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Erasing Families : Holiday Message 😘🎄🥳
All of the volunteers at Erasing Family wish Everyone a Safe and blessed holiday! We encourage you to send a thoughtful note and invitation to your child; underneath their pain your children still love you. For children who have been erased, your parents love you. No matter how long it has been, it’s never too late to start fresh. We know how painful it is for kids to miss a parent and their family; and for parents to miss their children. It’s time to heal! Join us in shining light and solutions to awaken the world. Everyone needs more love and children need the love of both parents; let’s do this!❤️🙏❤️
Independence Day Martina McBride
This song came to mind , upon an update from a deserving
soul , who is liberating themselves today …
In homage to those who have been empowered to remove
themselves from harms way , and those who deserve support
derived from this soul who had to do it the hard way
but today feels nothing but independence from generations
of abuse .. Supported by spirit , by ancestors who did not
fare well in matters of children and marriage , finances
home , and AMA APA …socially …clearing this is amazing .
My intent was for a clearing for my earth family , each
unique son Divine graced me with , as well as myself .
I mourned for what I missed, what I lost , what was abused
and Bless my former self , whose fragments are less tragic
in lieu of the many gifts I have received and many of those
are intangible .
I would have never knowingly married anyone who was
masking trauma, addiction, etc who would harm me
or our children . My deepest , darkest pain has been
transformed , resulting in a purity of love and promise
the life I dreamed of , on my own with Beloved’s
love and respect ..new year , new beginnings ..
Truth is Light that is Love
©️
Blessings & Peace
Doña Luna
Honoring a very long goodbye 👋
Independence Day ,
1999-2019- 20 year cycle of overt Abuse Ends
A new decade , Thankfully the veil is being lifted from many
horrific , #erasingfamlies influences , including the parent
who must win at all cost.
Walked away Dec 27th 1998
Feb 28 th 1999, I had an *induced* suicide attempt .
* He still prefers to think I wanted to die over loosing him.
Fact : Shrink prescribed 3600 mg of an opiate per day *inducing suicide
My Mom died April 9th 1999, after 5 years of heart disease .
Our middle son graduated from high school in 1999.
I was removed from our family home , which he held on to for 2 more
years , so our youngest had a home base to finish high school , and not
live with him in his new gals place ..( one fact that never came up )
I agreed to a condo, to avoid a rental apartment . Stating there was no
equity from our home , denying me a home of my own , I settled for 4
levels , and mourned in deep medicated grief until 2003 , when our 1st
grandson was born ..Red flags , began to assail me…I had to wake
from the chemical straight jacket , and abuse .
In 1999, our Christmas was drastically altered , 21 years of tradition
of which due to my very ill state , I missed the last 5 years . Celebration
with my adult abusers just did not resonate in any form of Christianity
that I knew to be just.
He chose to spend his Christmas with his new gal and her children..
Much like a wake, our grief tangible , our 3 sons and I were guest
via my younger sister , for a buffet . Normal was blown .. in addition
to my medicated toxic state , the experience was a trauma revisited
from my childhood , when age 11/12 my parents , split at Christmas.
He was aware of this but , determined to be happy , after putting a roof
over my head for 21 years and 3 sons , I was disposed of , like the Persian
cat , he dumped a few years before .. on top of my mountain.
The mountain , we visited 20 years ago , in such shadow , has been
my home for 9 solid years .. I have grown in an environment that allows
me the freedom of not being followed or watched .. I’m a possession,
a threat to his past , that he chooses to keep skipping out of …a life’s work.
Bankrupting me , encouraging by demise , utilizing our sons/family
shame, finances , law, he contractually made promises ..The facts are clear
and still present danger that he has no intention of stopping his
party ever waiting , his happiness , his awakening or not .
Holidays were met by silence ….While my personal grief is real
I am shown , I am defiantly on my own , little more than a surrogate
a mother long since dead to her sons ..
I’m left to complete this cycle on my own as well, as I expose the
many reasons , why I have been forced , induced by my abuser
to stay quiet until I had enough , which Thankfully has been exposed
in this finale of ChildAbuse , Domestic Abuse , being excused
and supported ..
So there is no party, only acceptance that my very survival depends on
stepping out of this triangulation, still supported by Mother/Son partners
till infinity.. pushing I am not family for 43 years , I was allowed to
marry him that he could better fit in …
#NotMyCircusNotMyMonkey
©️
Blessings & Peace ,
Doña Luna
Prince 1999
The Reaction Of a Narcissist When Met with Truth
What a Christmas gift 🎁, to hear this young man .
Hear his message to avoid the dark place that I complied
with , let’s make each experience that abuses children count
doing what we can in family reunification and simplify children’s
lives, families lives …
©️
Blessings & Peace ❤️🎄
Doña Luna
The Spiritual Within The Narcissist Experience Of Abuse
Anxiety denotes the awakening of spirit .
My anxiety born of abuse was medicated with Xanax .
Xanax allowed me to become an addict very quickly due
to my extreme sensitivity ..
