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Buddhism and “The Matrix”
A gift, I am so Divinely receiving , in loving
acceptance of some of the adversities that
make my Buddhism practice a party of 1
not unlike most of my deepest core beliefs
-life skills , was the inducement to leave
my Baptist Faith .
My gift was from an Sgi-Buddhist , who has
Japanese origins and a President Ikeda and
of course there was shadow.
My experience was liberating in mind and
spirit as nothing before or since and my go
to for solace and release .
So reading the article below, after weeks of
receiving this new to me website , I receive
this gift !
I will watch the Matrix again , to refresh my
memory , though I may have seen it , its
not my favorite genera so it does not come
up in memory recall.
I’m excited upon this information , knowing
my practice of Buddhism , on my own
which brought so many releases , will
one day have others on my mountain
who join me , in the practice of peace
that does not back down from polishing
one’s heart of gold or the rights of each human
being to exit the inhumane suffering , and
to except the flow, the natural life experience
cycles , transitions of changing form .
How that form is determined , like
all else is by faith , hope , intention
(Seed Planting) and chanting ( prayer or
singing meditation ) and patience in waiting
and not deviating from the plan.
Much like bearing a child , there are good/bad,
high/low points , but a knowing of what’s
Divinely taking place within , and all that
is endured or incurred along the way is
worth it. As I have come to know the past
life included my male cycles , as well as
feminine , males who are balanced in theirs
tap into the process. Many resist or were trained
or omitted in life teachings early on that that
wasn’t part of necessary life skills . Unbonded
to their own Mom or bound in trauma , the
inability to see or feel deeply is scary .
New or adverse information contracts anything
known and becomes a blockage .
Buddhism practice liberated me from stuckness
tangibly proving the high low, as on Sunday I
received my ceremony of acceptance only
miles from Virginia Tech , who on April 16
experienced a preventable mass shooting
the Monday after where 33 died including
the shooter. I can get deeper into that narrative
later ; suffice it to say .. my heart and soul
are lightened by this new to me knowledge .
Buddhism and “The Matrix”
— Read on mailchi.mp/lionsroar/buddhism-and-the-matrix
Intense Grounding Energies Are Here Have Faith
My faith is validated each and every challenge I am
closing , that has not been in my highest self quest.
My faith and strength , and challenges , attracts and
repels and all in between..
I prefer less challenges , and more peace , and so
sequestered myself as thy Will Be Done , for 12 and
11 months . I really going to enjoy ground level
, returning to gardening , grounding , walking ,
nature , out side my front door. Steps to my bedroom
or office are most welcome. I have searched for , and
admired many homes and sometimes discovered the
miss was my mercy.. My acknowledgment of all my
misses , that have occurred in my life , in a spiritual
rejection that allows empathy for the other guy.
Often that’s Traumatic in matter of blood , or cosmic
light and love . However , my inabilities have been
unmasked , in my understanding , there is grief and gratitude
in the fearlessness as we hang to this train of love and
light .
I am ever thankful! Like he says , it’s surreal beauty and
surrender to inner peace for ownership of self .
It’s trippy ! 🤩☮️🌈🎁🥰💯🎶
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Fountain of Sorrow Jackson Brown
A couple of years ahead or behind, you
Knowing enough is within , not out there .
Good to see each and every smiling face 🎶😘🥰
The smile that shows in the eyes , in
words, in touch .
One not running , but in ownership
reviving and emitting light , compassion
I am in awe of each of us …❤️🌏☮️🌈
Releasing Old Contracts , Expansion..New Beginnings
Time lines are collapsing in order to surrender to
new beginnings from the inside out.
My vast amount of me time , once I to Truths
explained , I knew too the force that shadow had
in my life, secret societies ,and my awareness
reinforced with fear and horror as legal and
professions ignored my efforts to expose the
illegal , ill-moral, unprofessional , disconnected
religious support mirrored in each child , each
relative , and in my self .. and shame enveloped
me , as I began to understand it. Why I held so
much shame .
To acknowledge , I was no more , no less that a
surrogate , a maid , a concubine , a servant
in the soul of a family that has done so much
harm , as Christians , demanded acknowledgement
of 3 young souls who watched the deconstruct of
their Mom. Legalized addiction, drugged to
submission , that a human being of male
dominance’s , fearing he might loose money
or be exposed in his darkness of abuse , allowed
doing nothing save make his own plans of
stepping out of a contracted marriage for happiness.
