Awareness was lacking that supported of our sons
sensitivity , as trauma after trauma , and occurred
and never discussed , never healed ..
It’s time , Past time to support the sensitivity in masculine
end the shame
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What A Narcissist will never give , Closure .
Adore this lady and her approach , is direct and born of experience
and facts .
It was noted that our timelines correspond , 11-12 years of marriage
that is not balanced to say the least . We each had 3 children
we each have officially been divorced for 20 years .
Realized long ago I did not have a marriage , only
a mask , a surrogate , normalizer ….
More over , I knew the lack of self love and self worth
as shadow that exploded, with no warning …it only
became more intense , as he worked out of town
unavailability was normal even if in house .
Detached , withdrawn silent
Death
I felt the oppression 3 months
in , but had brothers and a society/religion that is a brotherhood
that allows a feminine to serve , with minimal support ..As a caregiver
from age 14 months , which is part of my character , as I was induced
to have experiences to forge my education .
The non responsive , non responsible deeply traumatized figure , knows
deep shame , rage from cumulative sources , but targets his spouse , thus
children and will never own it …regrets will stated , always the victims
always projecting . Lacking the support, ability , desire , in denial , missing
any and all signs from Divine , that stepping from the shadow , laying
burdens down begins with truth/light …It’s an inner job , and as I witnessed
the regressive , depressive , silence for 20 years , it has intensified with my
departure from a fabricated life of smoke and mirrors ..
Completion has long since occurred , for I am not bound in twinning our sons
as he does, bound to his trauma and secrets and abuses , as too often
occurs … it is so complete that despite attempts to keep the old cycle
are ongoing , often recycling the trauma of past , has no effect .
Only attesting to the closure at hand , in matters of business , which
will clarify the intent for the Abuse continued was and is financial ..
calculating , vengeful and locked in a maze of never ending anger
rage ….I let go of any connection in 2006…over ex.
Get over our sons ? Not happening Nor is the abuse of holding them
in shadow with the poison fed them , in order to win.
However , it is their choice , mine is to step out of a matrix
of brothers and sisters who feel I am unworthy , from
their shadow perspective of self preservation above all
Nope , I was induced into energies that have denied
my place at the table , doing much harm ; I have long
since delved into my shadow , heard extensive versions
of why I didn’t deserve to live ..
Fear , anger ..being bound , silent …death of spirit ..
I have noted that , recycling until finally other
experiences brought me to review …
I did, now weary … Freed to be me ..
Respect for that energy was chipped away, as my consciousness
and fear , inherent in loosing my life , did happen .
Making sure that happened , augmented by a brother MD
I was induced into submission , witnessed by 3 young men
who deserve , as I do , to be liberated from the falsehoods
and brotherhoods that wish to have us bound forever in
trauma .. repeating this in matters of finances , veiling
some pretty deep offenses , will not carry into 2020.
Of course , there is no response but silence , negational
approaches lost , the force that demands clarity will not
be denied …©️
Thy Will Be Done ♐️👁🌏✊
Blessings & Peace 🌈🎁
Doña Luna 🥰
Declaration of the Four Sacred Things
Declaration of the Four Sacred Things
The Earth is a living, conscious being. In company with cultures of many different times and places, we name these things as sacred: air, fire, water, and earth.
Whether we see them as the breath, energy, blood, and body of the Mother, or as the blessed gifts of a Creator, or as symbols of interconnected systems that sustain life, we know that nothing can live without them.
To call these things sacred is to say that they have a value beyond their usefulness for human ends, that they themselves become the standard by which our acts, our economics, our laws, and our purposes must be judged. No one has the right to appropriate them or profit from them at the expense of others. Any government that fails to protect them forfeits its legitimacy.
All people, all living things, are part of the earth life, and so are sacred. No one of us stands higher or lower than any other. Only justice can assure balance; only ecological balance can sustain freedom. Only in freedom can that fifth sacred thing we call spirit flourish in its full diversity.
To honor the sacred is to create conditions in which nourishment, sustenance, habitat, knowledge, freedom, and beauty can thrive. To honor the sacred is to make love possible.
To this we dedicate our curiosity, our will, our courage, our silences, and our voices. To this we dedicate our lives.
