Tag: legal abuse
Pretty much ..ending soon
1999-2019- 20 year cycle of overt Abuse Ends
A new decade , Thankfully the veil is being lifted from many
horrific , #erasingfamlies influences , including the parent
who must win at all cost.
Walked away Dec 27th 1998
Feb 28 th 1999, I had an *induced* suicide attempt .
* He still prefers to think I wanted to die over loosing him.
Fact : Shrink prescribed 3600 mg of an opiate per day *inducing suicide
My Mom died April 9th 1999, after 5 years of heart disease .
Our middle son graduated from high school in 1999.
I was removed from our family home , which he held on to for 2 more
years , so our youngest had a home base to finish high school , and not
live with him in his new gals place ..( one fact that never came up )
I agreed to a condo, to avoid a rental apartment . Stating there was no
equity from our home , denying me a home of my own , I settled for 4
levels , and mourned in deep medicated grief until 2003 , when our 1st
grandson was born ..Red flags , began to assail me…I had to wake
from the chemical straight jacket , and abuse .
In 1999, our Christmas was drastically altered , 21 years of tradition
of which due to my very ill state , I missed the last 5 years . Celebration
with my adult abusers just did not resonate in any form of Christianity
that I knew to be just.
He chose to spend his Christmas with his new gal and her children..
Much like a wake, our grief tangible , our 3 sons and I were guest
via my younger sister , for a buffet . Normal was blown .. in addition
to my medicated toxic state , the experience was a trauma revisited
from my childhood , when age 11/12 my parents , split at Christmas.
He was aware of this but , determined to be happy , after putting a roof
over my head for 21 years and 3 sons , I was disposed of , like the Persian
cat , he dumped a few years before .. on top of my mountain.
The mountain , we visited 20 years ago , in such shadow , has been
my home for 9 solid years .. I have grown in an environment that allows
me the freedom of not being followed or watched .. I’m a possession,
a threat to his past , that he chooses to keep skipping out of …a life’s work.
Bankrupting me , encouraging by demise , utilizing our sons/family
shame, finances , law, he contractually made promises ..The facts are clear
and still present danger that he has no intention of stopping his
party ever waiting , his happiness , his awakening or not .
Holidays were met by silence ….While my personal grief is real
I am shown , I am defiantly on my own , little more than a surrogate
a mother long since dead to her sons ..
I’m left to complete this cycle on my own as well, as I expose the
many reasons , why I have been forced , induced by my abuser
to stay quiet until I had enough , which Thankfully has been exposed
in this finale of ChildAbuse , Domestic Abuse , being excused
and supported ..
So there is no party, only acceptance that my very survival depends on
stepping out of this triangulation, still supported by Mother/Son partners
till infinity.. pushing I am not family for 43 years , I was allowed to
marry him that he could better fit in …
#NotMyCircusNotMyMonkey
©️
Blessings & Peace ,
Doña Luna
Prince 1999
Narcissistic Personality plus, described Spiritually Intuitively
A truth I was aware of , far too early , was the various mask required
in his day to day.. Detached in ways that tore at my soul , inciting me
to try harder …there was nothing that pleased , nothing on a soul level
that touched him.. With the realization of the detachment extending to
our children , one scant year into our marriage , I prayed , I mentored,
and I had faith .
Having 20 years of intense abuse , following 23 years of masked on/off
my awareness increased these past 15 years of the trauma , the
splitting , the separation from higher power , all of these traits mirrored
in my behavior , more so as an induced mental patient …It was those
last 5 years that revealed true intent , and a consciousness lacking
empathy , compassion or humanity …
Stepping out of this , has only disadvantaged me until June and as
I began my 1 on 1 council , having great success for each lady as
they grew in connection with God/Goddess, Source , Love and
all this just laying dormant , it is their success, and my honor to
be a part of it …😍
The aspects that are critical to respond to and resolve are financial ,
the power trip of the matrix and 3 D , as I lean in to Winter’s Solstice,
there is peace in completion of these various lessons that have polished
my heart 💜, as my eyes see the golden , as I cast away/transform shadow
a New Earth in so many aspects of life known so far .
Gratitude 🙏 on this SunDay/SonsDay…
Sending Love n Light to masculine 🥰✊
©️
Blessings & Peace ,
Doña Luna
Looking deeper into NPD
Kramer vs Kramer at 40: a flawed film that remains a deserving classic | Film | The Guardian
To me this film depicted the harsh kick back from
the masculine energy of fear from women’s liberation
in bras and workplaces while holding their own
adverse childhood traumas , seldom voiced ..
It shows up in matters of power , money , and control.
