Tag: grandparents

A releasing of what I was not knowing . 2006 Language of Babies

I personally had no idea of these facts , and heard each

sound , and knew it.. Did I then ?

I fought hard , and long to be there for our children .

The effort to just get along was thick with discrimination

like a 1940s , black and white . Nothing about me

had merit , I was a poor house keeper , did not bring

in revenue , but spent , a bookkeepers , accountant mentality

who did not participate in her drama.

I had her property, her creation , and so it was each

son was an asset to carry the family name.

That our sons where experiencing a targeted Mom

did affect them, as judgements , detachment were

normal in the contacts for networking .

So nurture was a sitter, school and tons of

activity and I was so not that.

Shunned doesn’t quite describe my experience

and perhaps I exposed myself , as rejecting it.

However , the professionals were educating

on detached parenting, as in allowing crying

for 15 minutes .

So , yea, I released a lot of regrets for not knowing

and allowing anything or anyone to guide me,

that wisdoms of ancients are best , when in

receiver ship of one’s highest self .

The adverse child experiences thus , come from

not knowing ?

We transcend that by knowing . I released my wounds

to the Universe , so many times and so many ways

I am weak , physically which is normal , in

a world in transition to the natural order

where babies have been coming in with ancient

wisdoms , that need no verbalization.. We are learning

that language, for those who have been induced in

varied mental states , by chemicals , made by

humans who profit on induction , rather that prevention

and cures that in harmony with our individual needs ,

survivors, of all that is dear, children , home, finances

the negative , catastrophic ripple is absorbed in all

of society that accepts this as normal..

As simple as hearing your new born, grasping what

harm is being done , on a soul level, but pushed

by a profession who did not know , or choose

not to know .

A huge question was answered , one I have researched

without success which I will discuss , in depth

ASAP.

This is a delicious Divine gift , my Moon 🌝 is in Taurus

and Mother gave me a huge gift 🎁.

WOW , a great day to receive , and release

as rain lightly sprays my windows like tears from

heaven. 🙏🏼👼🏼👼🏼👼🏼🙏🏼♥️♥️♥️🥰💡

Blessings & Peace ,

Doña Luna

Universal Sounds Babies Make, 2006

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The song I was listening to on Pandora

Inner Journey – A path of Compassion

-Karunch couldn’t be found .

This is a sample of her Satam Kaur

https://youtu.be/5MrmmONT3bM

Sons of Narcissistic Father’s

Jealous is what I believe drove him to rape

6 days after the birth of child.

Marking his territory ; witnessing a profound

love and attachment .

Having to be told , to pick up his child.

None of this was normal..9 months of

his seething , feeling betrayed ..taking

no joy, only obligation in becoming a Dad

Acknowledging this in recent years , how

much he loves that word , in his mind clears

all of what’s discussed in this video.

Apologies , owing responsibility , healing

are not going to happen; nothing moves him

and that scared me silent ..

I have never ever witness anyone so void , so

self destructive, so holding his trauma .

A feminine version of this showed up for one

last lesson, in his alter masculine/feminine

recently and it was extremely enlightening

to grasp the inner views …

Adult children , witnessed addiction, co-dependency

alcoholic and co -dependence , ignored PTSD in

a highly superior , educated , successful maternal

for whom money is everything . No communication

about these major life efforts ,to her sons , with

holding ..friends instead , walking a fine line

having no support in lieu of a repeated lesson

of exactly the same amount of time.

Hearing this renewal on steroids ,after 6 years

where I would suddenly be blasted with negativity

that was so low energy , I gave er a go.

My reward was the takeaway , Understanding

the detailed thinking , planning , timing in

order to carry out plans , in exiting a current

situation ..Draining , yes .. the dynamics brought

my very essence up for a review by a toxic trauma

laden person , stuck, fear-filled , negative and

projecting .

Hours of phone , getting in a time warp

that I found disgusting , the afternoon came

and it ended .

Trusting in change , for her blueprint , is

close , I took myself out of the equation.

I have been on the receiving end of this

hysteria , shame and blame projected

you’re it, because I say so, from folks

who have no idea of the harm to self

and others . I was that person , medicated

floundering in what I sense ( time has ✅)

how my body, the whole of me responded

in core wounds that were not all mine,

but empathically felt..Add that to generations

of abuse in DNA ..I forgave myself, surrendered

all, and live a quiet peace-love-joy, balanced

life ..

Jealousy for this, not understand the personal

power advantage of being in this place , fears

of the harsh lessons inherit in non supported

states of change , like death .

Reviewing this, intensified this attack on me,

I get that..

I have great empathy and support , and know

what is desired in heart and head and soul

will win out , over who will take care of me.

I was forced to nurture myself .. ongoing , yes

and sacred ..

No one has permission to speak to me , in such

a manner, read my blogs . Bother to hear me

over your own inner voice, speak up at the time

of the infraction I might have made or trigger .

Puking those toxins out , spewing me as a target

give me a pretty good idea , of where your coming

from , but silencing ..and I cannot afford to be

anywhere in that space with anyone .

Ever again

Saying so much about inner thinking , I did

not mourn the failure , or lay in hope

of a reunification .

It is what it is..

I aim higher , shake it off and move forward .

Stirred , Shaken, but moving on..

Resolved to step out of the matrix that allows

one sniff of behaviors to be present ,

20 plus years is quite enough , 42, excessive

but so understood now , in all it’s tentacles

given the tools to rise above .

Gratitude to be on my way..

Sun is Shining , Birds are singing

as I step in to fresh food market day , 1st this

year , intent of bliss , seeing old friends

listening to music , a simple , drama

and abuse free heaven on earth..