That’s all I know..
His every intent , to avenge me for my failure
as a homemaker, servant , companion , whatever
he needed , in order for his property to be his
bearing out the Me NOT We..
Erasing me, allowing all is my fault , he was guilt
free and holding a lot of repressed and depressed
within , and there it remains . The Karmic he chose
to align with , holding the same energy met him
equally to participate in abusing me , and have
had at it , wide open legally and socially, enjoying
the experience of shame and abuse in our
culture of suicide . This has been his example
to our children and grandchildren ..
Trust does not exist between our sons and I.
This could show up in continued abuse through my
inheritance as one son referred to my partnership
that is his rulership . The experience of learning
of a near 300k liability against our shared property
and contracts I signed in induced compliance
allows my grave concerns about the facts , opposed
to his word as the time line crushes , exposing
what is , not what he says.
So yea , I failed , failed to acknowledge the truth
earlier , and involve myself socially , responsibly
exiting the matrix that made every effort to
destroy me, by removal of all I held dear .
I am very honoring and grateful for every
lesson, every shadow , every shame filled
projection , as I rejected the false for the truths
that are the air I breathe , the blood in my veins
the electric magnetic heart that is
multidimensional , which is unknown to
those who cannot see, cannot hear , cannot see
me.
Endings are very painful , the separation heralded
as permanent, having no empathy , no desire
to move forwards as responsible compassionate
mindful folks , who take care of their mind
body and spirit . who live to reduce , avenge
overpower , Abuse , using children and soul
connections and connectedness as weapons ?
I stepped out of that long ago, and a review
only intensified as a 3rd generation is
indoctrinated to hold the judgement and
shame , Clarity is the priceless gift 🎁 I
present , in light and in love, no fear as
it is this clarity that’s so needed , I but
pray for the words that convey the urgency
for the messages with what we all must
transcend , from a fear based ideology and
life model to one of pure light and love.
That I have a deeply traumatic life story
has issued my living death , leaving
3 souls whose light was drained of me
as I was created to exhibit the dankest darkest
evil projected at me .. a mirror or hatred and fear
reduced to a state of helplessness , which fed
him , served him.
Deserving of redemption , as each resolution
has been been rejected , the clearing of financial,
demanding money to counteract , along with
tangible truths , to off set his clinging to his
falsehoods and mask , demand action , now
for as mentioned here , a lot of folks are not
packed ( mind body spirit) for this train .
and it shows .
Mourning has been ongoing for far too many
years for what has no light no life as I’m
affirmed by free wills who choose to
shame, reject and falsify , project blame
etc .. I surrendered to my highest good
my bags are packed .
I am worthy .
As are you 😘💯🎁🎉🎶🌈☮️❤️♥️💕
Listen as she explains in her way , nuancing
much of what I know in my heart and soul
words that were strange in my unknowing
as they might be with you ..
The message will come to you in the way you
require , if you but surrender to your highest good.
I am a seer , I am aware , I release that I may never
physically , or spiritually reconnect with sons .
I have been forced to accept this loss each and
every minute , beyond endurance , without
compassion, or support , but a Divine support
and love that has been they’re all along , guiding
me , and I’ll honor that Divinity as a humane
Being in knowing and doing better .
Joy in my heart ❤️, I celebrate ..thankful for
the truths that liberated me from the dark
that consumes far too many .
I had no other choice
Survival breakthrough to Thriving .
I am rich in heart , Thankful ! Amazed !
BBC – Future – Can the legacy of trauma be passed down the generations?
Information does exist that each carries 14
generations of ancestral karma and cellular
trauma good or bad that has not been healed
and cycles , as a result.
#TransformingThisGratefully
Our children and grandchildren are shaped by the genes they inherit from us, but new research is revealing that experiences of hardship or violence can leave their mark too.
— Read on www.bbc.com/future/story/20190326-what-is-epigenetics
Be who you are 🎉🙏🏼😘
Process of now – My fav Sky Prestress Astrology Wizard Nails It
One lesson after another , has encouraged
me that my path is correct. Of course there
are speed bumps , as I discovered when an
Earth Angel mirrored the past and present
position that was the blockage , lacking
flow .
Lacking very little childhood info of former
and rushed into a relationship , I denied
my intuition , I married my oppositional
teacher, a pattern of repressed anger , that
came out of no where , zapped me emotionally
and physically , which I was supposed to get over
without his taking responsibility .
