I was unaware of this horrifying fact .
This must , this statistic will be transformed ,
transmuted , eradicated ..
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#WeGotThis ✔️💯🔥
The suicide rates for young black kids are higher than those of their white counterparts, a pattern that flips in older kids, researchers find.
— Read on www.sciencenews.org/article/black-children-commit-suicide-twice-rate-white-kids
A very effect weapon, utilized 90%
of the time .. I am allowed only to
know , what serves ..I allow this
as it says so much about the with
holder.
Silence is judgement , a critical
with holding ; a detachment that
has an effect on me , due to Mom
her Mom, and former had it down
to an art .
Mentoring , Demanding , the same
from our sons , their families else
they loose favor , wills will reflect
as well as actions or non actions
that convey how unworthy I am of
his time or attention unless it benefits
him. So sudden communication , such
as last year’s contract signing , was irregular
beginning with , I have unblocked you
as if his partner was the blame for his
blocking, non communication .
How sad .
Silence , is a void that’s no longer acceptable
no longer tolerable , and will fade away connections
who do not initiate , or balance communication
with out justification ..
It deters , balance, and trust , and I find it
telling of internal dialog .
I have been graced by hearing that a need to
not overload , as the inability to receive
which was a gift .
I realize how zoned out he was , deep in his
own ever present misery ..
Projecting, blaming , ghosting , the MeMeMe
that has no US , was non partnership
that’s certainly been exhibited , abused
and ignored .
Self talk , was transmuted , with surrender
to who , what , when and where .. took a
lot of loads off my back that were not mine .
That’s liberation ..
Transforming this is a pleasure
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Blessing & Peace ,
Doña Luna
narcsite.com/2019/04/17/the-expanded-narcissistic-truths-no-4-6/
Rage , insecurity , trauma , unhealed are
going to manifest , as mental illness .
Others feelings , have no impact
which is very scary .
Sexual Seduction Rage Ego
Oh my .
This is horrific and yes I see this , it’s hard to miss.
No one deserves to be targeted by an abuser ,
deeply traumatized , but the results are #ErasedDads
#ErasedMoms #EraseFamilies
#WeCanDOBetterWeAreDoingBetter.
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Blessings & Peace ,
Doña Luna
I stayed in an abusive relationship with my wife because she threatened to not let me see my kids if I left – and there are plenty of other men like me
— Read on www.thesun.co.uk/sun-men/8782632/abusive-relationship-wife-threatened-not-let-me-see-kids-coercive/amp/
Becoming more frequent , and in much need of transforming !
Jessica Scatterson took her own life at home in Warrington, Cheshire, in April 2017. An inquest heard her social media activity had ramped up to intense levels before her death.
— Read on www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-6928021/Bullied-schoolgirl-12-hanged-bedroom-posting-RIP-social-media.html
Induced into trauma, rage , many shooters
have broken homes , and antidepressant
influence , C-PTSD , ignored .
Gas on a rage fire …psychiatry ignores the
catalyst that brings a patient to them seeking
help, only to be induced into a darkness
that’s not acknowledged as legal addiction
and that’s being transformed.
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Blessings & Peace ,
Doña Luna
Nonprofit Mental Health Watchdog
— Read on www.cchrflorida.org/sandy-hook-shooters-psychiatrist-arrested/
‘Twas no judge , but a critical matriarch, who
deemed me unworthy , and supported her son
by saving him from being responsible , but to
her .
Whatever bound them together , is still in play
tragically , and that energy has no healing ,
no compassion, only fear at getting caught
certainly never at what was done .
Silence, assured that given the past , their
funds , their connections , and careful planning
will never expose the abuse ; the living death
of separation before and during my induced
mental illness , assured the story line of my
unfitness , as compassion , often daily contact
was with held for 5 years as he searched for
his twin, and followed the same story line.
Of course , once again the victim , this horrible
experience reduced her to near death , as he
mourns the outgoing money he owes her ,
which limits his living as large as he has chosen
at the loss and expense of beloved’s , be they
romantic or children .
Confiding he’s executing the Will, will
not be the cake walk he expects ..
Light can only be had by truths, and there
is much to transform , releasing this finally
as the factual truths that lighten any soul
that chooses to see the challenge far exceeds
the desire to step into so much shadow .
I found it absolutely necessary , to process and
be responsible marriage dynamics that created
a living death , a surrogacy , induced mental
illness , that was professionally supported
and socially accepted as it appeared to be hell
on earth.. that family was unaware or unable
or saw the adversity as opportunity to prevail
by bottom-feeding, showing no connection
to any god I am aware of ..
By whatever name it is child abuse to abuse their
Mother . Abuse in drugging her , creating a monster
mirroring her abuse of this life , of generations
of abuse, that by very exposure enlightens
so many , and is whatever each of our sons
wishes to make of it.
Releasing them from shame , and any contract
that says they cannot own their feelings , or
heal some deep wounds , and release hatred
and grief from a past they , nor I were empowered
to combat , light so dimmed as not to exist .
Indeed Hell on Earth , that light of truth
vaporizes .
In my meditations, I am not swinging as much
in negative thinking towards the dark masculine
shadow , in my effort to support masculine
transmutation of harsh dark shadow energy
and join the feminine who have joined in
Christ Consciousness, to lead by example the
joy and light that truth brings .
Surrendering these depicted wounds is very
difficult in a heavily Divinity that has been taught
constriction, quiet , locking up emotionally is
the fire in the belly of a real man , when it only
leads to many negatives , including premature
death , death of the soul, and given that, man
turns on himself , just to feel something..even pain.
I feel that pain, intensely , and having transmuted
my own, serving all this life as an old soul
I have observed generations , and I pled
in prayer as my voice , my words are rejected
and abused , that masculine energies lay their
burden down .
Heal the child within , being with your truths ,
even if only 1 person hears you, know you are
worthy and much needed as we pull heaven
to earth in a light so bright , shades are absolutely
required.
Dare to dream.
Open your heart.
Surrender to your magnificent god self
Forgive , and rejoice in laughter as well as tears
in the silence hear the voice of Beloved
who calls out in love and admiration
in prayer for a higher love that stands
as ordained by Divine , all that is
as we come together in the greater love
where love light is the beacon always and
ever more .
©️Doña Luna
With more Blessings and tears in my heart for
the rejoicing that shall be yours ..soon very soon.
Much Thanks for your every effort .
We will all make a significant number of soul connections throughout our lives. Not all of them are positive. It is not right to have low energy
— Read on www.spiritualunite.com/articles/cutting-soul-ties/
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