Information does exist that each carries 14
generations of ancestral karma and cellular
trauma good or bad that has not been healed
and cycles , as a result.
#TransformingThisGratefully
Our children and grandchildren are shaped by the genes they inherit from us, but new research is revealing that experiences of hardship or violence can leave their mark too.
— Read on www.bbc.com/future/story/20190326-what-is-epigenetics
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Bittersweet doesn’t begin to describe the photograph of newborn baby Leti alongside what should have been her twin brother, James. The image, which shows little Leti’s peachy pink blanket knotted up with an empty blue swaddle, is a symbol of the joy of one new life and the incredible loss of
— Read on www.yahoo.com/lifestyle/way-photographer-honored-newborns-twin-190659093.html
My view on education is truth in basics, life skills
groups, sports , music , should be in the best interest of
child who decides his/her needs , not what is decided
in her/his best us interest .
Zero than Benevolence and Acceptance , Striving for truth
being impeccable with your bad self.. Rising to be that vision
of higher Love 💕 walking and talking 🎁 Your gift to our world .
Travel on this path has been my way , as the school/education
matrix failed me, independent education on subjects that interest
me , studies that are way over my head in the beginning
have transformed me, still disconcerting to the type A , or
resistance lol… I’m evolving in all manner of ways which
will include better communication and delivery.
I am student, teacher is in transit towards me. Part of
my dream..
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Thank you Sir, a true hero, in speaking your
truth , speaks for so many . Speaks to abuse
that’s ending , transforming with the light
of factual soul truth .
A Maryland legislator is now using his story to crusade against “soft laws” that make it easier for predators to hide from civil suits.
— Read on www.washingtonpost.com/local/he-hates-describing-the-sexual-abuse-he-endured-as-a-child-but-he-has-to-do-it/2019/03/18/7cb8a248-499c-11e9-93d0-64dbcf38ba41_story.html
This gal rocks it…indeed be lighter in
all ways , possible. The snake sheds its skin,
the frogs 🎶 gig on high, birds are pronouncing
along side the darkness and shadow to be as
a true child , return to the inner light of love .
#AllGowWormsNeeded🤓🌏🥰💯
With so much love ❤️
Blessings & Peace
Hundreds of Texas foster children are languishing for weeks or months in psychiatric hospitals because they have nowhere else to go, hurting them psychologically, endangering them physically and costing the state millions of dollars.Nearly 600 foster kids in fiscal 2017 spent a total of almost 14,000 days in psychiatric hospitals after doctors said they were ready to leave, according to a new report by Disability Rights Texas, an advocacy group for people with disabilities.The consequences can
— Read on www.statesman.com/news/20190308/report-texas-foster-kids-left-in-psychiatric-hospitals-for-weeks-or-months
Frankly , I have had too many examples of this
in Brothers, Lovers & Beloved’s , and ” Misses”
who example deeply profound trauma ,that
continued retention of , like a toxic waste
site , will blow up…What that is , totally
individual , but with my various experiences
I am currently at peace with each person
begin totally in charge and responsible for
their Karmic lessons and destiny .
That’s my take after completion of 20 years
of toxic examples of projected and induced
insanities , immoralities , and rupture that
did not curtail my ongoing personal evolution
to the degree that I gave up.
Nothing or nothing will, and ego is driving to
thing otherwise . Physical death would not
end the corrections taking place , for this
is much more than me .. I have died many
times over spiritually to be lifted .
Ego might tell you I do not need nor love
enough .. my love is infinite …
My desire for peace and harmony , balanced
within is threatening to those who require
total obedience, power and control.. Daddy ?
Umm No He received and accepted that
aged 5 I would not allow his abuse of my body.
Brother ? Karmic lessons are releasing at
increased intensity .
The truths have been there all along , it’s the
picking up of crumbs . I am Blessed to be in a
place of receivership , and trusting what’s
guidance in the ever deadly silence of insular
ego or indescribable trauma , like a power
keg..You have the matches …strike or no strike
its choice …
The crumbling is done …no more not ever
again .
#EgoIsAnObserverOnly
I release as needed , and so far today has been very therapeutic.
I find I resonate , more often than not , and that’s so more
with water signs or those with heavy water influence .
Youngest son has his Moon ( Mother ) in Pisces and may
not want to understand how much we have in common
yet unexplored since his trauma and mine in 89
that I have been made aware of . And that pains me
for mother and child , all that erased is worthy of notice.
I therefore include all related in my journey thus far
to nudge or plant seeds , and wish you God Speed .
Ditto with Beloved’s & Children , Grandkids ..
I’m totally in awe of your journey whatever that be .
With so much light about to download upon us
all, it’s about clearing your inner ” closet ” and
DudieDoos that’s a personal choice .