–Starhawk
13 Indigenous Grandmothers
This Illustrated Periodic Table Shows How We Regularly Interact With Each Element | Mental Floss
This graphic, spotted by inhabitat, presents the information found in a traditional periodic table with pictographs and labels indicating where you might encounter each element in your life.
— Read on www.mentalfloss.com/article/502751/illustrated-periodic-table-shows-how-we-regularly-interact-each-element
LSD Causes Brain Connectome to Reorganize in New Psychedelic Study | Inverse
Researchers say LSD’s healing potential comes from the drug’s ability to help patients’ brains reset connections that cause persistent mental health issues. For people who live with chronic mental illness, the opportunity to reset the brain could be life changing, note the study’s authors.
— Read on www.inverse.com/article/41733-how-does-lsd-change-your-brain
Stomach / Heart /Vagus Nerve
Experiencing distress , pancreas , gut , and pain resulting with
inflammation. It’s common with energy workers , and forces one
to stop and take care of business .
Later today , I will have my Ozone treatment .. A Meyers Cocktail
which flushes my cells with basic minerals and energizes me
briefly.
I do have the hernia , which has never come up before , and
it’s occurred to me that the IBS I was diagnosed with , prescribed
Xanax for , beginning the wakening .. for which I was held
total responsibility for …till now .
I get stable , and begin again, wiser and pushing through
weakness , pain , discomfort as much as possible .
Learning to seek the authentic truth , adjusting diet etc
as a Beloved has been dealing with this ever long , we
teach , heal and support each other ..
Blessings & Peace
Doña Luna
It’s Difficult To Be An Old School Romantic When Your Whole Generation Is Into Hookup Culture
It has always been my intent to have the love
that endured , thru time .. endless love
worthy of trying times and peace that comes
comes from knowing each matters , intimacy
is reality , 2gether in spirit …
1st – 9 months was just walking thru the motions
much like a jail sentence , I felt I had to marry
the boy , who had no idea of who I was, nor himself .
Calling me Spooky , he broke all vows , as well
as abused me .. 9 months was conformation and
affirmation …property I was not ..
I allowed him to charge me with desertion ,
and pushed thru guilt , having lost my virginity
created a compliance to a sex addict/cheater ,
which was known within my siblings
even double dates with brother in his cheating .
Letters , attested to the brotherhood of holding
secrets and lies ..
Uber close to Mother , who was law .. Cold towards
me ..
-2
2-3 Weeks ,
A very cute man, a party in Pungo Beach
brownies and instant like had him ask
me to move in …a soul mate with addictions
going nowhere , allowed me to say No
to moving in and yes to marriage .
It was a situation where he had the upper floor
of a huge home in Norfolk , his Mom
and maid downstairs …he expected I would
work and he could do …whatever .
I returned home, accepted , then broke an
engagement, moved to Richmond’s fan area
briefly, and returned , meeting , and married
within 6 months #3… 24 legal years .
I’m not sure I ever saw him in authentic self
42 years later ..
Knowing myself , I don’t sense marriage is
a reality , for the values my Granny held dear
were on her own , after her savage marriage
and divorce …
I’m not seen in the love light , as I would love
and stand for , just as I do children …
It’s taken years , years of set backs, but my
focus has been to have that experience
as my soul has searched for ..
I shall hold it within, as I continue the liberation
from all that took me way from my soul
intentions , and defined the very basic nature
of codes which I don’t feel should be received
as needy , so I hold my self .. No manual
it will be Thy Will, and I don’t feel a lack .
A simple life , of abundance in things many
take for granted , I will ever be grateful now
and the cherry on top would be the experience
of Divine Masculine …it really is Thy Will.
I’m not in limbo, searching or feel a lack
therefore …as I spend quality time , doing
what I what I require .. much in repose
knowing Peace, and Balance ..against odds
that try many souls ..
I am overjoyed that connections are being made
to that forever n ever kinda love, and foundation
we long for , exposing the renewal of the best
our hearts ♥️ and souls can offer ..
It’s a wonderful sign, an affirmation .
