This gal rocks it…indeed be lighter in
all ways , possible. The snake sheds its skin,
the frogs 🎶 gig on high, birds are pronouncing
along side the darkness and shadow to be as
a true child , return to the inner light of love .
#AllGowWormsNeeded🤓🌏🥰💯
With so much love ❤️
Blessings & Peace
This guy was so in point , and so freaking cool
in his delivery, I felt I must post it.
As I began my latest cycle of waking , I discovered a gal named
Karen Bishop , who wrote ” What’s Up on Planet Earth?
I wasn’t in awareness of her terminology, or experiences
but her strength of conviction, her open chatter of her moving
around , state to state , as her quest led her to the desert and
contact with her star folks increased , life happened.
Her daughter had twins , equally 3 and she moved closer
to her to assist in nurturing her grandchildren and supporting
her daughter. North Carolina , last I heard , Karen dropped
out of her blog , and books , as far as I know , but her wisdoms
as an Aussie , a younger woman , augmented the wisdoms
of women I have come into awareness of since the late 80’s .
and most profound to me was it only takes 11% of the world’s
population to effect change . Now I’m especially attached
to the number 11, for reasons that have been accumulating
in supporting my total and divine connection to god , having
been allowed the experience of being the mother vessel for
our eldest son Ivey …His birthday is a major event for me , as
I quietly celebrated this year , for he has long felt it necessary
to deaden our relationship. I have great compassion for his
personal experience and respect for his quest , and long ago
prayed for divine intervention , that he might waken .
I am assured we are all in stages of ascension , and that I
must share myself with those who need me , for I have
had more positive than adverse since I began to own
my past , and clearing as much as I possibly could.
Time has been a healer , and armed with my trio of
past, present and further , my visions align with much
of what this man articulates ..Being it ! Which has lovingly
been mirrored to me enough , that I’m releasing amazingly
calm, surrendered to my higher self, yet determined to
balance via the facts , the past 20 years , and of being a
silent partner by demand of a former whose still in
abuse mode after 42 years .
#Enough
I am therefore determined to go higher with my story
and hopefully not have to speak of it , unless I choose
and am prepared . I choose to do this in a 3rd person
having moved past the repeat, repeat, repeat in my soul
that released in various ways, not all positive until……
Stages , all of life is a stage lol. Perhaps BoneZee369
speaks to you in some way.
I am feeling so much peace and calm today ! Sleeping
is off, however , as well as my gut, but I’m on it !
Blessings & Peace ,
Doña Luna
Each and every relationship , including within ourselves
is being illuminated by Cosmic Love , via protonic light.
Christ Consciousness that is the awakening required , ordained
on high , that I have come to accept .
Old souls , seemingly always living in past , present ,and future
I reviewed life enough to grasp my thwarted attempts to
live in spirit , and the culmination of adversities that forced
my surrender .
The catalyst was a boy , almost 16, who deserves to know I am
his Nona , is not crazy, but was extremely rearranged , for
he and Harper are the 2 of 6 I was allowed time within which
to bond . It was immediate , with each , as we know the old
soul, and unite in great harmony ..
I grasp how my world, rarely allowed others to know
of my deep connection , in their journey of not knowing.
My quest is ongoing , however I have reached a plateau
of spiritually that has allowed me to see the Divinity in each
experience . Given that , and my residence to invite the
adversities inherent in awareness, that have abused me
profoundly in the past.
Coming to a place of acceptance that the closing of a cycle
of separation and abuse , is allowing that what is to be in
my highest good is upon me. For each of us this is so.
While I have had so many examples of others who have
” split” in trauma , that we are healing on some level
unfortunately there are those who won’t awaken..
Accepting this has been life long in its teaching , with
my greatest earth teacher , as he exited , was my Dad .
There was nothing but love between us as we acknowledged
that far before he lost ” contact ” with our world . In our
love was forgiveness an understanding that we were not
ourselves in anger . So his rages , rudeness interspersed
were but reflecting his helplessness at the forces that were
draining him of his life’s chi.
He waffled in his moods , surely influenced by the RX , but
one on one our communications were never deeper
never more profound .
The disruption of his divine exit , of course angered me , as
I was abused by 2 brothers , whose grief was exhibited as
self preservation and power trips , never openly exited .
Heartbreaking but it exampled that of my marriage’s ending .
I had to accept Dad had a blue print of his own, his experience
in his exit was Divinely his own, and I could only do my part.
