Tag: C-PTSD

A knowing , since childhood that negative emotions

were emotionally wounded triggered into acting

a way that lacked empathy. Ie: they were not being

who they are supposed to be . I did not see or feel

it as choice ..Never the less it had a cumulative effect

that was a landslide upon grasping upon announcing

our 1st , any light left him towards me , as he felt

betrayed . He heard this from his true life partner

who failed to note my light or worth to his 3 sons.

Co-Dependency, was the rat wheel, of trying to

maintain , which was fractured by my chemically

induced nervous breakdown, which totally denied

the Domestic Abuse , the RX induced reaction ,

any and all spiritual connection . Sensitivity of

course is noted .

I felt I deserved emotional support , as well as

a roof over my head .The very bound Connection

with his Mom , was never healed, never communicated

deeply ..closeted to be the monster in his closet that

I became the target for , like the sleeping bears that

our Prez has opened to kill, their union, power and money

influenced their win, with psychiatry and chemical companies

along came his Karmic twin , who was treated to the same

behaviors as I, resulting in illness, extremely unprepared

to battle the committee. Admiralty , extremely successful

in her tenure as a member -leader-mastermind of

said committee , consumed with the income I receive

she inferred as his , thus hers , which would allow

luxuries , such as island home, travel , cars , and

stylish cloths…

Jealous and cheap and demanding , a Mom of 2

aided and encourage incoming “family” that I

was not to be included , in the either/or

and of course the mother adored that and gave her

the open lead , as did he , while demurring from

open displays of abuse , which are savage one on

one .

Co-dependent ?

Hardly !

I have a great appreciation for the influence of secretive

relationships, false mask, for the money powered favor

that exist on every level , and a culture of suicide and

abuse accepted , believe what they see.. What was real

was the induction of my walking dead “Stepford”

surrogate , who with out my permission or understanding

was targeted for the simple fact of shutting me up

to not be believed in truth.

Co-Dependent ?

The abuse allowed by legal professionals, who seemingly

enjoy the kill and holding secrets while destroying families

by targeted rulings , indeed , continuing the Domestic

Abuse .

Co-Dependent ? To be considered that I had information

of any truths , or could make informed , intelligent

choices as a mental patient . That I was treated fairly ,

impacting my income by allowing his total control

of my finances , along side his mom whom he represents

now financially .

Co-Dependent ? Expecting a partner , whom would have

my back , as I would have his , became their ever lasting

desire to compete , and win .

Destroying a family by targeting 1 is evil accepted and

normal in the matrix I feel I have exited .

Interdependence, has way more appeal

and part of my mission .

There are far too many who have far too

much ego , which revealed is inclusive of

abuse .. some mask.

Its revelation time folks …

I’m more than ready to put the past 20

to dust , as a way of telling the #Me2WifeMomChildrenErased

for who stands in solidarity for family unity .

Blessings & Peace

Doña Luna

Codependency and Your Reaction Style? – Esteemology
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