Now I lay my head down , certainly to sleep
and dream of a reality that’s tangible , not
only in dreams 🌈🎁😘❤️©️
Blessings & Peace ,
Doña Luna
Patience is Prayer …🤪🙏🏼💯
©️
I am an average millennial but when it comes to romance, I’m what you call an old school romantic. However, it is slightly difficult to survive in a world where the basic idea of love is now swiping right or left on a mobile app. I see my friends meeting people at a cafe, event or club and instead of seeing where it goes, they end up hooking up and never seeing each other again.
— Read on m.indiatimes.com/lifestyle/it-s-difficult-to-be-an-old-school-romantic-when-your-whole-generation-is-into-hookup-culture-360515.html
Scientific Evidence That Crystal Healing Works | RemedyGrove
🎁💯✔️
Many people are quick to dismiss the idea that crystals can heal, yet scientific evidence clearly shows that crystals may indeed have healing properties, along with other capabilities and uses.
— Read on remedygrove.com/bodywork/The-Incredible-Science-Of-Crystals
High Frequency -Vibration Cures …16 examples
Personally attest to this 110%. I am Blessed to have
been gifted Buddhism 13 years ago .
I am Blessed to be networking with gifted , teachers
who freely share , and over a year ago , I was
introduced to HZ , meditations , and more
via YouTube .. Intuition , connection and repeated
information (3) reading comments …is an
an amazing resource 🙏🏼.. has brought me Peace
and calm as circles of completion step up.
I tend to my basic needs , aware that it’s not
going to please everyone …
Liberation , in releasing , faith in awareness of
reaching those who deserve to know hope ,
that reunification after healing ; with healing
being transforming, empowering with Self
behind the wheel, mastering generations of
deeply traumatic experiences .
As it appears the world melts down , know all
is in perfect order , surrendered to the law of
the Universe prevails …Open to receive , light
armed with knowledge on so many levels
especially primal .. That of a human beings who
has had lessons of shadow , totally out of balance
and ignored by professions whose job it was
to know , better, did not .. or supported shadow .
Which ever choice , millions of children 👶🏼,
families , have experienced the adversity of
all the varied branches of a very diseased
system ..
It’s my honor to share myself with those who
wish to receive me …I urge you to further research
if anything I post resonates , for I am open to
correction ..
My reality is certainly grounded in stark reality
with 1 foot in New Earth heaven , and the other
foot on Gaia , striving to ground , motivated to
locate my Earth home , leaving my tower
(2nd floor apartment ) reposing for winter
and hitting the dirt come Spring , planting
actualized , beginning yet again .
Authentic Leap Year , in real years , reaching
17, and this time , I know more truths
( Janis Ian) https://youtu.be/TNW5vL_WKok
and stepping out of the casual
sex , offered …I began my 10 th year of my
rural homeland , and celibacy , awaiting unification
of spiritual awakening with more of my tribe
totally in synch with this sacred evolutionary
leap..
I am honored to represent earth family , including
Mom and Bonnie , who held their pain deeply
and lost their lives prematurely in total
alignment with AMA , as LPNs ..
I am honored to represent both grandmothers
who , like me , were induced by psychiatric
medications, into states of mind altering,
normalcy, inducing trauma , misdiagnosed
as a mental illness.
So yes, by error after error in my personal
experience , years experience of witness
of others , including both parents , it
was necessary to leave the matrix of
AMA, APA, Behavioral Health , Psychology
The Pharmaceuticals/Chemical Corps
Hospital Corps , and I have faired so
much better .
The influx of fake information , implanting
anger,fear, hostility , Discrimination etc
only serves the shadow , so I DO, aim
higher …
Liberation is so close , the grand design rooted
in faith , that correctness would resurrect what
should , elimination of all that is no longer
serving dreams refined , of lifetimes of efforts
standing , within the present 💝, owning change .
Offering all I can , in aiding awareness and
navigation , that seeds you if it’s supposed to .
Resonates, like Gaia ‘s frequency is rather varied
these days of great change .
Buckle Up sweeties , it could be bumpy ..
Tons of FAKE – FearFul Implanting –
Personally hanging closer to my current home .
©️🤓🎶🎁
Blessings & Peace , ☮️
Doña Luna 🙏🏼🌏♥️💯
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