©️

Blessings & Peace ,

Doña Luna

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Parental Alienation as Child Abuse and Family Violence | Psychology Today

Totally understand and know it’s ending

Stopping parental alienating behaviors is imperative for the promotion of the best interests of children and the health of families.
— Read on www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/co-parenting-after-divorce/201901/parental-alienation-child-abuse-and-family-violence

More: Competition, Shaming, Entrapping, Territorial , Christian Committees, #LostInTranslatiin #Asleep@theWheel, Vulturesp

Here’s How Much Baby Body Parts Cost

This is coming to an end ..soon .

A special House panel investigating the transfer of fetal tissue from aborted babies releases new details about the the price of baby body parts.
— Read on www.dailysignal.com/2016/04/20/in-the-market-for-fetal-body-parts-a-babys-brain-sells-for-3340/

Narcissists Use Trauma Bonding and Intermittent Reinforcement To Get You Addicted To Them: Why Abuse Survivors Stay

In general not recognized by profession , who

ignore or close their eyes to what trauma bonds

are , as in my case since a Dr had labeled me

despite my honesty from the get go that I was

hit , and targeted by win at all cost , ” family”

in denial that they were not perfect .

Sacrificing their grandchildren and me , was

a piece of cake.. a horrid truth I discovered

adversely affects more folks in hollowed halls

of law and men.

It’s a very good thing to witness healing of

this pick of speed as many wake to the erasure

of families , and the profit by bottom-feeders

whose deserving of being spotlighted , as

poster child’s , abuses that no Hail Mary

Father Forgive Me excuses . Holding this

abuse as excusable, is foolhardy, a higher

power begs surrender , residence puts

abusers , front and center .

I am more that ready , Thy Will Be Done

#FlyingMonkeys

©️

Blessings & Peace,

Doña Luna

Trauma bonds are intense, unshakeable attachments which occur in abusive relationships, making it difficult for abuse survivors to leave. Here are signs you might be trauma bonded to a narcissistic abuser.
— Read on blogs.psychcentral.com/recovering-narcissist/2019/03/narcissists-use-trauma-bonding-and-intermittent-reinforcement-to-get-you-addicted-to-them-why-abuse-survivors-stay/

From the expert , How to co parent with a Narcissist

I personally would adore reading this , but

I have residual debts from the financial creativity

of former .. Also, our sons are adults , whose

C-PTSD has been ignored as the abuse that it is .

If I were vested , I’d skip food or something to

afford this, 15 years of spending monied to educate

myself , my efforts are mocked in court.

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Blessings & Peace ,

Doña Luna

narcsite.com/2019/04/16/how-to-co-parent-with-a-narcissist-2/

Winner & Still Champion : Appointed Judge Matriarch Of God

‘Twas no judge , but a critical matriarch, who

deemed me unworthy , and supported her son

by saving him from being responsible , but to

her .

Whatever bound them together , is still in play

tragically , and that energy has no healing ,

no compassion, only fear at getting caught

certainly never at what was done .

Silence, assured that given the past , their

funds , their connections , and careful planning

will never expose the abuse ; the living death

of separation before and during my induced

mental illness , assured the story line of my

unfitness , as compassion , often daily contact

was with held for 5 years as he searched for

his twin, and followed the same story line.

Of course , once again the victim , this horrible

experience reduced her to near death , as he

mourns the outgoing money he owes her ,

which limits his living as large as he has chosen

at the loss and expense of beloved’s , be they

romantic or children .

Confiding he’s executing the Will, will

not be the cake walk he expects ..

Light can only be had by truths, and there

is much to transform , releasing this finally

as the factual truths that lighten any soul

that chooses to see the challenge far exceeds

the desire to step into so much shadow .

I found it absolutely necessary , to process and

be responsible marriage dynamics that created

a living death , a surrogacy , induced mental

illness , that was professionally supported

and socially accepted as it appeared to be hell

on earth.. that family was unaware or unable

or saw the adversity as opportunity to prevail

by bottom-feeding, showing no connection

to any god I am aware of ..

By whatever name it is child abuse to abuse their

Mother . Abuse in drugging her , creating a monster

mirroring her abuse of this life , of generations

of abuse, that by very exposure enlightens

so many , and is whatever each of our sons

wishes to make of it.

Releasing them from shame , and any contract

that says they cannot own their feelings , or

heal some deep wounds , and release hatred

and grief from a past they , nor I were empowered

to combat , light so dimmed as not to exist .

Indeed Hell on Earth , that light of truth

vaporizes .

BBC – Future – Can the legacy of trauma be passed down the generations?

I personally can attest to this and have several

references to this being a reality .

It has also has empowering modalities

for coping healing , and of course the

Quantum response will crunch 14 generations

of adverse inheritances , very soon.

©️

Blessings & Peace ,

Doña Luna

Our children and grandchildren are shaped by the genes they inherit from us, but new research is revealing that experiences of hardship or violence can leave their mark too.
— Read on www.bbc.com/future/story/20190326-what-is-epigenetics

5 minutes be4 bed 4 the rest of your life

We go to bed as adults

We wake as children.

Prioritize creating sacred sleep space and pray

that for each and every soul.

Dreaming and restoring our bodies must

be a goal if ifs not happening .

Long gone are those repetitive negative

issues that keep me from sleeping .

Sleeping in as my hours get wacky

and jazzed , upon my leap..🌈🌺🤩

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Some great truths within l

The masculine inference he , is abused .

Spirit has no gender .

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