Love as deeply held with each of our sons , still remains
as I began to wake , their reactions were of profound
anger as were mine ..I pray for the inclusive forgiveness
of themselves , and eventually a comfortable space
for me.
Hope .. However , if that does not serve their purpose
or highest self , I surrender , with only love ..
A huge part of my life always lent towards aiding , others
in need.
I had affirmation of this today , by my response in a
thread , of Va legal abuse , in Family Court .. and
I am mulling over a network of likeminded ..
This could be huge , but I must temper my
physical and mental output …sooo..
My Dad separated from toxic family from each side,
after much abuse .
I will discuss , what I do know ..years of trickled in
history and my experience , of sensing what was
in fact spot on , as far back as I can remember .
It’s been a very deep , very cool review , more
revelations and connected dots, that allow my
lightness of being …
I am of course crying , but I have a neck throbbing
on the left , which indicates I’m needing to clam
down , and I do…I”ll take my supplements
having been awake for 4 hours , a day trip requires
down time.. It’s a lovely thunderstorms days ,
spring in the mountains under threat by Corp
who doesn’t get the fragility of a source for watercolor
beyond measure, and the karma for daring to rip
Gaia , Mother Earth open, any more that blocking
Father Sun , will work…
I prefer the adversity in the open, the mask off,
as revelations are purging , I know we loose our
addictions , our filters , as spirit guides transforming
willing or not, our path to wholeness , our redemption
is transmuting dark matter ,within and without .
I see many examples of this and rejoice, it’s
authenticity, is heart centered , and that heart is
open, and it’s light is tonic to this gal for sure.
Within the committees , High Schools , parties
beverages , Acceptance of the perks of the monied
parent, highly committed to being right, in total
denial of truths or facts ( gives em a migraine )
Feels they raised our son which is weird ..think
about it. taking total acceptance of making him
the man he is, knowing him , making him do
Mothering our son.
Who has no mother , Killing me alive and enjoying
it , accepting it as normal.
Financially but not Emotionally supported
totally accepted .
Total denial of adversities of C-PTSD
Hiding facts , starting a process that incentive
to dig deeper ,
I did .
Today I am balanced in a sadness , that may
shame anyone , but just as determined that my
facts , and truths , end the fake, false , abusive
tactics to continue Domestic Abuse Child Abuse
by Shutting Me up..
Thy Will is done ..
Not the committee , of that I am 💯 sure ..
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Blessings & Peace ,
Doña Luna
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