t-become-100300736.html
Releasing Old Contracts , Expansion..New Beginnings
Time lines are collapsing in order to surrender to
new beginnings from the inside out.
My vast amount of me time , once I to Truths
explained , I knew too the force that shadow had
in my life, secret societies ,and my awareness
reinforced with fear and horror as legal and
professions ignored my efforts to expose the
illegal , ill-moral, unprofessional , disconnected
religious support mirrored in each child , each
relative , and in my self .. and shame enveloped
me , as I began to understand it. Why I held so
much shame .
To acknowledge , I was no more , no less that a
surrogate , a maid , a concubine , a servant
in the soul of a family that has done so much
harm , as Christians , demanded acknowledgement
of 3 young souls who watched the deconstruct of
their Mom. Legalized addiction, drugged to
submission , that a human being of male
dominance’s , fearing he might loose money
or be exposed in his darkness of abuse , allowed
doing nothing save make his own plans of
stepping out of a contracted marriage for happiness.
That’s all I know..
His every intent , to avenge me for my failure
as a homemaker, servant , companion , whatever
he needed , in order for his property to be his
bearing out the Me NOT We..
Erasing me, allowing all is my fault , he was guilt
free and holding a lot of repressed and depressed
within , and there it remains . The Karmic he chose
to align with , holding the same energy met him
equally to participate in abusing me , and have
had at it , wide open legally and socially, enjoying
the experience of shame and abuse in our
culture of suicide . This has been his example
to our children and grandchildren ..
Trust does not exist between our sons and I.
This could show up in continued abuse through my
inheritance as one son referred to my partnership
that is his rulership . The experience of learning
of a near 300k liability against our shared property
and contracts I signed in induced compliance
allows my grave concerns about the facts , opposed
to his word as the time line crushes , exposing
what is , not what he says.
So yea , I failed , failed to acknowledge the truth
earlier , and involve myself socially , responsibly
exiting the matrix that made every effort to
destroy me, by removal of all I held dear .
I am very honoring and grateful for every
lesson, every shadow , every shame filled
projection , as I rejected the false for the truths
that are the air I breathe , the blood in my veins
the electric magnetic heart that is
multidimensional , which is unknown to
those who cannot see, cannot hear , cannot see
me.
Endings are very painful , the separation heralded
as permanent, having no empathy , no desire
to move forwards as responsible compassionate
mindful folks , who take care of their mind
body and spirit . who live to reduce , avenge
overpower , Abuse , using children and soul
connections and connectedness as weapons ?
I stepped out of that long ago, and a review
only intensified as a 3rd generation is
indoctrinated to hold the judgement and
shame , Clarity is the priceless gift 🎁 I
present , in light and in love, no fear as
it is this clarity that’s so needed , I but
pray for the words that convey the urgency
for the messages with what we all must
transcend , from a fear based ideology and
life model to one of pure light and love.
That I have a deeply traumatic life story
has issued my living death , leaving
3 souls whose light was drained of me
as I was created to exhibit the dankest darkest
evil projected at me .. a mirror or hatred and fear
reduced to a state of helplessness , which fed
him , served him.
Deserving of redemption , as each resolution
has been been rejected , the clearing of financial,
demanding money to counteract , along with
tangible truths , to off set his clinging to his
falsehoods and mask , demand action , now
for as mentioned here , a lot of folks are not
packed ( mind body spirit) for this train .
and it shows .
Mourning has been ongoing for far too many
years for what has no light no life as I’m
affirmed by free wills who choose to
shame, reject and falsify , project blame
etc .. I surrendered to my highest good
my bags are packed .
I am worthy .
As are you 😘💯🎁🎉🎶🌈☮️❤️♥️💕
Listen as she explains in her way , nuancing
much of what I know in my heart and soul
words that were strange in my unknowing
as they might be with you ..
The message will come to you in the way you
require , if you but surrender to your highest good.
I am a seer , I am aware , I release that I may never
physically , or spiritually reconnect with sons .
I have been forced to accept this loss each and
every minute , beyond endurance , without
compassion, or support , but a Divine support
and love that has been they’re all along , guiding
me , and I’ll honor that Divinity as a humane
Being in knowing and doing better .
Joy in my heart ❤️, I celebrate ..thankful for
the truths that liberated me from the dark
that consumes far too many .
I had no other choice
Survival breakthrough to Thriving .
I am rich in heart , Thankful ! Amazed !
Homework is wrecking our kids: The research is clear, let’s ban elementary homework | Salon.com
Public Schools Education , has failed for
over 50 years , indoctrination is not teaching
creating a horrid environment for teacher
and student.
So glad this is transforming .💯✅
Homework does have an impact on young students — but it’s not a good one
— Read on www.salon.com/2016/03/05/homework_is_wrecking_our_kids_the_research_is_clear_lets_ban_elementary_homework/
Narcissistic erases targets personality & individualism
Reduced by Nark, His Mom, sisters, friends , as psychiatry
took the wheel erasure , death whilst alive was assured .
My state sanctions all involved , allowing my being
their Ever present target . Which is why I speak out .
Acknowledging winning is not happening , exposure
and closure .., opening the can of worms gone rancid
long ago. allow air and light to vaporize all the fake
that leads to erasure of targeted family member without
consciousness of all involved , who do not consider
the best interest of the children .
My vote was #333.. Ridiculous Statements by Nark
I could write a trilogy lol
narcsite.com/2019/03/21/poll-ridiculous-statements-by-the-narcissist/
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