So I’m clearing , with my music, sharing and telling
you the unhealed begs to be transformed , surrendered ,
cleared , that you receive every ounce of light that Cosmic
Father Sun sends our way… eventually he may exit,
however we have many fathers and mothers , created
as a collective , as a village , of guides who are right here
as we bring heaven to earth.
My head opens up, sinus and all, my body is less taught
and I’m ready for a hot salt bath, and a meal, then
writing .
However if a nap comes up , I’m game ..
I was honored today in receiving the acknowledgement of
being considered a sister by a male friend of 9 years .
We share O blood and some other interesting ties ,
which is great when it works and not so much at other
times . It has been brutal oftentimes , craziness. It’s trauma
and the repression of males , fueling anger, loss, grief
etc.
It’s time to acknowledge men as worthy in their infancy
and childhood to receive masculine and feminine energy
in harmony and knowing of the highest interest of said
child as intention , for spiritual evolution, and healthy
children. Removing all that interferes with the best interest
of the child is transforming to their own personal soul rights .
They will demand the balance ; it’s begun, it’s unfolding
and so I rejoice despite of or including the hardships .
Awareness , and proof beyond reason , unity in the 🌎
all is alighted ..
I dare believe 🌺🤩🤓💯
It was a heavy burden , holding the manifestations
of a definite lack of all natural emotions. Empathy
was so lacking , I was often triggered .
As the anniversary of our eldest’s birth is celebrated
by child and family , I am holding space , and allowing
to feel what is ..
The harshest experience followed 6 days after delivery .
Apparently marking his territory, after nursing
and joining him in bed , I was raped .
Through my pain, my compliance necessary
for safety .
My 1st fear was of another pregnancy .
My 2nd was my awareness , that I would not
finically be able to care for our new born, and
he was too ” married ” to his social status and his
money.
It was the 2nd time in marriage that he forced
sex , and later in therapy these rapes were dismissed.
It was difficult to understand , but he had a free
pass kinda life …Parents and money always got
him out of trouble ; his network included
Sports Car Club members , as well as groups I was
not aware of until 2007.
Shadow was his normal, laughter induced by alcohol
and in the 11 th year , in my breakthrough-breakdown
I accepted the abuse , returned from a hellish 17
days away from our children , determined to
shine my mother light , but became the wife
he wanted ..forsaking our sons .
Stepford ” wife” thus addicted to RX drugs legally,
sick beyond belief , for 5 extremely long years
I was so incapable , so reduced mentally and
physically , I often witnessed his dispassionate
disposal , horrified at the model for our children ,
all teens , each bearing the shame of his abuse.
And dependent as I was , on this man who grows
worse with time.
With the ending of what appeared for all to see,
his perfect fun relationship with a sweetie he
duped for 20 years , recreating the same karma
and with her reduced health , unable to work
she also knew the disposal of a man who values
only your output as it applies to him.
Think about boys who model this accepted ,
into manhood , affluent and connected , who
have a very shaky foundation , induced into
joining Dad , or loose his approval and connection.
It happened …
His compassion has allowed him to create many
illegal , inhumanities that have been absolved
by our state . By our society , by friends , and
family .
His .
That said , in his belief he would not be held
responsible for anything denies the facts .
It’s really been traumatic to fully accept his
disconnected self , over 42 years now ,
given the to god long ago.
I understand I am his target in his mind ,
and his every failure in 1 person , for several
reasons. Certainly it’s about money , however
his detachment spiritually , bonding with our
children , parenting being uber casual made
me the heavy. Responsible for every failure
in his victim status ..
Winner takes all , gravely abuses families
in the brother sister hood that ignored abusers .
And yes , lack of compassion is common in
securing legal support , psychological , medical
support , because it’s painfully traumatic to hear
the horror stories of C-PTSD , who’ve been duped
into believing they are mentally ill, induced into
mental physical states that render them
incapacitated, that they may be yet further
disadvantaged by their abuser .
Compassion ? Even basic humanity , is only
for show. Our sons have never witnessed his
abuse towards me ..only his dramatic lies
twisted , mangled lies in Family for 42 years .
Destroying all but him, a family fractured
for his happiness and ability to begin again
virginal , a path of abused and neglected souls
left in his return to mother .
Always mother who holds his heart, and compassion
and calm. Anger , rage and abuses never allowed
towards her , are missives to his beloved’s .
Holding these beliefs are his choice as not being
a silent scape goat is mine . In light of the
personal experience being far too common ,
and normalized in this country , acknowledging
the existence of the characteristics of a person
who does so much harm , will know universal
law , where human kind has become law.
The Narcissist’s Defining Feature: A Lack of Empathy – Esteemology
— Read on esteemology.com/the-narcissists-defining-feature-a-lack-of-empathy/
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