My eyes and heart were opened and fractured with his exit,
however my awareness of Dad not being able to bear up
as these years unfolded to bring us to this evolutionary leap.
His job done , Dad , James Abner father of light , is shining
his light on me for sure, with Mom popping in , for parts
of my healing and clearing is theirs as well.
Much celebration 🍾 as well as sage , and sobering , realities
of how much determination and resolve is required , that
being in spirit as much as possible , as grandly designed plans
from oh high ( our highest self ) reveal themselves .
Much will try to take me away from spirit , however tested
beyond my measure , has allowed my cellular knowledge
and acceptance of a love that is infinite , that is my home,
my foundation , and nothing deters my walk with spirit .
Woman is here to lead man to spirit
Man is here to make the world safe
That she may do so.
In unison
Side by Side
Not In front of
Not behind .
4Either .
It does seem I have been alone much of my life , physically
and mentally , as I spent so much time in deep disconnect
from harsher realities as a child . Like Mother Earth 🌏
is currently doing , I bobbled …
Spirit is individual, unseen , heard , unseen , the mystery
that Old Souls ” hold” and that doesn’t always present
as such, certainly with a consciousness that’s always in
fear of said Spirit , and wars against acceptance , and
integration , which in marriage , never happened ..
So, I have accepted the mysteries of life , and given
that there are resonances within the messages contained
within the following video .
Very long , very through, enlightening info.
For many reasons , abstained, sex is common .
Despite the easing of taboos and the rise of hookup apps, Americans are in the midst of a sex recession.
— Read on www.theatlantic.com/magazine/archive/2018/12/the-sex-recession/573949/
How freaking cool is this ?
The 2,700 year old skeletal remains of an ancient yogi sitting in samadhi have been found in an Indus valley civilization archaeological site located
— Read on www.indiadivine.org/2700-year-old-yogi-samadhi-found-indus-valley-civilization-archaeological-site/
Frankly , I have had too many examples of this
in Brothers, Lovers & Beloved’s , and ” Misses”
who example deeply profound trauma ,that
continued retention of , like a toxic waste
site , will blow up…What that is , totally
individual , but with my various experiences
I am currently at peace with each person
begin totally in charge and responsible for
their Karmic lessons and destiny .
That’s my take after completion of 20 years
of toxic examples of projected and induced
insanities , immoralities , and rupture that
did not curtail my ongoing personal evolution
to the degree that I gave up.
Nothing or nothing will, and ego is driving to
thing otherwise . Physical death would not
end the corrections taking place , for this
is much more than me .. I have died many
times over spiritually to be lifted .
Ego might tell you I do not need nor love
enough .. my love is infinite …
My desire for peace and harmony , balanced
within is threatening to those who require
total obedience, power and control.. Daddy ?
Umm No He received and accepted that
aged 5 I would not allow his abuse of my body.
Brother ? Karmic lessons are releasing at
increased intensity .
The truths have been there all along , it’s the
picking up of crumbs . I am Blessed to be in a
place of receivership , and trusting what’s
guidance in the ever deadly silence of insular
ego or indescribable trauma , like a power
keg..You have the matches …strike or no strike
its choice …
The crumbling is done …no more not ever
again .
#EgoIsAnObserverOnly
I release as needed , and so far today has been very therapeutic.
I find I resonate , more often than not , and that’s so more
with water signs or those with heavy water influence .
Youngest son has his Moon ( Mother ) in Pisces and may
not want to understand how much we have in common
yet unexplored since his trauma and mine in 89
that I have been made aware of . And that pains me
for mother and child , all that erased is worthy of notice.
I therefore include all related in my journey thus far
to nudge or plant seeds , and wish you God Speed .
Ditto with Beloved’s & Children , Grandkids ..
I’m totally in awe of your journey whatever that be .
With so much light about to download upon us
all, it’s about clearing your inner ” closet ” and
DudieDoos that’s a personal choice .
So I’m clearing , with my music, sharing and telling
you the unhealed begs to be transformed , surrendered ,
cleared , that you receive every ounce of light that Cosmic
Father Sun sends our way… eventually he may exit,
however we have many fathers and mothers , created
as a collective , as a village , of guides who are right here
as we bring heaven to earth.
My head opens up, sinus and all, my body is less taught
and I’m ready for a hot salt bath, and a meal, then
writing .
However if a nap comes up , I’m game ..
