It’s Difficult To Be An Old School Romantic When Your Whole Generation Is Into Hookup Culture

It has always been my intent to have the love

that endured , thru time .. endless love

worthy of trying times and peace that comes

comes from knowing each matters , intimacy

is reality , 2gether in spirit …

1st – 9 months was just walking thru the motions

much like a jail sentence , I felt I had to marry

the boy , who had no idea of who I was, nor himself .

Calling me Spooky , he broke all vows , as well

as abused me .. 9 months was conformation and

affirmation …property I was not ..

I allowed him to charge me with desertion ,

and pushed thru guilt , having lost my virginity

created a compliance to a sex addict/cheater ,

which was known within my siblings

even double dates with brother in his cheating .

Letters , attested to the brotherhood of holding

secrets and lies ..

Uber close to Mother , who was law .. Cold towards

me ..

-2

2-3 Weeks ,

A very cute man, a party in Pungo Beach

brownies and instant like had him ask

me to move in …a soul mate with addictions

going nowhere , allowed me to say No

to moving in and yes to marriage .

It was a situation where he had the upper floor

of a huge home in Norfolk , his Mom

and maid downstairs …he expected I would

work and he could do …whatever .

I returned home, accepted , then broke an

engagement, moved to Richmond’s fan area

briefly, and returned , meeting , and married

within 6 months #3… 24 legal years .

I’m not sure I ever saw him in authentic self

42 years later ..

Knowing myself , I don’t sense marriage is

a reality , for the values my Granny held dear

were on her own , after her savage marriage

and divorce …

I’m not seen in the love light , as I would love

and stand for , just as I do children …

It’s taken years , years of set backs, but my

focus has been to have that experience

as my soul has searched for ..

I shall hold it within, as I continue the liberation

from all that took me way from my soul

intentions , and defined the very basic nature

of codes which I don’t feel should be received

as needy , so I hold my self .. No manual

it will be Thy Will, and I don’t feel a lack .

A simple life , of abundance in things many

take for granted , I will ever be grateful now

and the cherry on top would be the experience

of Divine Masculine …it really is Thy Will.

I’m not in limbo, searching or feel a lack

therefore …as I spend quality time , doing

what I what I require .. much in repose

knowing Peace, and Balance ..against odds

that try many souls ..

I am overjoyed that connections are being made

to that forever n ever kinda love, and foundation

we long for , exposing the renewal of the best

our hearts ♥️ and souls can offer ..

It’s a wonderful sign, an affirmation .

Now I lay my head down , certainly to sleep

and dream of a reality that’s tangible , not

only in dreams 🌈🎁😘❤️©️

Blessings & Peace ,

Doña Luna

Patience is Prayer …🤪🙏🏼💯

©️

I am an average millennial but when it comes to romance, I’m what you call an old school romantic. However, it is slightly difficult to survive in a world where the basic idea of love is now swiping right or left on a mobile app. I see my friends meeting people at a cafe, event or club and instead of seeing where it goes, they end up hooking up and never seeing each other again.
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Author: GreatCosmicMothersUnited

I have joined with many parents affected with the surreal , yet accepted issue of child abuse via Pathogenic Parenting / Domestic abuse. As a survivor of Domestic Abuse, denial abounded that 3 sons were not affected. In my desire to be family to those who have found me lacking . As a survivor of psychiatric abuse, therapist who abused also and toxic prescribed medications took me to hell on earth with few moments of heaven. I will share my life, my experiences and my studies and research.. I will talk to small circles and I will council ; as targeted parents , grandparents , aunts , uncles etc. , are denied contact with a child for reasons that serve the abuser ...further abusing the child. I grasp the trauma and I have looked at the lost connection to a higher power.. I grasp when one is accustomed to privilege, equality can feel like discrimination.. Shame and affluence silences a lot of facts , truths that have been labeled "negative". It is about liberation of the soul from projections of a alienator , and abuser ..

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