5 per day for 2 weeks created a chemically induced
nervous breakdown.
On that day in April , and in my incarceration in a mental
ward( Hell on earth for 17 days ) , I was shown signs of spirit .
*The nurse who rushed a fellow patient who was going
to choke me , whispering in my ear ” honey you don’t belong
here”!
My eventual Christian room mate who had such peace
that helped me to calm down enough to know I had to
go home , to Mother our sons , for there was nothing to
heal me me there .. I knew the truth of who I was married
to and how vicious he’d be in a divorce , and so I surrendered
to trying to work things out .
I am not discounting my behaviors , The betrayal of many years
was suspected , behaviors were abusive and horrific , when
the mask was fully revealed 3 months in 24 legal years
of marriage to a stranger ..My concern and compassion
my fears and tears and love were not enough , and I understand
that fully now.
Narcissist are Dark Angels , Survivors Of Trauma ; unhealed .
I have been trying to step out of this shadow , and spiritually
have deepened my faith…in myself …in my efforts and so many
who strive to push through Domestic Abuse/ChildAbuse .
Some find my journey inspiring , Some back off as if it’s catching,
Some are triggered and catalyzed to heal their own families.
Some are fearful of actions they are not sorry for , only
sorry to be found out..exposed . Part of why I had the
negative experience , a partner who wasn’t …
Others are overwhelmed with my varied negative experiences
and my ability to continue to move forward …That does get
more difficult in repeated attempts to impede my progress
and guidance tells me , more positive energy awaits , and
I may have to endure abuse to get there .
Thy Will Is Done
©️
Blessings & Peace ,
Doña Luna 🎄🎁
Narcissist Are Sexual Energy Demons
The imbalance is augmented by acceptance of the male
sexuality, ignoring the core or soul of masculine in
lieu of scoring , controlling , dominating , competing
that adapted in masking unknowing , or effects of
trauma .
New law allows restraining orders to be filed on behalf of children
This is huge , a very good thing 🥳
A mother’s fight to protect her child has led to a new state law allowing parents and guardians to file restraining orders on behalf of children.
— Read on www.wmur.com/article/new-law-allows-restraining-orders-to-be-filed-on-behalf-of-children/30297974
Narcissistic Personality plus, described Spiritually Intuitively
A truth I was aware of , far too early , was the various mask required
in his day to day.. Detached in ways that tore at my soul , inciting me
to try harder …there was nothing that pleased , nothing on a soul level
that touched him.. With the realization of the detachment extending to
our children , one scant year into our marriage , I prayed , I mentored,
and I had faith .
Having 20 years of intense abuse , following 23 years of masked on/off
my awareness increased these past 15 years of the trauma , the
splitting , the separation from higher power , all of these traits mirrored
in my behavior , more so as an induced mental patient …It was those
last 5 years that revealed true intent , and a consciousness lacking
empathy , compassion or humanity …
Stepping out of this , has only disadvantaged me until June and as
I began my 1 on 1 council , having great success for each lady as
they grew in connection with God/Goddess, Source , Love and
all this just laying dormant , it is their success, and my honor to
be a part of it …😍
The aspects that are critical to respond to and resolve are financial ,
the power trip of the matrix and 3 D , as I lean in to Winter’s Solstice,
there is peace in completion of these various lessons that have polished
my heart 💜, as my eyes see the golden , as I cast away/transform shadow
a New Earth in so many aspects of life known so far .
Gratitude 🙏 on this SunDay/SonsDay…
Sending Love n Light to masculine 🥰✊
©️
Blessings & Peace ,
Doña Luna
Looking deeper into NPD
Spiritual Health Side Effects of Drinking Alcohol
Separation from self and higher powers . Sugar addiction ?
Genetic ?
Trauma?
I have no interest in alcohol, nor did either of my parents
as well as siblings to my knowledge , to the point of addiction .
Dad called a cab for an uncle who was intoxicated. Uncle
was a vet, had PTDS severely which cost him a very lovely
wife and life … Dad had not tolerance , which I suspect
came from seeing his Dad out of control , enhanced by
drink..
Addictions as well as control and abuse were not apparent
at I DOs, which became more pronounced ..
Currently targeted , I am the addiction ..the depository for
all his trials and tribulations .. Fear prevents surrender
to looking within, to rising past experiences, healing
with Divine forgiveness and Divine Love ❤️, which
is your wounded healer mothering you, as you require
according to your codes , your needs now …which can
release pain towards parents , when Father Sun Mother
Moon are our parents ..human experiences , shame
religion , education , Gov , money have tried to
addict us to and take us away from Nature (Father )
and Nurture (Mother) , of safe foundations ..
I choose to be addicted to love , reciprocal,
honoring , sacred love 💕.
©️🥰
Doña Luna
Any amount of alcohol has a spiritually detrimental side effects on us, and consuming it even increases our risk of being possessed by negative entities.
— Read on www.spiritualresearchfoundation.org/spiritual-living/health-effects-of-food-and-drinks/spiritual-side-effects-of-alcohol-drinking/
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