Real Awakenings are Not Elegant—they are Messy, Ugly, Shattered & Raw. | elephant journal

Awakenings tear us open.
— Read on www.elephantjournal.com/2019/05/awakenings-help-us-find-what-we-are-looking-for-our-beautiful-selves/

Independence Day Martina McBride

This song came to mind , upon an update from a deserving

soul , who is liberating themselves today …

In homage to those who have been empowered to remove

themselves from harms way , and those who deserve support

derived from this soul who had to do it the hard way

but today feels nothing but independence from generations

of abuse .. Supported by spirit , by ancestors who did not

fare well in matters of children and marriage , finances

home , and AMA APA …socially …clearing this is amazing .

My intent was for a clearing for my earth family , each

unique son Divine graced me with , as well as myself .

I mourned for what I missed, what I lost , what was abused

and Bless my former self , whose fragments are less tragic

in lieu of the many gifts I have received and many of those

are intangible .

I would have never knowingly married anyone who was

masking trauma, addiction, etc who would harm me

or our children . My deepest , darkest pain has been

transformed , resulting in a purity of love and promise

the life I dreamed of , on my own with Beloved’s

love and respect ..new year , new beginnings ..

Truth is Light that is Love

©️

Blessings & Peace

Doña Luna

Honoring a very long goodbye 👋

Independence Day ,

www.youtube.com/watch

Narcissistic Personality plus, described Spiritually Intuitively

A truth I was aware of , far too early , was the various mask required

in his day to day.. Detached in ways that tore at my soul , inciting me

to try harder …there was nothing that pleased , nothing on a soul level

that touched him.. With the realization of the detachment extending to

our children , one scant year into our marriage , I prayed , I mentored,

and I had faith .

Having 20 years of intense abuse , following 23 years of masked on/off

my awareness increased these past 15 years of the trauma , the

splitting , the separation from higher power , all of these traits mirrored

in my behavior , more so as an induced mental patient …It was those

last 5 years that revealed true intent , and a consciousness lacking

empathy , compassion or humanity …

Stepping out of this , has only disadvantaged me until June and as

I began my 1 on 1 council , having great success for each lady as

they grew in connection with God/Goddess, Source , Love and

all this just laying dormant , it is their success, and my honor to

be a part of it …😍

The aspects that are critical to respond to and resolve are financial ,

the power trip of the matrix and 3 D , as I lean in to Winter’s Solstice,

there is peace in completion of these various lessons that have polished

my heart 💜, as my eyes see the golden , as I cast away/transform shadow

a New Earth in so many aspects of life known so far .

Gratitude 🙏 on this SunDay/SonsDay…

Sending Love n Light to masculine 🥰✊

©️

Blessings & Peace ,

Doña Luna

Looking deeper into NPD

www.youtube.com/watch

Spiritual Health Side Effects of Drinking Alcohol

Separation from self and higher powers . Sugar addiction ?

Genetic ?

Trauma?

I have no interest in alcohol, nor did either of my parents

as well as siblings to my knowledge , to the point of addiction .

Dad called a cab for an uncle who was intoxicated. Uncle

was a vet, had PTDS severely which cost him a very lovely

wife and life … Dad had not tolerance , which I suspect

came from seeing his Dad out of control , enhanced by

drink..

Addictions as well as control and abuse were not apparent

at I DOs, which became more pronounced ..

Currently targeted , I am the addiction ..the depository for

all his trials and tribulations .. Fear prevents surrender

to looking within, to rising past experiences, healing

with Divine forgiveness and Divine Love ❤️, which

is your wounded healer mothering you, as you require

according to your codes , your needs now …which can

release pain towards parents , when Father Sun Mother

Moon are our parents ..human experiences , shame

religion , education , Gov , money have tried to

addict us to and take us away from Nature (Father )

and Nurture (Mother) , of safe foundations ..

I choose to be addicted to love , reciprocal,

honoring , sacred love 💕.

©️🥰

Doña Luna

Any amount of alcohol has a spiritually detrimental side effects on us, and consuming it even increases our risk of being possessed by negative entities.
— Read on www.spiritualresearchfoundation.org/spiritual-living/health-effects-of-food-and-drinks/spiritual-side-effects-of-alcohol-drinking/

Family Photos Vital for Children Of Divorce

All pictures were placed with me , as the main photographer

99% were taken by me …

In 2005/6, after hearing much grief and emotional pain

as trauma was triggered with each of us 4, I had plenty

of pictures to share .

I sent many photos , and then I bagged 3 bags of family

photos , some I don’t have copies of unfortunately

and dropped them off at son’s house 2 blocks from

mine at the time ..

I was told that 1 son threw his in the trash .

Pictures showed up in wedding photos of bridal couples

childhood ..Weddings I was not allowed to attend

that it might be a reality that I was alive …

exposing the partner who could not stand my name

being mentioned , much less my physical presence.

Allowed actions of abuse , doing the nasty work

of a partner who utilizes others to do the deeds

out of love , protection, and fear …

©️

Blessings & Peace

Doña Luna

www.divorceforce.com/article/family-photos-vitally-important-for-children-of-divorce-by-rosalind-sedacca

Kramer vs Kramer at 40: a flawed film that remains a deserving classic | Film | The Guardian

To me this film depicted the harsh kick back from

the masculine energy of fear from women’s liberation

in bras and workplaces while holding their own

adverse childhood traumas , seldom voiced ..

It shows up in matters of power , money , and control.

Transforming this to Unity …Peace

Hold Faith ❤️

Blessings & Peace ☮️

Doña Luna

Dustin Hoffman and Meryl Streep brought divorce to the masses with an imperfect yet sensitive portrayal of a difficult scenario
— Read on www.theguardian.com/film/2019/dec/11/kramer-vs-kramer-film-classic

Over a million children under the age of six are currently on psychiatric drugs in America – NaturalNews.com

These numbers are very old , estimates are 80% of Americans

are on some form of psychiatric medication ..

Children and Elders are most vulnerable but there

are no exemptions in these corporatists desire to

addict and finically drain as many folks as possible .

©️

Blessings & Peace ,

Doña Luna

👶👨🏼🤶🏼🎅🏼🏠🥰

Over a million children under the age of six are currently on psychiatric drugs in America – NaturalNews.com
— Read on www.naturalnews.com/2017-08-27-over-a-million-children-under-the-age-of-six-are-currently-on-psychiatric-drugs-in-america.html