I was honored today in receiving the acknowledgement of
being considered a sister by a male friend of 9 years .
We share O blood and some other interesting ties ,
which is great when it works and not so much at other
times . It has been brutal oftentimes , craziness. It’s trauma
and the repression of males , fueling anger, loss, grief
etc.
It’s time to acknowledge men as worthy in their infancy
and childhood to receive masculine and feminine energy
in harmony and knowing of the highest interest of said
child as intention , for spiritual evolution, and healthy
children. Removing all that interferes with the best interest
of the child is transforming to their own personal soul rights .
They will demand the balance ; it’s begun, it’s unfolding
and so I rejoice despite of or including the hardships .
Awareness , and proof beyond reason , unity in the 🌎
all is alighted ..
I dare believe 🌺🤩🤓💯
Women of faith, of spirit , of courage , are often considered insane.
History is full of these abuses .
I honor the life efforts of this human being, her gender , her race,
her sexual , religious , medical, spiritual , choices are individual
and worthy of acknowledgment .
I empathize with this multidimensional being and her struggles
to honor many of those dimensions , even the fragmented , dank
and dark shadow.
Bonus is that she’s a poet ! I consider myself a poet at heart
and long to write that which often sounds of music .
That longing is manifesting , very nicely ..
Blessings & Peace
Doña Luna
Women’s History Month: Black feminism, misogynoir, and attempts to erase black women’s voices
— Read on www.dailykos.com/stories/2019/3/10/1839038/-Women-s-History-Month-Black-feminism-misogynoir-and-attempts-to-erase-black-women-s-voices
I’m a seed planter , Dream Weaver, a woman of deep
faith , who sadly finds my efforts dormant in masculine
energy that sees need as a form of control.
I don’t ask for favors , and now have resources to locate
what I need for a specific issue. That’s less and less.
In my youth, the masculine had no chores , nothing but free
time. I was unable to discern the trauma of my brother
who was Casper around our house. His freedom was wide
open , gifts were noticeably focused on that , and I was
a very reluctant caretaker. I say reluctant , due to Mom’s
just do it example , and siblings resistance to my ineptitude
or my correctness, setting up a no win foundation on shaky
ground.
I went into my 1st at age 17 , with a boy who had many secrets
like brother..I had no idea how profoundly and deeply these secrets
pointed to trauma. It was hard to acknowledge , as I ended contact
with 1st after 9 months of not so wedded bliss.
A soul mate had major issues with fidelity , did not want to loose
me , and to break the soul mate connection , I married a 2nd time
exiting after 3 weeks , upon the realization of I was expected to
take the role of breadwinner , sex kitten…umm no.
Of course the hologram, that describes ” former” champions
secrets , in a mind -soul game he still thinks works.. Truth is
definitely not his forte’, and that is light to me. The official
moment of commitment , a shift began that I allowed was
a comfortable easy feeling. That, ended as our 1 st year brought
us our 1st child , leaving no doubt of his holding such shadow
that induced me to cleave into my child and domestic duties .
However , I rebelled or stood up , listened to his 3rd person
stories and slowly lost respect for his inability to rise over
the Peter Pan lifestyle ..Staying in C-PTSD with children
to raise , convincing myself I was in love to get through
things , compliant and hopeful in his self growth.. Sadly,
that hasn’t happened, and having based his future on a faked
past is the revelation that sets our family free .
I don’t have great expectations beyond that…it would be foolish
to consider all negatives ended , or wounds healed . Letting
go , surrendering this is not something that has ever been offered
me in fact , in truth , in forgiveness or love.. I will be willing
certainly to be part of healing reconciliation, when it is
important to the other party , whose over the blame and shame
cycle .
Secrets are deadly, and those whose way of life chooses this
path , don’t trust ..anything or anybody.. it’s very unbalanced .
My hero instinct is very real, I am not shy about saying .
How that’s received is variable, however without asking
in discussion , my needs are side stepped, ignored or deferred,
has been normalized in masculines around me ; as a strong
woman, I have or will have it covered …Complementing
and holding space , for imbalances to correct themselves
so masculine’s needs are met , he’s feeling supported and
not uneasy , or controlled ..
Transforming this is most welcome .. certainly it shall
aide in losing shame and projection of shame and blame.
His Hero Instinct And Why It Matters – Feeling Butterflies
— Read on feelingbutterflies.com/his-hero-instinct-and-why-it-matters-85/
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