Masking Pretending to care, to listen , to
hear , perhaps because it triggers , but holding
it , especially in an exchange that’s going well
is a freaking land mine , a red flag of imbalance.
Of repressed emotions, unhealed areas that are
exposed and offering varied solutions, can
overwhelm one whose determined and focused
on survival and self preservation , who
cannot hear , and fear/anger/rage are reactions
that thwart trust or intimacy , the very foundation
of any relationship.
My vulnerable side has brought me much joy
opening vistas of imagination and though
and progress in my soul growth . I do not consider
myself complete nor done , but readied to
embrace the unknown that change brings , as
I receive actualized proof in the gifts 🎁 that
I discover each day.
And that’s my Bliss, is a better sense of myself
and how folks respond , positiveness or adversity
I learn..
My intentions , dreams , prayers have been delayed
overlong in not stepping out , when anyone is
experiencing the fears inherit in transition ,
surrendering to their divinity means they
detox , and spew on me .
I’ve done the review , of myself over and over
in deep thinking with no one to hear me , because
it’s so freaking painful . From the top down
the unknowing and lack of support were suffocating .
That was the whole of my marriage , top down
was the judgement of a ” resting bitch face “
whose critique of everything me , was exposed
enough to make it clear , as the RBF came
out in words , critiques infected our marriage
as former transitioned into the doer, and
with addictions and co dependency , his anger
in everything was targeted at me .
Especially in regards to feminine , grief , action
children, any responsibility in his partnering
and parenting of which he had been separated
from since day one in resistance to his lack of
choice . Ignoring his responsibility , he began
rewriting the scrip that allowed him to consider
me unworthy with the context of perfection
and details , that did not convey .
However the codependent with each child ,
implies ownership , total exile of the parent
who was or developed addictions , behaviors
that do affect children . My core was so altered
by professional aide , so quickly the cement dried
as my body and mind were hacked, and his
inaction and demand I act normal reverberated
in a recent exchange …
Nope…
Test over , and it’s a finale , or it’s transformed
I surrender all to Divine ..
With grace I had a major breakthrough , and extremely
positive proof that off set the triggered spew
which helped me to even better understand
that standing down, is divine intervention.
Seeds planted , intentions for soul growth
requires stilling the mind , and surrender .
Pushed away, as the current ” source ”
allows for that space . In that the results
are entirely YOUR own.
As it is blueprinted …
So I let go..for change is upon us, each of us .
I am ready , beyond ready ..
My bags are packed , this is my train .
The free will choice of each soul is a Divinity .
🙏🏼❤️☮️🌈🎁🎶
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For me Thy Will Be Done ✅
Ready to Receive the harvest of my seed
planting ..shadow included .😘
Kyanite Meanings and Uses | Crystal Vaults
I recently received 2 very small ones . A rough
piece by my bed .. I was up earlier this am
after sleeping well, earlier bedtime also.
My afternoon nap was surreal , after a hot bath
it’s just me, the Sun Shine ( hi Dad❤️) in my
freshly washed white cotton robe , owing my
body like I did as a very proud toddler !
I was giggly , especially after a chat with brother
Dave , whose Mother sitting , and as he ended
stated I’m burning up daylight !
A very scientific mind , David has been more grounded
of late and we are talking some pretty heavy current happenings.
Non DT
Talking over each other , at 1st , we calmed down , and then
ended up laughing , one time was so deeply that I was grateful
to be sitting .. My whole body is calm after a brief spell of waking
jangled , which has been a long time since I felt that cellular ,
not quite Electric , but humming .
Today it was neck shoulders , which is not unusual ,
and temples which is less common . Chest tightness , which
concerned scientific David , until I explained what I’m taking
how it relates in spirituality , adding that I’m also detoxing
my heart with a formula that includes EDTA , at which point
I acknowledged my dental pain is due to that, in large measure.
That tweaked me to add more Vitamin C which helps buffer
the side effects of detoxing ..
Dehydration is Ever present , worse with detox , but I’m trying.
Much stronger and determined today, Focused Intention Set
Knot tied in rope, Seat belt buckled .
So I bought this stone in Blue , before New Moon .
It’s going down /up🥰💯🤩🌈☮️
#SoFreakingReadyForChange
Crystals for your life, your spirit, and your well being.
— Read on www.crystalvaults.com/crystal-encyclopedia/kyanite
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