Transforming this to Unity …Peace
Hold Faith ❤️
Blessings & Peace ☮️
Doña Luna
Dustin Hoffman and Meryl Streep brought divorce to the masses with an imperfect yet sensitive portrayal of a difficult scenario
— Read on www.theguardian.com/film/2019/dec/11/kramer-vs-kramer-film-classic
U.S. has world’s highest rate of children living in single-parent households | Pew Research Center
Endangered :
Children and Elders .
It’s a cash cow, for all Corps and many
branches of behavioral health , which has adversely influenced
our laws, our society …
Purging this for review , due transforming, as a consciousness
and sanity replace this hell on earth for heaven in New Earth
Reality ….
©️
Blessings & Peace ✌️
Doña Luna
Almost a quarter of U.S. children under 18 live with one parent and no other adults, more than three times the share of children around the world who do so.
— Read on www.pewresearch.org/fact-tank/2019/12/12/u-s-children-more-likely-than-children-in-other-countries-to-live-with-just-one-parent/
Renting Facts
What A Narcissist will never give , Closure .
Adore this lady and her approach , is direct and born of experience
and facts .
It was noted that our timelines correspond , 11-12 years of marriage
that is not balanced to say the least . We each had 3 children
we each have officially been divorced for 20 years .
Realized long ago I did not have a marriage , only
a mask , a surrogate , normalizer ….
More over , I knew the lack of self love and self worth
as shadow that exploded, with no warning …it only
became more intense , as he worked out of town
unavailability was normal even if in house .
Detached , withdrawn silent
Death
I felt the oppression 3 months
in , but had brothers and a society/religion that is a brotherhood
that allows a feminine to serve , with minimal support ..As a caregiver
from age 14 months , which is part of my character , as I was induced
to have experiences to forge my education .
The non responsive , non responsible deeply traumatized figure , knows
deep shame , rage from cumulative sources , but targets his spouse , thus
children and will never own it …regrets will stated , always the victims
always projecting . Lacking the support, ability , desire , in denial , missing
any and all signs from Divine , that stepping from the shadow , laying
burdens down begins with truth/light …It’s an inner job , and as I witnessed
the regressive , depressive , silence for 20 years , it has intensified with my
departure from a fabricated life of smoke and mirrors ..
Completion has long since occurred , for I am not bound in twinning our sons
as he does, bound to his trauma and secrets and abuses , as too often
occurs … it is so complete that despite attempts to keep the old cycle
are ongoing , often recycling the trauma of past , has no effect .
Only attesting to the closure at hand , in matters of business , which
will clarify the intent for the Abuse continued was and is financial ..
calculating , vengeful and locked in a maze of never ending anger
rage ….I let go of any connection in 2006…over ex.
Get over our sons ? Not happening Nor is the abuse of holding them
in shadow with the poison fed them , in order to win.
However , it is their choice , mine is to step out of a matrix
of brothers and sisters who feel I am unworthy , from
their shadow perspective of self preservation above all
Nope , I was induced into energies that have denied
my place at the table , doing much harm ; I have long
since delved into my shadow , heard extensive versions
of why I didn’t deserve to live ..
Fear , anger ..being bound , silent …death of spirit ..
I have noted that , recycling until finally other
experiences brought me to review …
I did, now weary … Freed to be me ..
Respect for that energy was chipped away, as my consciousness
and fear , inherent in loosing my life , did happen .
Making sure that happened , augmented by a brother MD
I was induced into submission , witnessed by 3 young men
who deserve , as I do , to be liberated from the falsehoods
and brotherhoods that wish to have us bound forever in
trauma .. repeating this in matters of finances , veiling
some pretty deep offenses , will not carry into 2020.
Of course , there is no response but silence , negational
approaches lost , the force that demands clarity will not
be denied …©️
Thy Will Be Done ♐️👁🌏✊
Blessings & Peace 🌈🎁
Doña Luna 🥰
True cases where Husband wins despite Domestic/ChildAbuse
Amy is a young Mom of 5, who is a powerful advocate .
She began a cause ,not to medicate pregnant women
with Psychiatric RX . Amy was awarded her efforts .
For years enduring a false intent that allows ex to
have primary custody , and still coming at her for
money …
Amy is through and brilliant in her efforts .. Educated
to practice law, in Texas , she was traumatized and pregnant
years ago , failing the bar test just as Court loomed and
their 2 sons were awarded to ex… like mine never stops the
abuse , total destruct of Amy …
I’ll share her new Facebook page , towards Mother-Child Rights
also. Perhaps worthy for any parent , as rulings teach us
of court systems …
©️ Doña Luna
Blessings & Peace
Doña Luna
Why psychopaths can’t love their children, according to a psychologist – Business Insider
Weaponized Children , can and does #eraseFamiles , in the competing
of winner take all, secrets , lies , financial issues and adultery normalized
until now ..
Children deserve much better ..
Narcissists see their children as possessions rather than people, according to a psychologist.
— Read on www.businessinsider.com/narcissists-cannot-love-their-children-2017-7
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