Twilight Sleep, A painless Birth , producing an drugged baby and mother common until 1970

I found an article on this , common drug combo, which carried

enough horror , at what I knew was Mom’s experience

after , her 1st child at 17, and bonding dis not happen,

rather shame for not being wed.

She was ignored in her labor with Dad and her 1st born

whom she spontaneously birthed dead and in early

decomposition . Post Traumatic Stress Disorder was not

acknowledged , perhaps seen as hysteria , so I have

no doubt that Mom was drugged with this lethal cocktail

of hypnotic /addictive pharmaceuticals .

Which resulted in my rejecting Mom’s milk , which imprinted

both of us , and led to my new born self , being sent home

with a Mom who was having latch problems ( my tongue

was clipped ) having rejected Mom, who is uber sensitive

only to return after 5 days so dehydrated , near death

which must have felt like another failure to her , that she took

very deeply .

After acknowledging, this , I released so much pain of not

knowing and any separation that may have existed , was

vapor and only love remains .

This was a huge gift for my healing on Mother’s Day ,

as well as I will post on how each of our sons was

also drugged with adverse effects that are passed off as

an issue of baby or mom and not the toxicity or addictive

reality that does much harm.

I have had to take the time to process this , as well

as withholding , in mindfulness of catalyzing

memory or truth for others .

I have have been awash in gratitude for the knowing

and in total awe and surrender of a Mother , a wife

a nurse and so much more who lost much , eventually

her life to AMA medicine , in her trust of what she knew

to be true , socially, religiously , and in her acceptance

which has been a force within me , and the effect of

a Mother – Daughter dynamic seen by Psychiatric as

a foundation for , if not a Behavioral Disorder .

As are the adverse effects of vaccines .

As are adverse effects of dental mercury .

©️

Blessings & Peace ,

Doña Luna

www.youtube.com/watch

Horrifying case revealed in new report as Health Secretary is finally stung into action  | Daily Mail Online

The Care Quality Commission’s inquiry was ordered The Mail on Sunday exposed shocking treatment in secretive units. The man held for a decade may be autistic Tony Hickmott, 42
— Read on www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-7045609/Horrifying-case-revealed-new-report-Health-Secretary-finally-stung-action.html

Public register to name and shame sex offenders set to become a reality after Coalition’s shock win  | Daily Mail Online

Transforming and healing this is very necessary .

After the Coalition’s win in the Australian Federal election, the public sex offender register naming and shaming paedophiles could become a reality.
— Read on www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-7045951/Public-register-shame-sex-offenders-set-reality-Coalitions-shock-win.html

Sailors Created ‘Rape List’ Aboard Navy’s 2nd Sub to Integrate Women | Military.com

The Florida, homeported in Kings Bay, Georgia, was the second submarine to integrate enlisted women.
— Read on www.military.com/daily-news/2019/05/17/sailors-created-rape-list-aboard-navys-2nd-sub-integrate-women.html

Let’s call this what it is – emotional and psychological abuse and domestic violence.

Let’s call this what it is – emotional and psychological abuse and domestic violence.

https://afternarcissisticabuse.wordpress.com/2019/05/16/lets-call-this-what-it-is-emotional-and-psychological-abuse-and-domestic-violence/
— Read on afternarcissisticabuse.wordpress.com/2019/05/16/lets-call-this-what-it-is-emotional-and-psychological-abuse-and-domestic-violence/

We All Have An Expiration Date With a Narcissist

afternarcissisticabuse.wordpress.com/2019/05/16/we-all-have-an-expiration-date-with-a-narcissist-and-they-have-a-plan-to-get-away-from-us-and-the-truth-of-what-they-are-abusive/

A mother’s Love~ by Stacie Campanelli

A Mothers Love
♥ The love of a Mother knows no boundaries; Sets no limits; Redefines definition; Sees the perfection in the imperfections.
♥ She surrenders her body to the growing life inside, graciously giving into the demands of her growing baby. A Mother who never had the opportunity to have that life grow inside of her own body, was able to grow that love in her heart as her child, grew inside, of another.
♥ To accept Motherhood is to embrace with an open heart, the possibility of having that heart broken; broken clean open; to be filled with pride, to be seasoned with pain, to be strung out, to be tenderly tied with the sweetness of a baby’s breath.
♥ She wraps her child in the safe embrace of her arms knowing there will come a day when her child will perhaps fight against that very embrace in search of themselves. She places her trust in her faith of knowing that the safety provided will extend in Spirit, and will always be available for the safe return home.
♥ She is gentle in spirit, flexible in direction, yet unbendable in her faith.
♥ She is grounded in the reality that raising a child is synonymous with raising herself. She is generous in her ability to become one with humanity, and humbled enough to accept her independence.
♥ A Mothers love is all encompassing, surrounded and touched by the very Grace of God. The dance of the Heavens is discovered in the depth of her heart, and the color of her eyes.
♥ She plays with greatness the role of many titles throughout her days.
♥ She admittedly recognizes the fears of her failures, yet acknowledges with certainty, that the failures do not make her a failure, instead they are to become the platform for her success.
♥ And finally, to know and experience the Love of a Mother, is to experience the very life force, the first breath given by our Creator, and received by man. To breathe her in is to be blessed beyond measure. She is worthy to be honored, worthy to be praised, for she is raising the very existence of our future.
By Stacie Campanelli- The Queen Whisperer 
May 09, 2010