Tag: patriarchy

Love as deeply held with each of our sons , still remains

as I began to wake , their reactions were of profound

anger as were mine ..I pray for the inclusive forgiveness

of themselves , and eventually a comfortable space

for me.

Hope .. However , if that does not serve their purpose

or highest self , I surrender , with only love ..

A huge part of my life always lent towards aiding , others

in need.

I had affirmation of this today , by my response in a

thread , of Va legal abuse , in Family Court .. and

I am mulling over a network of likeminded ..

This could be huge , but I must temper my

physical and mental output …sooo..

My Dad separated from toxic family from each side,

after much abuse .

I will discuss , what I do know ..years of trickled in

history and my experience , of sensing what was

in fact spot on , as far back as I can remember .

It’s been a very deep , very cool review , more

revelations and connected dots, that allow my

lightness of being …

I am of course crying , but I have a neck throbbing

on the left , which indicates I’m needing to clam

down , and I do…I”ll take my supplements

having been awake for 4 hours , a day trip requires

down time.. It’s a lovely thunderstorms days ,

spring in the mountains under threat by Corp

who doesn’t get the fragility of a source for watercolor

beyond measure, and the karma for daring to rip

Gaia , Mother Earth open, any more that blocking

Father Sun , will work…

I prefer the adversity in the open, the mask off,

as revelations are purging , I know we loose our

addictions , our filters , as spirit guides transforming

willing or not, our path to wholeness , our redemption

is transmuting dark matter ,within and without .

I see many examples of this and rejoice, it’s

authenticity, is heart centered , and that heart is

open, and it’s light is tonic to this gal for sure.

Within the committees , High Schools , parties

beverages , Acceptance of the perks of the monied

parent, highly committed to being right, in total

denial of truths or facts ( gives em a migraine )

Feels they raised our son which is weird ..think

about it. taking total acceptance of making him

the man he is, knowing him , making him do

Mothering our son.

Who has no mother , Killing me alive and enjoying

it , accepting it as normal.

Financially but not Emotionally supported

totally accepted .

Total denial of adversities of C-PTSD

Hiding facts , starting a process that incentive

to dig deeper ,

I did .

Today I am balanced in a sadness , that may

shame anyone , but just as determined that my

facts , and truths , end the fake, false , abusive

tactics to continue Domestic Abuse Child Abuse

by Shutting Me up..

Thy Will is done ..

Not the committee , of that I am 💯 sure ..

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Blessings & Peace ,

Doña Luna